Prejudices

I know Late Boomers correct children born around 1998, but that's just because they care about them.  People mistake it for being something bad, and then they think, "Oh well, at least they aren't being treated too much better than I am treated."  The truth is they aren't doing anything bad to them, in this light.  They get the added bonus of feeling loved by both Late and Early Boomers and their grandparents.  People like me from Generation XY do not feel this.  We're always in trouble for no good reason.

I think one of different reasons words like "trash" come up in the vocabulary of the head of a home of Baby Boomers is because of things like people in other countries, primarily in Europe, saying we aren't all that to others because we're too American or something, tho it's in good ways as far as we seem to know.  I've encountered innate hostility in trying to connect with people from racially *seclusive ethnicities.  They can't make up their minds if they care I am 1/2 Asian or not.  Their confidence slips right thru their fingers.  The "children," or young people my generation, become somewhat innately explosive and decisive of what they decide to react by.  They act like it's really hard and sacrificial, but we don't ask much in these cases of conversing.  Europeans in Europe think these things aren't interesting, but that's because they're from Europe and it doesn't matter to them.  The English are clear they want to be friends with bad people..  The Germanic side of Europe is very self-worshiping and the one that is more *seclusive.  They probably don't mind taking to someone who is all white, who is born around 1998, or who is from Europe.

What I have to offer is that my mom has strong Dutch heritage from Indonesia for 600-700 years maybe.  She is racially Chinese/Asian.  My dad has a lot of Germanic Anglo-Irish.  He is also German, French, and Dutch and possibly Swiss Pennsylvania Dutch and Anglo-Saxon.  Our last name is Norwegian-French-Welsh-Irish.  His dad is more like a city family and his mom is from a farming family.  He also does have real Irish, but I don't know how much, only know of 1 name like that, Donahue.  If a name is very Irish, I would guess this one partly in a certain way "takes the cake," so-to-speak.  I am guessing it has a forte maybe of being hard-working in some way or very disciplined socially.  My nearest relative from Europe is the Donahue family in at least 1865.  It's a great great grandfather.  The most American is a 4x great grandfather in 1799 at least from the Work family.  If I had to identify as having strong Anglo or Germanic roots as a person, I'd say Germanic.  I guess you could also classify as being Norse/Nordic.  I don't know why, but I don't feel very Irish nor English.

*seclusive - affecting seclusion (link)

Recognized Appropriate Behavior

I was a good kid.  I listened to adults.  I had recognized appropriate behavior and at school usually free from marks.

Most of my relatives with kids used to always reprimand them like all the time.  I think it's affected my sense of identity and helped totally change and ruin it.

My dad seems to always feel there is something wrong with me, like under it all, and tries to treat me like my relatives, too.

Problems

My Gramma is NOT nice like she was and seemed to promise to be.

I will not sit here and f*** around on if I can feel good.. like from another person.

Huff!

I saw that smile on Ellen's face thinking I figured something wrong in NOLA.

That's so humiliating like my aunt thinking of how my life has been.  So rude, too, though.  She's constantly an annoyance..

Tis Tis

My aunt born sometime April 1960 and Ellen DeGeneres are very rude @ tween daughters.  My aunt constantly.

Sorry it sounds like an insult, but maybe you see the point of the idea, too.  I just had to talk @ it somehow and am busy..

Waring Me Away

Why does my Gramma seem to do that?  Why isn't my aunt talking to me?  She might, this time.  I wanted my cousin online not sending private letters, the last of which she did not respond..

but my gramma is old like she talks @ age.  She thinks she has no choice but to hurt me, seems she took advantange and "is not fogir

Also

She was attractive.

Question

Why was my dad's youngest sister so happy??  I was never treated like her.

Weird

My gramma is mad at me for not seeing|talking to her as much before, but at the same time she seems not to hold any interest in me as a human being relaxed..  Why go back up and see all those watching eyeballs - hold up - THEY DID THE MASH - THEY DID THE MONSTER MASH - THEY DID THE MASH - Why'd I say that?  My gramma like kept pushing my cheek bone, all I can forgive her for for it is if she dies.

Funny?

I said I wanted to see my Gramma, not talk on the phone, to my dad.  Why is she moving down to Florida?  I don't want what I think and say to be why for things like this.  She's a bit grumpy and sorta restrained, like she has nothing to offer to me.  She isn't like exercising much but doesn't work.  She instead is bugging Barb in Florida.

Problem

On Facebook, it just shows my dad and aunt all the time under Friends.  Um.. how stupid is that!  ;D'

I figured it out.

The problem with my cousin supposed at life's end is that she presents to me that she blames me for all her problems because she does not look as healthy as her mom.  My aunt isn't really nice to me and presents me with her daughter.  It affects other people, and it matters if it affects me.  Oops, people don't care about you, they don't want to talk to me.  Hm, it might take you awhile to make another excuse.  The answer already was a contradiction.  So, why not let it be at that?  Why is my cousin so different from her mom?  Why blame me?  Why would my dad bow down to her?  If I had a bad mom, dunno, but I don't plan to be any worse a person.

So, I have a nose pore strip on for the 1st time in like maybe over a year.

Done

I feel like a bandaid.  Yea, I'm having my female thing, light.  I contacted to get an appointment with a female doctor since it's not coming back.  I told my psychiatrist.  Going to bed soon.  My dad will be back at noon.  He was visiting his mom at his oldest sister's house, who is younger.

Issue

I just saw my cousin post a status.  NOBODY GIVES A FUCK ABOUT HER EVEN EXISTING PUT HER DOWN THE HOLE

Problem

You niggers acting like your mom stop telling me I'm my bastard dad or like my shit cousins.

I don't need to say this-

I don't need to say this, but it seems my whole life has inadvertently revolved around my youngest aunt on my dad's side and her daughter.. maybe about the likes of my mom's sister and her oldest child, her only girl.  My aunt thinks she's attractive, but her voice is often like squeezed out and sickly and annoying.  I can't say much for her voice.  I don't know..  I just can't.  I mean, maybe she is pretty, like my mom.  I know what that's like.  Maybe, their looks can kill.  So, like she thinks her daughter is like better than me when she's rebellious about being ugly, pushing in my face how she looks as my flaws.  She's directly mean.  For some reason, I don't think about it..  I am always nice to them, but this is how I feel about other people in their wanting me to think of them..

Inappropriate

I mean I don't have family from the New Orleans area, and I am from Florida.  I don't want to listen to her crass bullshit that I didn't respond right away.  You know, I had this friend who seemed to theme that me wanting to talk to people was looking for ***.  See, she is just being flirtatious.  I see she likes me, but maybe she just isn't very active online.  I won't take her crass bullshit that she won't respond the way Tim Burton holds out.  I think it's because of him.  She might not be normal, but she seemed like a good person.  What happened to my fuckin choir director and organ teacher?  She doesn't respond much.  Haha, I know what you're thinking, too.  There was this other teacher I was supposed to talk to, but she left Facebook.

Facebook Post

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Christina Barrett Hi, I know the Becks, see the little 1.. never met them but seem to know them better than the others. 3) So, I look like the girls on the end because of my size and stature.. but in my pictures I don't always look like that when I'm not in school. ;? So.. I guess in personality I'm like the girl on the left.. I would be too embarrassed to be a cheerleader, maybe want to do ballet but don't want to. I mean I would, but I don't. So, I can connect with people from anywhere, I mean. South Carolina, Oklahoma.., Idaho?, ... If I lived somewhere else other than the state I'm in :| maybe would be like South Carolina.. except lots of people move there. http://youtu.be/PpYCzZ___Bk I already know that I want to be what I want to be, and it's complicated, but I still like to have fun. So, nice picture, want to keep up more. :? Hey, watcha think of Jackie Evancho? I'm involved in lots of famous vocalists from different places like the French in Ireland.

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Reputation

My oldest aunt's attitude has been onto me, like my bad cousin.

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Sly in a Tacky Way

Ellen DeGeneres is sly in a tacky way.  She's getting back like she's cute and young to someone younger.  I don't like these messages.  The way you've spoken with my family and relatives, other than being mean to my mom..  What's your goddamn fucking problem?  You're not nice all the time.  You gotta problem?  I never insulted you and if I did would be an accident, right??