Dream

There may have been a presence of someone I like or who is very attractive.  I was waitig, we got to the end.  I went back and got my wallet.  I wanted baked goods, a little cupcake with a figure in frosting.  We almost got home, where I'd take a picture.  Some was missing.  They had offered me more as carrot cake on sale.  We were in line.  I had done something.  My brother threatened me and then gave me a little plastic bag of pistol things, more like old round  metal things, like the little pellet aliens put in people.  The wedding procession practice began.  I was supposed to sing.  I said I wanted to sing "Maria" from "The Sound of Music" in the end.  My mom, younger aunt, older aunt's husband, and dad were in this.  My mom was walking around awhile before.  My younger aunt was walking around too, enveloped in fashion opportunities.  My mom's hair was down with a crown, or band.  My older aunt's husband was next to me in line.  My dad gave a cackle action about me singing at the wedding.  It was more dark or in feeling.

Problems

Dr. Phil is fine in a lotta ways.  My dad said yea that I said he tries to look big, tho.  I like being powerful.  Keep up what is best for you, tho.  However that may be.  My Gramma and aunt used to be cool and big.

Problem

My mom for her own reasons decided to come out late today to go to work and it's turning me on.  I know my aunt has a thing @ me making new blogs to get a fresh start, and it's becoming quite effective.

My aunt has a thing going..

..that when I start a new blog I can't have it fresh because I'll get mad at some point.

Issue

I just got a karaoke machine from my aunt and put it in Spare Oom.

*BEEP*

YOU DON'T HURT MY AUNT

Issue

So, why did my mom need to meet my dad, we all know that.  My mom is more from Florida than his sisters..

Upset After Class

I was like a victim trrembling @ class, like the fool I make of myself, the way I can't take it and the way no one in the world can care....

See, I kept stabbing my notebook when I was annoyed..  I did leave the room and stomp my feet and then come back in soon.  I came in and said are you gonna annoy me, like last class, and asked if someone said they were gonna kill me..  The teacher said no they didn't.  :|  I told my mom, too, but she didn't seem to care too much..  :S  I sorta felt washed ashore in death.  Like, I was murdered but left at peace..  :|  People are always at me and will never be direct with me because they think it's possible I actually want too much attention being mixed race.  I actually am feeling kinda subdued.  Maybe, it's from all the good things I did, and then I don't know why I was attacked but I'm so mad.  It seems people are really mad at me for any attention I get from Ginny, and I want to ****** them..  I just heard something..  Please, leave me alone, you dweebs..  :|  Also, I can tell in attitude my aunt is posing as a virtual ring leader rassling me for everything just because my life isn't perfect, like my dad does, and I want to * her.  ,:|  Everyone is threatening people they know not to hurt me.  ;|  Er.  Why can't peopel just be normal?  Hey, listen to me, stop with the bullcrap "online."  I'm the civilized 1.  It's okay if I live my life the way I do, I was treated unfairly, why must I base my life on comparing with how much I sacrificed of my, er, ... I dunno academic future?

Reputation

My oldest aunt's attitude has been onto me, like my bad cousin.

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What did my dad do to my mom?

My dad is a piece of shit.  He thinks he needs to hypnotize people like his sister.  That's because he's shit.  He hurt my mom!  Call the police

Problem

WHY WON'T MY AUNT LEAVE ME ALONE.  STOP TREATING ME LIKE A NIGGER, YOU PIECE OF CRAP, YOU GODDAMN NIGGER.

Where It Started

People were racist and suggestive to me, like not open, not admitting I had beautiful white, creamy skin.  Like, visitors, friends, Gramma, then my aunts I guess.  People are always acting like safety nets.

The Image @ the Ft.L Police

I saw a demented man with a wicked grin on Twitter.  That used to be my aunt, but she moved to NW Florida, not on the beach, between Orlando and Gainesville..  She was so interested in me when e-mail came out and we became Barretts-in-New-Orleans..my friend's family did the same thing..I'm also up at Rochester where the other aunt from Fort Lauderdale lived a year, with her illegitimate daughter.

Problem

Why does my dad end my life if my aunt has an outburst?

Poky Parent

Why does my mom think I should have come out as a parent and why do his sisters also seem to think like they are making fun of me for being just good with my dad?

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Problem

Why do I keep thinking of my dad's oldest younger sister in tacky ways, like just blogging it's coming up?  I thought she was 1 to have made her statement.  It seems like blogging people all attacked me for having fun because they're jealous and don't feel like it.  The messages just keep coming.  I don't care what you have to say every time I saw a curse word in my blog!  ,80