Tuesday, December 18, 2012
Problem
Now, it's acting weirdly. What is her problem? She is highly reactive. Or is it the people in the experiment, which I'm guessing I'm just being monitored. :|
Blog
I like Anne Hathaway, too.
When I feel better and maybe like taking a break from posting online, maybe I should get into her. She's like Audrey Hepburn, and Chloë Grace Moretz is like Julie Andrews.
Why are you finding me guilty for not wanting to be like my dad in every way?
When I feel better and maybe like taking a break from posting online, maybe I should get into her. She's like Audrey Hepburn, and Chloë Grace Moretz is like Julie Andrews.
Why are you finding me guilty for not wanting to be like my dad in every way?
TV
I just watched "The Ellen DeGeneres Show." I really liked Anne Hathaway, but I don't like how she thinks she's more white and more humble.
Also, I got annoyed when I heard my dad snore. My mom never pushed me to be with my dad.
Also, I got annoyed when I heard my dad snore. My mom never pushed me to be with my dad.
Problem
So, Ellen DeGeneres is not the authority. She can't say I'm a bad person because of the experiment.
Problem
So, why is my brother supposedly so strict on, and like why am I expected to strike out on my own yet am bothered for fun?
Problem
I don't care how comfortable you are, I'm not here to blog about your problems.
My dad is not letting me have an attitude for fun, underhandedly, and people are acting like he is Burton to me.
My dad is not letting me have an attitude for fun, underhandedly, and people are acting like he is Burton to me.
Food
I had Italian Ice. May have a Philly push up pop, should get more icy stuff at the gas station.
I feel kinda sick but not really bad from the pizza, not sure what to eat, shoulda had breakfast. I kinda don't feel like beef and asparagus now. Maybe the Chef Boyardee can of mac and cheese? I also have sliced ham and nice new bread...
Gonna start eating out hopefully 2-3 times a week at non-fast food places. I know I can walk to fast food places. Even if I go alone. Not sure if there's any places by the mall where I can walk. I'm sure sometime my dad would probably bring some home for me if I told him in advance...
I feel kinda sick but not really bad from the pizza, not sure what to eat, shoulda had breakfast. I kinda don't feel like beef and asparagus now. Maybe the Chef Boyardee can of mac and cheese? I also have sliced ham and nice new bread...
Gonna start eating out hopefully 2-3 times a week at non-fast food places. I know I can walk to fast food places. Even if I go alone. Not sure if there's any places by the mall where I can walk. I'm sure sometime my dad would probably bring some home for me if I told him in advance...
Problem
Why are people barking at me like I'm a tacky Dutch Chinese? Does that not go? I'm Chinese-Indonesian, 6-700 years old. You have to accept it and not be ridiculously jealous all the time. Wait, I just heard something, and it quite bothered me. Is that what you think? You can't like wish that I was like just Chinese or without European colonization. I know that maybe the Polynesians are jealous. It's just, well, that's that, need I go into an unnecessary topic? It's not enlightening in that way. How is Indonesia less white or too Asian?
Problem
So, Ellen DeGeneres does something pathetic to you if she feels corrected.
I wanted to make note I woke up and it was as though I heard noises at night that made my nose feel less protruded. I mentioned my butt at the store, how someone made it look slick. Well, when I woke up, supposedly, my eyes were my future son's, and supposedly they had a lot of mass of pressure and then they were just like "in" to where they were. Hm, I didn't do anything outright blunt. People just want to bark and say so. Go through the list therapeutically and see.
I wanted to make note I woke up and it was as though I heard noises at night that made my nose feel less protruded. I mentioned my butt at the store, how someone made it look slick. Well, when I woke up, supposedly, my eyes were my future son's, and supposedly they had a lot of mass of pressure and then they were just like "in" to where they were. Hm, I didn't do anything outright blunt. People just want to bark and say so. Go through the list therapeutically and see.
Problems
I'm not sleeping as well. My dreams are all like a series of battles uphill in my head. Ever since I hit my forehead on the bathtub faucet, which wasn't harder than other times. I'm considering getting natural sleeping aid pills at CVS. Maybe, I need to get a nice aerobic video.
Monday, December 17, 2012
Problem
Hey, Ellen DeGeneres, take that, so you thought that maybe when I moved to where you're from I deserved to be mistreated? Ha, haha. How worthless does that make your kinsfolk?
Problems
So, do you think my dad's eyes aren't that attractive? He seems mad at my mom's eyes and the way I get tickled by eyes. I thought everybody was supposed to be. The problem is I also like my mom. He can't explain that except that he thinks people deserve to suffer because they're not technically all European. I guess we can test him at his point, like he's blindfolded and worthless. Speaking of my dad, his mom worked hard as a farmer. He's dieting with my mom and now watches movies. He used to like popcorn more, I think, but didn't always get it with me at the movies. I would want more stuff. :(
Eating
Had cracker sticks and cheese and having 2 more pepperoni deep dish pan pizzas, looking forward to the asparagus and beef tonight, with the line of fat in it, maybe more of the deep dish personal pan pepperoni pizza but am interested in more French bread pizza. Also, I want more crackers with spread without peanut butter. :{
Room for Change
Why always get mad at me for not taking possibilities and that I can't change later? Like I deserve it?
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@ellentv
Majid Alim-Obama see you nx year Ellen at your studio
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Brian Jones 0.0 thought that was my dog for a second then i saw
a cat instead of just fur...
Kathy Cyr Cat to dog: Don't worry Fido, I won't tell Ellen I ah um
you knocked over the fish bowl.. I won't tell!! (even though I left one of your bones next to the mess)
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Majid Alim-Obama see you nx year Ellen at your studio
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Brian Jones 0.0 thought that was my dog for a second then i saw
a cat instead of just fur...
Kathy Cyr Cat to dog: Don't worry Fido, I won't tell Ellen I ah um
you knocked over the fish bowl.. I won't tell!! (even though I left one of your bones next to the mess)
Problem
So, you think you know about me and can send me constant insults and that's fair? So, I'm no one, I have no potential, and others are "worth 'something?'" What's your thing about controlling your thoughts? I'm guessing you do let lose. It seems some people don't have a reason for what they do.
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16 Dec
@TheEllenShow I got marks on my face from your show, if it interests you. I felt less interested. 3( I didn't give my mom glasses.
@TheEllenShow Why should anyone care if you get glasses? You supposedly caused my mom to get them. What will you do if no one cares about U?
FIX MY MOM NOT TO WEAR GLASSES OR FIGURE IT OUT, IF YOU DID IT @TheEllenShow ... I bet you're wasting "some of" my time but not more than...
Thanks @TimWBurton for making the world so hard. Or is it all the nigger minions you support gladly? It's not "ok" bc you figured it out..
I'm pretty sure it's almost @TheEllenShow's fault. @TimWBurton @OrlaghFallon That selfish p.o.*. wears glasses, too.
@OrlaghFallon Congratulations! It must have been a spectacular 1.
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@OrlaghFallon The world is worthless.
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@OrlaghFallon Oh wow, I hope you're having fun and never return.
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@OrlaghFallon is mean. My mom wears glasses because of her. She doesn't seem happy but is expecting in January. 3)
@TimWBurton No one cares about you. You always acted like I was worthless. You made bad things happen to me, through my dad.
@TimWBurton Make her wear glasses all the time.
@TimWBurton Is your *beep* "wife" m***... in pleasure? I believe you told my dad to make my mom wear glasses to read and drive. (cont.)
@TheEllenShow I think violent thoughts all the time. I bet you don't care. Huh? Huh?
@TimWBurton @OrlaghFallon DID YOU GIVE MY MOM GLASSES bc you and your loved ones are not safe
@TheEllenShow You're full of mistakes. DID YOU GIVE MY MOM GLASSES! Because you're probably not safe. You won't give an indication no?
@TheEllenShow I DON'T WANT YOUR ATTITUDE - DID YOU GIVE MY MOM GLASSES YOU WORTHLESS BITCH - BC I DON'T CARE ABOUT YOU AND YOUR VALUES
@TheEllenShow I got marks on my face from your show, if it interests you. I felt less interested. 3( I didn't give my mom glasses.
@TheEllenShow Why should anyone care if you get glasses? You supposedly caused my mom to get them. What will you do if no one cares about U?
FIX MY MOM NOT TO WEAR GLASSES OR FIGURE IT OUT, IF YOU DID IT @TheEllenShow ... I bet you're wasting "some of" my time but not more than...
Thanks @TimWBurton for making the world so hard. Or is it all the nigger minions you support gladly? It's not "ok" bc you figured it out..
I'm pretty sure it's almost @TheEllenShow's fault. @TimWBurton @OrlaghFallon That selfish p.o.*. wears glasses, too.
@OrlaghFallon Congratulations! It must have been a spectacular 1.
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@OrlaghFallon The world is worthless.
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@OrlaghFallon Oh wow, I hope you're having fun and never return.
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@OrlaghFallon is mean. My mom wears glasses because of her. She doesn't seem happy but is expecting in January. 3)
@TimWBurton No one cares about you. You always acted like I was worthless. You made bad things happen to me, through my dad.
@TimWBurton Make her wear glasses all the time.
@TimWBurton Is your *beep* "wife" m***... in pleasure? I believe you told my dad to make my mom wear glasses to read and drive. (cont.)
@TheEllenShow I think violent thoughts all the time. I bet you don't care. Huh? Huh?
@TimWBurton @OrlaghFallon DID YOU GIVE MY MOM GLASSES bc you and your loved ones are not safe
@TheEllenShow You're full of mistakes. DID YOU GIVE MY MOM GLASSES! Because you're probably not safe. You won't give an indication no?
@TheEllenShow I DON'T WANT YOUR ATTITUDE - DID YOU GIVE MY MOM GLASSES YOU WORTHLESS BITCH - BC I DON'T CARE ABOUT YOU AND YOUR VALUES
Problem
Why are things so torturous now? I know I'm getting better. I try to ignore it, but I'm not, like, perfectly pristine and dull. I don't know about subtracting a certain part. I think things become brittle and dead into nothingness.
We could be friends.
Instead of making fun of Ellen DeGeneres, you could bask in her glory, so-to-speak.
Did you know? ♪
Did you know Ellen DeGeneres would do away with my old culture to teach me a lesson, thinking that there would be no flaws in the new one?
Problem
Ellen DeGeneres is really negative. Just because I make a statement doesn't mean she can give my mom glasses. Her fans are too scared to all go against her and tear her down on her show, but it will probably happen. Unless I can stop'er. She even thinks that the n word thing makes it legal. No one thinks that. I mean, Johnny Depp doesn't think that. I'm not sure what's so dangerous about it, but most people don't really care. I found that people looked back at themselves. They couldn't take it, what if they had to "do the same thing."
*BEEP*
Is Ellen DeGeneres *beep*
She doesn't even fit in logic to make things work out positively and achieve the goaled outcome. She thinks I'm not from where she's from. She thinks it's unfair but not for others. Well, that's too bad because I'm more accomplished than you because I was a child prodigy!
She doesn't even fit in logic to make things work out positively and achieve the goaled outcome. She thinks I'm not from where she's from. She thinks it's unfair but not for others. Well, that's too bad because I'm more accomplished than you because I was a child prodigy!
Problem
Ellen DeGeneres, if I were her, I don't think I'd still be vegan, but I dunno. I wonder if she's really finding any food. I mean, they must have it all. I just get the idea that she's not being healthy and turning into something of a monster.
Funny Ideas
I get funny ideas from Ellen DeGeneres. She seems to be hooked onto that someone like me is a representation of my dad, born in 1950.
Well, I just remember thinking just now how he seemed to discourage me to finally bridge and be cool like black people, like earlier this year. I acted like to a black person that they "didn't have anything" like when they seemed like my mom, who is Chinese Indonesian. Then, everyone stopped acting like that. When my dad did that, all the black people stopped. It's not important, but Ellen DeGeneres had a track where she was acting like she was a black person in a way that annoyed me, personally. Why don't we just lock my dad up and not talk to him? He's a bad person who has nothing behind him, like Tim Burton. Why does Ellen DeGeneres keep barking at me? She must have a weak bladder.
Also, we lived in the New Orleans area when you were in L.A. promoting your show. I didn't feel invited to watch it by your minions, didn't feel I had time. :| My dad is a person like any other and you don't think straight. You know, I have a lot of problems with you, and I'm not "getting it out."
Stop treating me like a nigger, you! What's your problem? My dad is being worthless, thinking I should be knocked out when I try to say something. Why don't you knock other people out and not cater to them to do it as an improvement? Can you even follow what I'm thinking|saying, huh, huh?
Well, I just remember thinking just now how he seemed to discourage me to finally bridge and be cool like black people, like earlier this year. I acted like to a black person that they "didn't have anything" like when they seemed like my mom, who is Chinese Indonesian. Then, everyone stopped acting like that. When my dad did that, all the black people stopped. It's not important, but Ellen DeGeneres had a track where she was acting like she was a black person in a way that annoyed me, personally. Why don't we just lock my dad up and not talk to him? He's a bad person who has nothing behind him, like Tim Burton. Why does Ellen DeGeneres keep barking at me? She must have a weak bladder.
Also, we lived in the New Orleans area when you were in L.A. promoting your show. I didn't feel invited to watch it by your minions, didn't feel I had time. :| My dad is a person like any other and you don't think straight. You know, I have a lot of problems with you, and I'm not "getting it out."
Stop treating me like a nigger, you! What's your problem? My dad is being worthless, thinking I should be knocked out when I try to say something. Why don't you knock other people out and not cater to them to do it as an improvement? Can you even follow what I'm thinking|saying, huh, huh?
Things to Do
I have to clean my room. I'm guessing I'll be up to see "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" and then will take my walk. Then, I guess I'll get back and eat and hopefully do some singing and cleaning and finally working out. Had to post on the police boards, tonight.
Problem
Did you realize that my dad was suggestive to my brother for acting like he gave up his life happiness because it seemed my dad changed my life after I was saucy, in a way that sparks racists's interest? I realized my dad is being suggestive to his wife for punishing me in hopes that it would save me from torture and death and Hell.
Problem
At the grocery store, I got really mad, like at people thinking I was a nigger but not acting like it and then trying to act like I was like my dad so much just because I had like you know special feelings for his ways. I got so mad, even at innocent people - 1st this older lady with scrawny kids passed and I think I thought of probably k*** or maybe nigger, unsure, but then thought something like didn't you act like I was a nigger? An innocent dude passed by, and I thought of k***, for thinking I was like my dad. Another guy, I was mad he made my butt feel simple, my butt and legs, like smoother, like "like" my dad, liking him. Why am I like that? I don't want to believe this. It was like an onslaught, and I didn't feel I was allowed to be happy. It's hard to believe I'd do this. It's because of Johnny Depp, 2005. I experienced such acute pain I could not stand it, noises and the way people acted, all the time.
Sunday, December 16, 2012
Down by the Station
I had to go back to the station and poo some, and my pants were smeared in the back and sorta middle. I got a big sub with pickles and a Reeses bar that was chewy, not very satisfying, with cookie, at the bottom. I had my peach water energy drink, and it made me feel like it was still September. Do I smell something strong like Asian food? A party? I did remember to jog, passing some people. Might take off my sweater and stay out longer. Laundry. Veggies. Too bad I forgot more Italian ice.
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Veto
2 Points
* my mom "shouldn't" get glasses, and, if she does, she should probably be some age over 60, maybe 70s, unless I find out lots of other people, at that age, without glasses.
* I forget the "other point," but the reason is bad, and I might figure out what the "reasons" are.
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* my mom "shouldn't" get glasses, and, if she does, she should probably be some age over 60, maybe 70s, unless I find out lots of other people, at that age, without glasses.
* I forget the "other point," but the reason is bad, and I might figure out what the "reasons" are.
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Facebook Answer!
Ginny Kopf, the diction teacher of Disney and other theme parks here I think etc., answered me!
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Problem
So, Ellen DeGeneres will deny that she thinks that all these little things I do say that I want attention from somebody and some people in the world and that I have to pay by my mom getting glasses.
Also, if I put clicks in your room that were torturous, don't you think it's okay if a curse word comes to your mind? Also, I feel she's mad at me for thinking I'm too good to curse, to an extent.
Also, if I put clicks in your room that were torturous, don't you think it's okay if a curse word comes to your mind? Also, I feel she's mad at me for thinking I'm too good to curse, to an extent.
1 Last Word B4 iGo
So, I think back at the memories with my mom when she was younger..
I want to recollect now the weather in Christmas, 2010..
I want to recollect now the weather in Christmas, 2010..
Hanging Their Heads Low
You know, people are really devastated about my mom wearing glasses. She was rather acclaimed as a person, quite fit and like Middle Eastern, not sure if she'd technically pass, but you know. Maybe, she's not the most nourished person, doesn't eat breakfast, which I'd blame my grandma for. My grandma so much as to put herself forward as to say my mom didn't take care of my dad, suggested it. My mom thinks my dad doesn't take care of us, and my brother also feels the same. My dad is always drooling for money in front of us, foaming at the mouth, like wild and mad dog. We've lived in 2 apartments, however, when my brother was young. So, my brother must be my problem. Sometimes, my parents expect me to like care about him more, all of a sudden, like I'm no longer an individual and no longer even wish to be a girl. Like, he's said something about my race and it's my fault. Like, he's so much better, though I enjoy some aspects of that sort of statement.
I'm not really sure how my mom affected my life in college. I didn't speak to my dad. I know my aunt bothers me. I know my dad's family are incompetent and do away with things, but his mom doesn't wear glasses all the time and got them at about the same age as my mom. Well, they stopped going up north at the same time as me, the year after we went with my dad's sister and the daughter. The daughter is really bad, and you want to think she's pretending, like everyone else, to make me feel good, and that I'm ungrateful and guilty, somehow. That doesn't really say anything for me. Same with the cousins up north, mostly. There's this one with curly white hair, but she's not like that, now.. never talked to her much.
So, I'm kinda worried because supposedly Ellen DeGeneres is about events like this, people making my mom wear glasses. I just feel like hurting people. I guess the point would be well no I don't want my mom in glasses, and I mean I guess I can't do anything. I kinda don't like people who are mean. I mean, I'll talk to them, for awhile. So, why is she in glasses? I kinda want to help out because I already thought of the reason and don't think it's right. I mean, I just don't accept it. What other answer would come up? What's the answer? I think that people think I have to accept it. That I have to accept that like it's not something I have a right to like you know get mad about. I already blame someone. I think we should lasso the likes of Tim Burton's effects, as though he cares not. He's gonna continue to try to be genial, but I mean why? Why? Look, I'm white. Ellen DeGeneres and Tim Burton are telling me I don't act white and also that I don't like being white. Now, they'll deny it. See, if this is true, they're, they'd be worthless. You shouldn't say that, but I dunno. I can't take these slams like I'm nothing, that I find things like my mom wearing glasses, the clicks in my room, the negative messages online. Maybe, I need to learn to talk, but I've been online all day every day mostly for 5½ years. I mean, my life must be really messed up. I don't believe that I needed that long. The problems were my parents wre mean to me and made me feel guilty for not succeeding in college, for not going to class all the time, though I was hearing clicks at that point that made me approach feelings that brought to mind the idea of being maybe suicidal. They stopped, for some reason, next semester, when I picked a major. I know it was a free semester. That shouldn't matter. See, Ellen DeGeneres is from that area and would approve of this and then get mad at me for not going to class. How could I have gone to class? I know I came in, and the kids turned around and looked at me like I shouldn't be there. It feels like I might have skipped most of the classes, but I didn't have to. Also, my life was an experiment, and people stopped communicating with me. I couldn't focus. I had a lot of physical inconveniences, in my life. I was being treated like I wasn't white just because I wasn't perfect and being picked at for being a perfectionist. So, anyway, that pretty much made me not feel good. My life was what it was, benefited. I came home, and I couldn't focus. I don't know, that might be all. I was in an experiment, and anyway I don't think that means you can torture me. I mean, I wasn't being bad. Also, you'd know I was a good student already before. My parents never were onto me about school because I was good.
I'm not really sure how my mom affected my life in college. I didn't speak to my dad. I know my aunt bothers me. I know my dad's family are incompetent and do away with things, but his mom doesn't wear glasses all the time and got them at about the same age as my mom. Well, they stopped going up north at the same time as me, the year after we went with my dad's sister and the daughter. The daughter is really bad, and you want to think she's pretending, like everyone else, to make me feel good, and that I'm ungrateful and guilty, somehow. That doesn't really say anything for me. Same with the cousins up north, mostly. There's this one with curly white hair, but she's not like that, now.. never talked to her much.
So, I'm kinda worried because supposedly Ellen DeGeneres is about events like this, people making my mom wear glasses. I just feel like hurting people. I guess the point would be well no I don't want my mom in glasses, and I mean I guess I can't do anything. I kinda don't like people who are mean. I mean, I'll talk to them, for awhile. So, why is she in glasses? I kinda want to help out because I already thought of the reason and don't think it's right. I mean, I just don't accept it. What other answer would come up? What's the answer? I think that people think I have to accept it. That I have to accept that like it's not something I have a right to like you know get mad about. I already blame someone. I think we should lasso the likes of Tim Burton's effects, as though he cares not. He's gonna continue to try to be genial, but I mean why? Why? Look, I'm white. Ellen DeGeneres and Tim Burton are telling me I don't act white and also that I don't like being white. Now, they'll deny it. See, if this is true, they're, they'd be worthless. You shouldn't say that, but I dunno. I can't take these slams like I'm nothing, that I find things like my mom wearing glasses, the clicks in my room, the negative messages online. Maybe, I need to learn to talk, but I've been online all day every day mostly for 5½ years. I mean, my life must be really messed up. I don't believe that I needed that long. The problems were my parents wre mean to me and made me feel guilty for not succeeding in college, for not going to class all the time, though I was hearing clicks at that point that made me approach feelings that brought to mind the idea of being maybe suicidal. They stopped, for some reason, next semester, when I picked a major. I know it was a free semester. That shouldn't matter. See, Ellen DeGeneres is from that area and would approve of this and then get mad at me for not going to class. How could I have gone to class? I know I came in, and the kids turned around and looked at me like I shouldn't be there. It feels like I might have skipped most of the classes, but I didn't have to. Also, my life was an experiment, and people stopped communicating with me. I couldn't focus. I had a lot of physical inconveniences, in my life. I was being treated like I wasn't white just because I wasn't perfect and being picked at for being a perfectionist. So, anyway, that pretty much made me not feel good. My life was what it was, benefited. I came home, and I couldn't focus. I don't know, that might be all. I was in an experiment, and anyway I don't think that means you can torture me. I mean, I wasn't being bad. Also, you'd know I was a good student already before. My parents never were onto me about school because I was good.
My Mom in Glasses 3)
Well, my dad was nasty because he's something related to the word worthless or said I was being stupid for I think the 1st time, which makes sense, though he's not keeping up with me, online.. 3p
He only cared about his own feelings and threatened to pretend that wasn't the case and that I was worthless, that I was just privileged and that I didn't deserve my dignity and morals I've learned and acquired.
I got to the idea that it was related to "what" Tim Burton was. Someone needs to do something about people hurting others to test them because of Helena Bonham Carter, him thinking she's like so precious and innocent and mistreated and like making the world think about her as though she's Johnny Depp or even him OR EVEN ELLEN DEGENERES and that no one else has anything in common with her, technically, hear that, huh, huh, gonna bother you later??
I keep getting weird treatments since watching "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" this season. I Tweet with her because I'm online. Nothing wrong with trying to get personal with her, but I don't need her "help." Like, all of a sudden, I'll get really insulted and I don't remember why. It's not bad. It's not like you can attack me for it. See, she's gonna read this and attack me for it on her show or post annoying stuff on her Twitter and Facebook. Then, something bad will happen via the decision of my dad. Why not just lock my dad up? Then, we can see what she really is. Because I'm kinda mad at her for ruining my family. I don't care about her family, I mean she's like making us think they're important when ours aren't. Now, that's a laugh. Yea, I guess she doesn't really care, neither. She might just act like it like to her mom. Yea, she does have a niece. Like, Tim Burton has a daughter. I am not gonna hurt them for it, but I am gonna talk about it, especially Nell Burton. Yea, it does make me feel like fighting, when these things happen, like I know I'm mad about like even my brother. I don't do anything. I get mad about other little kids getting attention for being naive.. for being considered the kids of a more pristine generation who's younger or for being racist and active racists as white Americans or even abroad America.
So, she acts like she cares, but I think that in some abstract way she must have caused it. I'm worried because I liked her and think she's trying to get me to not like her and I feel made fun of for doing something other than sitting in my room like a rubber duck rubber duck rubber duck duck duck. Does that bother you? I hope not because if it does you do not at all deserve any attention. I mean, in some ways it's bothersome.
So, Nell Burton has brown eyes. My mom was tending to my brother.. Tim Burton has a violent eye problem.
He only cared about his own feelings and threatened to pretend that wasn't the case and that I was worthless, that I was just privileged and that I didn't deserve my dignity and morals I've learned and acquired.
I got to the idea that it was related to "what" Tim Burton was. Someone needs to do something about people hurting others to test them because of Helena Bonham Carter, him thinking she's like so precious and innocent and mistreated and like making the world think about her as though she's Johnny Depp or even him OR EVEN ELLEN DEGENERES and that no one else has anything in common with her, technically, hear that, huh, huh, gonna bother you later??
I keep getting weird treatments since watching "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" this season. I Tweet with her because I'm online. Nothing wrong with trying to get personal with her, but I don't need her "help." Like, all of a sudden, I'll get really insulted and I don't remember why. It's not bad. It's not like you can attack me for it. See, she's gonna read this and attack me for it on her show or post annoying stuff on her Twitter and Facebook. Then, something bad will happen via the decision of my dad. Why not just lock my dad up? Then, we can see what she really is. Because I'm kinda mad at her for ruining my family. I don't care about her family, I mean she's like making us think they're important when ours aren't. Now, that's a laugh. Yea, I guess she doesn't really care, neither. She might just act like it like to her mom. Yea, she does have a niece. Like, Tim Burton has a daughter. I am not gonna hurt them for it, but I am gonna talk about it, especially Nell Burton. Yea, it does make me feel like fighting, when these things happen, like I know I'm mad about like even my brother. I don't do anything. I get mad about other little kids getting attention for being naive.. for being considered the kids of a more pristine generation who's younger or for being racist and active racists as white Americans or even abroad America.
So, she acts like she cares, but I think that in some abstract way she must have caused it. I'm worried because I liked her and think she's trying to get me to not like her and I feel made fun of for doing something other than sitting in my room like a rubber duck rubber duck rubber duck duck duck. Does that bother you? I hope not because if it does you do not at all deserve any attention. I mean, in some ways it's bothersome.
So, Nell Burton has brown eyes. My mom was tending to my brother.. Tim Burton has a violent eye problem.
Back From the Grocery
There was only 1 French bread pepperoni pizza left. I got so mad and thought that Ellen DeGeneres was "involved." I'm in an experiment, and I'm getting 0 respect from her. It's like it's my fault, BUT IT'S NOT!!! Answer that? Just wanna play a game with no point because you're nothing or not something??? SLAM! Take that, "wimp!"
The French bread pizza isn't incredibly good, here, though, I know, and 711 doesn't have anything good. I didn't even bother getting the sliced pizza. Also, I got mad Ellen DeGeneres may have planted a worker next to me who slammed the door. I asked him|reprimanded him about it, didn't hear me at 1st and then I came over. He just kinda looked at me like maybe I had a problem...
So, I got like maybe 3 packs of pepperoni deep dish pan pizza.
I got a chocolate cake, chocolate Breyer's ice cream.
I got 2 packs of cracker sticks to dip in cheese. I got the variety pack of crackers with spread on it. =}
I got a pack of a certain type of leaves and asparagus.
I got a can of the new kind of food of Chef Boyardee, mac and cheese, came out maybe 3 months ago.
I got butter and cheese grits and breakfast biscuits, 1 bacon and 1 sausage.
I got grain Italian bread from the bakery section and a nice pack of honey ham.
I got 2 packs of beef, 1 with lots of small boneless ones and a pretty large pack of 2.
I don't remember what else.
The French bread pizza isn't incredibly good, here, though, I know, and 711 doesn't have anything good. I didn't even bother getting the sliced pizza. Also, I got mad Ellen DeGeneres may have planted a worker next to me who slammed the door. I asked him|reprimanded him about it, didn't hear me at 1st and then I came over. He just kinda looked at me like maybe I had a problem...
So, I got like maybe 3 packs of pepperoni deep dish pan pizza.
I got a chocolate cake, chocolate Breyer's ice cream.
I got 2 packs of cracker sticks to dip in cheese. I got the variety pack of crackers with spread on it. =}
I got a pack of a certain type of leaves and asparagus.
I got a can of the new kind of food of Chef Boyardee, mac and cheese, came out maybe 3 months ago.
I got butter and cheese grits and breakfast biscuits, 1 bacon and 1 sausage.
I got grain Italian bread from the bakery section and a nice pack of honey ham.
I got 2 packs of beef, 1 with lots of small boneless ones and a pretty large pack of 2.
I don't remember what else.
Less Success Confessed
Would you say Ellen DeGeneres is less successful than me morally, like, in a nutshell?
She thinks it matters bad people and that she "cares" about the flaws side that others who are good "will have." Like, she thinks people who live to hurt others are the 1st priority. Too bad, they're not hurting her. She's Jewish and not Catholic and not really Protestant. What a show off. Well, that's the internet. :| Hm, I hope I don't need to pee, but I probably do, soon.. I thought all religions believed in being good. I'm not sure what clashed. Maybe something to do with suffering as a rich person or those who are well-to-do. That's rather funny, though, that those people would be rich and not be happy. Well, people who have a voice, who care, not that it's interesting that she "does that." I just don't contend to it and I think in private most don't. She doesn't even approve of modern culture.
Like, she really tips the boat. So do people like Tim Burton. Think of "what's" there for people who need someone to look up to. I kinda would like to see, like, what I'm expected to see. I mean, it makes sense. It's just that everyone is like that, anyone who's anyone. So, who do I really care about? Poor people? Isn't that just about being against people like Ellen DeGeneres, Tim Burton, and Johnny Depp?
She thinks it matters bad people and that she "cares" about the flaws side that others who are good "will have." Like, she thinks people who live to hurt others are the 1st priority. Too bad, they're not hurting her. She's Jewish and not Catholic and not really Protestant. What a show off. Well, that's the internet. :| Hm, I hope I don't need to pee, but I probably do, soon.. I thought all religions believed in being good. I'm not sure what clashed. Maybe something to do with suffering as a rich person or those who are well-to-do. That's rather funny, though, that those people would be rich and not be happy. Well, people who have a voice, who care, not that it's interesting that she "does that." I just don't contend to it and I think in private most don't. She doesn't even approve of modern culture.
Like, she really tips the boat. So do people like Tim Burton. Think of "what's" there for people who need someone to look up to. I kinda would like to see, like, what I'm expected to see. I mean, it makes sense. It's just that everyone is like that, anyone who's anyone. So, who do I really care about? Poor people? Isn't that just about being against people like Ellen DeGeneres, Tim Burton, and Johnny Depp?
Problem
I never gave you permission to tell my mom to wear glasses. So, did Tim Burton do it? It didn't just happen. Otherwise, it might seem natural, like, maybe, she was going to wear glasses, anyway.
Also, why should her eyes get more fair? Don't mutter Nell Burton, or you're stupid! Did you hear that! You're worthless. You're shit. That doesn't mean anything against poor little Nell, of whom you don't give any cares for. Well, I mean, I guess you'd hope in the spirit of things that it would mean something. Then, you'd realize no one should do that for her. She probably thoroughly enjoys but is uselessly reprimanded. I don't see that as the new forced protocol. That's a niggerish idea, really, a rushed, forced idea. If you are of ill intent, don't control anything. Don't ask me if I want to feel good or not. What are you gonna do, make someone else feel good? Just because you're ticked off? Who do you think you are? The police took me to the mental hospital for letting my anger out like anyone else, not in a way people might mostly do every day. Try to get by my dad because he won't admit anything and acts like it's my fault and he's copying me. I'm not mean like that, and I'm always willing to learn. That also just reminds me of certain aspects of my personality and it is the result of racism and his flaws. See, I'm right. I didn't do anything wrong. This happened to me for doing poorly in school. Too bad I am not the daughter of nice, rich parents.. :| Why is Tim Burton encouraging more tweens? He shouldn't do that! He's already ransacked me around. How? I get insulting messages, and then supposedly it's just my dad's fault.
What is Ellen DeGeneres's problem? Look, I'm not a mean person, and I'm not low like Helena Bonham Carter. Leave us alone. I don't care about your show. I already did the right thing, and I don't actually dis it. So, quit acting like I do just by saying I am someone. Your show does not state it's against public access to some. It's unfriendly. I don't want to go on like no tomorrow that my mom gets glasses because I started to watch your show when I was 25. I also don't want constant insulting clicks in my room because of calling Nell Burton a nigger. I mean, what's the big idea? What ticks? I thought her mom wanted me to do it, and then I thought I was in an experiment and was told to do it. So, you think calling someone a nigger means you should be tortured? Aren't you Jewish? I'm not anti-Jewish, so you're just being suggestive and trying to tell me I do things I don't actually do nor think to do. Can you even get that? Or are you just copying Tim Burton's portrayal of Helena Bonham Carter? Because I don't need to do it.
Also, why should her eyes get more fair? Don't mutter Nell Burton, or you're stupid! Did you hear that! You're worthless. You're shit. That doesn't mean anything against poor little Nell, of whom you don't give any cares for. Well, I mean, I guess you'd hope in the spirit of things that it would mean something. Then, you'd realize no one should do that for her. She probably thoroughly enjoys but is uselessly reprimanded. I don't see that as the new forced protocol. That's a niggerish idea, really, a rushed, forced idea. If you are of ill intent, don't control anything. Don't ask me if I want to feel good or not. What are you gonna do, make someone else feel good? Just because you're ticked off? Who do you think you are? The police took me to the mental hospital for letting my anger out like anyone else, not in a way people might mostly do every day. Try to get by my dad because he won't admit anything and acts like it's my fault and he's copying me. I'm not mean like that, and I'm always willing to learn. That also just reminds me of certain aspects of my personality and it is the result of racism and his flaws. See, I'm right. I didn't do anything wrong. This happened to me for doing poorly in school. Too bad I am not the daughter of nice, rich parents.. :| Why is Tim Burton encouraging more tweens? He shouldn't do that! He's already ransacked me around. How? I get insulting messages, and then supposedly it's just my dad's fault.
What is Ellen DeGeneres's problem? Look, I'm not a mean person, and I'm not low like Helena Bonham Carter. Leave us alone. I don't care about your show. I already did the right thing, and I don't actually dis it. So, quit acting like I do just by saying I am someone. Your show does not state it's against public access to some. It's unfriendly. I don't want to go on like no tomorrow that my mom gets glasses because I started to watch your show when I was 25. I also don't want constant insulting clicks in my room because of calling Nell Burton a nigger. I mean, what's the big idea? What ticks? I thought her mom wanted me to do it, and then I thought I was in an experiment and was told to do it. So, you think calling someone a nigger means you should be tortured? Aren't you Jewish? I'm not anti-Jewish, so you're just being suggestive and trying to tell me I do things I don't actually do nor think to do. Can you even get that? Or are you just copying Tim Burton's portrayal of Helena Bonham Carter? Because I don't need to do it.
Blog Roll
Why are people so mad at me, recently?
You're expected to not hurt me. Pretty much, you've ruined my life, though. Also, you say I can't even get mad. You said all I've said was worthless, and now I can't even remember who I am, unless I see evidence, which brings to light more than I knew before. I can come to the conclusion that you will always get mad. I wonder how big each punishment is. I have a story to tell. If you think it's funny, I have another "story" to tell. If you planned it, I have another story to tell. Hm, what did I do? Not accept something? What did you do? Take away what was mine? Hm. I didn't give my mom glasses.
Why did my mom agree to wear glasses? 1st, arrest my dad, or, if not, note this. Maybe, she was threatened, like I was. Well, my threat came through the mist, so-to-speak, dawned on me, sorta, when I think of it. All I get is "Helena Bonham Carter." That is illegal. I am interested in Tim Burton. I am not interested in the selfish caterings toward Helena Bonham Carter! I am not anti-Jewish, in the least, understand? Are you laughing at me? 8| Good, then don't try to be assertive.
Why do you automatically grapple the idea that someone that draws too much attention is worthless?
"If you asked me to" call Nell Burton a nigger and I didn't directly do it, anyway, why are you comforting her, you worthless devil?
You're expected to not hurt me. Pretty much, you've ruined my life, though. Also, you say I can't even get mad. You said all I've said was worthless, and now I can't even remember who I am, unless I see evidence, which brings to light more than I knew before. I can come to the conclusion that you will always get mad. I wonder how big each punishment is. I have a story to tell. If you think it's funny, I have another "story" to tell. If you planned it, I have another story to tell. Hm, what did I do? Not accept something? What did you do? Take away what was mine? Hm. I didn't give my mom glasses.
Why did my mom agree to wear glasses? 1st, arrest my dad, or, if not, note this. Maybe, she was threatened, like I was. Well, my threat came through the mist, so-to-speak, dawned on me, sorta, when I think of it. All I get is "Helena Bonham Carter." That is illegal. I am interested in Tim Burton. I am not interested in the selfish caterings toward Helena Bonham Carter! I am not anti-Jewish, in the least, understand? Are you laughing at me? 8| Good, then don't try to be assertive.
Why do you automatically grapple the idea that someone that draws too much attention is worthless?
"If you asked me to" call Nell Burton a nigger and I didn't directly do it, anyway, why are you comforting her, you worthless devil?
Problem
Well, my eyes sometimes get fuzzy, and my lifestyle has problems that don't need to be there. It's always because of some other problem.
Problem
So, I called my grandma for nearly a year each night reading the Bible, and she's been mean to me. I think it had made Ellen DeGeneres uncomfortable. I can't seem to escape my dad, though. I mean, I think she gave my mom glasses. That's what's important to her. She doesn't think. She thinks she's cool. She might even think she supports being modern.
Problem
It's Ellen DeGeneres's fault she's on Twitter. I don't want the message to be my mom getting glasses. What should we do to Ellen DeGeneres? She doesn't seem to deny it. I wonder how else she could have caused it..
Problem
I don't care about Ellen DeGeneres, anymore, but not in every sense of the "word," and I don't think her partner is, in a sense, a person, as in over others. Supposedly, that's why my mom got glasses. Ellen DeGeneres shouldn't listen to Portia in a gay way. Maybe, gay people are bad. Why is she popular?
Problem
Why do you keep sending me negative messages? See, you're wasting all my time.
Stop saying I'm my dad all of a sudden. I don't want to be my dad. There are some things about each person that anyone would like, but I shouldn't have to say that.
Look, I don't care about this. Admit Ellen DeGeneres is a symbol or part of relaying negative messages to me. She made my mom wear glasses. The world is about being positive. That's what, and it's about thinking and solving problems. Why only you get treated well? Just mad you don't get attention? I thought we supposedly dealt with this issue, already.
Stop saying I'm my dad all of a sudden. I don't want to be my dad. There are some things about each person that anyone would like, but I shouldn't have to say that.
Look, I don't care about this. Admit Ellen DeGeneres is a symbol or part of relaying negative messages to me. She made my mom wear glasses. The world is about being positive. That's what, and it's about thinking and solving problems. Why only you get treated well? Just mad you don't get attention? I thought we supposedly dealt with this issue, already.
Problem
If my mom's age makes her worthless, then what about Ellen DeGeneres? I mean, it's true. Everyone's different.
Problem
Ellen DeGeneres won't admit she's gayly leaving me torturous things that anyone can see, the clicks in my room, the no food out, my mom getting glasses, all laced or whatever the word is with different other messages.
Problem
Ellen DeGeneres isn't treating me like I'm young. I feel I have to not like pretend to think something. *BEEP* Come on. Do something. !
Problem
People are making my life a big deal for others, like sending messages through hurting me and probably doing things to me. Then, they say that things aren't possible for me, though they are. I didn't do anything. They're just judging me for what I am.
Do you see Ellen DeGeneres falling over in pain, m********ing in her sleep? I bet it's pretty suggestive that she's worthless to people for her hidden motives, if it's true, she's involved.
Look, if you want to say that you slave over the attention I get, that's your fault. You can't send me such suggestive, insulting, crafted messages. That's a waste of the world's time. You wouldn't know that. You don't know how to do anything like that. If you're not interested in me, get interested in someone who deserves it.
Do you see Ellen DeGeneres falling over in pain, m********ing in her sleep? I bet it's pretty suggestive that she's worthless to people for her hidden motives, if it's true, she's involved.
Look, if you want to say that you slave over the attention I get, that's your fault. You can't send me such suggestive, insulting, crafted messages. That's a waste of the world's time. You wouldn't know that. You don't know how to do anything like that. If you're not interested in me, get interested in someone who deserves it.
Problem
Can you see Ellen DeGeneres m*********ing falling over in her sleep that it happened, like because other people don't want to take my suggestions? Make her wear glasses and like I'd dare say it's suggested that she go blind for causing this chain reaction or rather deliberately causing some agreement, I suppose, not sure why she seems involved.
Problem
Ellen DeGeneres has an attitude problem. She won't just enjoy things. I'm mad because I said Tim Burton was negative. That means she's following this. Help! She's nuts. She has something to do with my mom getting glasses.
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