Dream (cont.)

I remember saying I started gymnastics at age 1 3/4 and starting to say I can do some ballet.

Dream

I had a dream I was with the Freiburger Barockorchester, and I was gonna play "I Dreamed a Dream" on the keyboard.  I think I saw the conductor, too.  It was some big gymnasium and outside was involved for me.  It was probably dusk.  Something happened twice where I didn't play.  I was like in a choir and was feeling like I was getting taller and was behind everyone, tweens or young adults, who  might have all been taller.  Not sure what we would sing.  Something that seemed strange maybe at the time was supposedly everyone but one person was with me the 1st 2 times or at least a handful.  Someone seemed very real but when they supposedly said my name maybe not.  They moved me behind the very tall people.  I tried to keep thinking, but dream was over, I woke up.  I could still feel the effects of the dream some, like waking up from seeing a ghost.

Dream

There were like these wall petitions.  Ellen in some form had me categorized as a child and I ended up in the regular thing.  She was like, "What, what do you wanna say?" nicely.  I think she was hiding she was evil in some way.  She was mad about where we stood near "the bomb."  I jumped down as it blew up.  There was a frog with teeth and no Ellen there for then and we asked him to explain the bomb, "the topic which he was good at."  It was to like cover the earth, like a Middle Easterner woman thought why not, like my thinking that it wasn't worth it in the world not to have/be someone and just in general, like how people find themselves.  I think the people were from the IMDb Soapbox.

Dream

There may have been a presence of someone I like or who is very attractive.  I was waitig, we got to the end.  I went back and got my wallet.  I wanted baked goods, a little cupcake with a figure in frosting.  We almost got home, where I'd take a picture.  Some was missing.  They had offered me more as carrot cake on sale.  We were in line.  I had done something.  My brother threatened me and then gave me a little plastic bag of pistol things, more like old round  metal things, like the little pellet aliens put in people.  The wedding procession practice began.  I was supposed to sing.  I said I wanted to sing "Maria" from "The Sound of Music" in the end.  My mom, younger aunt, older aunt's husband, and dad were in this.  My mom was walking around awhile before.  My younger aunt was walking around too, enveloped in fashion opportunities.  My mom's hair was down with a crown, or band.  My older aunt's husband was next to me in line.  My dad gave a cackle action about me singing at the wedding.  It was more dark or in feeling.

Dream

I was on the floor of like a gymn, an open area where you can do classes, probably dark gray carpeted like floor.  There were others.  I supposedly won the right to be President, just needed results.  I remember a female touching me or like they did.  It reminded me of someone else or like the ghost of Ellen.  She came back with the results.  I was something else.  I iiked it.  A tall, tan, ethnic boy with a long sharp pointed nose, like Bella Thorne was President and treated me like a baby.  I was in a movie and someone was to put a shot in me, thin light needle, and I kept wanting to ask the boy questions.  I was sorta hiding from the female.  Like, playing coy and upset but I wasn't.  I woke up feeling totally touched in a mysterious way by the female presence.

Dream

I had 3 dreams.  I remember the last one I was at a hotel.  I was in charge of some kids at one moment, and we were to leave the next day.  Like my 1st dream, it seemed life threatening and I freaked to save them.  In the end I was with one woman.  I remember falling onto her iwth my legs and ws with her enough to say "Mom , help!"  There was a brief glimpse of my real mom on like a death bed.  No biggie.  The mom turned into like a teenager or what today is a young adult from the Ellen show.  Who I really felt the mom was tho was someone I just saw who never knew me also looking thru the eyes of all these people.  Someone gave us donuts, and I was able to taste them.  I made sure people got what they wanted.  The teen, who was tall. long, thin, and brunette wanted to kill the lady on the death bed for not giving me all chocolate covered.  In the end, after cooing her down and seeing a long string of not as good smaller chocolate donuts, I went to distribute them all like there was no enemy.  I saw a guy who was like involved in the program and he dipped is finger on one with chocolate and blue meat and chocolate syrup inside.  I was gonna take it but got the green one.  There were 3 left.

I left a war documentary on a few days ago.  I dreamed I was escaping.  I have been able to dream to the TV exactly as far as sound goes.  It feels the same as making up a dream.

How I Feel About Mom: I dunno, I think it was essentially the people who visit Ellen or no one wants to know if somthing else it seems.  Not sure what it should really be.  I mean, the immature young adult sticking up for me.  I was the one who had it together, in a way, as my personality.

Slept

I was sleeping with war on and had a dream about someone hiding.

Dreams

I dreamed I was dressed for ballet class in mostly pink.  I was like a dog and needed to pee.  I finally woke up and did.  Of course, it affect my unirnal system.  At the doctor, he wanted to watch my liver, but I use the restroom a lot.

There was a lot more I don't remember.

Strange Dreams

1 I remember was I was on the Phil show.  He looked like he was looking at my dad and asked, "So, do you wanna do this..?"  I think he nodded and covered his face cuz he was about the same age.

Dreams

They were pretty dramatic.  I can't remember.  I had 2.

The 1st one I was worrying and concerned about Ellen DeGeneres's body being okay.  I wanted to go put my arm around her and give her a hug and like hold onto her.  I found myself on her back, too, still worrying about her.

The 2nd one was cool.  I remember at the end I was wondering where I think Celine Dion's body guards were, a 2nd set in the dream.  They were way behind, and 2 had a cannon and cannon ball.  I saw the rifle, too.  I just can't remember what I did.  The 1st one had more things I thought.

Dream

1st, I ended up where I used to live in the nation's oldest continuing city and 2nd oldest city.  I was saying I'd be a Jacksonville Jaguars cheerleader/dancer.  I saw a friend with her family at church.

I know later on they were buying Ellen DeGeneres as a little kid of like 3.  I think they bought something else before with a coin, a poor man, like $10,000.  I'm watching a movie called 10,000 BC.

The 1st part was spooky and engaging, in a way, but not perfect.

Dream

I went up in like a big place like a church and was hugging up this sweet lady with like medium reddish brown and short hair, like it was my turn.  She was not much taller I thought but still taller, like her shoulders were a strain to hug over.  My parents were there at 1st and I think she was also hugging my mom, like a girl.  Later, there was something I had to do.  We like did something for a sorta project.

I dreamed

all I needed was in college, like ballet.

Goood Feelings in the World

I just tried to m********* and decided I didn't really want to, didn't have to.

I had a dream I was at an apartment, and an old friend used to live there.  He walked with me, and I noticed he took my arm|hand and looked rather young, like early 20s.  It felt good.  He was maybe a blonde with kinda a shaven look, long head, German-American looking I think.  A lady had come before and I thought it was her sometimes, like I can't really focus..  Anyway, he seemed so kind and though younger and more stupid had latched on..  There was more the dream before.  More people.  I was convinced to want to find some episode of My Litle Pony, not sure what it would be.

Dreams

I remember I was at the roller blading rink surrealy in the New Orleans area where I used to live.  There were weird like life and death things it felt.  Someone was coming to take 1 of us to record with her, someone I knew upbeat and exciting.  I kept positioning myself along the side.  Someone exciting and mush with real read hair or wig, curly, came and I hid or something.  Later I was on a bridge over it with some girls cozying.  I felt set apart, otherwise.

Dream

I was talking at length to something where I mighta made it, like in a factory.  Something fell with like body parts growing on it.  They were big round circles flowing in the factory, I think.

Dreams

I remember Richard Carpenter answered in all lowercase and I saw him, big, in a doorwa like in the dark.  I was passing in a caravan.  We were supposed to like be picking osmething in school.  If I didn't kep moving I'd fall behind.  I started ahead and was trudging through ahead some.  There was a place where I shot.  I was with Jimmy Fallon and like someone like him or him came out, I was with 1 old bestie at the time.  Like, someone was coming to hurt me.  There was a thing where you shoot toward the center of hte circle from the last dream.  We walked some, and I had to keep looking for danger.

Dream

I was in a big thing where it's like a circle and toward the middle you see like an animal.  I came outta 1 and was asking what the panda bear was for.  We just passed something neat, like maybe regular bigger bears.  I think there were babies of these bears.

Dream

I had an impersonal dream with things like space and Richard and Karen Carpenter, like they did it this time, like maybe Karen had passed away.

Dream

I was in a small plane waving by to the Carpenters and a special bye to Richard cuz he wouldn't die.  They were going to war..