Sunday, March 15, 2015

IMDb - Tim Burton

Re: i just read he will do a live action dumbo remake

Makes sense.

However, I think he's making the mistake to put down other people. I noticed that he named "Pereguine and the Peculiars" and it reminds me of Bella Thorne, the B in Bella. I find him insulting to my dignity. He honors people like Chloe Moretz and Bella Thorne just for being born when computers became popular and "the world was right." I don't like how he thinks he can say who's got it and who doesn't. That's just mean. He can like her if he wants. He can pray to work with her since she happened to come along. I thought she was a sweet girl. (No offense with the catch term "happened.") Did you notice he did not work with Dakota Fanning ever? She seems to have stopped acting. Why would she care that much, herself, tho? I think this is something that is going on that needs to be addressed. You know, they both seem to have the same dispositions in some essential ways that worries me, Tim Burton and Bella Thorne.

http://www.imdb.com/title/tt1661326/?ref_=nv_sr_1 

IMDb - The Soapbox

Re: EllerySweet is a little angel.

I felt guilty for how sensitive she is to interpretation. I was out walking and thought of this.

Yea, she's a great poster. It's the good ones, too, who practice dumbfounded racism, I seen them on the streets, you know, someone who looks like they got it good runs past you but fails to consent by you insofar as a surge of racial superstition tingles up their selfish spine. 

Edit

I wrote in the post that the singing was loud and the music was soft for the videos.

Cozy Irish Music

I was listening to some music and it made me remember living in the nation's oldest continuing city.

Dr. Phil - Facebook

I love modern cartoons more than the creators! }:)

Edit

I labeled the 1st video I posted today as loud singing to soft music.

Submission to Ellen

Hi, Ellen Show! I watch your show as of 2012 and had Tweeted and sometimes Facebooked her a lot. I liked to write a record of little summaries of the show as of recently. What I find most special about me concerning Ellen was that, tho not from there, I moved to New Orleans when I was 12, in 1998. I lived in a suburb like Ellen. I am pleased to say I know all about where she is from as far as the area goes. It's just a feeling I get. I am Slidellian. Whereas Ellen lived right next to New Orleans on the Western side, I lived right at the bridge almost connecting New Orleans and Slidell, tho it was a long bridge. I can tell you that Metarie is fast-paced. Slidell has some cool people, too. It's very spirited and there are a lotta things for grade schoolers to do. I knew people who knew people who knew Britney Spears and say what a sweet little girl she was and how changed she is today. I happen to have moved to Orlando after Hurricane Katrina, where I was in my 2nd year of college in New Orleans as a Music Education major. I lived in the area from age 12-20. I know Ellen lived in Texas age 16-18. Texas is considered like New Orleans for us except it's even more physically tough there. It's just a feeling you get. The New Orleans area is a hard place to live, all these things to remember and calculate in a certain fashion I haven't been able to use where I now live. A big thing they think in the suburbs there is to remember to respect other people in your daily lives. Thank you!

Edit

I put the Tim Burton tag in my People page.

Wanted to Call

I wanted to call my Grandma this morning, but I've been up all night.

The Socially Unfortunate

That's where I belong to help.  }:D

Working My Way Back to You Babe

A lot of us "got" a lot of things growing up, but I realize that there are great people out there who made it like me but are white.
Ellen's way of getting by is to say you're in trouble and therefore she's on top and no one can get it to stop so bye.

My Way

I need to finish General Studies first and soon!  Then, I can go to UCF and graduate in maybe 3  years from there.  I can see this happening.  Meanwhile, try to act.  I dunno, tho, should I just lay back and act?  I hope I can take it.  I wonder if Fridays will be Disney.  I am excited to start.  I'm enrolled in anthropology.  I need to pass a math test and enroll in that maybe.

cont.

They may not evaluate my transcript in time for this semester.

Sigh!

I found that UCF and Rollins are reasonable distance from home.  Could this community college be any harder?  I just know that living on campus helps a lot with time.  12 hours is minimum.  I should get my General Studies AA.  I'm also trying to shape up to get in movies more.  I should probably live life on a schedule.  I can take maybe 2 courses this semester and 2 in the summer, maybe 3 in the year.

English 2
Speech
2 - Math
2 - Science
? - Humanities

I saw some tight schedules for the shorter semester, but you can go to like a math class 4 or 5 days a week.
You can make everything about someone being careless, like all the attitudes of people in England, but I'll know what's really what still and get by.

Who Else's Time Is It For..

It's not time for Ellen DeGeneres to act like a post-teen.  It's time for people my age to finish being kids and for people a bit older to act like post-young adults and live it large, act snazzy and energetic.

Does she really connect that she's actually younger than she is, which she recently seemed to acknowledge, like the people I just described, just to rub shoulders and say everyone her age is really younger, when she acts like we're supposed to be like older than her?  Good gracious!

What did I say?

Oh yes, I felt bumped off whatever I was really just doing, like me being well-known for my talents didn't matter and me being trapped by the experiment also doesn't seem to matter.  It seems to matter for everyone else.

Edit

I edited my last post.

"Times Change, People Don't"

Some people think I didn't care about popularity wishes in people.  People want to all count me out.  They pick people who have some thing in common and then only condone me on the category of that point.  I don't think it's right to be an animal about who gets to be touched.  I don't like how things are fabricated these days.  I have a disposition about where things are more affable.  It seems to have changed after the popularity of wishing you knew Tim Burton.  It's funny to see Helena Bonham Carter defend him but supposedly from 1 person, using that 1 person, and that 1 person is me, to get away with getting to be with and study him.  Yes, she does have 2 kids with him, 1 before Charlie and the Chocolate Factory (2005) and 1 after even Sweeney Todd (2007,) a boy and a girl.  I don't think because you live/d in California that you have to be piecey.  It must be something they've done.  It's about big guys who eat and go out and compliment pretty beach babes, feeding the kids and having a "real" life, whatever that means to them.

Cutthroat Kitchen (From Good Eats)

I found a neat recipe book I should get, along with an $80 clarinet kit.

link

It has a lotta popular-looking stuff.  You can look inside if you're actually interested..  This is $16.

Thug Kitchen: The Official Cookbook: Eat Like You Give a F*ck

and I'm watching Iron Chef.  He's had a few shows, mainly Good Eats.
Can't we all try to be the best we can be?

Edit

I transferred some posts to the Problems blog.

Edit

I added that the singing was loud on my 2nd video.

No Right Race

I was looking somewhat dreamily at the picture of the clouds on the Stormfront forum site, and I felt someone thought I had no right to do that.  It had to do with racial consequences.

IMDb - The Soapbox

Re: Attn: EllerySkank.

Dr. Phil thinks he's cooler and whiter racially than others and can condemn upstanding people racially with one move before the world, like he's the one, the lion on top of a mountain. No offense, Phil, you're funny.. 

New Videos of Me Singing Now

LOUD SINGING to soft music



Saturday, March 14, 2015

Welcome!

Welcome to my BlogSpot!
I feel like people have ruined my chances.  I always did what I was supposed to.  I didn't do anything I shouldn't racially and care about those who did!

What I'm up To

free/low paying experience in acting

getting thinner by jogging 1/2 hour a day
I guess some people believe one is graced with racial superiority like a king or princess rather than earned like a democrat.
Well, I will continue to think I an whiter than most white people and don't lack the authority.

I didn't talk myself outta my affinity with other heritages.

Dr. Phil - Facebook

(women standing up for women)

I just tell it like is is. This doesn't necessarily happen often for me.

IMDb - The Soapbox

Asians can be considered white.

Especially mixed ones. You decide. 

Stand-Up

So, literally, my family is forcing me to be unattractive, like to look like them and my mom's race.

Soldier

"You live like an animal, you react like an animal."

You know what someone did?

They said they could degrade someone racially but gave me Hell for making fun of them for hurting me when they weren't hurt.

Well, guess what I did.  You have no right to practice degrading me racially for 10 years.  You wouldn't know my race.

I am not gonna make fun of the white race, but I can still make fun of the people in it.

Don't take offense to the simple facts.  I didn't attack you..
I noticed you treat full Asians with respect and want to think I have the benefits of some mongrel.  Like I'm to bow to your stupid submission.

IMDb - The Soapbox

Re: How come Asians are not considered white?

Right, just because some Asians look older does not mean the rest will be worse. 

Re: How come Asians are not considered white?

Cuz the whitest they look is dark for Europeans. Even if whites are tan, it's not natural. 

Dr. Phil - Facebook

No, parents today don't deserve my respect.

Dr. Phil has talked about parents being friends instead of parents. You know, my mom thought of me as a friend possibly and was with my younger brother more when older.

Just because you had sex does not make you a parent. Dr. Phil needs to learn that level of taking about parents.

Dr. Phil's son who has kids gladly puts them with his parents, like he needs them to lean on and therefore cannot stand without them. That's not my plan, at all. I don't feel attracted to my parents how they usually are as people. That wouldn't be the right word. So, why do some kids feel so glued to their parents? Can't they take care of their own kids?? Don't they like themselves?

Supposedly, you can earn the right to be called a teacher. I had a teacher who wanted to socialize get promoted as principal.

Edit

I edited that post rather than the 2 extra posts, "Pathetic."
How would you like to be told you're nothing like you're your race in a way you don't like?  I just saw it happen.  You think aw it didn't hurt.  That's just callousness.  Just cuz yer bad and usually out of luck aesthetically in your environment does not mean you do that.   I realize the world does not come crashing down for you.  It's not always about Johnny Depp.

Dr. Phil - Facebook

Parents today aren't as good.
This is like when Ellen wore red on the Academy Awards to signify a certain person with red hair as though she's got people born around 1997-1998 covered, like you're an issue if you're not.  She's got them covered even before they're awake and they're still young.  They don't gotta do anything.  I'm not talking about the person but the message she's getting across.

Slept

I was sleeping with war on and had a dream about someone hiding.

Pathetic

I'm watching about war, and it's very annoying.  I know somehow those people know about me and this other person and they're just trashing me.  I don't wanna deal with this.

This is the kind of thing.  People just act mean and iffy around me because I thought somene wanted me to call them the N word.  And if that's the origina problem, I should anyway not be held for cursing about the noises in my room.  Lots of people curse.  It was on my blog.  I wasn't attcaking anyone.

Edit: I didn't make any comment about the other person getting attention, but just so you know what they're doing.  They just hate me!  They are being nice to the other person.

Mad Like With Burton and Depp

Not just at them.

Wow, so people in private have been comparing me to people like Bella Thorne as ***?

Why do others matter so much and my entrance to the world a hurl of crap?

IMDb - The Soapbox

Anyone here 18 and under and chosing a college major?

Physicists do advanced science and discovery, it seems. I was thinking of my interest in mechanical engineering. It must be hard to decide depending on the college you want, but I guess you could find one that meets all your needs.

If you've done an art, you might consider being like me and pursuing that. 

Acting etc.

I've submitted myself twice in the past day.

They're probably both small things.

New Audio of Me Singing

I give up.

I guess I'm off limits to criticizing honestly about some things.  Maybe, it's just hard to talk about, too bad.  I deleted a post.

Friday, March 13, 2015

Is my life of development over?

Dr. Phil - Facebook

Petty arguments, but that's what it is!

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People need to do more than just their family.  Some are all over their jobs in business.

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Make sure the person knows about what has to do with their personal aspirations in life. They must be able-bodied.

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I don't let people in my life who are in it. They are watching me with secret cameras and being mean.

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They are just making fun of the nanny.
You just need to know I'm no.

It looks like I really need to get on Dr. Phil.

Everyone is arranging my life according to silly things that happened because of how hard it is to be in Orlando.  I can prove it.  That Orlando is hard to get by in.  I just fee agitated to meet them, like I messed something up in my life.

So what if I wrote a lotta e-mails?  Do I go to prison for life?

Dr. Phil - Facebook

(who has the problem, nanny refuses to leave and owner upset)

It seems you'd say the owner has the problem with the nanny.

IMDb - The Soapbox

Re: I'd like to make an apology to the Asian girl

You know, the Asians we've met don't look European like me, but people will lie and refused to glorify me for it. 

New Audios of Me Singing


"Bust a move" doesn't mean any joke, just what it says.
Blame me for a reaction I had as an infant?  I must have also had a hard time besides myself.  I am not an infant, like on Family Guy.
You know, what is the point in ruining my nose?  Your nose was built as a baby.
So, mar my body and make my nose and face ugly making noises but let the spoiled brats bust a move.
Someone thinks that "the moves" are there for people born in 1997.  Something came to mind.  I don't see how that matters to me.

Interesting

It must be hard and a frustration raising an Asian kid.  I think my voice wasn't good enough at 5 when I wanted to be a singer.

It's funny you all like to submit to my dad.  I grew up following all his rules, when you didn't.  I surpassed him when I could morally.

IMDb - Politics

What if we find that even with a black President Americans are racist..

..against mixed people? 

IMDb - The Soapbox

Re: Some things never change.

People don't want to be the one to talk to Asians while everyone else watches.

I like Asians, but I don't really like when they try to act American and Caucasian by putting a false front. 

Schedule

Watching Ellen and Phil as of now.
Why would you say I was bad racially?  What did I do?  I am not all my ancestors..
I'm peeling myself from Twitter and Facebook.
How do people experience feelings?  The internet?  Tim Burton?  Johnny Depp!
I want to enjoy culture, like The Voice, but I think it's about people younger than me.. and I don't want it to be about me for no reason.
So, how am I bad?  For getting upset when people attack?  They need to be put in their place.
Do you know people who don't understand anger?

TPotO

THE PHANTOM OF THE OPERA - 25th Anniversary Tour Auditions
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THE PHANTOM OF THE OPERA (Tour)
– Equity Chorus Call for Singers
25th Anniversary TourProduction Contract; $1754
Produced by Cameron Mackintosh and The Really Useful Theater Company in association with NETworks Tours
Music: Andrew Lloyd Webber
Lyrics: Charles Hart
Additional Lyrics: Richard Stilgoe
Book: Richard Stilgoe & Andrew Lloyd Webber
Based on the novel ‘Le FantĆ“me de l’OpĆ©ra’ by Gaston Leroux
Orchestrations: David Cullen & Andrew Lloyd Webber
Musical Supervisor: John Rigby
General Manager: Gentry & Assoc.
Casting: Tara Rubin Casting
Choreographer: Scott Ambler
Director: Laurence Connor
Production overseen by Matthew Bourne & Cameron Mackintosh
Equity Chorus Call / SINGERS:
Tuesday, March 12, 2013
9:30 – Equity female singersat Pearl Studios 500
1:30 PM – Equity male singers500 8th Ave.Penthouse
Prepare a BRIEF song from legit musical theatre/standard opera or operetta repertoire, preferably in English. Do not sing pop or rock music. Please bring your book of music with you, in case you are asked for a second selection. An accompanist will be provided.
Please bring a picture and resume, STAPLED TOGETHER.
Women should be sopranos (lyric or coloratura), mezzo sopranos, or contraltos, with strong legit musical theatre or opera voices; a range of character players

Men should be strong legit musical theatre or opera tenors, baritones, or basses. Two of the basses in the chorus must sing to low F; a range of character players
Seeking male and female singers for all vocal chorus ensemble positions (tenors, baritones, basses, lyric and coloratura sopranos, mezzos and contraltos) and to understudy the following in the new Touring Production:
CHRISTING DAAE:20s: beautiful young singer. Soprano voice that combines elements of classical and pop singing. Sings G below middle C to high E
THE PHANTOM:30s – 40s: high baritone or tenor (with a strong low range) with a contemporary sound. Able to sustain high G# with ease in full voice and high C# in falsetto. Looking for a truly dynamic actor with excellent acting and singing ability.
RAOUL, VICOMTE de CHAGNY:20s – 30s: dashing, handsome young aristocratic man who falls in love with Christine. Contemporary high baritone/tenor (2 octave range from A flat to A flat).
MONSIEURS FIRMIN (the hard money man – Baritone with high E/F)& ANDRE(charming with artistic temperament – Baritone: high G with ease): 30s – 50ish; the managers of the Paris Opera House. Trying to be elegant, they are slightly befuddled and bumbling. Need good instincts for stylish comedy.
CARLOTTA GIUDICELLI:30s – 40s; the prima donna of The Paris Opera. A diva in every sense of the word. Coloratura soprano, to high E. Requires opera training.
MADAME GIRY:Late 30s – early 50s; the Opera’s ballet mistress. An ominous, stern, forbidding figure. Mezzo soprano to high B flat with no discernible break between head and chest
MEG GIRY:Should convincingly play late teens to early 20s; A young, petite ballet dancer with a strong mezzo soprano to G. Needs strong classical dance technique and excellent pointe work
UBALDO PIANGI:30s – 50s; the opera’s leading tenor, Italian operatic tenor, companion to Carlotta. Sings to high C. Requires opera training.
BUQUET:MIDDLE aged to elderly “character man”. The head flyman of the Opera Populaire. Bass baritone but required to sing to E.
Casting for The Phantom of the Opera is interracial. Singers of all ethnic backgrounds and races are encouraged to attend.
I wonder if no one knew my race and my life went smoothly racially that I'd be as great as Chris Mann.

TPotO

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The Phantom of the OperaOne of the original British mega-musicals, The Phantom of the Opera is approaching its 30th anniversary on Broadway. Despite almost three decades under its belt, the Harold Prince-directed spectacle still brings it, with a sweeping love story set on the stage and in the shadows of the opulent Paris Opera House. The Andrew Lloyd Webber score still soars, the show’s grandeur still delights — and oh yeah, there’s that chandelier drop that ups the drama and excitement at every performance. Even major Broadway fans have managed to skip it over the years when newer musicals came on the scene or when short-run, Hollywood-star-driven vehicles distracted them. Which makes this the year to finally see it for yourself. The musical currently stars Tony nominee Norm Lewis, most recently seen in one of the title roles in The Gershwin’s Porgy and Bess, as Broadway’s first African-American PhantomGet tickets

Norm Lewis as the Phantom in 'The Phantom of the Opera' (Photo: Joan Marcus)

I would be honored to work with him. I wonder who Christine is. In The Nutcracker they had the Royal Ballet with a girl who looked mixed as Clara, seemed mixed with African.  I saw it in theaters around the world live, like they did the 25th anniversary of The Phantom of the Opera.

Thursday, March 12, 2015

IMDb - The Soapbox

Post what you wish you did growing up, like school classes.

I wish I always went to public school because in the end I lost too much sleep over busywork. It would be a dream to succeed in private Catholic schools. It just didn't work out.

Activities, gymnastics is strenuous and dangerous and I never was on a team. Imagine slipping off the horse. Ballet is inspiring but often a bit weird. Do you see the alien-looking girls? Plus, that's a strict schedule and people wanna do something different.

I'll at least go for high school, thinking back as an adult. I was in public school most of high school, at the beginning. Some girls on dance team transferred to public after a year I think. It's funny when I transferred to Catholic I was not allowed to do sports, for 1 year.

Freshman
1- English I - Gifted
2- Geometry - Gifted
3- World Geography
4- Physical Science - Honors
5- Freshman Orientation / Civics
6- Talented Music - Singing
7- Talented Theater

Sophomore
1- English II - Gifted
2- Algebra II - Gifted
3- World History - Honors?
4- Biology - Honors
5- JROTC I
6- Talented Music - Singing
7- Talented Theater

Junior
1- English III - AP/Gifted
2- American History - AP/Gifted
3- Chemistry - Honors
4- JROTC II
5- Talented Music - Singing
6- Talented Theater
7- Talented Art

Senior
1- English IV - AP/Gifted
2- Health/Free Enterprise
3- JROTC III
4- Talented Music - Singing
5- Talented Theater
6- Talented Art
7-

After School - Ballet

College - Loyola University New Orleans - Singing & Ballet (Foreign Language - French)

What I'm Doing Now - I guess I'm trying to make it as a classical crossover/musical theater singer. 

K

Bout to watch Ellen, worried what will happen online when I do.  I didn't exactly leave off on the best contemporary note.  I feel I'm dragging on and on.

Dr. Phil - Facebook

Dr. Phil - Facebook

For getting at us for every little thing wrong, they sure have taken a turn towards others themselves.
For getting mad at me if I lay one finger on the princess's pillow, you sure hack the hell outta me.

Dr. Phil - Facebook

I have the feeling no one wants me to be a smart alec.
ha ha I forgot what that meant, but it was pretty funny.
Do you want me to be set up as a failure?

IMDb - The Soapbox

Post your school grades.

Daycare - N/A šŸ˜–
Pre-K - ungraded?
K - placed in Gifted
1st - As and Bs
2nd - As?
3rd - As?
4th - As?
5th - A+
6th - A+
7th - A+
8th - Valedictorian
Freshman - 4.0
Sophomore - 4.0
Junior/Senior - 4.1
College
-age 16 - English 1 & Art Appreciation - A
-freshman - all As and 1 B+ in music
8 semesters - Fs & Ws 

Dr. Phil - Facebook

  • Victoria Emanuel I never disagree with Dr. PHIL.
    BUT this time I do. You say WE ARE LIVING IN A DIFFERENT TIME- THESE DAYS. Yes she raised her kids successfully and no harm brought to them. But yes she is putting herself and possible family members in harms way
    I feel u are contradicting yourself by saying it's NOT THEIR BUSINESS
    • Julie Kaser Its not the daughters, but the husband should care. If he doesn't, don't stay. Going to have very confused kids thinking her way. If you're u happy, move on and give everyone a chance
    • Julie Kaser True about above statement. Frustrating when someone gives silent treatment because they won't talk.
    • Christina Ann Joanna Barrett Maybe, she needs to be pulled away.

New Picture on My Website

Relatives

I wonder if they realize that people with the ethnicity of her father can turn out to be a lot like us.

The Funniest Part Was

that there are teens out there who really are childlike, but this generation always gets spoiled so they'll have to make it calculated out in the end somehow.

Belitting Me

Lot of us wanna be "childlike."  That doesn't mean it's time to take the reigns blindly.  And to belittle someone.  You don't go doing that to everyone who has had a dream to be childlike because that would be a bigger problem with the rest of the world.
You may wish you had a scenario, but I don't have this kinda beef with that girl.  I mean, I am nice to her and not retarded as a person, as well.  (Meaning I'm not retarded, not that anyone else is.)

You wanna treat me like you treated everyone else.  I didn't do bad things like you other people.  So, see if you're mature enough to count me out.

Dr. Phil - Facebook

It is true the girl is a vulture over her grandma?  It was nice of Dr. Phil to suggest a relationship with her grandma.  She seems to definitely want one.

Dr. Phil - Facebook

If that's so, then try having a relationship like being with my parents.
I wish other people would load their singing.  Maybe, they are afraid of the copyright monster.

Cooled Down

Argh!  Is there anything wrong with my submissions to Dr. Phil?

Also, I don't like getting in trouble.  That's not what life's even about.

Dr. Phil - Facebook

People tend to live double lives in their fantasies when they get hungry for love.

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I'm not being pushed to have a relationship with my family, as tho I don't have one good enough, at age 28.  You start out in the family, and as each year goes by you get further and further from the apron strings of home.  I don't know why you think these girls have to have a relationships with their family if they detest what they supposedly do so much.  They probably don't like their relationship.  That's why they wanted to get on the show, I think.  Maybe, it's just time for them to grow up and stop vulturing around the home.  I can certainly see where that's true with this family.

If you noticed that Dr. Phil said this family should not sever its ties in particular, I can see where the affinity must be strong.  It reminds me of a Spanish family.  They are probably Italian or something.  They tend to be more showy as people.  I think Dr. Phil was just pointing out that their relationship should exist and be healthy.  It seems like they can have one and there's no reason not to, even tho the girls are dreadfully old.

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I am ready for relaionships as in friends and have been for a long time.

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Maybe, the girl is afraid of danger from the husband.

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I never had time for it, but it looks like fun.  I liked JROTC and won a physical fitness award, if not thee award for females.

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Well, if you say you should stop bullies.  No, you don't need to care/worry.  Just do your business.

me practicing for Phantom and as Phantom!

the 1st one a bit earlier





With my neat last Psychology post, why do I feel like I'm getting up there and things are going good?  Like I'm a celeb who's about as organized as Twitter.
If everything is indeed all proper, why was I being made fun of?  Life's not perfect.  You'd know where people stand.  Did you miss me?  "Huh?  Huh?"  It doesn't look like anyone misses "me" or I've changed too much.  What's a girl to do?  Just tell me I'm bad to begin with?

Is this one of those cases where Tweety Bird is already set up?  Where you're the one who's bad to begin with?  So any making fun of you is the status quo?  You can't be serious, then.  People don't tend to like all apologize to me, after what I'm put thru all the time.  I don't know, someone is causing the trouble or it just happened.

"No hard feelings."

I guess the points are that life isn't really proper, even though I did something that seemed wrong to you and if it was is probably my personal business or the business of someone who's not just snoping around.

I'm known as perfect.  Why would people bother me when I'm the one who gets attacked every day emotionally?  Isn't there a reason I thought off?  I know that there are other times when people are mean-a ha gotcha!  I'm not saying it was right to think.  Do you ever wonder what people out there think in private?  If you weren't told, would you care?  What would you do then?

I said I was sorry, but I'm not a bad person.  People are watching my private thoughts, and it's hard to be chemically balanced.

Sorry.

Do you have something you wanna talk about - no, just wait for me to do something someone doesn't like so I can be in trouble and strangely not someone else.  No offense, don't go making things  up about my italicized words..  :|

Let's Talk @ love

What do you think about how important it is to make sure a singled out teen gets stimulated?  Like in a modern wacky more stimulated way.  See, that's just the thing.  I'm not trying to insult her.  I'm concerned and that's why I really posted this.