Tuesday, July 28, 2015
Unaware
Ellen does not seem to know what she's doing to people by making Bella seem like she's more important. It apparently isn't just .. I forget! She just does that to annoy me and acts like she has to do it. No, I do not accept it. This is ridiculous. I didn't do anything wrong, neither, just cursed at something that was appropriate to curse at. She thinks she's the best person in the world cuza what her Mama does. Ah ha ha. I don't mean to attack her, but this is true and funny. I didn't dis her.
Problem
My new obsession. But you already know that if you have been tuning into my snapchats @nexboard https://t.co/UhHoqlIeLq— bella thorne (@bellathorne) July 29, 2015 She keeps *beep*ing just me off.She thinks her weight means she's better, but honestly every dummy knows that it was a big thing that came out admitted as true that Hollywood people get it easy to get thin, while we support their energy and we get fat.
Then she complains to "icons" I like that are appropriate for me and acts like "this is the situation, do it to me. But whoever you do it to, don't let it be Christina." I don't care what's going on with Ellen. She sure is acting up for saying every action from a person counts. For someone who sponsors you, you sure don't go thru what I had to. Don't compare yourself to the world and say you need more than everyone else. She's just racially/ethnically insecure because she's "biracial" or multiethnic or colored. We don't need to put up with this. I did say it was cool with me that she gets some attention over me.
She's just sad they wired in I did not respond to/bow to her Tweet of someone. She wants to say I can only like one person. That's a flawed belief of Ellen. Notice she only does it to Portia?
I am the kind of person to be into some of these things. Ellen overrid it for Bella. She did it with an evil heart. Life is not in fact about only talking to one person. She's all innocent and special and her only punishment is when she does what everyone else does. I wanted to be special, and instead it went to her! Stealing my ideas, are we? I mean, that's fine if she's special, but what's this attitude? I don't care if Ellen said it was all for you. I don't think she did, tho. Bella is so funny acting all forlorn with her millions as a child star thinking that no one else deserves anything cuz they couldn't get as skinny. She probably does not eat enough, but I hope she eats right.
I am not 100% sure what's going on with Ellen ruining my life, but if she didn't I'm sorry I misrepresented you, tho I believe I am factually correct. You can pay attention of course to whoever you want. I see you all tho think it part of your life to hate on me and think you can punish me.
I am not mad at Bella, really, and as for others I think they're just messed up, honestly, and people blame it on me or doing things for me.. tho they don't do that when it's for Bella.
This is one of those "bottled up" groups of feelings. They just come out. They seem perfect but are not right.
Also, Bella is being too nice but can do it in positive ways.. I just find the public opinion and that of those who mess with me to be funny.
I did just say last night I am so happy someone as talented as Bella gets good things. I'm just mad at all the people who dis me at the expense of her.
I admit I don't do much for her and am glad someone does. I do know outside of just Bella that people .. I forget.
It's just so funny. I am not saying this to be mean but more to be funny.
Bella is able to be too nice, but I'm poor and can't seem to be much. Sometimes, we find controversies and it's cuza Ellen. I just feel so many people are mad at me for no reason, like when bad words come up. I don't want them to. They are all hypnotized under the belief they are okay to be wrong to me and replace me with Bella, all that I worked up towards in my life, sadly isn't it with Bella, neither. I want to know more about this. You can't wish just 1 person away for no reason. She doesn't do it to everyone else.
Why?
Why is Ellen in my business like this? Why is all the things I deserve for Bella Thorne cuza her?
She put noises in my room and I cursed about it. So what? Lotta people do that to other things, and they matter, too, and you can't say who matters and who doesn't just like that. She did something to me. I didn't start anything with her. I can do whatever I want. I didn't break the law. I didn't want to curse at her, tho. I know Ellen is a game for you "losers" who are so mean. Like, ooh, what did you do when you watched or were on the show? I wonder.. she's not mean like that to anyone else, keep telling them they are wrong. What's the point if you can get in trouble when you are right?
She put noises in my room and I cursed about it. So what? Lotta people do that to other things, and they matter, too, and you can't say who matters and who doesn't just like that. She did something to me. I didn't start anything with her. I can do whatever I want. I didn't break the law. I didn't want to curse at her, tho. I know Ellen is a game for you "losers" who are so mean. Like, ooh, what did you do when you watched or were on the show? I wonder.. she's not mean like that to anyone else, keep telling them they are wrong. What's the point if you can get in trouble when you are right?
Bella Thorne
If Bella Thorne is supposed to have what I earned, that's wrong.
If she can be bad cuz she doesn't have what I have, that's wrong because no one else does.
If she can be bad cuz she doesn't have what I have, that's wrong because no one else does.
A Laughing Stock
Ellen and her *** ways. Can you guess what that is? She seems like she's wallowing in a low dirty grumble turning people on in tacky ways. Ring a bell? There are just some things, even in good people, we care to avoid.
An Influence
Ellen or her mom to her.. something Ellen does wants to be stimulated and she seems to be so in "inappropriate" and questionable ways. She is acting jealous and ruining other people if they don't do it already. A ha ha ha.
I hope this is not offensive. I'm just dishing out the facts, not being sarcastic.
I can see the shine in her eyes when she meets someone younger and wants to feel them up and m***** them cuz she's ***. I know people worked with Drew Barrymore, 2 younger girls, Chloe Grace Moretz and Bella Thorne.. and they came out in trouble with how they were acting or something. They were "changed."
It did get a bit crazy when I started committing myself to Ellen. It was perverted with Tim Burton and Johnny Depp, too, the way we spread our legs and h*** for them or think about how they feel about their fame.
I hope this is not offensive. I'm just dishing out the facts, not being sarcastic.
I can see the shine in her eyes when she meets someone younger and wants to feel them up and m***** them cuz she's ***. I know people worked with Drew Barrymore, 2 younger girls, Chloe Grace Moretz and Bella Thorne.. and they came out in trouble with how they were acting or something. They were "changed."
It did get a bit crazy when I started committing myself to Ellen. It was perverted with Tim Burton and Johnny Depp, too, the way we spread our legs and h*** for them or think about how they feel about their fame.
In the Wrong
What do you think about acting like a loon towards me day in and day out when I'm trying to live my personal life.. that someone prestigious is telling them what to say and it's mean. No one cares, and I know it was for Ellen that people do it. I don't exactly "Let It Go."
Clearly, some people weren't thinking in my shoes. So what about curse/"bad" words? They just came up in my head. Other things do with others, as well. I think something sparked a recent onset of anger. I can't relax in my own home.
Why do I have to give in to anything, like my weight, just because of something I did that mustn't be that bad. Sneaking around, offsetting my lifestyle.
Is it the Ellen thing to do to say I'm in trouble without proper explanation and denying that of yourself cuz I haven't exactly blasted some of you thru the roof.
Look, no hard feelings from me to anyone, yet I feel in some battle with others and others who did things radically I wouldn't expect before. I'm not bad. People are mean to me. I don't mean anything bad.
Come on, aren't you genuinely down-to-earth? I didn't pose as the danger. It's like everyone went crazy since Charlie and the Chocolate Factory (2005.)
Again, sorry if this comes thru as something bad.
Clearly, some people weren't thinking in my shoes. So what about curse/"bad" words? They just came up in my head. Other things do with others, as well. I think something sparked a recent onset of anger. I can't relax in my own home.
Why do I have to give in to anything, like my weight, just because of something I did that mustn't be that bad. Sneaking around, offsetting my lifestyle.
Is it the Ellen thing to do to say I'm in trouble without proper explanation and denying that of yourself cuz I haven't exactly blasted some of you thru the roof.
Look, no hard feelings from me to anyone, yet I feel in some battle with others and others who did things radically I wouldn't expect before. I'm not bad. People are mean to me. I don't mean anything bad.
Come on, aren't you genuinely down-to-earth? I didn't pose as the danger. It's like everyone went crazy since Charlie and the Chocolate Factory (2005.)
Again, sorry if this comes thru as something bad.
Look, I don't care for these people being mean I know cuz
I don't agree with the part of my dad's opinion as a wish for me to be in trouble with "all the cool people."
Pathetic
I don't know about anyone else, but I don't need my dad telling me like I'm some puny little thing, "Y-yer punished." Also, why does Ellen think this is some big thing where she do the wrong thing and mess with my extended family and make it all the drama? Ellen? It was so tacky. What? I never said she should meet members of me extended family if no one wanted to, but I mean why wouldn't they? My dad just has a grudge on me cuz I said, "Oh no," when he came home from work cuz I was still doing my homework tho he did not even care to ask why.. yet he looks up to his bitchy parents.
Bella in an Experiment Connecting to Others.. Which Entails with Me
Can you believe they told Bella Thorne to be mean to me in the experiment. When she thought I was okay, they were so inappropriate and bad they said, "I guess Bella doesn't/didn't get it." There's no excuse. She's not "gonna be mean to me," anyway. If she were, it doesn't sound like it'd be bad for anyone but her. I didn't used to live like this. Are you trying to belittle me talking?
Let's be honest and talk.
I'm watching Shake It Up with Bella Thorne. This other actress is from the South and was nice, but Bella was upset that someone else get attention. The other actress was being considerate to others or the viewer. Bella seemed very upset. I wonder if she's in an experiment, too. She didn't wanna be friends with this other cool actress because they were nice to others.
Other Plan
Go to Hollywood ASAP, take film acting classes, possibly after my Disney pass runs out.
College sounds best, don't really wanna leave home, tho.
College sounds best, don't really wanna leave home, tho.
Plans
I wonder if I should try college + Disney this semester and college + ballet the next.
It seems busy, but I'd like to enter Loyola at a higher level of ballet. Should I finish off the 2nd half of my Disney pass? It's fun to hang around and take the bus.
The college is to prove I can do it away from home for a note from my psychiatrist, and financial aid says you have to take 2 general studies courses.
It seems busy, but I'd like to enter Loyola at a higher level of ballet. Should I finish off the 2nd half of my Disney pass? It's fun to hang around and take the bus.
The college is to prove I can do it away from home for a note from my psychiatrist, and financial aid says you have to take 2 general studies courses.
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