Weird

My parents think if I get upset at racist kids that I think they're worthless.

The Real Problem

I had to stop my work to post this.. guess I must always be ready to post even if I am cooking or something.

What made me upset at start was my mom prancing in like she's all that saying she's now only grocery shopping once a week and I found that it cost more money to make food each week and for some reason only have $20 left for about a month more, spent @ $80 for a dinner and dessert.

Why I Don't Care Now

They keep being suggestive.  I can fight back.  That is always allowed.  Except my parents would call the police if I did physically even if it bothered them like I was yelling or maybe if|When I've made them yell.  I just don't want to interact with them, but there's always something waiting.  I haven't watched that Ellen for like 2 weeks..  Why does she think I owe her something?  She can put her ass in a seat and watch us all be Ellen for awhile until we're evened up enough for her to take.

My mom just came in and tried to make me feel tacky, like she's just a slob, my head.  She was muttering some words @ going back behind the house..

And I just heard another tacky noise and they eluded to a real person.  Can't you just get it and go?  Stop trying to affect me you weirdo.  No one likes you if you are who you say you are.  Just wasting time.

All I did was think "k***" and tell each parent the other was bothering me..

Problem

I was so mad I didn't wanna stop my chores to write this but thought of "k***" just because it was stuck in my head.

My parents keep doing things to stimulate and hurt me and so would anyone else cuza Tim Burton!

I haven't even been on Ellen for a week or so for this purpose.  She turns on like a steam roller if something I do happens.  What is this *beep*!  What's her problem?  I can't stand the news that she comes up with some new thing all the time.  I didn't do anything that much!  She doesn't know much!  I know @ where she's been from.  She insists it's okay with her mom, but her mom's just scared now.  She was so strict with her on other things, though, apparently, and Ellen could not do it herself.. she has Mommy help her as the baby.  She doesn't even have any kids!

Problem

My problem I wanted to address my dad was I'm in a constant fit of stimulation, battling it from him, he who should not be in my life in this way.  He keeps trying to say suggestive things @ just anything.  He started yelling in the car at me or things I said and made up weird things.  It's just because he stimulated my brother as a baby.  My parents are selfish and that's stupid.

Problem

My dad is trying to stimulate me just because my mom was thinking @ stimulating my little brother.  Like, he keeps saying stimulating things, suggestive things.  I think it has something to do with Ellen DeGeneres, unfortunately-

May I break another ice cube?

My mom may be Chinese, but she's a good mom as in a good person.  There are things she has and then again things she doesn't- (me)  I mean, do you wanna meet her?  What did I get from her?  Isn't it obvious?  Also, I'm related to my dad's relatives.

The unspoken: some people don't even wanna be good, but my mom is not disagreeable.  I like you all a lot for what you've offered, too, honestly-  My mom isn't too annoying about silly things.  I think she changed after my brother was born-  Why is he a key figure in our family?  Isn't he the side dish- whoops why'd I say that?  It's just that it's using food as an example for us.  My brother is just my worst fears.  Should we dispose of them - no.  What's wrong?  Don't I appear put together in some way?  Some way that isn't attached to my family.  I'm not a baby.  I'm either like a toddler or a tweenager.

Problems

My mom won't stop sending messages, talking with her noises!  Even when I'm in the garage!  No that friend is not nice.  Stop hitting me up like that!!  Get that outta my life!!

My Past Private Life

I remember trying to be good and never getting any attention.  Sometimes, I was influenced to talk @ it with my parents and they thought that was bad it seemed in a way though it seemed what everyone else was supposed to do!  Sometimes, my dad would mimic me like I was a dork!  You don't get mad at him for it.  I don't care if he's not a celebrity or social figure.  You still don't get mad at him for it.  This is what it's like with everyone else, too.  I never was mean to my parents!  You liar.  What you gonna do to Ellen?  You're just racist cuz I know it's okay for other kids to do this.  There's no oh Christina is Chinese so let's play around.

Do Do

In case we missed what I just said, I got a weird message..  So, if you're really wondering about me meeting people, I mean, I feel insulted because I got upset because I was being attacked.  My parents were being weird.  It seems that people made it so that they might not meet anyone in the end.  I will probably become famous and meet lots of people.  Lily Rose is so lucky.  I mean, she is semi-famous but has great stature as a person, too, and I don't know why people so want to pluck me out of this earth.

Realization

Was upset this morning I got off course a bit with my mom, said I'd send her to jail if I were a kid cuz I didn't need medicine.

I was talking to my mom, and she was acting mean the whole time without admitting it..  Tim Burton ruined our relationship.  My eyes feel hooked inward from on top.  I have to use pressure to get it off.  It doesn't exactly work.  Maybe, it's making me more like Tinkerbell.

Problem

My mom for her own reasons decided to come out late today to go to work and it's turning me on.  I know my aunt has a thing @ me making new blogs to get a fresh start, and it's becoming quite effective.

You shouldn't say my parents made me an ugly Chinese cuz I don't like that kinda stuff more than most anyone.

Also, I don't need to be treated like a baby like I already remember you'd think.  I guess it's just impossible a situation.  It's too bad.  You think cuz of my race I'm also not cool.  I see people from a place I used to live thinking of me in a suggestive manner!  Boca Raton!  I am from other places, and you cannot take advantage of me just because I am not from somewhere else..

Upset

So, now, I don't have a chance with anyone I like who's famous cuz my parents messed up my life or the city of Orlando.

I know you are all wrong as an undeniable fact.

I found that if I had to order my mom and dad in a list you know that if I chose 1 over the other I have hurt someone.

She had to open her mouth.

My mom started picking on me telling me I was bad at home to feel cool.  I was critical, and she did something suggestive and called me a complainer.

Also, I used to say "oh no" when my dad got home cuz I wasn't ready and still had more homework, which I started right after school.

Concern

Well, my mom was in 2 car accidents here that made her eyesight worse.

If you like my parents so much..

..leave them a message on my forum.

What and Why

I noticed people are trying to make me feel dizzy out in public or in the open.

My mom reacted to that today, and I just feel upset @ her trying to act like she's ***y like more than me or however it's done..