So, what makes me mad about Ginny having *** with outlandish people from Florida is that she was rude to me, in twisted ways. She just is. I mean, I just thought I liked her and found her conceited.
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Monday, March 11, 2013
Making Fun
If Ellen DeGeneres makes fun of some people for things and she has a normal fear of authority, then she's just a *** object.
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Broken Promises
Tim Burton actually got my dad to get too close to me. I guess he made promises to others in how he would treat people and tamper situations. The promises might have been broken in England.
So, why is everyone so different? I moved, but still.
Also, Ellen DeGeneres for lying that I'm theoretically spewing down @ my Dad. I don't give a shit, m******** me, and shut up you goose about my smartness. You'll never get away with it. Let's not talk -about- it.
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So, why is everyone so different? I moved, but still.
Also, Ellen DeGeneres for lying that I'm theoretically spewing down @ my Dad. I don't give a shit, m******** me, and shut up you goose about my smartness. You'll never get away with it. Let's not talk -about- it.
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With Attractive People
Ginny, do you want to fart @ with attractive people?
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Herd of Twits and Hippy
I saw a hippy girl with straight hair and glasses with a sorta gay, obtuse, protruding stomach, and wondering about wearing a T-shirt with a herd of twits.
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What I Was Supposed to Do
Why are you getting mad at me for what I was supposed to do?
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Is that a fly I spy?
Wtf is up w/Chloe Grace Moretz? She always seems to be honking in a raspy voice. Why is Tim Burton so fascinated by it?
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Fear of Authority
You have a problem with details because you fear authority?
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Fw: Performance"
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Tomorrow..fyi. ;)
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Tomorrow..fyi. ;)
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Random Emissions
My stomach was bloated on the grass, and I went into the bathroom and was there for awhile with this girl on the other end and emitting random, large farts, at 1st. She let out random dribblets of poops. I emitted unforeseen dung. 8/ Had to flush.
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Summer Hopes
So, in the summer, I hope to work at a Backyard restaurant maybe not in Altamonte Springs. Part time probably at the front or serving. Otherwise, thought of making candy or a casino. I might not need to, though, but it sounds like a good activity. Might not do dance because I might not want to total my body.. I mean, I hope I can get in gymnastics but is hard thought I asked a lot of places. I want to flip onto a mat from the floor. My right foot hurts, again. So, what happens to dancers at Valencia? What can I do for fun? Maybe, I should try to afford water parks and Disney over the summer. I guess the dance schedule seems strenuous, now, I've done it.
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How I Feel
I don't really feel like studying blocking, on the van. Should I get lunch? I don't really want to but may just get that big salad with sprouts and lots of oil, including in a cup. Not sure, maybe some tea. ;)
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Meditation of Fine Tuning
If you think I still need more time to, like, meditate to fine tune myself, you're wrong. My posts are on my blog, and my butt is in my parents's house in Orlando.
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Closed Up
So, I met Ginny and mostly was convinced at how I thought all of Disney sounded like her. I pretty much seemed "in with 'the' in crowd" (drool swinging from I guess open mouth) and anyway am not sure but I've closed myself from absorbing emotion from Orlando or whatever, Disney. I was wondering because I am not doing anything wrong separate my cursing to myself on my blog. In class, I felt shy not having been out for like 6 years, in Orlando, you know had been home continuously until I like broke out and just went to the movies in the end. Seems like 4 years, other than like sometimes like Halloween. I think I've lost my preconceptions and submitted myself here as a pure escape, which no one in other places displays a care about. Why is Ginny worried about my checking my thoughts? I mean, what I do is blog about the world and intelligent things.
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What I Noticed There
So, I noticed on "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," that people stopped treating me like I had the white/Caucasian experience, too. I was agitated how it was so much about just people still in mother European life, like olden days in any way, their race always on top in every way. Then, it's about killing non-European people, now, at the stretch of the drool swinging from your mouth/tongue.
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How She Got So Big
So, I was catching up on seeing "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," and I was wondering how she got so big. I saw her with Jessica Simpson and Jessica Alba.
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Trigger-Reaction
So, Ginny is stupid, just because I said something trigger reacted. OMG.. I AM FROM FLORIDA, you pieces of shit.
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Wasting Focus
Ellen DeGeneres wastes her time. Please shut up. She wastes time by only focusing on that things are shit.
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Manipulation
So, Ginny actually thinks, in stupid conjunction with others, that other kids are more moral. How stupid. Why? You think you can manipulate me?
Look, shut up, I saw that people are prejudiced to kids from Florida like me and California etc.
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Look, shut up, I saw that people are prejudiced to kids from Florida like me and California etc.
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Unworthy Sacrifice
So, I am bad or unworthy, and you helpingf me is a sacrifice.
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Ex er cise
Ex er cise Ex er cise
All to-ge-ther let's exercise
WORK - OUT
WORK - NOW
EX ER CISE EX ER CISE
All to-ge-ther let's exercise
WORK - OUT
WORK - NOW
EX ER CISE EX ER CISE
What I'm Doing, Now
I guess I'll watch what I did practicing acting to get it over with, packed a bit, washing stuff. Might eat again, go back to bed, I hope. Might watch some of "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" tonight, I guess from Thursday. Have to take a shower, too, though.. xp Might go shopping, later, look at some dresses now to make me feel therapeutically at 1. x)
What I'm Doing
I should get ready to go 1st, practice some theater, watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," and go to bed, or maybe go to bed.. :|
How I Feel
I feel kinda like the food is sitting in my stomach like it's sorta a cross between a sink at a Disney|Orlando hotel and the old sink in my dorm at Loyola where the Jesuits used to stay before the hurricane, Hurricane Katrina..
Sunday, March 10, 2013
Good Morning
I just woke up, had liverwurst, lemon cookies, made greens with purple cooked. 3I in water, cooking large hunk of beef. Gonna watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show." Checking if I have some online messages.
I don't remember my dream so well, anymore, but I forgot about me, 2 things I was dropping, my mom did 4 things I remembered, said I could take 4 courses in the fall because of no pending financial aid, she supposes.
Guess then I will pack and see if I have theater homework, get my P.E. homework printed out (send my parents a note,) and see if I have theater homework other than the rehearsing, didn't get to pick the book yet..children's book, for Voice for the Actor, not sure about the reading for Acting 1, apparently isn't much of any to go over. So..
Shower, etc. Mm..
Argh, yes, "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," I mean I thought I was gonna maybe catch up, but it never was my responsibility to say what I would watch for sure. I did miss like 2 weeks, though, not like 2 days, and I just started posting about it online. :D That's my thing, I already claim a stake that I claim no begging, ordering, whatever, and you obviously don't have to listen. Maybe I need a new section of my blog? for announcements or like under "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" type thing.. So, like I said, don't like plan on me keeping up, but I do hope I keep up anyway not that it should matter but I mean I guess to me it does. }:D
I don't remember my dream so well, anymore, but I forgot about me, 2 things I was dropping, my mom did 4 things I remembered, said I could take 4 courses in the fall because of no pending financial aid, she supposes.
Guess then I will pack and see if I have theater homework, get my P.E. homework printed out (send my parents a note,) and see if I have theater homework other than the rehearsing, didn't get to pick the book yet..children's book, for Voice for the Actor, not sure about the reading for Acting 1, apparently isn't much of any to go over. So..
Shower, etc. Mm..
Argh, yes, "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," I mean I thought I was gonna maybe catch up, but it never was my responsibility to say what I would watch for sure. I did miss like 2 weeks, though, not like 2 days, and I just started posting about it online. :D That's my thing, I already claim a stake that I claim no begging, ordering, whatever, and you obviously don't have to listen. Maybe I need a new section of my blog? for announcements or like under "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" type thing.. So, like I said, don't like plan on me keeping up, but I do hope I keep up anyway not that it should matter but I mean I guess to me it does. }:D
Flare
Every time you are nice to me, you cannot do something wrong to me. I just noticed that's what was happening. Because like say there's something weird that comes up, like I don't suck up in a certain way, then the protocol is broken in Florida, socially. Thinking before, in Florida, I'm not sure I ever actually did anything like that, here.. I mean, we wore uniforms and knew the rules clear-cut.
Facebook Activity
Comment on Cherie WhoDat Ducote's Photo:
@4:26 P.M.
Wow, you know, no one's ever picked me up, maybe just with my mom.
Comment on New Profile Photo to Leah Roth (from Slidell in Orlando):
Christina Barrett Oh, thank you, so much! I miss it in New Orleans
Leah Kristen Roth im in orlando too
Christina Barrett You should take class with Ginny..privately, the speaking teacher Disney
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Emanuel Martinez I can't. I just can't.
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Christina Barrett Thanks for the Like, Ema. =} What's wrong? My face flushed. Wear sunblock every day. :|
New Profile Photo
Wow, I've spoken to Leah Roth, but this is the 1st time I spoke to her! ;D
@4:26 P.M.
Wow, you know, no one's ever picked me up, maybe just with my mom.
Comment on New Profile Photo to Leah Roth (from Slidell in Orlando):
Christina Barrett Oh, thank you, so much! I miss it in New Orleans
Leah Kristen Roth im in orlando too
Christina Barrett You should take class with Ginny..privately, the speaking teacher Disney
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Emanuel Martinez I can't. I just can't.
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Wow, I've spoken to Leah Roth, but this is the 1st time I spoke to her! ;D
Fooling With Problems
Did you think that Ellen DeGeneres fools with you just because of something she has a problem with? Also, I don't wanna be bugged about catching up on episodes. I'm gonna go to bed, just relaxing. I figured I'd watch it after I pack when I wake up or while I wait for the van- Um, can't watch it on my phone, so, guess I'll catch you later? I mean, I am worried about the therapist appointment and coming home unwinding singing or possibly walking but probably not since I will jog at school.. :( I have to watch her show! *D; I mean, I assume I will wake up soon enough.. pack. Watch the show, go. Get home @ 5. :( Go to bed and.. go. Wednesday, I guess I will wake up, maybe watch her Tuesday night, too. Then, I can go online and post @ it. I will probably go back and watch Wednesday, next.
Don't Play Around
I'm being haunted with the idea Ellen DeGeneres takes up all your time playing around and then after that playing around. 80 You know, I never did that, though. You know, I'm like the most impressive person to anyone. I struggle with the thought, hope it's not that I'm not white because then maybe I won't accept it, at all. Pretty much I know too I did not seem to be an innately inhibited person.
The Past
You know, I already decided I wasn't who I was in the past, a blend of all the times my hair was hippy, I guess..
I was thinking about when I was a kid, and I mean no one ever picked me up. I was attractive sometimes, but people thought I was older because I was more assertive, when I was 7. I was more motherly at 8 in choir and as baton leader of little kids and like sorta talented baton twirler, supposedly my best achievement of all time. :S
Too bad, I'm pretty small now, I guess, eating healthy, 5'. Still, I eat a lot, not eating lunch like my mom asked cause I'm going to bed. Also, careful what I eat, don't really need to grab anything, yea did have too much so maybe don't feel like it, had a tummy ache..
My mom thought I was too big to be carried when I was 2 and in Pre-K. I got straight hair.
It's funny, you know, I mean, I do lots of different things..
I guess I'm sorta the total person. I've thought of lots of things in my past. I don't know, I mean, I never wanted anyone to pick me up. It's like a feeling. You know, I am very interested, though. I wish I were taller, my legs, I mean, my torso is getting smaller, I could be like a kid, I mean, but I know before I felt funny being short trying to get in movies like with Johnny Depp and Tim Burton.
Huh.. maybe something will come to me. I dunno, I mean I'm going to a theater class, looked for a choir didn't find 1, didn't find much in way of promise for theater, not much like that here. :( Well, yea, I've met some interesting more feeble people..
I was thinking about when I was a kid, and I mean no one ever picked me up. I was attractive sometimes, but people thought I was older because I was more assertive, when I was 7. I was more motherly at 8 in choir and as baton leader of little kids and like sorta talented baton twirler, supposedly my best achievement of all time. :S
Too bad, I'm pretty small now, I guess, eating healthy, 5'. Still, I eat a lot, not eating lunch like my mom asked cause I'm going to bed. Also, careful what I eat, don't really need to grab anything, yea did have too much so maybe don't feel like it, had a tummy ache..
My mom thought I was too big to be carried when I was 2 and in Pre-K. I got straight hair.
It's funny, you know, I mean, I do lots of different things..
I guess I'm sorta the total person. I've thought of lots of things in my past. I don't know, I mean, I never wanted anyone to pick me up. It's like a feeling. You know, I am very interested, though. I wish I were taller, my legs, I mean, my torso is getting smaller, I could be like a kid, I mean, but I know before I felt funny being short trying to get in movies like with Johnny Depp and Tim Burton.
Huh.. maybe something will come to me. I dunno, I mean I'm going to a theater class, looked for a choir didn't find 1, didn't find much in way of promise for theater, not much like that here. :( Well, yea, I've met some interesting more feeble people..
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This is my old theater teacher, from my 1st year of high school - actually, I was just in drama club and I was in Talented Theater actually 2 years later.. was fun, and then I moved schools coincidentally.. So, I was in a play and got to play an instrumental part on keyboard.
Apparently, she is with a niece or perhaps cousin? Dunno..
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Apparently, she is with a niece or perhaps cousin? Dunno..
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No One Talks to Me
Thanks a lot to people like Tim Burton and Johnny Depp? Nah. What'd he do? Oh yea, Sweeney Todd.
So
What do you think about having met Ginny? I don't want everything to be about how I'm ½ her age. I mean, I feel I deserve it, but I feel she wants to dig into my past growing up and like maybe I would still be reserved, in the same ways. I don't really get that, but I was able to change how I was by resting. I know I've been different in different ways.
Being Young Enough
Can you believe that people can't take it that young people today should be treated like they are how they want? I don't want you to say yea I do that. ,:{ Lying can get you in trouble. I mean, it's not even the young people who can't take that about others, that they need to feel their age, like the adults who revel in maybe being young enough to be their parents.
What can you tell-
Please, just say you can tell now, or when you want to you can't, that this girl looks stuck up. She's with Ginny in 2000. Like, even though she is like, what is it, unpleasing or something, unagreeable, too, I guess, she is insisting we submit to her prejudices of racism, like maybe she's really white, but she finds out she's in trouble and the world is different and decides to grow up and be a teen maybe and not take care of herself..
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How I'm Doing
Still haven't packed, going to bed soon, just sorta having fun, need to go to bed. I can easily pack when I wake up, though..so that's what I'm doing cuz I'm tired..
Noticing
I just keep noticing Ellen DeGeneres's prejudices, like about kids with parents from the South.. I mean, if she has a point, why keep repeating it-
Teachers
What do you think about people from the South enjoying Ginny? I do question maybe some families from the South, wonder about it, I guess, not sure why..I mean my mom -is- from a hotter climate, but you could argue like the sea or something. Well, no, she is not Filipino|Vietnamese, so.. I mean, I guess in the U.S., you didn't have people from up north ruling. I have a problem, it seems that I'm a very physical person, and I bet that some people just aren't that physical|accepting. Maybe, we should find some?? Maybe, I'm not like that. I guess, I probably learned to not be selfish from my dad. I mean, people from the South seem rather radical. I mean, my lips aren't weak, I'm a singer, too. It seems that people from the South have a more white culture because maybe Canada is dry. Well, I moved to the New Orleans area, across the lake from the island, and I mean all of a sudden things surrounded me so physically, not to mention the stresses of being more in the middle of the country..seemed more Western to me, but you know it's the middle so it's not like on an edge, but it seems like it gets rockier as you travel more that way, not sure what else, just seems like strong people are there. They must have been good on the ranches. So, I had never had that kind of an experience before. Before, I felt more mobile, I guess, but I had more of this like greasy pore stress, though I didn't seem to have as greasy of pores. At least, now, I don't have to go to school. When I moved, I guess in high school, the stress of homework wasn't as bad, though I stayed up later as I got older with homework and not really hanging out other than the needing like 1½-2 hours online e-mailing..then there's homework until like 1:30 A.M.? Did nothing in school? Um..at school from 8-3? Not really okay, at all, not supposed to have much homework. I went to college, and the non-honors courses were harder. I guess at Valencia, it's a bit different but still the subjects are pretty annoying, I think..takes its toll from the wasted years. So, kids are happy to leave and work I guess so they won't fall in any traps of having to do harder work. They know away from parents they have the opportunity to move up as an adult. Why not? I mean, we need rest, some people enjoy their food and exercise, do things like singing classical music possibly and now can post on a blog online, which I don't see much action in.
I thought of a point.
Obviously, I'm 1 of those good people, and you can't total every point I have in existence, like, over others. Why would you use me as the *** lab rat that maybe you were not told to copy people up north? It seems you don't have good tests..hm, I thought of someone attractive with a grandma from NYC and yea parents from there, too, though, then there's these girls in ballet who I guess have parents from not the area, but then it seemed like their parents were. I know that people down south don't think of certain things. I was pretty nice. I mean, I have to feel white in some way. Am I not even from the Middle East? Are you just trying to find some way not to connect with my whole life? I mean, yea, I live in a house with my mom and dad, but my mom is not from a cold climate but is not like all white, technically. Hey, you can't make fun of my mom, I know that, too, there is no reason, that's just like a totaled idea. So, you are looking for the hottest, wateriest place. Hm, what about Key West? I was raised by my mom, and my dad would like maybe sometimes speak to me, you know I remember about me having fun as a toddler. Then, he'd talk to me like a philosopher..not sure why, guess I was too young for stuff other kids might have done, but they were never open with me but with others it seemed. I don't know what you're afraid of, maybe of Tim Burton. What about Johnny Depp? Kentucky is kinda country, but, no, I do not know if they have an accent. Florida is not really that desserty.. Isn't New Orleans the fog place? So, while people up north are cool, we other people can try to talk about shit. Like, do your fingernails pop out of your fingers? Ha ha ha. Let me think, well, I seem to be from Florida, and being from the Southeast took its toll. Also, I was thin, so like I don't have much mass but was not unstrong. I don't know too many strong people from up north. My hair isn't very milky. My eyesight probably isn't good. My organs are probably pretty dead but pretty eager to live.
Getting It On
Do you ever get it on, like start out organized in some stimulated way and then get sorta funky in some way that seems to cut through a sorta sparkly detailed effect?
Houston, we have a problem.
What's the problem with people from the South from the Flower Age? They've "done it." That's what people didn't like. So, people up north were doing other things. You know, they are pretty nice to nice people.
Problem
I don't joke. Admit it, Ellen DeGeneres is brutal to my likes at times. Overall, I'm not having "the" experience in any way, shape, nor form, because of Tim Burton, other than like you know the obvious things, like what he'd have to offer were he not like Ginny. Why does when I say that if you didn't notice it sounds like Nell, his daughter, when I say Ginny, like in the way that like if something is important to you someone else will step in, even when you are feeling fresher? You know, like if you fix yourself up, really what must have happened is people went in and like didn't accept you because they "could." I don't know what you're trying to look into, but I think if someone else said it you'd have to agree..
Did you ever wonder..
Maybe, my dad wants someone to be on top of me but not him? Why isn't that funny? To him. xp
Ate
I had 2 pieces of frozen pizza, almost threw up.. Coca Cola, don't want it no more, don't have much left. A thick hunk of beef. Most of a plastic box with purple leaves that turned mostly green. Water.. Guess I've been skipping vitamins. I also had the cake, too much frosting and not that thick, might not have much more.
Facebook Post
Ginny needs to tell her class that they can paddle with her. You can go to the mall or the movies with me.. I've been walking a lot, will walk pretty much anywhere.. Well, I try to eat a lot and when I'm feeling better I jog with my weights.. I've been in water atmospheres a lot, as well. Actually, it feels pretty dry along the coast. Oh, yes, and I go to open gym at gymnastics if it's not on Friday. I actually e-mailed most all places and I didn't get an invite and think 1 place canceled open classes..have to see if this 1 place lets me go, I guess, Saturday 6-8PM. I put myself on YouTube doing it. It's actually quite, like, pounding.. (http://cab1986orlfl21.blogspot.com/2013/03/20130310-2.html)
I see that same guy tagging all the posts he likes, like he's playing a game getting Ginny's attention. Ginny has not been nice to me. I can say that. I was nice to her. I'm not saying she has no interest in me. She kinda seems to gloss over me, like I'm just some stupid student. Why do you think Ginny is so accomplished? I mean, everyone has thought I was like more accomplished than anyone they thought has existed. Ginny is a real b****rd|b*ff**n. She should just go away and stop telling the world she has anything to offer but glorifying herself. She is not able to talk to me! *D; She acts like we're supposed to talk to her..and then acts like we're sucking her ***ually, and that's what's bothering me, this has never happened before TIM BURTON AND CHARLIE AND THE CHOCOLATE FACTORY. You wanna talk to me, try to talk about it! Pretty much, online, I've seen the likes of her sassiness. I signed up for the class, since I'm in town, I live here with my parents. What does she do? She's very nice for some reason, guess she really doesn't want to be put under others and maybe is okay but turned out to be quite mad. I'm not sure what I did that started her, but I know the kids were bothering me. She was acting all annoying, but I'm sure I started it. I think there were lots of things that bothered me. She wouldn't add me on my new Facebook when she said she would, in person. She told me not to talk about race, and I think that was her tool against me, thinking I thought it was funny, too, which is not okay. I mean, she is going to people for the same thing and just saying she doesn't like me because I want to be as good as Late Boomers. I dunno, can't you just see what I'm saying? I don't remember everything. She was weird to me. Like, the way she brings up her X. She clearly was judgmental in class, like I didn't make the right impression, that me feeling sick from being at home was seeking attention from a person of prestige and good physique. This is always bored in all the time, it seems. She might just be proportioning what she does, but people get antsy like it'll **ll her..well, what else does she have to do? She is a teacher. ;D You didn't catch that, I know. She's an adult, too. I'm not gonna p*n*s her up. You know what I mean? Why don't they like try to write what they're thinking? That way people will say no this is not okay. I know the older people at Valencia don't approve of this. ;) They'll just maybe coil back into their stance. They've done what they've done, and that's all you fuckin need to know. I've done nothing wrong. I'm getting upset about Ginny. I mean, other people can talk to her, and I'm worried because every time I meet someone I like the same thing is happening because of Tim Burton and me finally taking a break from school and again people not accepting the new me and looking to my past for some mistake, when everyone else does nothing but acts like shit.
I see that same guy tagging all the posts he likes, like he's playing a game getting Ginny's attention. Ginny has not been nice to me. I can say that. I was nice to her. I'm not saying she has no interest in me. She kinda seems to gloss over me, like I'm just some stupid student. Why do you think Ginny is so accomplished? I mean, everyone has thought I was like more accomplished than anyone they thought has existed. Ginny is a real b****rd|b*ff**n. She should just go away and stop telling the world she has anything to offer but glorifying herself. She is not able to talk to me! *D; She acts like we're supposed to talk to her..and then acts like we're sucking her ***ually, and that's what's bothering me, this has never happened before TIM BURTON AND CHARLIE AND THE CHOCOLATE FACTORY. You wanna talk to me, try to talk about it! Pretty much, online, I've seen the likes of her sassiness. I signed up for the class, since I'm in town, I live here with my parents. What does she do? She's very nice for some reason, guess she really doesn't want to be put under others and maybe is okay but turned out to be quite mad. I'm not sure what I did that started her, but I know the kids were bothering me. She was acting all annoying, but I'm sure I started it. I think there were lots of things that bothered me. She wouldn't add me on my new Facebook when she said she would, in person. She told me not to talk about race, and I think that was her tool against me, thinking I thought it was funny, too, which is not okay. I mean, she is going to people for the same thing and just saying she doesn't like me because I want to be as good as Late Boomers. I dunno, can't you just see what I'm saying? I don't remember everything. She was weird to me. Like, the way she brings up her X. She clearly was judgmental in class, like I didn't make the right impression, that me feeling sick from being at home was seeking attention from a person of prestige and good physique. This is always bored in all the time, it seems. She might just be proportioning what she does, but people get antsy like it'll **ll her..well, what else does she have to do? She is a teacher. ;D You didn't catch that, I know. She's an adult, too. I'm not gonna p*n*s her up. You know what I mean? Why don't they like try to write what they're thinking? That way people will say no this is not okay. I know the older people at Valencia don't approve of this. ;) They'll just maybe coil back into their stance. They've done what they've done, and that's all you fuckin need to know. I've done nothing wrong. I'm getting upset about Ginny. I mean, other people can talk to her, and I'm worried because every time I meet someone I like the same thing is happening because of Tim Burton and me finally taking a break from school and again people not accepting the new me and looking to my past for some mistake, when everyone else does nothing but acts like shit.
Problem
You know, I don't feel very energized, didn't finish cleaning my room, not looking forward to packing so much but you know I'll make it. I want to bring a bigger suitcase, not sure how that will go, maybe not so good. I mean, it wouldn't be as thin but maybe has to be that way. That's kinda why I left, had a bad semester watching "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," felt made fun of by everyone all the time. If you do not know, that is not really why concretely. I wasn't thinking of anything like that. :0 What about my sorta, er, fantasy life in Orlando? What's wrong with that? :(
Question
What do you think of adults ignoring nice kids? *slam* I don't give a shit about you, you turd. My brother has always acted like I made him the way he is when I didn't. They want me to make myself unattractive, what do you think of this threat? That's ridiculous.
Realized Stuff
My dad gave me the message Tim Burton is mad. I didn't have a good time with Ginny, have been poked at like a pill bug for EIGHT years and now I am grown up in some way. Don't worry, since I still am not grown up I am like a kid+teen.
Also, just admit it, you bastards, many people only what they do is claim they are being bad on purpose, and you cuddle them for saying they don't need you but hurt me for what they did. I did not like avoid watching "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," on purpose. I was being poked at for not being able to be perfect in the homework!!! I never said, ooh I am watching your show so like make sure that you notice me. I just say I try to watch it and you don't have to notice me but I like it when people I like notice me, WHAT IS YOUR GODDAMN FUCKING PROBLEM!
Also, just admit it, you bastards, many people only what they do is claim they are being bad on purpose, and you cuddle them for saying they don't need you but hurt me for what they did. I did not like avoid watching "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," on purpose. I was being poked at for not being able to be perfect in the homework!!! I never said, ooh I am watching your show so like make sure that you notice me. I just say I try to watch it and you don't have to notice me but I like it when people I like notice me, WHAT IS YOUR GODDAMN FUCKING PROBLEM!
Problem
We shouldn't have homework in weight training.
Also, about theater, I mean don't complain about not enough work nor the teacher making class like stimulating. You'll be sorry when you do acting and stuff other than in college, like as a community activity? It is a possibility. I mean, you don't want to just be like all work and no interacting.
Also, about theater, I mean don't complain about not enough work nor the teacher making class like stimulating. You'll be sorry when you do acting and stuff other than in college, like as a community activity? It is a possibility. I mean, you don't want to just be like all work and no interacting.
Problem
So, why did I "happen" to be attacked? I mean, I came online for Tim Burton. Don't go hurting all my friends and everyone online who is smart because they probably also have racial issues. I mean, I don't want to go around everywhere supposedly attacked, all of a sudden? Why do you keep playing around like you're a kid? I am a kid. You all are not just kids and not me. Why don't you listen!
Mad
So, don't go and play tricks, you people from Louisiana do hurt me, like you have some special shit when you're all really stupid because you were mean, like everyone else..
Stop telling me what I am to others. You think you're like Tim Burton is now. Well don't. :|
Stop telling me what I am to others. You think you're like Tim Burton is now. Well don't. :|
Problem
Look, my life is not based on me not doing homework or not really catching most episodes of "The Ellen DeGeneres Show." Why is everything like ricocheting back? This never happened before. I mean, I only take 8 theater credits from 1 teacher + I even do weight training. I also even see a therapist, which is a bit off for my schedule. I just know otherwise I'd get into some other mischief wondering about it for awhile. +, I mean, I dunno, my dad took me there when I started cursing online. I do like it but not for him, which is why it makes me mad. I mean, really, I'm not making it up.
I felt sorta bastardized, wanted to watch Ellen, had a weird homework assignment, + missed an assignment, happened to ask for it but got the wrong page and didn't let it get in the way, not even sure how much I caught episodes before, but I mean, I'm always nice..I know that when I do watch it I don't feel welcome totally, like I can't just say I watch it and like okay. I get a lot of stress from people like Tim Burton.. So, I mean, it was a whole weird week. + I was waiting to see if anyone would play tennis I know at least the 1st day. Wanted|Needed a jog. What is so important about it? If you wanna talk to me just talk to me, write the message. It's not my fault Ginny is so uptight about homework and other people are making it so. I didn't even plan to spend much time on it. After class, she said my answers were too short..in a small space she gave. Um, well I read through the play like I got it in a day from a classmate in my group when I found out. I don't know what else kept me up. I mean, I've been up a lot, was going in to ask questions, there was Mardi Gras the 1 day, then I guess we had the homework after that. Weight training began in February, had been going in the offices for signing up about Florida residency. I watched her show last semester, and I had all these weird noises in my room and got health problems from using a certain workout tape with an attractive girl in front and then staying home eating hamburgers because I didn't feel like going out for some reason, woke up, not on meds, and I mean watch the show, go online in some fashion, mostly complaining about the noises, got a weird message about this situation, as well, I mean why would I ever do anything for anyone and what am I supposed to do? Not do my homework? I am taking these 3 classes, no questions asked. I know it's the dumdums in Florida making fun of me enjoying the classes.
Also, I do things, and these people from weird somewhat physical supposedly places are claiming to me I did this and that when I said something not carefully enough compared to others, like maybe I was never raised by anyone and they were. I already said no one talks to me carefully and think they're my mother, too. Then, they never admit why all they do is bug me about stuff like that, like I'm not worth it, like I didn't make it. They just won't talk to me but talk to my parents.
I felt sorta bastardized, wanted to watch Ellen, had a weird homework assignment, + missed an assignment, happened to ask for it but got the wrong page and didn't let it get in the way, not even sure how much I caught episodes before, but I mean, I'm always nice..I know that when I do watch it I don't feel welcome totally, like I can't just say I watch it and like okay. I get a lot of stress from people like Tim Burton.. So, I mean, it was a whole weird week. + I was waiting to see if anyone would play tennis I know at least the 1st day. Wanted|Needed a jog. What is so important about it? If you wanna talk to me just talk to me, write the message. It's not my fault Ginny is so uptight about homework and other people are making it so. I didn't even plan to spend much time on it. After class, she said my answers were too short..in a small space she gave. Um, well I read through the play like I got it in a day from a classmate in my group when I found out. I don't know what else kept me up. I mean, I've been up a lot, was going in to ask questions, there was Mardi Gras the 1 day, then I guess we had the homework after that. Weight training began in February, had been going in the offices for signing up about Florida residency. I watched her show last semester, and I had all these weird noises in my room and got health problems from using a certain workout tape with an attractive girl in front and then staying home eating hamburgers because I didn't feel like going out for some reason, woke up, not on meds, and I mean watch the show, go online in some fashion, mostly complaining about the noises, got a weird message about this situation, as well, I mean why would I ever do anything for anyone and what am I supposed to do? Not do my homework? I am taking these 3 classes, no questions asked. I know it's the dumdums in Florida making fun of me enjoying the classes.
Also, I do things, and these people from weird somewhat physical supposedly places are claiming to me I did this and that when I said something not carefully enough compared to others, like maybe I was never raised by anyone and they were. I already said no one talks to me carefully and think they're my mother, too. Then, they never admit why all they do is bug me about stuff like that, like I'm not worth it, like I didn't make it. They just won't talk to me but talk to my parents.
Problem
I don't care how much you're onto me, you do not threaten me.. You won't let me be cool because other people aren't and you know my race.
Mystery
So, I would stay home and do ballet but want to take classes from a teacher I like, may stop after the next semester and could take sucky ballet classes. They think Orlando is not a place to work out..?
I wanted to pick a major at a college nearby, UCF, but I mean I wanted it to be dance, found a problem with Music..
I wanted to pick a major at a college nearby, UCF, but I mean I wanted it to be dance, found a problem with Music..
Another Class
4 kinds of ballet courses are offered @ 8:30-9:55 in the morning on Tuesdays and Thursdays. Maybe, I'll just do that.
Idea
Next semester, I can take Racquetball. It's 10-10:50 A.M. I guess Ginny's Diction + Stage Movement classes will be in the evenings, T Th, according to what she said, not sure how many years she's been doing these courses here. So, then, I can run for an hour, eat, shower, and go to class. It doesn't seem like a productive day. I mean, a 10:00 day isn't really early.. especially if the rest of it is in the lockers.
Note
I just wanted to ask why you require us to take Modern Dance. Doesn't it ruin the training and waste the time of a young, growing ballerina? I mean, I am under the pressure of deciding of taking non-major ballet lessons and after that if I can go straight into more advanced ballet levels. So, you do 2 semesters of the 1st ballet levels and then there is the 2nd advanced level, which I've already taken, + the pointe training over the summer available..
So, I guess I just want to know if I should be a dance major if I want to take Intermediate Ballet someday and if you can just take 1 semester of introductory ballet, say if you've already done ballet, also I did it as a college minor, the advanced called "repertory" level.. I came to Orlando and took ballet at 3 different places. I stopped because I felt like sleeping and felt too short. They seemed to think I had no hope in ballet compared to anyone else anywhere, that it was just too far-fetched a contest to be won. I was gonna do ballet at a studio with kids, like at Orlando City Ballet or Central Florida Ballet and hopefully later I would be accepted to a kids class at Orlando Ballet. However, I am busy in evenings, so I didn't know if I should do ballet here. I don't want to do adult classes at Central Florida Ballet so much. Plus, I'm here all day.
So, the question is:
(1) If I want to take Intermediate Ballet later, do I have to be a dance major, and if I take non-major Ballet now, will I have to take it as a major Ballet course again, even though they are the same class, in order to get into Intermediate Ballet, because if I am a dance major then that means I have to take modern and I don't want to take modern because I am not a lyrical dancer.. Let me know if you do not understand. Thanks. I came here hoping to dance in Orlando but found everyone very rude. I assume though that the classes are sorta known to exist. 8| I don't mean anything weird.. ,8{ I am a nice person, just have a hard time memorizing because I did do gymnastics as a child and toddler, like we were supposed to. =D I have seen your concert possibly up to 3 times. I see the teacher is talented.. I also like classical music and do music kinda a lot, so, that's why I like ballet, actually.
Thanks. :|
Oh ,8I and please respond.
So, I guess I just want to know if I should be a dance major if I want to take Intermediate Ballet someday and if you can just take 1 semester of introductory ballet, say if you've already done ballet, also I did it as a college minor, the advanced called "repertory" level.. I came to Orlando and took ballet at 3 different places. I stopped because I felt like sleeping and felt too short. They seemed to think I had no hope in ballet compared to anyone else anywhere, that it was just too far-fetched a contest to be won. I was gonna do ballet at a studio with kids, like at Orlando City Ballet or Central Florida Ballet and hopefully later I would be accepted to a kids class at Orlando Ballet. However, I am busy in evenings, so I didn't know if I should do ballet here. I don't want to do adult classes at Central Florida Ballet so much. Plus, I'm here all day.
So, the question is:
(1) If I want to take Intermediate Ballet later, do I have to be a dance major, and if I take non-major Ballet now, will I have to take it as a major Ballet course again, even though they are the same class, in order to get into Intermediate Ballet, because if I am a dance major then that means I have to take modern and I don't want to take modern because I am not a lyrical dancer.. Let me know if you do not understand. Thanks. I came here hoping to dance in Orlando but found everyone very rude. I assume though that the classes are sorta known to exist. 8| I don't mean anything weird.. ,8{ I am a nice person, just have a hard time memorizing because I did do gymnastics as a child and toddler, like we were supposed to. =D I have seen your concert possibly up to 3 times. I see the teacher is talented.. I also like classical music and do music kinda a lot, so, that's why I like ballet, actually.
Thanks. :|
Oh ,8I and please respond.
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