Problem

Yea, you're just a nigger.

Stop telling me I'm tacky.  See, you all just will never be smart.  You're just ditzes.  You think you're so cool, but you're just shit.  You have no reason for doing anything that's not nice.  You never say anything.  I don't give a shit about any of you.  Thanks to Tim Burton or Johnny Depp, I have no friends and have no life.  'D;

Problem

I don't like people like Johnny Depp, wanting to shit about my dad being from Pennsylvania because it doesn't mean I'll like anywhere else~

I have something to talk to you about. 3I-

I used to get this funny feeling of submission.  I was sitting on the floor, took too much gymnastics but not on a team nor did we eat heartily because we weren't up north.  I was watching The Jungle Book cartoon and other things like this happen when I see weird things about the private of the eyes.  Anyway, yea it gave me an ****** for some reason.. I just know that I saw the art pictures before of the "frazzled" looks and it tickled me so funnily and like the pictures of people working in the personality books .. time to get stimulated... So, anyway, what it is, is then I'd think about that later.. and the weird thing is that feeling of submission I just kept wanting to feel but that I couldn't feel, like ******, though..  Other weird things like that, too, like thinking about an animal shot through a hole, stuff like that.  Then, I guess I'd ********* over it, since I was 7.  Also, I want to let you know when I was 6, I used to get all these complex fantasies like of being stimulated after being in a sack in a dessert and sorta being felt like a bunch of balls in a lava lamp.  I'm a little worried, think it's because I have a brother and moved away from SE Florida.  I ********* now, but it's not really that stimulating.  I used to do it over the Burtons and the Depps.  It's because of how they felt about being famous.  I never did it for anything about Ellen DeGeneres because I guess I decided she was special and it was wrong.  Also, I didn't do that a lot in the New Orleans area.  I think you know I did it at 1st and then maybe 3 times later.  So, I was worried about that totalled feeling of submission that has to come with maybe something like an ******.

Problem

So, what, Ginny, stop giving me these messages.  You're gonna possibly make me struggle for a C in your courses.  My dad left his slippers out, and so has my mom.  Anyway, I was in bed, and before I went I heard my mom come out and thought of my daughter looking like Kate Bush AND SHUT UP YOU AMERICAN NIGGER thinking of something tacky submitting to Ginny, the weirdo, with her eyebrows selfishly totalling to her Irish mom.  I don't care about your Southern standards.  I'm a good person.  Also, I had to flush the toilet because I was using Kleenex.  My dad also positioned a TV tray to the TV, something my brother was using.  What's the big idea?  How do you know about me??  Leave me alone.  What else?  I thought of Ginny thinking things friend who took me to Disney was her daughter.  No one gives a shit, Ginny, what the fuck is your Goddamn problem?  Also, I just rubbed my eye and the thing turned off in the house.  Oh, and water ear plug fell in the sink, and the other was far away.  Also, GINNY IS WORTHLESS I DON'T GIVE A SHIT ABOUT YOU I THOUGHT OF H****** YOU BECAUSE OF MY FRIEND.  What else?  WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM?  JUST SHUT UP YOU FAUCET.  SHUT UP.  I DON'T GIVE A FUCK ABOUT CALLING TIM BURTON'S DAUGHTER A NIGGER.  I AM NOT MY DAD'S TOENAIL NOR MY GRANDPA'S GRAVE.  What the fuck do you Goddamn think you "are?"  Look, stop fighting me my whole life and making up stuff about me.  I didn't do anything.  No one approves of this.  Now, my eye hurts.  What the fuck is this?  I told you to leave me alone.  Also, my dad got me more pads, my mom left some in my closet in my old room.. and some new foam earplugs for when I jog by the road, etc.  Also, I don't look so good now and am kinda tired, was resting.  Ginny, stop being mean to me after you get mad at me for you hurting me.  WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM YOU NIGGER.  I don't care.  Stop telling me I'm not cool.  You did it.  You're a nigger.  You're gay.  Maybe, you're just a piece of shit from California.  Can you shut the Hell up about the GODDAMN NIGGER Nell Burton?  Why don't you just **** yourself you worthless worm?  You won't stop obsessing over Tim Burton's daughter, like everyone else..  I don't give a fuck about you you piece of dirt.l  You're just like everyone else, like Ellen DeGeneres, like Tim Burton, like Johnny Depp, like Lily Rose-  bleh bleh bleh bleh bleh.  And you treat me like a nigger even back in the day!.  That's your sole purpose in life.  Ooh, so, you're just testing me to have someone tell you you're worth a crap.  No one gives a crap about your birth.  You're not the candy queen.  Wow, now, you're just not gonna be my friend, huh.  Why don't you behave.  Look, what do you think I am?  Not blessed?  Well, I'm not.  I'm not shit.  What is your goddamn problem, you nigger lesbian?  You allergic to my rights to talk about stuff to anyone in the world?  I never insulted you.  You wanna think that that just happened?  Well, sorry, if it did.  If it didn't, you're not getting away with this.  Whose fault is it?  What do you think, just for calling Tim Burton's daughter a nigger.  Get over it, you piece of crap.  No one gives a fuck about your children, I don't give a crap about them.  I DID IT BECAUSE I WAS IN AN EXPERIMENT.  WHAT ARE YOU A NIGGER?  Are you special?  It's not because I'm worried about having a daughter so much as I know you're threatening me.  I care about your kids, but I don't know if you have sons nor daughters, and don't sit there and spit shit about how I tackily seemed to say "Sons and dAughters" so you think.  I don't care about your kids.  Stop telling me you guys think your kids are better and no one likes me because my parents aren't my God.  You can sit there and just sorta fuck in a circle.  Fuck fuck fuck like a duck.  Why did you say that about my daughter?  What's with your other shitty messages?  Oh, you think that's still a punishment and not just your shit?  You know, I don't care if someone does that to me by accident.  What the fuck is your problem?  I know you're wrong.  You think I'm not white, you don't want to do something right.  Just **** yourself you piece of racial shit.  You're just a nigger, you built of shit.  You think I'm not European and can't be.  How does that FEEL.  That's what you think of me.  Why are you gonna make fun of me for saying something lots of people have a problem with.  STOP IT YOU NIGGERS I don't give a fuck about the fLaws of Ellen..  If you touch me for getting mad about my daughter I'll **** you and I don't give a FUCKING SHIT about if you or Ellen have a precious daughter.  Oh, but this didn't involve "Ellen DeGeneres."  Stop testing me about you having kids.  No one gives a shit about you.  You think that you please my Early Boom dad?  What the fuck is your problem?  You're nothing to him.  He's just a sin.  You're a piece of shit.  Get out of my life.  YOU WERE TOTALED TONIGHT.  YOU'RE SHIT.  I didn't hurt you, but for the 1st time, someone fucked my daughter.  STOP FUCKING ME YOU GODDAMN BASTARD HELANE- BOHMAN CARTER.  I didn't do anything to her.  Stop hurting me for being white.  Stop shitting your psychotic *beep* on me.  Stop threatening Tim Burton, you slob.  I see you did stop.  GET OVER IT, TIM BURTON.  NO ONE GIVES A SHIT ABOUT YOU BECAUSE OF YOUR SINFUL, CRAPPY DAUGHTER.  I was nice to her.  What's your problem?  I don't give a fucking shit about her existence nor the existence of Órla Karron Fallon's son.  Hm, what if we just sat there and tortured Tim Burton ***ually?  Maybe, we'd get somewhere.  I mean, he asked for it.  Yea.  What about Ginny?  What about her?  I mean, not every successful person must be like her.  So, I mean, let's think about it.  What was the message?  I am not so mad as that I think she is just doing it because she won't let me act white and normal, is being picky about how I act.  Ellen, she will let younger kids not be as nitpicky.

Problem

Now, there's a webcam at the bottom of my screen..why?  It did feel like I clicked something, but there's nothing to click.

I'm afraid someone wants to stimulate an egg sack..I mean I didn't do anything to it, but people made me uncomfortable, and I don't give a shit about you.  That says nothing, I don't mean I want you to just like hurt someone..I mean I guess if I got drunk I would, but I don't want to drink.  I don't have to.  Not everyone does.  My mom had me sign something and was mean.  I hit her with the door by accident.  Will you shut up?  I said you're a piece of shit.  Stop fueling this person.  You can't just keep stimulating me like that.  What do you think happens?  You have no social situation.  You don't, I said it.  It's too bad, you can't have everything.

I don't need to feel literal shit, I don't give a shit.  You can't just change the direction of what I'm going in.  Stop these people!  I'm in an experiment.  I want to meet people maybe.  I found a way to feel that life was everlasting, and no one did it for me, unless it was maybe someone like Tim Burton or Johnny Depp, the power.  My teacher seemed to like my French beret, too.  I can have fun.  WTF is your problem you piece of shit?

Why do you have abstract shit?  I know exactly why Ginny and everyone else attractive I have met so far has been mean, and then I see others and they feel sorry and help me.

Stop telling me I'm bad.  You're talking to me.  No one cares maybe my dad really is trying to hurt me.  We have to stop him.

The Past

You know, I already decided I wasn't who I was in the past, a blend of all the times my hair was hippy, I guess..

I was thinking about when I was a kid, and I mean no one ever picked me up.  I was attractive sometimes, but people thought I was older because I was more assertive, when I was 7.  I was more motherly at 8 in choir and as baton leader of little kids and like sorta talented baton twirler, supposedly my best achievement of all time.  :S

Too bad, I'm pretty small now, I guess, eating healthy, 5'.  Still, I eat a lot, not eating lunch like my mom asked cause I'm going to bed.  Also, careful what I eat, don't really need to grab anything, yea did have too much so maybe don't feel like it, had a tummy ache..

My mom thought I was too big to be carried when I was 2 and in Pre-K.  I got straight hair.

It's funny, you know, I mean, I do lots of different things..

I guess I'm sorta the total person.  I've thought of lots of things in my past.  I don't know, I mean, I never wanted anyone to pick me up.  It's like a feeling.  You know, I am very interested, though.  I wish I were taller, my legs, I mean, my torso is getting smaller, I could be like a kid, I mean, but I know before I felt funny being short trying to get in movies like with Johnny Depp and Tim Burton.

Huh.. maybe something will come to me.  I dunno, I mean I'm going to a theater class, looked for a choir didn't find 1, didn't find much in way of promise for theater, not much like that here.  :(  Well, yea, I've met some interesting more feeble people..

No One Talks to Me

Thanks a lot to people like Tim Burton and Johnny Depp?  Nah.  What'd he do?  Oh yea, Sweeney Todd.

Problem

I just got another radical message, people surrounding me telling me "thing's are-n't."  Blah blah blah blah blah did you just see me do it you fool?

The Chloë Grace Moretz fanclub just pinned a note-!  *D;

Hey, stop killing me about being from Miami, you know the area..  Fact is I 1st existed above Fort Lauderdale and then I was born there and lived closer to Miami but not as close as Johnny Depp..

Problem

Tim Burton, Johnny Depp, and Ginny Kopf are all GAY or something wanna .. see they think that some magical thing seems to have had to have happened if you cared, well it's never too late, that's what I say, or it will be too late when I lock you up and extract your personality.  See, they will like sorta twist your feelings to where it affects you, just because their precious children's Charlie and the Chocolate Factory came out.  They think it says they're gay because they submit to bad people, like this girl Tim Burton and Ellen DeGenerous are shittily onto.  It's true, I don't mean they're shit.  I can't believe it, really, WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON.  You're not nice like you said you might be, you're a schizo, really shit.  D':  No, I looked up to you, in a way.. but you don't work that hard.  I had to take a break.  Wait, why me looking up to you is bad?  SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU PIECE OF SHIT.  FIGURE IT OUT YOU -STUPID- PERSON.

Problem

Are you just gonna act like I'm Chinese for saying that you realize we don't have the freedom any longer to achieve, strangely, it seems every stranger I meet, since Tim Burton and me being in an experiment?  I mean Charlie and the Chocolate Factory in 2005.  Everyone else says, "It's Johnny Depp."  What the Hell does that mean, that you get to have *** with Ellen DeGeneres like your mom?  I mean, too bad you're just a piece of shit as a person.  You sure don't care about anything that is cool.  All you young people admit you're just crap, just gonna sit there and say you deserve people Ellen's age to be your mom and that you're better or whatever and that nothing I do meant anything.

Problem

So, really, Ginny is not talking to me.  I post on her Facebook, and I believe she has responded once, but that is so gay.  She should never fuckin have gotten married, but she'll just say she's divorced but still cares.  It probably just says I'm not her kid.  I'm kinda not like a perv.  She really is being defiant or really has some reason that she doesn't want to talk, and it better not have to do with Tim Burton..  I have a feeling even if Charlie and the Chocolate Factory didn't come out it'd still have to do with him.  Why would you care who made The Nightmare Before Christmas?  I didn't even happen to see that.  I thought that it was like sorta an attempt at showing off.  It looked kinda crappy or crapped about, I guess.  I kinda wanted to see it for the education, but my parents didn't take me ... why would I ask to see something like that, to try to say that his art is better?  Well, he didn't draw all the glowing lights.  He seems kinda messed up, like makes himself feel good in ways other people would find undignifying and pushy, trying to say he's human and won't like talk to you unless in person, like he's allergic to the phone and thinks everyone should be able to afford a computer in 1993.  ;D  Well, you know, he might get confused.

You know, even if she writes back, I still feel that she has some issue with me, though I believe she will not write back and if she does I feel it is possible she may not.  I don't want to feel funny about it.  I've e-mailed quite a lot to anyone I possibly could..  }:D  I e-mailed about me teaching German for an art song.  I was specific about it and added my plethora of crap I had to offer.  I even said how much do you want me to pay you.  I wonder what she has to offer from Orlando.  I just feel she thinks it's cool not to answer.  If she does, I will feel like she gave up some of her life for me and that she wishes she were me because I were younger.  I am very willing and defiant to talk about that topic.  I have forums up.  Well, I mean, yea, I have a message board.  So, what should I do?  She is like doing all these improper things.  It's like I shouldn't even go to her classes.  Those were who she posted to.  No one else is talking.  Well, that's too bad.  I can still talk, even if you "forgot."  So, she is fishing like Tim Burton from California for attention she won't give.  I really hate that.  Especially if you really said you would.  I just know there is some issue.  What was Tim Burton's issue?  I know Johnny Depp was being like mimicy about not watching them online.  I thought most people did.  I didn't because I guess I knew they didn't have anything to offer, and I just wanted to post for myself.  You know, I went online other than Facebook to get info. about Pirates casting, demanded it, obviously no response.  I was hoping to be an extra.  Maybe, I will try that, now.  I mean, it's not happening.  I want the attention and the networking.  That's what you're supposed to figure out how to do.  I just am not getting accepted.  I don't want to make myself skinny just to wait for your well-fed, well-nourished, supple, elastic brat born in 1998.  Also, why wait for people like Bella Thorne to talk to me?  And Maggie Elizabeth Jones.  What about that?  Don't tell me I'm shit like younger people who shit.  Don't go looking for some older star.  Okay, Ellen DeGeneres, because that sounds like something you do, not suggesting anything about her, though..  Did you notice no one likes my old friends?  They don't believe it, really.  So, why did you waste your time on that?  I mean, what happened to your life?  Weren't you gonna use it on me?  }:D  See, how stupid that Tim Burton is?  Wow, what am I supposed to think?  Other people can talk to Ginny, and it's not about age, so suck on that.