No Networking

Supposedly, people go to school, teach .. they thought that it wasn't some cool thing to think of it as just getting together and networking.  I'm sorry, but that's what it is.  You think this is something for Ginny and you just help out unattractive professors.  Um, that's not so.

Problem

Um, why are you making fun of how I say Ginny, to begin with?  You thought I was sarcastic?  I didn't see me do that.  I didn't seem like it hurt, and I mean, I'm not set up to feel a different way that would work better.  If it hurt, I mean what, just don't do anything?  I thought you said that didn't exist.  I don't get it.  It just seems like your sorta pimply outbursts of anger, something you're not supposed to do.  Let's not like make this like something to last the rest of my life.

What I Know

I know Ginny's friends are fakes because they said they would be nice and thought supposedly if I didn't have any sorta low and dirty traits that I'd be coo'.

Problem

Why won't anyone attractive talk to me?  I mean, I am attractive and do the right things.  They act as though they shouldn't be attractive.  Um, that has no relation to how I want to be.  Why do you think that people have to fit like puzzle pieces with their opportunities?  I swear, I did that, already, and I don't remember it.  I figured that I didn't want to be them.  I figured that I could make different ideas of me.

Problem

I didn't do anything wrong, you didn't tell me I did.  Stop doing this.  I don't care about your fantasies, some people have better ideas and aren't messed up.

Problem

Look, you just were gay and told me not to feel anything, at all.  Leave me alone.  Hm, except I don't want to talk to someone unattractive.  WTF are you?  You know, I will not accept what you thought about what I just typed..

Problem

You are really gross fantasizing about my dad.

Problem-Solver

I can solve my problems how to feel good, I guess, but I mean I don't do it by hurting people.  So, what, I can't see Ginny's Facebook?  She did it for a bad reason, though.  LOOK I AM A PERSON DON'T TAKE AWAY WHAT I HAVE.

Problem

Why do you go against modern culture yet go against old-fashioned culture?  You'll get there, someday, though, but I can do whatever I want..

Problem

So, what make Ginny talk to like every person in the world, because she won't go on Facebook?

Problem

I won't take your bullshit.. the 2 girls I worked with managed to think.  Supposedly, people are closing off, like no one has time, but they want time.  I know people with time.  I guess some people don't want time.  What's wrong with that?  Well, also that says something interesting if you think about it, not a protocol, but I mean like "what's" in their life?  Why is Ellen DeGeneres erasing New Orleans, that weirdo?  It was right.  She seems to fantasize, aha ha ha.  What's wrong with that?  We didn't claim to hurt anyone.  I don't want to just do what your mom did, you didn't even do that.  What does it mean?  Isn't that still right?  I mean, I guess you can look at it another way.  I mean, wait a second, why don't we have the good qualities of before, too?  What are you afraid of, like slowly dying?  Probably.  You know, no one cares since Tim Burton.  I know it changed the way the world worked..

Problem

So, why does everyone hate me?  You used to like me.  You're a nigger.  I call everyone a nigger.  Good bye.  Wait until someone else like calls your friend a nigger.

Problem

YOU KNOW, I REALLY DON'T DO WEIRD THINGS LIKE UNFRIEND PEOPLE FOR NO REASON I CAN REMEMBER BUT BEING WEIRD I THINK.. DON'T KNOW WHAT.

I was having what seemed the proportion of a screaming match about why Ginny didn't e-mail me with the 2 girls I used to work with.  We're not doing it anymore.  She said maybe the e-mail didn't work.. Um.  You know about the assignment that my partner had to give and remind me, too?  My e-mail didn't work.  I don't think I even knew what she said.  I guess I didn't catch that it was something, as I do, since people won't talk to me about anything since Tim Burton with Charlie and the Chocolate Factory.  Why doesn't he talk to people?  He could perform and it would show that you are ***y.

Problem

She told the Cali girl that she doesn't check her e-mail, but she told her to e-mail her.

Problem

Ginny's posts are gone.

Facebook Post

Jamaicans seem to have a less wild culture than Indonesians. I'm guessing Indonesians = black because they are not Asian. Polynesians look like Jamaicans. Indonesia is famous for being volcanic. It excites me.. I guess we all grew up differently and are open to change and living as before.

Facebook Post

Torture exists, but Hell artistically works. It depends on who exists. Do you mean be the devil?

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Facebook

New YouTube Playlist.

Wondering

So, I mean you can hurt people or just pretend things you don't mean.  If someone is always suggestive racially and such, you do something.  I just felt some issue.

Being Nice

If Ellen DeGeneres wants to be nice, then she can be nice, it is legal to touch on all sides of an issue.  Did anyone ever think of this and then not think of this?

Problem

HEY SHUT UP FOREVER

Ellen DeGeneres thinks I think I'm something I not about the age of my dad.  Ginny thinks I think I'm a race I'm not.  Why do you think I am my parents and you're not?  That WILL NOT WORK YOU BASTARDS.

So

So, you know that you set me up to not be a person.

Problem

Why are you hurting me?  You think you can control everything you do, but you don't do anything and aren't happy with what you're supposed to say and stuff.  I mean, it's the little things I'm thinking about.  Like, what do I think of Ellen DeGeneres?  I think that people have perverted fantasies about who she likes.

So

Can I just get another Ginny?

Noticed Something

You let younger kids do bad things and when older people have bad thoughts you hurt them.  If you want kids, then just accept what they are compared to others who are older.

Noticing the Problem

So, notice there is a problem, like that kids are being mean, and it's a real thing, or you can think of different ways of a thing that is hard to describe.

Problem

You claimed you wanted your kids to have what you have, but they don't.  I do.  So?  What?  What did you do?  Don't you know why you have what you have?  Why are you different, it's not old-fashioned..

Problem

Now, there's a webcam at the bottom of my screen..why?  It did feel like I clicked something, but there's nothing to click.

I'm afraid someone wants to stimulate an egg sack..I mean I didn't do anything to it, but people made me uncomfortable, and I don't give a shit about you.  That says nothing, I don't mean I want you to just like hurt someone..I mean I guess if I got drunk I would, but I don't want to drink.  I don't have to.  Not everyone does.  My mom had me sign something and was mean.  I hit her with the door by accident.  Will you shut up?  I said you're a piece of shit.  Stop fueling this person.  You can't just keep stimulating me like that.  What do you think happens?  You have no social situation.  You don't, I said it.  It's too bad, you can't have everything.

I don't need to feel literal shit, I don't give a shit.  You can't just change the direction of what I'm going in.  Stop these people!  I'm in an experiment.  I want to meet people maybe.  I found a way to feel that life was everlasting, and no one did it for me, unless it was maybe someone like Tim Burton or Johnny Depp, the power.  My teacher seemed to like my French beret, too.  I can have fun.  WTF is your problem you piece of shit?

Why do you have abstract shit?  I know exactly why Ginny and everyone else attractive I have met so far has been mean, and then I see others and they feel sorry and help me.

Stop telling me I'm bad.  You're talking to me.  No one cares maybe my dad really is trying to hurt me.  We have to stop him.

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Accepting Weird Things

You should accept you are not just 1 parent. You are now making me uncomfortable about weird things.

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Good Age to Have Kids

A good age to have kids is like 26 or maybe 28. I don't really know, 40 is fine with me.

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Not Talking..

So, why are people not talking to me in some thought up fantasy but interested in others who fuck them up, like thinking bad thoughts and also then racist thoughts is good? You realize some feeling racially, and you already knew the fact, guess you go and care about some other person of another race. Also, you should network online and talk to people you live with, maybe once and for all. I mean, Orlando might have something to offer to nice, young people. Why are you like pretending I'm something I'm not - also, why get mad at me for not withdrawing when I failed? You think I didn't care. I moved schools. Also, I noticed some people don't notice everything at once, don't realize their situation where they are, like they just might care about young people in the area. People in class get mad for a long time. Why do you think I'm Chinese American? I'm not that culture, anymore, I adapted. Why do you help people who revel on just being Irish? What about people who aren't both smart and artistic?

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Unaccepted

Ginny will not accept people who are not white. She just wants to be in on pretending you don't have to be white. Why are you telling me I am weird? I mean, do you think she is worth something? The kids feel the need to attack her. Ellen DeGeneres also pretends to be "something she's not." Why are older people so mad. About new me's? Them. I mean, how much do you like just Tim Burton? He is not the only object in the world. Why don't you try to post attractive artists from California and Florida? Maybe not Western Florida. If you can't, then why not just focus on him? What about people who are interested in the attractive parts as the attractive feature? I'm mostly mad about people never accepting the new me. I change what I want, and I am able to do lots of things. I am a good person, and you should care. Why does Tim Burton think his kids get to be a certain style that surpasses kids who are just a little older? Why did we change beasts of the world to worry about like how good someone is? They want to learn to listen to people from the Flower Age. Look, I don't give a shit. Why do parents care about bad kids? Their kids were in trouble. They care about younger kids. They can know other people. Why do they think they need to accept Olivia Newton-John? I mean, she's not the basic stick person. Let's just make the end happy. Your parents already said they don't take your shit. Why is she so bossy? Why don't you change?

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Update

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going to class to the bathroom and warm up.

How I'm Feeling

So, yea, I slept for 6 hours.  However, I woke up at 10PM.  I mean, I came home .. did stuff .. ate .. packed .. went to bed.  I should pack like on Wednesday afternoon.  so, I cook and watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" and am looking for like those complex game shows, like with little things like cards maybe or like they sit there and calculate..  :|  Also, I need to set to record "Ghost Adventures," but I kinda .. just there to see th relics.  :/

My hands are cracking a bit, and I have a cut on my pinky I had to alcohol.  :p  Not bad..  Dunno.  I just feel like I am in my bedroom late at night, you know?  I did have breakfast .. 2 bagels with butter, but I couldn't find the little bowl this time which is not often.  Wheat bagels.  I had all my vitamins.  Last night, I took sore throat and sinus pills.

Edit

I took down this tExT~bOx

College Path:
•Business Administration (BABA)
•Military Science
•Spanish
College Sport:
•Cross Country
•Track+Field (Sprint|Long Run)

College Path:
•Dance (Performance & Pedagogy)
••article

Fall 2013:
•Dialects & Stage Movement TR
•Ballet 1 for "Pre-Majors" TR 1
•Modern Dance 1 for "Pre-Majors" MW 1
•Dance Composition & Improv. 1: Pre-Majors MW 3
•Jazz Dance 1 MW 2
•Tap 1 TR 2
•Pilates|Body Conditioning W 2
•Performance Ensemble: Valencia Dance Theatre F 1
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12 + 4|5 = 16|17

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Y

I found why I was so mad, am not healthy, don't like have the right stuff you know?

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Rehearsed

My stomach feels worked out, too. I wanna speak to a counselor @ Ginny, found a nice, plump-type-ish lady, blonde, from Coral Springs. Also, I know the guy in Student Services, thinks the boys are jokes, like 35-ish.

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Y

So, why do you take away my dreams when kids come along?

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Problem

Twitter claimed it hadn't Retweeted. Ellen DeGeneres keeps saying when I'm right like acting like she knows.

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Twitter

Twitter + last night

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Problems

I have had these problems so much, so long. My Mom thinks she's something, gonna ruin my birthday, no 1 gives a shit you stupid niggers so shut up I don't like you..

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Torture

Ellen DeGeneres tortured me with noises and subtle inconveniences in my room a whole semester, and I don't give a shit how my Dad felt.

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Crisis!

Never had anything this bad, I imagined like s**c***, s**mm***, and sm***** people in my life for setting me up not getting me this cracker bread 2 trips in a row, unless it's in the back. I'm gonna you, you *. My parents are telling me I have to worry @ stuff bc I don't like how they treat me. No 1 gives a * @ Ginny. She's gonna use it on me as part of my life. No 1 cares @ Tim Burton + Facebook. Look stop you nigger. I said someone h*** her. Do it, she's a nigger.

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