Orlando|Florida is filled with fat black ladies from NYC|SE NY and Jamaica. Lots of people move here when they're maybe like 13, 14, 15, 16.
Tuesday, January 15, 2013
Un ProBLeMo 30
Look, I am from Florida, and I have a problem and it's that Floridians seem to be stuck up.
Think of More Pleasant Things
What is the obsession with unpleasant things that get us through things, like the fact that we don't know many people and are trained to experience weird things for unknown reasons, which we get over. I guess you just have to guess that, well, with me, some things come, but hopefully things are more choices rather than like destined to be bad and we don't know and no one cares.
I don't mean pain but more like uncomfortable, intense pleasure, you know? I think Tim Burton has totaled the mixed Chinese as shit if they think they're more white than others.
Why do some people punch at things to get feeling? Is that what they're doing with the precious Floridians? The only problem is I'm also from Florida. I just have added heritage of my ancestors! :0 My life wasn't just my parents. Maybe, that's how I grew up, but we lived in the world. I mean, when I wasn't in Florida, I wasn't in Florida, was I??
I don't mean pain but more like uncomfortable, intense pleasure, you know? I think Tim Burton has totaled the mixed Chinese as shit if they think they're more white than others.
Why do some people punch at things to get feeling? Is that what they're doing with the precious Floridians? The only problem is I'm also from Florida. I just have added heritage of my ancestors! :0 My life wasn't just my parents. Maybe, that's how I grew up, but we lived in the world. I mean, when I wasn't in Florida, I wasn't in Florida, was I??
Beasts! D8
So, realize you tear everything in site and that you're not really using logic because you're mad at someone and think they don't deserve logic.
I forget what else I was gonna say, I think that people only like the Jews because they want to say they're the anti-Chinese, along with like all the other non-Chinese Asians, not meaning the Middle East and tribes.
I forget what else I was gonna say, I think that people only like the Jews because they want to say they're the anti-Chinese, along with like all the other non-Chinese Asians, not meaning the Middle East and tribes.
Did You Know
Did you notice that older adults, like the more elderly, disapprove of being antsy like these sorta pseudo-magician type Generation X males?
Getting Some Rest
I probably should fall asleep. If the alarm goes haywire, I'll have to have my dad take me. I'm waking up at 4, so that's less than 3 hours of sleep.
Problem Children
Tim Burton's been awfully mean and unrelinquishing.
Also, I'm getting like "the most" shoved at me "to make sure" of some stupid message. It really seems to spark in some memory I dislike. I don't see why I'm good and all of a sudden people creep up behind me like a showoff. Coming late to the party? I mean you no harm. I know ya'll have fetishes. Wow, this is crap. Look at all the stuff I'm bringing up. What happened was that I was at Mary Poppins, and the lady in front of me was being mean and disgusting and I'm guessing someone planted her there. I thought of her having like a nice forehead and then having squares in the middle but not really but just an idea for everyone else. I'm getting all these retarded taunts. Like leave me alone. I'm white. I know you're treating me like a nigger. You're not gonna answer!
Also, I'm getting like "the most" shoved at me "to make sure" of some stupid message. It really seems to spark in some memory I dislike. I don't see why I'm good and all of a sudden people creep up behind me like a showoff. Coming late to the party? I mean you no harm. I know ya'll have fetishes. Wow, this is crap. Look at all the stuff I'm bringing up. What happened was that I was at Mary Poppins, and the lady in front of me was being mean and disgusting and I'm guessing someone planted her there. I thought of her having like a nice forehead and then having squares in the middle but not really but just an idea for everyone else. I'm getting all these retarded taunts. Like leave me alone. I'm white. I know you're treating me like a nigger. You're not gonna answer!
Common Problems Unaddressed in Certain Regions ^.^
Isn't it funny people in New Orleans don't like to address the common problems socially everyone knows in the world?
I mean, because you aren't like all set up like a talk show host, people think that you aren't good enough to reach the goals that everyone can attain, like enjoying what's right, like maybe you're 1 of those people who aren't ready even though it was just decided that you were on the ball on that issue.
I mean, because you aren't like all set up like a talk show host, people think that you aren't good enough to reach the goals that everyone can attain, like enjoying what's right, like maybe you're 1 of those people who aren't ready even though it was just decided that you were on the ball on that issue.
Ready
I'm all ready for tomorrow. Have to do homework at school, but it's not much, this time, maybe because of drop date, though it's too late to add classes after the 1st day technically starts.
So, 1st day, I guess I was lying down, hadn't slept lately, had been walking around as usual. 2nd day, was about and packed in the last hour and wasn't ready and apparently when I was in the bathroom the cab didn't knock loudly. Plus, they came earlier than usual, usually come very late. So, tonight, I'm ready, have slept like 20 hours 1 day and recently woke up around like 3:30 P.M., so. I'm bringing my alarm to school and laying on the grass or something or somewhere. No one has stopped me. I mean, maybe there's a place somewhere, even a sick room. There has to be, as long as the police don't keep track of me. I have to return a book and possibly buy a new 1.
Also, my dad got me an all hot pink big Jansport backpack, a brand that's been popular since I remember getting bigger backpacks, though I used to like backpacks with compartments when I was a big younger.
I think it was considered selfish, but I mean it's just a good brand. It has plain designs. It has very good pockets, very very good, and I see now very very good straps. My mom and brother tried to sell some backpack stuff for the strapping, Strap-It, that goes across the front of your waist. Also, I have a perfect black gym bag from Sports Authority, where I got the backpack, which they aren't sold as rampantly, anymore. I just realized when my ankle is better I might need to bring a towel, though I wasn't exactly sure I'd be taking a shower. I plan on changing right before class. The bag was $25, and I'm returning some shoes for that much where the sizes weren't the same. I don't even really have that many clothes to change into. I don't sweat that much working out on my own, but I don't think I mind being sweaty. :( I even thought I could fit all my stuff in my backpack. I'm used to saving bags. I have 3 ballet bags. 1 has a CD pocket and the other is a sling backpack with something where maybe you can put a CD player, though I realize now we use MP3s. I just realized that. So, my mom got me a neon|lime green lunchbag but returned it since I didn't want it and didn't seee the cancer lunchbags that have been out for maybe over ½ year. So, I have my old, dirty red lunchbag I got for no real reason. I don't know, but I probably would have told my mom to save the green lunchbag. I'm getting a new 1. This 1 is okay, but I mean I could find 1 I really liked, not just 1 that is cute because it's a lunch bag.
So, I have everything all organized easily, not too complicated, a place for everything, even an old Valencia wallet. Well coin purse. My lunch is all ready, and I'm getting the Oreo crumble and after the classes are over I know a snack in a snack machine. I'm bringing dark rye cracker bread (so healthy I presume comes a lot in lite rye for some reason,) bottles of water (a big mesh that fits 1 bottle on my backpack,) some soynuts, a snack bag of mixed, salted nuts (had been having cashews in Orlando,) Clementine with a spoon to open (like a tangerine orange,) fish and Sweet Italian Sausage my dad got (wanted a big dark 1 like a giant Slim Jim,) 3 rather long leaves of lettuce and a stub of a cucumber. I guess the crackers will keep me occupied. I'll be lying in the sun. I packed everything, even my watches. Bringing my alarm. I'm setting 2 alarms tonight. I brought my camera and a little stand, need to ask my dad for a recorder. I see they cost over $50. I know on Thursdays, with the long Improvisation class, that we're supposed to snack in between on bathroom break. Oh, I brought almost a whole pack of female things, will need more for Thursday.
I'm getting weary, hm. I wonder if this is how Ellen DeGeneres feels. I wonder if the teacher has time like to enjoy I guess she has 2 small dogs? Most people have like 1 small dog maybe or maybe even a cat. Cats crawl, though. I guess people teach them to get down.
I'm waiting for my nails to dry, don't really feel like sleeping yet, gonna wind down to my YouTube videos, should lie down. I feel a bit irritated, like filled with hot liquid. Anyone can quell me? Also, I haven't answered all my IMDb stuff.
The reason I didn't sleep last week was because I've slept so much, but I'm tired now, feel more like resting with my nearly broken right ankle. I've been quite up today, though, slept from like 8 or 9 A.M. to 3:30 P.M., + the day before like over 20 hours. Now, I just so want to be ready and sleep. I was in so much pain with my ankle on Saturday afternoon. Then, I woke up and it was Sunday. I slept again on Monday. I haven't been walking, and without my cane my leg starts to hurt.
12:30 A.M. 3½ hours to sleep. Well, maybe in bed for a bit, might get up, might sleep 2 hours. Rr. I feel awake at school but mean like a week is enough, ready to get my sleep. Ow ow ow. I know that when you sleep too much it becomes troublesome. Sometimes, it doesn't work. Sometimes, it's better to last it out. I don't particularly look forward to lying down with the kids going past. I feel a bit beat up from financial aid and have yet more to deal with I fear, after the homework, shouldn't be too hard, neither.
So, 1st day, I guess I was lying down, hadn't slept lately, had been walking around as usual. 2nd day, was about and packed in the last hour and wasn't ready and apparently when I was in the bathroom the cab didn't knock loudly. Plus, they came earlier than usual, usually come very late. So, tonight, I'm ready, have slept like 20 hours 1 day and recently woke up around like 3:30 P.M., so. I'm bringing my alarm to school and laying on the grass or something or somewhere. No one has stopped me. I mean, maybe there's a place somewhere, even a sick room. There has to be, as long as the police don't keep track of me. I have to return a book and possibly buy a new 1.
Also, my dad got me an all hot pink big Jansport backpack, a brand that's been popular since I remember getting bigger backpacks, though I used to like backpacks with compartments when I was a big younger.
I think it was considered selfish, but I mean it's just a good brand. It has plain designs. It has very good pockets, very very good, and I see now very very good straps. My mom and brother tried to sell some backpack stuff for the strapping, Strap-It, that goes across the front of your waist. Also, I have a perfect black gym bag from Sports Authority, where I got the backpack, which they aren't sold as rampantly, anymore. I just realized when my ankle is better I might need to bring a towel, though I wasn't exactly sure I'd be taking a shower. I plan on changing right before class. The bag was $25, and I'm returning some shoes for that much where the sizes weren't the same. I don't even really have that many clothes to change into. I don't sweat that much working out on my own, but I don't think I mind being sweaty. :( I even thought I could fit all my stuff in my backpack. I'm used to saving bags. I have 3 ballet bags. 1 has a CD pocket and the other is a sling backpack with something where maybe you can put a CD player, though I realize now we use MP3s. I just realized that. So, my mom got me a neon|lime green lunchbag but returned it since I didn't want it and didn't seee the cancer lunchbags that have been out for maybe over ½ year. So, I have my old, dirty red lunchbag I got for no real reason. I don't know, but I probably would have told my mom to save the green lunchbag. I'm getting a new 1. This 1 is okay, but I mean I could find 1 I really liked, not just 1 that is cute because it's a lunch bag.
So, I have everything all organized easily, not too complicated, a place for everything, even an old Valencia wallet. Well coin purse. My lunch is all ready, and I'm getting the Oreo crumble and after the classes are over I know a snack in a snack machine. I'm bringing dark rye cracker bread (so healthy I presume comes a lot in lite rye for some reason,) bottles of water (a big mesh that fits 1 bottle on my backpack,) some soynuts, a snack bag of mixed, salted nuts (had been having cashews in Orlando,) Clementine with a spoon to open (like a tangerine orange,) fish and Sweet Italian Sausage my dad got (wanted a big dark 1 like a giant Slim Jim,) 3 rather long leaves of lettuce and a stub of a cucumber. I guess the crackers will keep me occupied. I'll be lying in the sun. I packed everything, even my watches. Bringing my alarm. I'm setting 2 alarms tonight. I brought my camera and a little stand, need to ask my dad for a recorder. I see they cost over $50. I know on Thursdays, with the long Improvisation class, that we're supposed to snack in between on bathroom break. Oh, I brought almost a whole pack of female things, will need more for Thursday.
I'm getting weary, hm. I wonder if this is how Ellen DeGeneres feels. I wonder if the teacher has time like to enjoy I guess she has 2 small dogs? Most people have like 1 small dog maybe or maybe even a cat. Cats crawl, though. I guess people teach them to get down.
I'm waiting for my nails to dry, don't really feel like sleeping yet, gonna wind down to my YouTube videos, should lie down. I feel a bit irritated, like filled with hot liquid. Anyone can quell me? Also, I haven't answered all my IMDb stuff.
The reason I didn't sleep last week was because I've slept so much, but I'm tired now, feel more like resting with my nearly broken right ankle. I've been quite up today, though, slept from like 8 or 9 A.M. to 3:30 P.M., + the day before like over 20 hours. Now, I just so want to be ready and sleep. I was in so much pain with my ankle on Saturday afternoon. Then, I woke up and it was Sunday. I slept again on Monday. I haven't been walking, and without my cane my leg starts to hurt.
12:30 A.M. 3½ hours to sleep. Well, maybe in bed for a bit, might get up, might sleep 2 hours. Rr. I feel awake at school but mean like a week is enough, ready to get my sleep. Ow ow ow. I know that when you sleep too much it becomes troublesome. Sometimes, it doesn't work. Sometimes, it's better to last it out. I don't particularly look forward to lying down with the kids going past. I feel a bit beat up from financial aid and have yet more to deal with I fear, after the homework, shouldn't be too hard, neither.
Monday, January 14, 2013
Problem
Can you believe I still have the pimple in my left ear? I had it over a week ago. I don't wear ear plugs other than by cars, now. I just leave my noisemaker on, need to get a loud fan.
How I'm Doing
Just woke up, scheduling my car|van for tomorrow, still tired, have to pull out the homework and e-mail it to myself and print it at the library.
Er, my foot seems better.
I had some interesting dreams, hard to remember.
Ah, have to #3 but am waiting for this call but don't have to go badly. ?!#$%&*
I have to observe someone, maybe my dad or mom.
Er, my foot seems better.
I had some interesting dreams, hard to remember.
Ah, have to #3 but am waiting for this call but don't have to go badly. ?!#$%&*
I have to observe someone, maybe my dad or mom.
Incessance to Be My Mother
My whole life, people, I realized, have made a corny, forward statement to mimic my mom in some insulting way. They surround you like you're stupid and you don't know wt* they're doing and think they're shit.
Facebook Post
Hey, here's me singing the 1st 1 before, with a girl from I think Russia! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vw5vDmQrYGg&feature=share&list=PL-drCFIFUeZ4f1DRgEvx-WnnYIsCybEUO
Facebook Post
Which of the 3 from my 2nd video do you like best:
(1) Don't think that I'm easy pickin's
(2) The music's so nice
(3) Oh no you won't
Can you guess which 1 I like?
(1) Don't think that I'm easy pickin's
(2) The music's so nice
(3) Oh no you won't
Can you guess which 1 I like?
Facebook Post
So, Ginny, I was wondering, something I've never talked to anyone about before ... when I was younger, I was under the belief I could mimic any singing, anything. I think it went away. My dad knew I was a brilliant vocalist. So, the thing about it is the eminent danger that you can't really do what you want and that people try to control you, and my dad said it was really dangerous. I was 19. =D Remember those days, when things were still real? Like, the world mattered so much, every little thing, every business aspect so minutely, the utter sheer value of any talent that exists that is genuine. It probably rings a bell to classical literature the way I'm speaking. Speaking of which, in singing there's a word in German for something like sing speaking, like spreksteem or something. In college, we learned gestalt, and I found it in the dictionary, which means something that encompasses a whole idea of a lot of little things.
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