Showing posts with label 'the Race card' ♣. Show all posts
Showing posts with label 'the Race card' ♣. Show all posts

Sunday, March 17, 2013

My Last Name

I think it's Anglo-Norman because I doubt there are many Anglo-Saxon Irish names of note.

Issue. 3I

"Europe" says "something" for the "Southern" hospitality-  xp

Problem

I SAID WHAT I SAID I DON'T CARE ABOUT YOUR "SOUTHERN" HOS-PI-TAL-I-TY..thinking I'm not white and getting mad at me for every little thing you inconvenience me with and making fun of my family caring for me being special.  go kill yourself you tacky Germany niggers poopulating the oonited states of america and stop fucking that you're better or worth something after I said that, after I said that, not just that I said it but because it's after I said it..  It does mean something to someone, I thought of something, and you can try to figure it out.  HEY SHUT UP YOU DUMMY AND POST YOUR PLETHORA OF KNOWLEDGE ONLINE NIGGER TRYING TO Impress everyone on your goddamn nigger doorstep.  Can you just shut up?  I don't want to total the English language because I want to find out if it means something because it's fun.  You can't say, oh, I'm some object.. just go away and stop taking my time you gay nigger, see?  What's your problem?  You think you're special?  Just wanna fight?  "I don't believe in music."  I don't believe in word games.  Stop shitting at my brain!!!!

Problem

So, what, Ginny, stop giving me these messages.  You're gonna possibly make me struggle for a C in your courses.  My dad left his slippers out, and so has my mom.  Anyway, I was in bed, and before I went I heard my mom come out and thought of my daughter looking like Kate Bush AND SHUT UP YOU AMERICAN NIGGER thinking of something tacky submitting to Ginny, the weirdo, with her eyebrows selfishly totalling to her Irish mom.  I don't care about your Southern standards.  I'm a good person.  Also, I had to flush the toilet because I was using Kleenex.  My dad also positioned a TV tray to the TV, something my brother was using.  What's the big idea?  How do you know about me??  Leave me alone.  What else?  I thought of Ginny thinking things friend who took me to Disney was her daughter.  No one gives a shit, Ginny, what the fuck is your Goddamn problem?  Also, I just rubbed my eye and the thing turned off in the house.  Oh, and water ear plug fell in the sink, and the other was far away.  Also, GINNY IS WORTHLESS I DON'T GIVE A SHIT ABOUT YOU I THOUGHT OF H****** YOU BECAUSE OF MY FRIEND.  What else?  WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM?  JUST SHUT UP YOU FAUCET.  SHUT UP.  I DON'T GIVE A FUCK ABOUT CALLING TIM BURTON'S DAUGHTER A NIGGER.  I AM NOT MY DAD'S TOENAIL NOR MY GRANDPA'S GRAVE.  What the fuck do you Goddamn think you "are?"  Look, stop fighting me my whole life and making up stuff about me.  I didn't do anything.  No one approves of this.  Now, my eye hurts.  What the fuck is this?  I told you to leave me alone.  Also, my dad got me more pads, my mom left some in my closet in my old room.. and some new foam earplugs for when I jog by the road, etc.  Also, I don't look so good now and am kinda tired, was resting.  Ginny, stop being mean to me after you get mad at me for you hurting me.  WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM YOU NIGGER.  I don't care.  Stop telling me I'm not cool.  You did it.  You're a nigger.  You're gay.  Maybe, you're just a piece of shit from California.  Can you shut the Hell up about the GODDAMN NIGGER Nell Burton?  Why don't you just **** yourself you worthless worm?  You won't stop obsessing over Tim Burton's daughter, like everyone else..  I don't give a fuck about you you piece of dirt.l  You're just like everyone else, like Ellen DeGeneres, like Tim Burton, like Johnny Depp, like Lily Rose-  bleh bleh bleh bleh bleh.  And you treat me like a nigger even back in the day!.  That's your sole purpose in life.  Ooh, so, you're just testing me to have someone tell you you're worth a crap.  No one gives a crap about your birth.  You're not the candy queen.  Wow, now, you're just not gonna be my friend, huh.  Why don't you behave.  Look, what do you think I am?  Not blessed?  Well, I'm not.  I'm not shit.  What is your goddamn problem, you nigger lesbian?  You allergic to my rights to talk about stuff to anyone in the world?  I never insulted you.  You wanna think that that just happened?  Well, sorry, if it did.  If it didn't, you're not getting away with this.  Whose fault is it?  What do you think, just for calling Tim Burton's daughter a nigger.  Get over it, you piece of crap.  No one gives a fuck about your children, I don't give a crap about them.  I DID IT BECAUSE I WAS IN AN EXPERIMENT.  WHAT ARE YOU A NIGGER?  Are you special?  It's not because I'm worried about having a daughter so much as I know you're threatening me.  I care about your kids, but I don't know if you have sons nor daughters, and don't sit there and spit shit about how I tackily seemed to say "Sons and dAughters" so you think.  I don't care about your kids.  Stop telling me you guys think your kids are better and no one likes me because my parents aren't my God.  You can sit there and just sorta fuck in a circle.  Fuck fuck fuck like a duck.  Why did you say that about my daughter?  What's with your other shitty messages?  Oh, you think that's still a punishment and not just your shit?  You know, I don't care if someone does that to me by accident.  What the fuck is your problem?  I know you're wrong.  You think I'm not white, you don't want to do something right.  Just **** yourself you piece of racial shit.  You're just a nigger, you built of shit.  You think I'm not European and can't be.  How does that FEEL.  That's what you think of me.  Why are you gonna make fun of me for saying something lots of people have a problem with.  STOP IT YOU NIGGERS I don't give a fuck about the fLaws of Ellen..  If you touch me for getting mad about my daughter I'll **** you and I don't give a FUCKING SHIT about if you or Ellen have a precious daughter.  Oh, but this didn't involve "Ellen DeGeneres."  Stop testing me about you having kids.  No one gives a shit about you.  You think that you please my Early Boom dad?  What the fuck is your problem?  You're nothing to him.  He's just a sin.  You're a piece of shit.  Get out of my life.  YOU WERE TOTALED TONIGHT.  YOU'RE SHIT.  I didn't hurt you, but for the 1st time, someone fucked my daughter.  STOP FUCKING ME YOU GODDAMN BASTARD HELANE- BOHMAN CARTER.  I didn't do anything to her.  Stop hurting me for being white.  Stop shitting your psychotic *beep* on me.  Stop threatening Tim Burton, you slob.  I see you did stop.  GET OVER IT, TIM BURTON.  NO ONE GIVES A SHIT ABOUT YOU BECAUSE OF YOUR SINFUL, CRAPPY DAUGHTER.  I was nice to her.  What's your problem?  I don't give a fucking shit about her existence nor the existence of Órla Karron Fallon's son.  Hm, what if we just sat there and tortured Tim Burton ***ually?  Maybe, we'd get somewhere.  I mean, he asked for it.  Yea.  What about Ginny?  What about her?  I mean, not every successful person must be like her.  So, I mean, let's think about it.  What was the message?  I am not so mad as that I think she is just doing it because she won't let me act white and normal, is being picky about how I act.  Ellen, she will let younger kids not be as nitpicky.

Problem

You know, everyone in Orlando and maybe other places, like where I used to live, and in the capitol and possibly Obama, are mad at Ginny for not responding to my e-mail about my recording in German, and she probably made fun of me and told me I was just shit and a nigger in her gifted way.  Who cares if I said gifted.  You are acting like I am a nigger.  That is wrong.  You will get sorta in psychotic trouble for it.

So

I got out of the bathtub, alive.  I gave Ginny a Sanrio monkey, if I didn't post it, with a banana and jewel on its tail.  I got the bent 1 in front but cloroxed it.  3I  So, I did it because she didn't e-mail me back, just to show like my friend from NEw Jerrsey who moved to FLAr-iDa.. that I have to keep following her after her not answering me.  I mean, she always seems to do something in return.  I just figured she was mad at me for calling Tim Burton's daughter the N word because I thought it was hinted. in an experiment.  You know, though, if you all treat me like a nigger, I can't really care.  I just feel like calling everyone a nigger whenever they act like I'm not white.  I don't care about other people.  SO, I imagined Ginny "being flung around like a chicken," you know how grotesque that is, not her.. so, they kill the chicken and it's still alive after.  So, I got out when I imagined she turned into Tim Burton's nigger daughter, sticking a p**** through a hanger.  I even got hints in class.  She did it to please me, though.  You know, I don't give a fuck about HelAne (Helena) Bonham Carter thinking we have to **x up.. I really had adverse feelings I don't at present recollect - ah, yes, she's gay she need sto step it up.  She thinks she can be in the style of a woman born in 1959 or 1958.  No matter what you people think of does not make you worth a crap, and I will follow your shit.  She is such a beast.  I HATE Tim Burton for misinterpreting her.  STOP DOING THAT YOU STUPID BUFFOON AND MEET ME BEFORE I DIE YOU STUPID IDIOT.

Problem

So, I just realized, why can people in Europe be modern but not in northern U.S.  If they have a weather problem, then so be it..  Anyway, that IS the problem.  I told you to help me.  What, you think I deserve not that much?  Other people don't think that.  I've seen sensitive women.  You know, they all think that, are trained to think that.  }:)  Why do you think my dad had to do it?  Don't you have any bladder or do you "already know that?"  Why don't you just leave me alone.  I have had cool friends, mostly.  They're all gonna leave and like I'll never be happy and be alone with all these skinny people.

Saturday, March 16, 2013

Giving

Quit flipping shit in French, do you have a problem .. like when you talk to someone?  Or like stimulate them?  I don't.  I mean, the other people don't always need to be by you, and I know it's also a racial issue.  Maybe, it takes practice, like being stimulated.  Because I was thinking of how I moved to the New Orleans area from SE and NE Florida.  Ellen DeGeneres, which I found everyone in the New Orleans area beastly and rather grotesque in a bad way, moved to L.A., which is moving to the beach culture.. So.  She seems to want to be on top, but all she does is say she's entertaining you by stimulating you.  She wants the non-modern mold to get the shit out as L.A.  She cares about bad people, all the time.  She's so obsessed with people if they watched her show, pretty much.  Ugh!  Then don't say ooh I'm so scared the whole world knows me.  How would we know about that?

Something Funny

Chloë Grace Moretz is protected by Ellen, how lame.  She thinks that it's a gay stereotype to fantasize to people on 1 side that it's Early Boom men from the NE like non-NE|NJ that are like the 1s who are like weird in this way I forgot, like not that exciting..and that it's women from the South that are..  ;D  Not always so, but do you know any .. 8) Norwegian women?  Hey, why do you have a cycle of getting mad after I've said something about you that you won't attest to, like no Christina isn't a nigger but she used to be shy and probably has a very withdrawn part of her.. and I know a lot of feelings or have had from the past on personality that have sorta shaped these sorta intricate ways I enjoy things, you know like the racial things people preserve.. xp Ah, my left hand is sweaty, need to wipe keyboard, watching videos.  Grease.  Maybe, when I go to the bathroom or soon..  x|  Wonder if I'm going to gymnastics-

Problem

So, I'm being told the things that come to me are things I shouldn't even do.  Quit treating me like a nigger when I talk about race, you nigger!

2 Clarify

which I don't need to for someone like Ginny, but for fun, I am treated like a nigger because I am constantly told I have to be told that ... of course my ideas are never developed|flowered..  constantly it's me being bullied and beat down to not enjoy anything in life, like that's "what" life is for the lowly..  'D;,

Presentation

Ellen and Ginny are gay ... laterally speaking niggers because they aren't what in real life and pretend they are.  Ginny thinks she's a split of 2 people and no one else is, what a nigger, does that offend you? because I feel you just treat me like 1 24/7.

Noticed Something

Pennsylvanians with light hair look fat with curly hair or thin with straight hair.  They weren't stimulated culturally to be cool.  That is a sin.  They just fetch from Europe.  I'm pretty sure I've been European but that my parents had me like .. don't remember.  Why can't I be cool like people from other areas?  If you like Pennsylvania, that is okay.  It is too bad for the bad people.  Maybe their lives just seem more European.

My Eligibility

It seems in Slidell, LA, people didn't like me because I was Irish.

It seems in Florida, people don't like me because I'm Chinese.

Wednesday, March 13, 2013

Problem

So, I am eating..my dad made my eye feel big.  All I can say is the Asian man affected me, why don't we affect him 1st?  Well, the left brow..

Told Someone Something

I never really did this all these years, but I said I quit ballet and slept, went online, and didn't go back because this boy, from England, wouldn't talk to me much anymore, got sorta in a brawl but not me like being literally attacked.

It was a girl before weight training, walking on the track, said she was from NY, didn't tell her where I was from, Puerto Rican dad, I think, I told her she had such light hair so asked, was like blonde and faded.. seems familiar.  Does that mean I got those genes from my dad?  Er, I've lived in the South a long time.

New Facebook Friend

Facebook

She's the girl I talked to after class, the other partner I acted with, a ½ Puerto Rican maternally and then part black part mostly Italian I got, just realized it might be more, had to ask what kind of Caucasian .. and she wanted to go by ethnicity as I emitted excursions of my own "race.."  I know she does voices and can document more via Facebook had I the time.. see I am just enjoying myself for 8 years in a way, and I have to clean my room-  Also, I mean, like eat and stuff.  I mean, I just don't do that stuff, now..  I don't know, maybe I shouldn't go anywhere, but I can't stand just seeing my dad and mom.. 

Scan

Here's the card I gave Ginny.  I got her a Sanrio monkey pin with a banana and gold jewel at the end, it was bent, got it at the front, so cleaned it.  Sanrio is this big company with cute animal graphics.  I found it was Japanese, and it became unpopular, everything like it!

Scan

Problem

I really don't care for messages "when things do go wrong."

So, I went to my bed and really cried and like sobbed until I almost threw up, for some reason.  xp  I'm gonna * myself.  I was in there, and I was made to feel good.  I really don't know about like say you don't know anyone, but I mean, I need like to organize my private life and "personal needs.." whatever "personal needs" entails.

Also, what is wrong with me acting like I'm a Floridian, that's been a topic of debate.  I mean, kids like Dakota Fanning think they're South Carolinian I mean seem like it but want to be Georgian.  I don't know.  I mean, I can't think of people with a kid born in Florida from elsewhere.

Also, what are you thinking about never talking to adults?  What's wrong with talking to your teacher.  I mean, I think I was social with teachers who were nice.

I'm co-o-old now.  Please stop turning me off for fun.  I have a feeling that you think it's smart.  Why can't I be young?  What is your problem?  I do it, for fun.  I don't talk about it for fun.  Everyone tries to be young.  Some people succeed.  It might be from being Chinese, so better check out the Swedish.  I don't give a shit if other white people thought of this bullshit.  What is your problem?  You just like discoveries.  Well, maybe I'm not talking to just 1 person, but I mean maybe it's always to anyone.  Um, I'm sure that's also been bonked off and not spoken of.  You know, I don't believe in this L.A. catfood shit, I'm gonna live my life you goddamn motherfuckers.  What's with all the insults all the time?  I don't "want" you people.  Do you want a European to "want" you?  I know that's some trait you display.  You just say stuff like you're shit and you don't care and stuff and think I have to be worse.  Um, that's so, ain't it?  You just kinda go along, and that's all I'm actually thinking about.

Also, stop hurting me with my Floridian heritage.  I didn't do nothing, and that sin is a proven gay fact.  You think that maybe California is different.  I'm sure there are differences, but there are similarities.  You know why I care, because I'm talking about myself.  I'm from Florida.  I'm not northern shit landed in Egypt.

Anyway, so, why do most people say hm I wonder why I didn't go online or something, like I'm looking at the webcam..  Why don't you like record yourself or something?  Talk to the people you know.  I mean, you have to practice.  If you don't, then you'll have to catch up, later.  That's cute, so catch up later for fun if you didn't already, but sorta go through what you go through now I guess.  Oh, I didn't realize to say that I was looking at the logo that seemed to pop up.  I didn't post it in my original thought because you wouldn't know I was correcting it.  I could say so but maybe am too tired.  I dunno, I just don't feel like thinking about it.  I mean, it would be nice, but I mean this has already happened to me, 2 rights make a wrong.  Or something of that sorta spirit..

Problem

I am very mad because everyone is boring into me that maybe Ginny should block me and that's just a fact.  No one really cares.  They don't get it.  They just say like this isn't related to anybody else not talking to me nor like maybe any sort of reaction to like say you know some thing that bothers you or like I dunno.  I mean, it is hard to get over, just no, find someone else to talk to.  Like, something stupid comes up to me, maybe I don't like Pennsylvanians or maybe she's gay.  Well, I think I was unaccepted in my former habitat.  I'm sure I am right.