Tuesday, September 30, 2014
Why are blondes
so inadequate? They're just against all brunettes as a way to say they're the best 1.
Life
was supposed to be open, not making fun of someone who's nice. I don't like how the world is all against me, like some big force.
I only called someone the n word because I thought they wanted me to.
Then, I got noises in my room and almost cursed out Ellen so was upset when my dad upset me instead.
I only called someone the n word because I thought they wanted me to.
Then, I got noises in my room and almost cursed out Ellen so was upset when my dad upset me instead.
We need more..
I'm watching ET and there's now only 1 ET, not 2 ETs, 1. We want more 80s movies and 90s music. So, encourage people who are talented or interested.
There's no "we have enough." We have nothing.
There's no "we have enough." We have nothing.
I was going to check my mail on Yahoo! and found this..
..https://screen.yahoo.com/cute-and-inspiring/inland-empire-mother-makes-ultimate-012500439.html
It was so sad, and I'm always a bit teary.
It was so sad, and I'm always a bit teary.
What's all this?
My dad can't tell me what's going on socially. I didn't "not do" something because my dad or Ellen says so, like telling me I don't fit in socially a certain way.
Closing off nice people
is not nice.
I can see all the men in their 60s vying for Ellen, like she is their own. Who are they to do that? They didn't listen. They are rash. Deciding what's popular.
I can see all the men in their 60s vying for Ellen, like she is their own. Who are they to do that? They didn't listen. They are rash. Deciding what's popular.
So
I just did a core and upper workout for about 4 minutes. It makes a difference and tires me out.
I was wondering about my own hair. It was light at 1st yesterday but then was mostly dark with some red highlights.
I don't know if I should join up and dye it blonde and have it cut short. It seems like you can't get famous and then do it later. It's like you have to do it earlier on or say I'm too young to do that. I don't mean anyone cares who's reading this maybe, but I don't really know what to do. I'm thinking I'll do it and get blue contacts because I see it doesn't work if you wait after everyone who knows you sees you differently. It did look good yesterday when it was curly/wavy/or like in wavy curls. I don't know if I should straighten it and wonder how much it costs. I asked the salon last time, and they didn't really answer. I am wondering if I should use over the counter products. Also, redying each month at a place is $60 at Dillards. From the shelf, you can now dye black hair light. It's just not as good and I'd rather not. In the end I will have $60 a month for clothes if I do this.
Some things are not for everyone, but if you do it early it may work. Like, I was gonna go for short and a sort or blonde. I'll have to think of something creative as an option for if I do this.
I was wondering about my own hair. It was light at 1st yesterday but then was mostly dark with some red highlights.
I don't know if I should join up and dye it blonde and have it cut short. It seems like you can't get famous and then do it later. It's like you have to do it earlier on or say I'm too young to do that. I don't mean anyone cares who's reading this maybe, but I don't really know what to do. I'm thinking I'll do it and get blue contacts because I see it doesn't work if you wait after everyone who knows you sees you differently. It did look good yesterday when it was curly/wavy/or like in wavy curls. I don't know if I should straighten it and wonder how much it costs. I asked the salon last time, and they didn't really answer. I am wondering if I should use over the counter products. Also, redying each month at a place is $60 at Dillards. From the shelf, you can now dye black hair light. It's just not as good and I'd rather not. In the end I will have $60 a month for clothes if I do this.
Some things are not for everyone, but if you do it early it may work. Like, I was gonna go for short and a sort or blonde. I'll have to think of something creative as an option for if I do this.
Is it in your vision of glory
to see me in my seat writhing over that which you think is right?
Like while you're onto something else? Something to keep me busy?? Don't I need that time to eventually have a career/job?
Is what I say degrading..or important? I'll tell you one thing, me and people on the streets think it cuz we are reacting to what startles us.
So, am I blasphemous or just personally degrading to you or is this post just a normal, innocent, regular exploring of feelings..which could prevent getting mad but make someone else do something to make us more mad?
I know successful people in this way can live a rung below or up but not on what I think.
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Like while you're onto something else? Something to keep me busy?? Don't I need that time to eventually have a career/job?
Is what I say degrading..or important? I'll tell you one thing, me and people on the streets think it cuz we are reacting to what startles us.
So, am I blasphemous or just personally degrading to you or is this post just a normal, innocent, regular exploring of feelings..which could prevent getting mad but make someone else do something to make us more mad?
I know successful people in this way can live a rung below or up but not on what I think.
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You don't act like
other people are a threat and that I get undeserved attention and it disgusts you and I deserve nothing. You want to hurt anyone who is nice to me, but you gotta let go.
A Person in the Crowd
A person in the crowd like Ellen saw me and wouldn't stop the feeling like she had her hands on my shoulders and I was quickly happy and dodged and tried to present her with others, but she didn't stop holding onto me. It was a good feeling, too. I did something right still for them, reminds me of the mothers that were my dad's age in school.
So, yes, in person, I would make sure you got your fill of attention. It's not like it'd drain my relationship or anything, anyway, I mean.
Later, I was outside, and girls were thinking we were all setting up our rooms to talk and meet. :}
So, yes, in person, I would make sure you got your fill of attention. It's not like it'd drain my relationship or anything, anyway, I mean.
Later, I was outside, and girls were thinking we were all setting up our rooms to talk and meet. :}
If anything happened tonight
I mean, I don't need to matter to everyone or anyone.. When I said creepy messages, I only meant what was implied to be important.
I'm just worried
more than one person wants to marry me. We can work on it, but I'm not giving up everything for 1 person.
In fact, I am not ^giving up^ anything. }:] Meaning, a feeling that's unexplored. In ways, I always give up things, so why is this any different?
In fact, I am not ^giving up^ anything. }:] Meaning, a feeling that's unexplored. In ways, I always give up things, so why is this any different?
Talking About Kids
No one has officially told me they wanted to ^create^ with me, and I don't like ***.
Jealous
You're taking anything good people think about me but don't do to me and taking what little I had away.
You don't even come with proof and don't care if you're right.
And why do you say oh I know who you're really talking to?
You're questioning that I'm spoiled because of being bad. You just had to say it.
You don't even come with proof and don't care if you're right.
And why do you say oh I know who you're really talking to?
You're questioning that I'm spoiled because of being bad. You just had to say it.
What's your point?
Why are you sending me creepy secret messages?
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I hope what I typed at the top isn't the sign to go, but if it is then so I believe it is. You can interpret my raw thoughts however you wish.
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I hope what I typed at the top isn't the sign to go, but if it is then so I believe it is. You can interpret my raw thoughts however you wish.
I love a guy who can talk.
Josh Groban
Who else does? That's okay if you don't, too. I don't talk about everything.
Who else does? That's okay if you don't, too. I don't talk about everything.
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