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I made a post for you but have to go soon so I'll just post a link to the blog post:
Well, something that I noticed for some reason I don't know but "feels" like it's actually important though I don't really know ... is that the accompanist must also be drinking water.. I guess the accompanist is the other 1 demonstrating unless you'd say it's just you. Maybe, accompanying is interesting in some situations. I know it isn't with a singer.
Hm, I guess the voice is your thing. You majored in something like Therapy..
I already know about drinking water after you've exercised and done lots of singing. When my voice gets weak, I need water. ;I
I'm actually quite adamant about the voice, myself, too bad I can't take that class, too, but your other classes seem kinda fun. No one there cares about voice that much. I don't really know anyone who does other than the more athletic singers. I guess you fit in that category and are accomplished in that, too. I didn't really know what I was doing in class, maybe was getting a feel for it. I hope I can readd it. I e-mailed my dad. I'm guessing that the question has come up. I mean, taking away your Florida residency after residing in Florida for quite a long time is detrimental. At least, I'll be with the other young actors.
What bothers me is when you sing and someone says it's the accompanist that is interesting. Too bad I can't sing with you. Learning piano I don't know if it teaches you the notes. I learned to read music before. It actually was just lucky for me. I guess that helped me do piano faster.
I'm guessing being well-fed is a must for young bodies, as well. I realized when I was 15 I didn't look like a princess and started fasting for when I was 16. I wasn't even juicy, before, though. People need to fess up or they will miss and it'll be about me, instead of them. ;{ Anyway, I'm sure the healthy eating, eating a large breakfast in the morning and packing a healthy lunch helped and probably had some special foods up at supper. Eventually, I had to eat more and it was more nutritious. The running made my singing more powerful. My theory is you need to eat to make up for stress, and it makes you grow older. If not, you will be lying on the floor like twitching-revolving. Eating sweets after eating lots of nutritious foods kinda makes you more like well improves or increases digestion and appetite for food in general. If you enjoy Cracker Barrel, I mean you eat to live. That's what made me get bigger, even at 26.
I'm not sure why you're so short, but my mom is almost a midget and I was short until this year! I was even feeling too tall to be like a star ballerina in history, which is what you're supposed to do if you like it and feel like you're strong enough to take it on. Obviously, in film, I don't want to be short, and in singing I don't think so enough short people to go around. However, come to think of it, there was this clumpy girl in a teen musical when I was starting high school... I cannot say that she was small enough. She was probably "not very tall." Then, another girl, who I saw who was big and a year younger, the other being a year older, came and all of a sudden I thought she was short but I guess not. She was Dorothy. So, there went my opportunity to be a movie star. I guess there were just no other roles I could take. She also seemed clumpy in a different way. I think she actually got her start in this big choir program and a Protestent church where they did Joseph and the Amazing Technicolor Dreamcoat and split the narrator into 4. I didn't ask to do theater when I was little because I never heard of it and didn't want to talk about it. I already had to take on the ballet as on top of gymnastics and didn't want to quit 1 and got into singing and music. The rule is that you have to do this 1st and that it's not really too late for theater later. Maybe, you could find out someone who could only do theater and then they have to do something else later. So, eventually I did theater, after I quit gymnastics and there was no ballet school. Gymnastics would just make you strong, not sure if it's good for stage theater. I guess it'd make you ... dunno. Guess I wanted to be popular. Figured it was "the" opportunity to be superhuman and interesting and healthy and have an easy life. I quit because it really was not all I wanted to do, so guess I'm a theater person. I was thinking of doing it anyway, but I wasn't prepared. I guess if you want to keep doing it, you have to be on a team from the beginning. The funny thing is that ballet helps and that you'd start that at 3 or try for 2 or a lot of places now probably have it as pre-natal. I mean, in gymnastics you don't even spin on the floor! I don't even believe the schedule would ever work out. What is ballet? Pliés? Interesting ways to move your body, lots of positions for the feet, which weren't laid out. The big thing was not being allowed to study at home. We didn't have it laid out to us.
Oh, by the way, I have an issue. When I came home from college in 2005 it was big. I saw these kids, these teens, at church, who were thin, trashy, but substantial, not modern, but people. They were standing, really mad, you know taken aback though..., looking at a more plump kid being lifted in the air and feeling so good about it I guess. That's kinda my base point. I have another base point. I experienced magic in Cleveland at the top of the U.S., which is at the corner of the Great Lakes, or "crack." The obtuse bend. It seemed like it was manipulated by Johnny Depp, who is overseen by Tim Burton. Not sure what would happen in that chemistry, though I imagine it's a lot of mental issues and meaty issues. I just know that no one cared about that, neither, in a similar way. Really. They also acted like they've in some way done a similar feel, which is too bad, because I know they didn't do that. I just keep like taking my websites down and maybe it doesn't look nice and I just don't realize I won't say enough anyway and miss like something interesting, plus that I didn't talk about it before. So, yea, I remember my freshman voice lab and Italian Diction & Repertoire teacher coming up to me, holding my hand for a long time and me not feeling nervous and her getting really big and strong from being fat and fishy before with flip flops and then looking all pro at the end of my stay ... She was so tall, from Minnesota you know, and she pushed me like my thought before of someone short being strong enough to carry me, you know, like touching me. Anyway, so I came back and I have an issue it's this issue and it's that it's it it's about these teens and their feelings ... oh and then I went to Biloxi (Mississippi where I've been before - the point being to see a singer I remembered from arts school in New Orleans 2 summers before who was like perfect singing "The Ash Grove" or "With praise and Thanksgiving to God who is living the tasks of our everyday life we embrace..." got fatter and was singing that famous Japanese song I heard in Madame Butterlfy (almost said Lakmé! which I also saw in college with a similar-looking girl from Mississippi) and I saw a really fat lady with maybe 4 girls carrying this slick girl who looked like she was from Minnesota or Greenland with a huge bow and mousy light brown hair! :0 I remember at 11, I was probably 4'10" or 4'11" and was hoping I could be a child star, could but maybe just didn't, and someone would lift me up at my arms. At 10, I used to imagine being carried on someone's back who's maybe like age 20.. I guess the other young people maybe with young dads, know from Valencia in 2007 online that there were parents who were like 45 with grown kids older than me and met a cute guy who didn't readd me on MySpace who I lost (knew it but still did it) with siblings or brothers 20 years older, though a friend might take an interest too but kinda thought she'd want me to forget about this boy who was soo cute :'( looked English with light brown hair, ... So, other young people with younger dads can feel younger. I had a friend with parents just a little younger than my dad, and my dad's youngest sister is a year younger than my mom. So is Sarah Brightman. Hm, don't know anyone else well. I just know that people are attracted to people who are 10 years younger than my dad. So, when I met a teacher who was shorter than me, maybe not, it seemed like I couldn't even look up to her other than intellectually. I remember my piano teacher, she seemed like she wasn't much taller but guess she was and think I never got as tall as her, though I assume I was not in heels so you know probably that. Guess she couldn't really even teach me. I was her child prodigy accompanist. So, I decided to revel in my newfound shortness upon moving to the New Olreans area, having been tall before probably from quitting gymnastics and having lots of meat even at lunch every day before lots of bread at supper, by being more filled out on the inside but was considered skinny, probably "sunken in." I kept doing it. Eventually, I wanted to be taller but recognized as 5'. Never have been. I moved back, quit ballet, and got taller, probably like 5'1" - 5'2". The overdose of psychiatric medicine made me not as elastic. I slept the years away. I'm getting my female thing back, as I believe I told you but maybe not. I'm happy, I've had it for weeks, but it wasn't so heavy. It felt so good before being heavy, became such a part of me it seemed. I am not as imaginative, did not want to be magical. I'm not against eternal life possibility, know there are some setbacks. It just seems like nothing matters, and that's a good thing. I started to do other things and am not afraid to use curse words rather than warbling all my energy at cursing. In school, I heard people curse and learned the ropes well since it struck such a nerve in me. What about the cursing French teens|young adults? I should probably try to be taller. I will keep eating. I will sleep. It seems to make me lose stress fat, too. Seeing thin people I just think of how incredibly mean they are and how they will be obese later or tan. I know I blushed more as a newborn. I don't know any people with umph who are stronger than me. I do like short, ***y people. Well, when I'm my bigger size it's exactly @ 5'3", and otherwise I'm 5'1½" unless I'm strattling, where I'm under 5'½". I mean, I don't know if I'll get any shorter nor why I would other than that I'm older. At least, life keeps improving in minute ways. I thought it'd be fun to have older siblings and meet ***y ladies, etc. But what's fun is to really get down! You don't seem to know where I come from. I met a girl from San Fransisco a year older with a sister a year younger in a grade younger than me, I think both in June or July, maybe the older 1 July I think. Not sure, though. However, I got there and went to a private school and then met her in high school in art and drama and other places. I guess I got a good base, some nice people. Not sure why some kids had to talk, but I found the work not fun and I never participated, would not participate in what we're not supposed to do because it looks like it was not the right time ever. Ah yes, I saw said teenagers at church. The girl who seemed around age maturity of 8 seemed like at college, which I went to because it was Catholic, as well, had a top music school, and classical ballet. I also took the field trip with the kids in my brother's class to the water park, 6 Flags, and I was the least scared, as though not scared at all like, of the black waterslide. Maybe the only 1 who felt that way. Also, my sunblock didn't work and I got dark pink. Now, my nose doesn't even turn pink. I mean, I'm sure it would if I was just laying in the sun in the summer all day with no sunblock. Your shoulders stay sexy for awhile. You know if they've never seen the sun. You don't really seem as like reverent overly as the person I knew from where you're from. You seem more like the girl from L.A. Guess you infiltrated into the Florida culture, next step is the Floridian coast but no work for you there I guess. I'm not really sure what happened to the other girl when she went to the Disney program. She just disappeared like everyone else but I know she went to Alaska and was doing well, seemed like something kept her from being too busy though she seemed to live in a classroom, maybe was interesting to her. She seemed like she was from the state she moved to. I was thinking I'm too short, 5', but assume there are people also my size. ... ?: ... It's interesting you seem to carry a lot with you, realize things that aren't important and that most people wouldn't like. I never really wanted to be like into things that aren't like what I really want out of life. You seem a lot like you're from up north. Guess we're in the process of figuring you out, a great honor. Don't believe we ever will, though. I just realized you're a really down-to-earth person, except you're from California and moved to Florida. You have very light eyes. My eyes have been lighter than yours even at my age. My hair is lighter than yours, and I assume but don't know your hair color when you were younger, I mean you seem dark but like alive I guess because you have blue eyes, something about where you're from. I believe I could have had blue eyes. I was not born with white skin. I am not sure why it's white now, but I stay inside a lot though now I go out more. I'm pretty sure I got the black hair from my dad. I got the reddish, very brown eyes all my life from my mom. Except they've been green. They can seem all green. I don't know I'd want to be a 4'11" or 4'10" smoking dyed blonde. They did seem more on top of their finances, withdrew right away and weren't even in my class. My brother is taller and got skinnier, and he is a boy. I seem to be going OT. I made my point, but I just can't figure out how to relate to anyone based on their hight. I don't know if I just got shorter exercising, too, but probably. I don't know if staying home would make me taller, but it's made me easier to process things. I know most people are told to live feebly, but maybe their life isn't pound pound pound pound. I just don't see why I'm a bad person, supposedly having an easier time at the impossible. I mean, I didn't not eat as much, I just stayed up later. I wasn't even busy other than piano. Well, most gymnasts seem to be about 5'4" or 5'5", so maybe I'm a bit more of a gymnast. I'm going to guess most taller girls feel more like gymnasts in their hight. I can't remember before I did gymnastics my size or hight so much. I think the gymnastics was a good discipline. For some reason I was tired and not well-fed. Maybe, I got it from my dad, maybe later on in life he wasn't as well-supported. Old people who are tall like to treat younger people like babies. It seems that I get nothing from my parents and that me doing the direction of what other kids do in relation to what their parents do is nothing. I'd been considered pretty substantial but am getting more worn this week from school. Maybe, breaking my ankle almost added to it. Also, I feel my friends made me seem shorter. I just don't look short, in a way, but don't seem like tall and unsubstantial, like I honestly still want to feel like a kid. I felt taller last week and short this week. I didn't notice as many short people today nor as many very fair people.
Well, okay, I guess I'll go sing now while I wait for the fish and sausage to cool. I hope you had a good Master Class and that I made an interesting post, hope it didn't get in the way and was positive and something everyone will like, like about feeling good in class. 8=} Haha, I just realized you're soo much older than me and at the same time you're both bigger and probably shorter than I will be at your age. Not really sure what that's like. So, thank you for letting that picture be posted, looks soo good! =D You look so substantial and pleasant, you know? Sorry my post was long, warbling, and not really full of facts like maybe about your class, though I assume it's interesting, especially if you're already in theater ... guess it would be interesting since it was based on a voice teacher. Teachers are not performers but performers give master classes I guess. Maybe not Tim Burton. Well yea but like maybe in certain places. Julie Andrews directed a musical somewhere. Recently. Ah! D': I'm so sad I dropped your class, my dad might have let me keep it I think. I'm going early tomorrow since Lynx closes at 5 P.M. and I was mad. I'll be there for 12½ hours until your class starts, slept 14 + 3 hours right after class yesterday, woke up and got mad and the day went by somehow. I was gonna wait and have my dad take me, but he might get fired. Not really. Hey that's how we moved here in the end. He had a hard time finding a job that would hire someone special like him. I should have been mature enough before to get out of some class. I'm not sure how my day will go, plan to go online in the library and probably laugh. I really don't know. I also might go in earlier and ask some questions. Then I'll have the whole afternoon. My lock didn't work, but maybe I'll work out. It was hard to sleep there last night. I'm bringing an alarm and most definitely will wake up. I already feel tired like I want to take a walk and go to sleep, not sure what I should do. It seems when my dad loses work for my school he gets a warning, though I probably should use it, though now I'm not sure if it's too late for him to plan it out for some reason.
Oh, I see you teach Voice at Seminole and a Dialects class at Valencia, and I'm unhappy to miss your Voice class this semester. I don't believe I was ready to take your class last semester, might have had some problems. However, if I knew the transportation services here were so r friendly =} I probably would have, though I don't remember if I had waited awhile because I don't remember actually enrolling. We did pay, though it wasn't really a big deal to me, I think. The reason I came this semester was because I wanted to take the acting class, for some reason, and I was excited, as well, about improvisation, though it seems to be something that was well-liked in high school or generally sought after.
I simply waited too late. You are getting older, and that is actually what upsets me, I know. I don't like to pay attention to these things because it doesn't work out. I simply didn't resubmit my residency on the right day, had time I know. I just wasn't informed then that that was when it would be due. I really didn't expect it, just wanted it in as soon as possible but did it in my own time, was feeling sluggish not leaving the house to do organized activities. I think I'm applying for Rollins and UCF. I wanted to take your classes like maybe more than once, particularly Improvisation, not sure why I'd sit in on Acting I. I mean, there might be new people. I'm sure I don't remember everything in Voice for the Actor. I had the same piano teacher, an hour a week for a long time and the same choir director plus organ teacher sometimes for over a year. I'll probably take your classes at Seminole, maybe graduate and take the Voice for the Actor class later unless I just stop taking class from you or find another teacher, too. I wonder if there are any people in places like the Fort Lauderdale area. It's been so long since I've lived there. I wish and would have looked for you sooner, got around to it after auditioning with a certain program, which would have let me take classes and move up in Hollywood. I can go back in February to all these places, but I probably will only apply to the 3 big 1s. I was thinking of staying, but I mean I can still do stuff in communities. I did want to live with my parents for money, though. The reason I am staying is so I can get healthy. I already auditioned. I could be used, now. Okay, I just signed up for the next audition, which is in the middle of February, 1st of the day, interested in everything, though not sure what I'll do for dancing. Maybe nothing. It already says on the audition form. From your Voice class, I decided I could do comedy, stand-up. I guess better do Modeling here than find out later that I can't do it somewhere else, better to get something. I'm 26, though I guess I seem younger than people did before, even. Better late than never, and I have a young mom for Generation XY. I think I'm singing Panis Angelicus for Singing. It was my 1st college song. Otherwise, I'll do Pie Jesu by ALW. If I don't make it here, I might try the 2 other places, could even see if I'm ready for 1 now, though I want to wait and see at the auditions, which you find out the next morning. Last time, my mom met the founder. I guess Panis Angelicus would be better for my voice, not much of an actor? I mean, I was in the school play as a singer when we had 1, and the music class stopped being in the school plays. I had the recording even after the hurricane. Then, I was in still life when more people were in choir the next year. After that, no big play experience, I think 1 liners. I just remember always being in drama. Of course, it was't rigid, shutter to think what the new drama in schools today are like. Maybe, I'll go redesign my high school dreams, again. All I can think of now is Gifted, and that's only with public schools or with traveling. 1 more reason not to go to NOCCA... I do regret not being able to sing in your voice class, but I mean I'm here for the general acting. If you taught singing, I mean maybe I would take it instead of Improvisation. I just wanted to be with the kids my age. This is like my last chance! Okay, I just went and applied for financial aid for Summer 2013 at Seminole and have some papers to turn in to Valencia for this semester, just too bad about their Residency thing and me missing it on the 1st day of class.. At least, I'm signing up for other stuff extra early for now. I was gonna post this in my blog, but guess I'll post it here, 1st. I guess in the Summer, I look to take organ at Valencia either in the afternoon or on a Monday|Wednesday, seeing where I can practice and they have an organ in a concert hall... So, I'm gonna take Ballet I. They had a fair on Tuesday, and I spoke to a young 22-year-old dyed blonde for about 15 or 20 minutes. The class is 8:30-9:55, and then I can take "Fitnss and Wellnss for Life I" 11:30-1:55
"FITNESS AND WELLNESS FOR LIFE I This course combines aerobics, strength training, and wellness principles. The student is helped to design a personal fitness program which includes regular workouts.
Lectures are once a week and topics covered include nutrition, stress, strength training principles, muscle development, and weight control. (Special Fee: $20.00)"
See, I wish I did a fitness class and a sport. I signed up for Tennis, but it was too late the day of, and I'm not taking Weight Training in the morning, working out on my own, starts late instead of a week late.
So, I'll probably take what you teach in the summer. I'll be signed up for all the financial aid because I won't fail or withdraw. I signed up without auditioning for financial aid as a theater and dance major, but I'm taking the non-major ballet class because I don't know how I'd do in the audition. So, let's see, I'll go to school at 5 A.M., leave at 3 P.M. I guess I'd have to go practice organ. I'll have to see if I can practice at a church, nearby. There's more than 1. I used to walk to church alone because it was across the trees of the subdivision or loop, rather, named after my high school. I was gonna do tennis at Seminole, but there isn't any. The summer tennis class is just way too late and would conflict if you were teaching. So, I'll have a time of no extra music classes. I'm not afraid of completing degrees other than 3 semesters of general studies which I'm doing nil at present. If I withdraw from English at Valencia again, there's no grade forgiveness. I know at Valencia, you have to be enrolled in choir. Something like that, I think.. I wanted to take the group class, maybe for majors I'm pretty sure, like a master lab I suppose.. I already did music at a university, which was good for it. So, I guess if I did it here would be a joke, would rather take your Voice classes 1st. Maybe never even be a music major here unless it's for organ. It's just that if I did music education, I'd have to take voice, again. I'm guessing you do private classes in voice which incorporate singing and maybe don't do master classes, though. Not sure if I want to play with my voice for an hour with you. I mean, it'd be a riveting experience. I mean, if I can't take anymore of your classes, for some reason, maybe will find out tomorrow, I'll take your classes outside of college or after I've gone to Seminole. I will go to Seminole and take your classes in the Fall, Spring, or Summer. Eventually, I will take private classes from you, unless my dad gets laid off, though before I was in school it didn't seem like it. I haven't had problems, usually, with people in private classes. I mean, my tennis teacher noticed. I know with my piano teacher, I remember 1 time that we talked the whole time when I was 16 about my problems, early on at that specific age. I don't believe medicine will get me anywhere in life. I know some people ask for their lives to be sorta mercied. That's not a nice feeling for the other person to feel and play with.
I made a post for you but have to go soon so I'll just post a link to the blog post:
Well, something that I noticed for some reason I don't know but "feels" like it's actually important though I don't really know ... is that the accompanist must also be drinking water.. I guess the accompanist is the other 1 demonstrating unless you'd say it's just you. Maybe, accompanying is interesting in some situations. I know it isn't with a singer.
Hm, I guess the voice is your thing. You majored in something like Therapy..
I already know about drinking water after you've exercised and done lots of singing. When my voice gets weak, I need water. ;I
I'm actually quite adamant about the voice, myself, too bad I can't take that class, too, but your other classes seem kinda fun. No one there cares about voice that much. I don't really know anyone who does other than the more athletic singers. I guess you fit in that category and are accomplished in that, too. I didn't really know what I was doing in class, maybe was getting a feel for it. I hope I can readd it. I e-mailed my dad. I'm guessing that the question has come up. I mean, taking away your Florida residency after residing in Florida for quite a long time is detrimental. At least, I'll be with the other young actors.
What bothers me is when you sing and someone says it's the accompanist that is interesting. Too bad I can't sing with you. Learning piano I don't know if it teaches you the notes. I learned to read music before. It actually was just lucky for me. I guess that helped me do piano faster.
I'm guessing being well-fed is a must for young bodies, as well. I realized when I was 15 I didn't look like a princess and started fasting for when I was 16. I wasn't even juicy, before, though. People need to fess up or they will miss and it'll be about me, instead of them. ;{ Anyway, I'm sure the healthy eating, eating a large breakfast in the morning and packing a healthy lunch helped and probably had some special foods up at supper. Eventually, I had to eat more and it was more nutritious. The running made my singing more powerful. My theory is you need to eat to make up for stress, and it makes you grow older. If not, you will be lying on the floor like twitching-revolving. Eating sweets after eating lots of nutritious foods kinda makes you more like well improves or increases digestion and appetite for food in general. If you enjoy Cracker Barrel, I mean you eat to live. That's what made me get bigger, even at 26.
I'm not sure why you're so short, but my mom is almost a midget and I was short until this year! I was even feeling too tall to be like a star ballerina in history, which is what you're supposed to do if you like it and feel like you're strong enough to take it on. Obviously, in film, I don't want to be short, and in singing I don't think so enough short people to go around. However, come to think of it, there was this clumpy girl in a teen musical when I was starting high school... I cannot say that she was small enough. She was probably "not very tall." Then, another girl, who I saw who was big and a year younger, the other being a year older, came and all of a sudden I thought she was short but I guess not. She was Dorothy. So, there went my opportunity to be a movie star. I guess there were just no other roles I could take. She also seemed clumpy in a different way. I think she actually got her start in this big choir program and a Protestent church where they did Joseph and the Amazing Technicolor Dreamcoat and split the narrator into 4. I didn't ask to do theater when I was little because I never heard of it and didn't want to talk about it. I already had to take on the ballet as on top of gymnastics and didn't want to quit 1 and got into singing and music. The rule is that you have to do this 1st and that it's not really too late for theater later. Maybe, you could find out someone who could only do theater and then they have to do something else later. So, eventually I did theater, after I quit gymnastics and there was no ballet school. Gymnastics would just make you strong, not sure if it's good for stage theater. I guess it'd make you ... dunno. Guess I wanted to be popular. Figured it was "the" opportunity to be superhuman and interesting and healthy and have an easy life. I quit because it really was not all I wanted to do, so guess I'm a theater person. I was thinking of doing it anyway, but I wasn't prepared. I guess if you want to keep doing it, you have to be on a team from the beginning. The funny thing is that ballet helps and that you'd start that at 3 or try for 2 or a lot of places now probably have it as pre-natal. I mean, in gymnastics you don't even spin on the floor! I don't even believe the schedule would ever work out. What is ballet? Pliés? Interesting ways to move your body, lots of positions for the feet, which weren't laid out. The big thing was not being allowed to study at home. We didn't have it laid out to us.
Oh, by the way, I have an issue. When I came home from college in 2005 it was big. I saw these kids, these teens, at church, who were thin, trashy, but substantial, not modern, but people. They were standing, really mad, you know taken aback though..., looking at a more plump kid being lifted in the air and feeling so good about it I guess. That's kinda my base point. I have another base point. I experienced magic in Cleveland at the top of the U.S., which is at the corner of the Great Lakes, or "crack." The obtuse bend. It seemed like it was manipulated by Johnny Depp, who is overseen by Tim Burton. Not sure what would happen in that chemistry, though I imagine it's a lot of mental issues and meaty issues. I just know that no one cared about that, neither, in a similar way. Really. They also acted like they've in some way done a similar feel, which is too bad, because I know they didn't do that. I just keep like taking my websites down and maybe it doesn't look nice and I just don't realize I won't say enough anyway and miss like something interesting, plus that I didn't talk about it before. So, yea, I remember my freshman voice lab and Italian Diction & Repertoire teacher coming up to me, holding my hand for a long time and me not feeling nervous and her getting really big and strong from being fat and fishy before with flip flops and then looking all pro at the end of my stay ... She was so tall, from Minnesota you know, and she pushed me like my thought before of someone short being strong enough to carry me, you know, like touching me. Anyway, so I came back and I have an issue it's this issue and it's that it's it it's about these teens and their feelings ... oh and then I went to Biloxi (Mississippi where I've been before - the point being to see a singer I remembered from arts school in New Orleans 2 summers before who was like perfect singing "The Ash Grove" or "With praise and Thanksgiving to God who is living the tasks of our everyday life we embrace..." got fatter and was singing that famous Japanese song I heard in Madame Butterlfy (almost said Lakmé! which I also saw in college with a similar-looking girl from Mississippi) and I saw a really fat lady with maybe 4 girls carrying this slick girl who looked like she was from Minnesota or Greenland with a huge bow and mousy light brown hair! :0 I remember at 11, I was probably 4'10" or 4'11" and was hoping I could be a child star, could but maybe just didn't, and someone would lift me up at my arms. At 10, I used to imagine being carried on someone's back who's maybe like age 20.. I guess the other young people maybe with young dads, know from Valencia in 2007 online that there were parents who were like 45 with grown kids older than me and met a cute guy who didn't readd me on MySpace who I lost (knew it but still did it) with siblings or brothers 20 years older, though a friend might take an interest too but kinda thought she'd want me to forget about this boy who was soo cute :'( looked English with light brown hair, ... So, other young people with younger dads can feel younger. I had a friend with parents just a little younger than my dad, and my dad's youngest sister is a year younger than my mom. So is Sarah Brightman. Hm, don't know anyone else well. I just know that people are attracted to people who are 10 years younger than my dad. So, when I met a teacher who was shorter than me, maybe not, it seemed like I couldn't even look up to her other than intellectually. I remember my piano teacher, she seemed like she wasn't much taller but guess she was and think I never got as tall as her, though I assume I was not in heels so you know probably that. Guess she couldn't really even teach me. I was her child prodigy accompanist. So, I decided to revel in my newfound shortness upon moving to the New Olreans area, having been tall before probably from quitting gymnastics and having lots of meat even at lunch every day before lots of bread at supper, by being more filled out on the inside but was considered skinny, probably "sunken in." I kept doing it. Eventually, I wanted to be taller but recognized as 5'. Never have been. I moved back, quit ballet, and got taller, probably like 5'1" - 5'2". The overdose of psychiatric medicine made me not as elastic. I slept the years away. I'm getting my female thing back, as I believe I told you but maybe not. I'm happy, I've had it for weeks, but it wasn't so heavy. It felt so good before being heavy, became such a part of me it seemed. I am not as imaginative, did not want to be magical. I'm not against eternal life possibility, know there are some setbacks. It just seems like nothing matters, and that's a good thing. I started to do other things and am not afraid to use curse words rather than warbling all my energy at cursing. In school, I heard people curse and learned the ropes well since it struck such a nerve in me. What about the cursing French teens|young adults? I should probably try to be taller. I will keep eating. I will sleep. It seems to make me lose stress fat, too. Seeing thin people I just think of how incredibly mean they are and how they will be obese later or tan. I know I blushed more as a newborn. I don't know any people with umph who are stronger than me. I do like short, ***y people. Well, when I'm my bigger size it's exactly @ 5'3", and otherwise I'm 5'1½" unless I'm strattling, where I'm under 5'½". I mean, I don't know if I'll get any shorter nor why I would other than that I'm older. At least, life keeps improving in minute ways. I thought it'd be fun to have older siblings and meet ***y ladies, etc. But what's fun is to really get down! You don't seem to know where I come from. I met a girl from San Fransisco a year older with a sister a year younger in a grade younger than me, I think both in June or July, maybe the older 1 July I think. Not sure, though. However, I got there and went to a private school and then met her in high school in art and drama and other places. I guess I got a good base, some nice people. Not sure why some kids had to talk, but I found the work not fun and I never participated, would not participate in what we're not supposed to do because it looks like it was not the right time ever. Ah yes, I saw said teenagers at church. The girl who seemed around age maturity of 8 seemed like at college, which I went to because it was Catholic, as well, had a top music school, and classical ballet. I also took the field trip with the kids in my brother's class to the water park, 6 Flags, and I was the least scared, as though not scared at all like, of the black waterslide. Maybe the only 1 who felt that way. Also, my sunblock didn't work and I got dark pink. Now, my nose doesn't even turn pink. I mean, I'm sure it would if I was just laying in the sun in the summer all day with no sunblock. Your shoulders stay sexy for awhile. You know if they've never seen the sun. You don't really seem as like reverent overly as the person I knew from where you're from. You seem more like the girl from L.A. Guess you infiltrated into the Florida culture, next step is the Floridian coast but no work for you there I guess. I'm not really sure what happened to the other girl when she went to the Disney program. She just disappeared like everyone else but I know she went to Alaska and was doing well, seemed like something kept her from being too busy though she seemed to live in a classroom, maybe was interesting to her. She seemed like she was from the state she moved to. I was thinking I'm too short, 5', but assume there are people also my size. ... ?: ... It's interesting you seem to carry a lot with you, realize things that aren't important and that most people wouldn't like. I never really wanted to be like into things that aren't like what I really want out of life. You seem a lot like you're from up north. Guess we're in the process of figuring you out, a great honor. Don't believe we ever will, though. I just realized you're a really down-to-earth person, except you're from California and moved to Florida. You have very light eyes. My eyes have been lighter than yours even at my age. My hair is lighter than yours, and I assume but don't know your hair color when you were younger, I mean you seem dark but like alive I guess because you have blue eyes, something about where you're from. I believe I could have had blue eyes. I was not born with white skin. I am not sure why it's white now, but I stay inside a lot though now I go out more. I'm pretty sure I got the black hair from my dad. I got the reddish, very brown eyes all my life from my mom. Except they've been green. They can seem all green. I don't know I'd want to be a 4'11" or 4'10" smoking dyed blonde. They did seem more on top of their finances, withdrew right away and weren't even in my class. My brother is taller and got skinnier, and he is a boy. I seem to be going OT. I made my point, but I just can't figure out how to relate to anyone based on their hight. I don't know if I just got shorter exercising, too, but probably. I don't know if staying home would make me taller, but it's made me easier to process things. I know most people are told to live feebly, but maybe their life isn't pound pound pound pound. I just don't see why I'm a bad person, supposedly having an easier time at the impossible. I mean, I didn't not eat as much, I just stayed up later. I wasn't even busy other than piano. Well, most gymnasts seem to be about 5'4" or 5'5", so maybe I'm a bit more of a gymnast. I'm going to guess most taller girls feel more like gymnasts in their hight. I can't remember before I did gymnastics my size or hight so much. I think the gymnastics was a good discipline. For some reason I was tired and not well-fed. Maybe, I got it from my dad, maybe later on in life he wasn't as well-supported. Old people who are tall like to treat younger people like babies. It seems that I get nothing from my parents and that me doing the direction of what other kids do in relation to what their parents do is nothing. I'd been considered pretty substantial but am getting more worn this week from school. Maybe, breaking my ankle almost added to it. Also, I feel my friends made me seem shorter. I just don't look short, in a way, but don't seem like tall and unsubstantial, like I honestly still want to feel like a kid. I felt taller last week and short this week. I didn't notice as many short people today nor as many very fair people.
Well, okay, I guess I'll go sing now while I wait for the fish and sausage to cool. I hope you had a good Master Class and that I made an interesting post, hope it didn't get in the way and was positive and something everyone will like, like about feeling good in class. 8=} Haha, I just realized you're soo much older than me and at the same time you're both bigger and probably shorter than I will be at your age. Not really sure what that's like. So, thank you for letting that picture be posted, looks soo good! =D You look so substantial and pleasant, you know? Sorry my post was long, warbling, and not really full of facts like maybe about your class, though I assume it's interesting, especially if you're already in theater ... guess it would be interesting since it was based on a voice teacher. Teachers are not performers but performers give master classes I guess. Maybe not Tim Burton. Well yea but like maybe in certain places. Julie Andrews directed a musical somewhere. Recently. Ah! D': I'm so sad I dropped your class, my dad might have let me keep it I think. I'm going early tomorrow since Lynx closes at 5 P.M. and I was mad. I'll be there for 12½ hours until your class starts, slept 14 + 3 hours right after class yesterday, woke up and got mad and the day went by somehow. I was gonna wait and have my dad take me, but he might get fired. Not really. Hey that's how we moved here in the end. He had a hard time finding a job that would hire someone special like him. I should have been mature enough before to get out of some class. I'm not sure how my day will go, plan to go online in the library and probably laugh. I really don't know. I also might go in earlier and ask some questions. Then I'll have the whole afternoon. My lock didn't work, but maybe I'll work out. It was hard to sleep there last night. I'm bringing an alarm and most definitely will wake up. I already feel tired like I want to take a walk and go to sleep, not sure what I should do. It seems when my dad loses work for my school he gets a warning, though I probably should use it, though now I'm not sure if it's too late for him to plan it out for some reason.
Oh, I see you teach Voice at Seminole and a Dialects class at Valencia, and I'm unhappy to miss your Voice class this semester. I don't believe I was ready to take your class last semester, might have had some problems. However, if I knew the transportation services here were so r friendly =} I probably would have, though I don't remember if I had waited awhile because I don't remember actually enrolling. We did pay, though it wasn't really a big deal to me, I think. The reason I came this semester was because I wanted to take the acting class, for some reason, and I was excited, as well, about improvisation, though it seems to be something that was well-liked in high school or generally sought after.
I simply waited too late. You are getting older, and that is actually what upsets me, I know. I don't like to pay attention to these things because it doesn't work out. I simply didn't resubmit my residency on the right day, had time I know. I just wasn't informed then that that was when it would be due. I really didn't expect it, just wanted it in as soon as possible but did it in my own time, was feeling sluggish not leaving the house to do organized activities. I think I'm applying for Rollins and UCF. I wanted to take your classes like maybe more than once, particularly Improvisation, not sure why I'd sit in on Acting I. I mean, there might be new people. I'm sure I don't remember everything in Voice for the Actor. I had the same piano teacher, an hour a week for a long time and the same choir director plus organ teacher sometimes for over a year. I'll probably take your classes at Seminole, maybe graduate and take the Voice for the Actor class later unless I just stop taking class from you or find another teacher, too. I wonder if there are any people in places like the Fort Lauderdale area. It's been so long since I've lived there. I wish and would have looked for you sooner, got around to it after auditioning with a certain program, which would have let me take classes and move up in Hollywood. I can go back in February to all these places, but I probably will only apply to the 3 big 1s. I was thinking of staying, but I mean I can still do stuff in communities. I did want to live with my parents for money, though. The reason I am staying is so I can get healthy. I already auditioned. I could be used, now. Okay, I just signed up for the next audition, which is in the middle of February, 1st of the day, interested in everything, though not sure what I'll do for dancing. Maybe nothing. It already says on the audition form. From your Voice class, I decided I could do comedy, stand-up. I guess better do Modeling here than find out later that I can't do it somewhere else, better to get something. I'm 26, though I guess I seem younger than people did before, even. Better late than never, and I have a young mom for Generation XY. I think I'm singing Panis Angelicus for Singing. It was my 1st college song. Otherwise, I'll do Pie Jesu by ALW. If I don't make it here, I might try the 2 other places, could even see if I'm ready for 1 now, though I want to wait and see at the auditions, which you find out the next morning. Last time, my mom met the founder. I guess Panis Angelicus would be better for my voice, not much of an actor? I mean, I was in the school play as a singer when we had 1, and the music class stopped being in the school plays. I had the recording even after the hurricane. Then, I was in still life when more people were in choir the next year. After that, no big play experience, I think 1 liners. I just remember always being in drama. Of course, it was't rigid, shutter to think what the new drama in schools today are like. Maybe, I'll go redesign my high school dreams, again. All I can think of now is Gifted, and that's only with public schools or with traveling. 1 more reason not to go to NOCCA... I do regret not being able to sing in your voice class, but I mean I'm here for the general acting. If you taught singing, I mean maybe I would take it instead of Improvisation. I just wanted to be with the kids my age. This is like my last chance! Okay, I just went and applied for financial aid for Summer 2013 at Seminole and have some papers to turn in to Valencia for this semester, just too bad about their Residency thing and me missing it on the 1st day of class.. At least, I'm signing up for other stuff extra early for now. I was gonna post this in my blog, but guess I'll post it here, 1st. I guess in the Summer, I look to take organ at Valencia either in the afternoon or on a Monday|Wednesday, seeing where I can practice and they have an organ in a concert hall... So, I'm gonna take Ballet I. They had a fair on Tuesday, and I spoke to a young 22-year-old dyed blonde for about 15 or 20 minutes. The class is 8:30-9:55, and then I can take "Fitnss and Wellnss for Life I" 11:30-1:55
"FITNESS AND WELLNESS FOR LIFE I This course combines aerobics, strength training, and wellness principles. The student is helped to design a personal fitness program which includes regular workouts.
Lectures are once a week and topics covered include nutrition, stress, strength training principles, muscle development, and weight control. (Special Fee: $20.00)"
See, I wish I did a fitness class and a sport. I signed up for Tennis, but it was too late the day of, and I'm not taking Weight Training in the morning, working out on my own, starts late instead of a week late.
So, I'll probably take what you teach in the summer. I'll be signed up for all the financial aid because I won't fail or withdraw. I signed up without auditioning for financial aid as a theater and dance major, but I'm taking the non-major ballet class because I don't know how I'd do in the audition. So, let's see, I'll go to school at 5 A.M., leave at 3 P.M. I guess I'd have to go practice organ. I'll have to see if I can practice at a church, nearby. There's more than 1. I used to walk to church alone because it was across the trees of the subdivision or loop, rather, named after my high school. I was gonna do tennis at Seminole, but there isn't any. The summer tennis class is just way too late and would conflict if you were teaching. So, I'll have a time of no extra music classes. I'm not afraid of completing degrees other than 3 semesters of general studies which I'm doing nil at present. If I withdraw from English at Valencia again, there's no grade forgiveness. I know at Valencia, you have to be enrolled in choir. Something like that, I think.. I wanted to take the group class, maybe for majors I'm pretty sure, like a master lab I suppose.. I already did music at a university, which was good for it. So, I guess if I did it here would be a joke, would rather take your Voice classes 1st. Maybe never even be a music major here unless it's for organ. It's just that if I did music education, I'd have to take voice, again. I'm guessing you do private classes in voice which incorporate singing and maybe don't do master classes, though. Not sure if I want to play with my voice for an hour with you. I mean, it'd be a riveting experience. I mean, if I can't take anymore of your classes, for some reason, maybe will find out tomorrow, I'll take your classes outside of college or after I've gone to Seminole. I will go to Seminole and take your classes in the Fall, Spring, or Summer. Eventually, I will take private classes from you, unless my dad gets laid off, though before I was in school it didn't seem like it. I haven't had problems, usually, with people in private classes. I mean, my tennis teacher noticed. I know with my piano teacher, I remember 1 time that we talked the whole time when I was 16 about my problems, early on at that specific age. I don't believe medicine will get me anywhere in life. I know some people ask for their lives to be sorta mercied. That's not a nice feeling for the other person to feel and play with.