Problem

Well, my eyes sometimes get fuzzy, and my lifestyle has problems that don't need to be there.   It's always because of some other problem.

How I'm Feeling

Still like my room isn't clean.  ={

Ate & Showered

Rice, Small Bath, Veggie Rice, Have to Clean

I shrunk.

I'm 5'1".  I was 5'4", before, really.  That's good.  I'm also skinnier.  I didn't get my fancy food, but I want it.  I'm gonna get it.  I kinda have a big butt but skinny arms.  Well, not really.  This is really embarrassing because I want my food.  I guess I get shorter when I don't sleep.  I know my hands grow and shrink.  :(  Anyway, I'm 164 pounds or something.

Problem

So, I was mad yesterday, about the food and felt kinda annoyed at people I live sorta knowing about.  I'm really mad about the food, I'll let you know.  I'm worried I guess because people are annoyed if I curse and if I don't curse.  I guess there's no right time to really curse.

Feeling Unhealthy and Unhygienic

I can't get fancy food out taken to me.

My brother is in the shower, again, and I go to the bathroom, a lot, because I'm fat and weaker.  I just feel kinda disgusting but not in a microscopic way and ma not looking forward to talki a shower,

Tired

I feel like I've been eating, like, junk food.

Problem

I feel malnourished.

Feeling Juiced Up

Hot

I need to exercise!  ^0^  (Hey, where did that come from?)

Like, I feel like I'm infested with like chemicals.  From being mad.  I wonder what's happened to me.  I mean, I kinda held it.  Not sure why it's not getting worse and worse.  I mean, I came home one day and my heart almost like exploded, kept pumping so fast as I tried to sleep and had to try so hard to control it.  I was at my dad trying to figure him out, not thinking how he didn't like it.  Which is something he says.

Feeling Disgusting|Disgusted

So, I guess it's from the hot dogs.  Maybe too much facial cleanser.  Maybe not enough exercise.  I presently have enough money for maybe 1 DVD, maybe an aerobic 1.  I mean, the core workouts are okay...

So, I noticed I posted t****** c******.  Hm, someone a bit sensitive and misrepresented.  I just didn't want to say t****** because I'd be made fun of.  I didn't really mean it, but what could I say?  "I don't mean it?"  I don't mean it.  :|  I don't really know what kinds of machines they have in torture chambers, and I only remember the stretching of the bust.  Hm, my bust stretched.  Why?  Hey, you care about tweens having little breasts.