I don't need to say this, but it seems my whole life has inadvertently revolved around my youngest aunt on my dad's side and her daughter.. maybe about the likes of my mom's sister and her oldest child, her only girl. My aunt thinks she's attractive, but her voice is often like squeezed out and sickly and annoying. I can't say much for her voice. I don't know.. I just can't. I mean, maybe she is pretty, like my mom. I know what that's like. Maybe, their looks can kill. So, like she thinks her daughter is like better than me when she's rebellious about being ugly, pushing in my face how she looks as my flaws. She's directly mean. For some reason, I don't think about it.. I am always nice to them, but this is how I feel about other people in their wanting me to think of them..
Showing posts with label Baby Girl Cousin. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Baby Girl Cousin. Show all posts
Saturday, March 16, 2013
Sunday, March 10, 2013
Urgent
Ginny will e-mail other people. There is a reason she won't send me a proper e-mail, nor did people in other places.
Also, no one gives a shit about the attractive, romantic, exciting people from California born to the fLower age. They just tell us they're so inviting, claim that to hypnotize the environment, literally speaking, and then they hold out on people trying to live their lives..
It feels like it wasn't even worth being born...for my brother's safety I said pretty much after I'd see the fat(ter), blonde lady from Coral Springs, where he (and my little girl cousin a year younger, my mom's sister's daughter born the year after with younger sons, 1 born more recently but not too close to her age maybe..,) and the guy who thinks Orlando boys are shit in Student Services @ 6 P.M. also gonna call the police. Because of the reasoning behind how she will not answer me when I talk to her. I did think she should be locked up for getting too much attention. I won't take her sarcasm and the way her head is in the clouds. She thinks you have to give up things for attention..now I have to figure out what she already knows? I mean, what I said isn't crap. She keeps telling me I can't have an interesting life. Just shut up, stop talking to me in my room.
Also, no one gives a shit about the attractive, romantic, exciting people from California born to the fLower age. They just tell us they're so inviting, claim that to hypnotize the environment, literally speaking, and then they hold out on people trying to live their lives..
It feels like it wasn't even worth being born...for my brother's safety I said pretty much after I'd see the fat(ter), blonde lady from Coral Springs, where he (and my little girl cousin a year younger, my mom's sister's daughter born the year after with younger sons, 1 born more recently but not too close to her age maybe..,) and the guy who thinks Orlando boys are shit in Student Services @ 6 P.M. also gonna call the police. Because of the reasoning behind how she will not answer me when I talk to her. I did think she should be locked up for getting too much attention. I won't take her sarcasm and the way her head is in the clouds. She thinks you have to give up things for attention..now I have to figure out what she already knows? I mean, what I said isn't crap. She keeps telling me I can't have an interesting life. Just shut up, stop talking to me in my room.
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