Fair and Thin

Being skinny and fair young seems like the thing to do.

Well Set Up

Bella Thorne's mom wrote out her IMDb bio for her.  Also, her 1st and middle names start with an A.  She was born a redhead or at least had red hair as a baby.  That sounds like Anita Lehtola-Tollin, who sports red hair and looks like an Anita.  She's currently this Finnish singer I also like, and many like her too much!  I don't believe Bella is 5'8", as I read she was 5'6".  Here's her bio:

Bella Thorne was born in Pembroke Pines, Florida, to Tamara (Beckett) and Delancey Reinaldo "Rey" Thorne. She has three siblings, Remy Thorne, Dani Thorne and Kaili Thorne, all of whom have also acted. She is of Cuban (father) and Irish, Italian, English, German, and Welsh (mother) ancestry. At the age of six weeks old, Bella shot her first pictorial for "Parents Magazine". She has continued to grace the covers of many national and international magazine and catalog covers ever since. She has appeared in more than 40 commercials. Bella was the spokesperson for Texas Instruments for 2 years. She relocated to California and has begun pursuing her dream of an acting career. She also spends time in New York. Besides acting, Bella loves to hike, swim, snorkel, dance, and paint. She loves her wolf cub, "Vodoo", and her cocker spaniel, "Pyro". She also has several cats. Bella loves the "Nomad" organization which helps provide education, food, and medical supplies to impoverished children in Africa. Bella sponsors a child named Lydia Kanini Kiio in Kibwezi, Kenya.

- IMDb Mini Biography By: T. Thorne

Do I have cooties?

Because my hair is dark?  I'm a certain kind of person.

Fine! Go ahead?

Take away the attractive parts of a race and see if it makes you stand out.

If it's so hard..

If it's so hard to become pretty but easier if you are a fairer ethnicity, then why is it so easy for some of a supposedly not fairer ethnicity to be pretty and others sneakily not.. both ways, fairer or less fairer.  Is there a happy medium? Apparently not.  Most humane people go to fair.

I can only be so happy sitting here posting about what I can't have that others can.

Question

Do you all care about what you used to care about?  Do you still hold the same standards?  I hope people did not reach a "dead" point.

I do feel older myself but not "old."

Benefits and Looks

I just realized who has benefits.  People in Europe who are of an supposedly unfavorable generation still have that pure European blood.  Who cares if they've been out of country??  It shouldn't be about the Asians.  It's about the Europeans.  Asians have less benefits.  The only good thing is that they are a little more innocent in some ways..  Who'd marry for that?  How can being Asian benefit a white American?  They'll get told they only look good so they can fit in with whites.  Whites don't look good to make sure nonwhites can't be the same and confused non-Whites that way.  Asians cannot look good by looking bad, tho..  So, anyway, how would you feel if all the "good" people, whites, looked ugly just because you existed?  What if you weren't the kind of person?  It isn't a decision.  We were blindfolded long ago.  Our ancestors tried the best they could.  We're all from blacks and then Middle Easterners possibly I guess.  If you care about blacks, you can't hurt Asians.  I'm part Asian, and people can tell it feels sometimes, unless it's my best picture or something.

"Tis tis tis"

Just always in a stupor over girls who either have dark hair older or who had darker hair younger.

"Now, you're telling me!"

Did anyone ever tell you that you won't have friends only if your hair is black/dark brown..?

Hair

Does short hair make you look like an adult?

Mean

Why do you think something is so important and I didn't really say anything that bad?.. like important for someone who doesn't really care?  Music people have something in common, too.  Why not just group brains into blondes and brunettes, then?  I think you've lost it.  I'm not trying to ruin anything.  I don't sit there like a doll content with my social situation, tho.  I just wanted to point out something interesting.

You know, what is the point in ruining my nose?  Your nose was built as a baby.

So, mar my body and make my nose and face ugly making noises but let the spoiled brats bust a move.

We're all on our own ticking clock and always have been-

I knew as a baby what younger babies's dreams would be.  I had that look that they make the peak of their maturity when I was an infant/baby.

I know people with dark hair change their minds when they meet a minority about liking their darker features.

I just realized we all used to be skinny or attractive like Bella Thorne, so it's like watching our funeral, hope that phrase doesn't scare you nor imply anything negative.

There's black hair and there's hair with brown/color.

People with dark hair have big noses.

Am I correct in thinking

because my hair was brown that no one thinks I'm worth it but my black-haired parents are?

Dream

I had this good feeling walking around.  So, I was at this lot, like on a floor of a lot by an airport, like at a theater class, like Ellen DeGeneres was the teacher.  I was thinking about my mom's age.  I kept feeling good the whole time, like based with all over.  I don't distinctly remember the instructor.  I filed in early and found people in the class, 1 was like tall with light medium brown hair, bnags, glasses, straight smooth hair, another maybe black and kinda like the girl I'm working with a little plump a good height, another girl the same stature but white maybe like reddish darker hair, the other maybe some similar blend, maybe a little taller and slimmer.  I kept walking around, but I kept feeling good.  I think the instructor was like looking over shouting.  She was like concerned and caring but supposedly strict academically.  It's an interesting way to be, maybe was also looking for Ginny but not actually in this dream but probablya distant thought.