Fleeing to NYC|Atlanta

It seems everyone is feeling there thinking some nigger girl like me with a dad with ancestry in Pennsylvania primarily thinks she can be a southerner because she was born there.  People trot over here from New Jersey and say it's to eradicate our familial dreams, in thinking we can be Floridians, and they are dubbed over as honorary Floridians but not really over all others.  Chloë Grace Moretz's sassy, stuck-up, but genial mom flew her famous daughter who worked with Tim Burton to NYC in order to escape the fact that Florida and L.A. are taken over.  Why not New Orleans?  No straight answer to me..  Then, there's Peyton List who moved to NYC and then L.A., won't say where in Florida she is from, but I asked on IMDb, can ask on Yahoo! Answers.  Mind, Peyton List is younger.  Also, Bella Thorne looks a bit lose, maybe good culturally, just kinda unopen.  Chloë Grace Moretz is so stuck up thinking she's the pure blood from the South.  The people from the South just assumed that the north blood was a failure, but I know it's because of the Native American indian but you know am not like figured out sure.  They're packing their things, see how I'm nice but eradicate me anyway.  They're just like beetles who see in 1 direction.  Guess I'll go get my lunch.  So, you can see that people think that just becuse others from an area are bad, that I am, too, and also they'll just say it's simply because I have Native American blood and because I don't want to suffer and that I can't change it.  I won't act different.  I just want to say it doesn't matter.  No, I'm not 100% sure I have it, and in saying something like that, I feel someone would think I was tacky.  People even think you are bad to be courteous to me.  They think life is some floozy game.  It's like Britney Spears, put your shit here, the horny people from Louisiana who just bark bark bark cut out ways of being human, have no appreciation for being modern in a way.  Cannot connect ideas, don't know anything positive there in relating to others, like the mixed indians better.. I mean must be the same thing as northern indians but better, just maybe think of 1s who aren't mixed?  So, they only want to file in people from the south, with Southern blood, not sure about the Fannings, with ancestors in I think South Carolina, not North Carolina??  I know sometimes they prefer Pennsylvanians over them, but I dunno.  I guess they'd be interested in bad people from up north.

Maniac

So, why is Tim flaring around hatred or his minions echo it?  I'm sure he does.  He's not a polite guy from California.  Ooh, wow, so I'm a piece of shit from Florida.  I didn't think so.  Are you just jealous I was created on the beach?  Tim Burton just is being so clumsy like everything has to be shit because most people were shit.  He clean flung the world.  So, what, are we waiting to introduce me to someone rooted in Florida?  I know my aunt's husband's parents moved to Miami from Cleveland.  I saw his X.  She's Latino but bleached her hair.  His family is nice.  I know Ginny Kopf moved here in her early 20s.  Johnny Depp isn't from California.  Kentucky?  That's like Tennessee.  I saw all of Miley Cyrus, well, all that was released on DVD, couldn't find anything else, though I guess I could have tried iTunes.  Or thought maybe more episodes had to exist on YouTube.  Ginny Kopf is from the San Fransisco area.  I made friends sorta with a boy, clung to him and he came over after choir I think and maybe for other reasons, and he's from Cinncinati.  I'm not fond of that area.  I had hoped he was from California.  So, I was 7 and 8 when I knew him.  Cinncinati is actually by Kentucky.  I just let that thought click, as well.  So, then, I have a cousin, too.  Her dad's last name is Italian, I think.  My dad's sisters are supposedly disobedient socially.  I just couldn't get into the meat, like if she had like a person in her life from the South.  So, anything below Pennsylvania is the South now.  It's also sorta about how good you are, really, because that was kinda the question to begin with.  I saw Elle Fanning, anyway, she moved to L.A. at 1.  She has Georgia culture, and it's really scary.  I guess she just wants to be racist.  I have friends who moved at 7|8 and 9.  Well, I moved around, myself, but I connected it all like a good girl like you were supposed to.  ':{  Be positive.  Don't ask questions.  Why would I have roots in Pennsylvania?  I know my mom lived there a little, but it was a good experience.  Just not with the relatives.  :p  It's really not.  I don't act like that and everyone doesn't.  I get the feeling people have cornered me and not wanted me to go smoothly through things.  They think that's what I'm solely bound to experience outside the bounds of racism.  It's funny you think that I'm subject to the crap I experienced of racism and to be hated for my hair color because not everyone is.  I'm sorta stripped of my accomplishments for being Asian, though I don't like being Asian and believe it is stupid to think I am or should..

So, what, are you "connected" to your parents?  Well, I was raised by my mom and then like philosophized with my dad on life.  IS THAT A PROBLEM?  I can want what I want.  You won't find shit out.  You think I shouldn't be allowed to even have ties to Pennsylvania nor their ways.

It seems because I'm Asian people are like coming up to me and then leaving me, mad.  Like I have to be careful.  Um, isn't that my dad's racism?

Hey, stop telling me I'm the product of my parents.  I don't want shit.  What did you learn?  TIM BURTON.  That's what's important.  You don't condone people, lower them.  Like some maniac.  You can pretend what you want or be shit, but I can still rant all I want.  So, what, you won't even like admit that you're supposed to deal with your fans, accordingly, and just want to suggest that you don't really like me when I never said you had to?

Why is it okay to go in my room and influence me to be shit?  You must be crazy.  I told you to stop.  What should I do?  I can still have people talk to me in my room.  You're wasting my time, and stop telling me I have to work.  You must be a worthless case.

No, Ellen DeGeneres did not write this because if she did she'd have to say so.  SAY SO.  ;D  Okay, baby.

So, what, Tim doesn't have a brain?  He seems cute online.  I just am getting the idea I'm a nigger and he'll find that maybe other people know more than me when they don't.  Maybe, I'm special.  See, that's a sensitive topic.  I know that.  I'm from Florida.  I know people from Florida are like that, but I am not 100% versed in all of it.

So, what, did this person make me not as cool, thinking I'm white and not like so slick and crappy?  Did my dad also do that?  I bet the world did it.

TV Show Host

I was thinking, did you ever consider that there should be a cross between eggs and tofu?  Ellen DeGeneres is a vegan and so has accessed the smorgasbord of "what" the world has to offer, dietwise.  Also, what's her thing with short hair?  I guess it means something.  It's funny how people with short hair aren't all equal.  I know I grew up with short hair but not very short hair.  I guess I didn't grow up with short hair.  I mean, I wanted to look like a princess, and it was popular to look like a movie star.  I even cut my bangs.  Ellen DeGeneres isn't that styled.  I bet she thinks she's better with short hair.  It's not more old-fashioned.

Can you imagine her at the beach?  I can't do it!  *runs away*

I can't really imagine her doing anything.  She's just a figment of desire.

What about her dancing?  I have to see if she used to dance.

So, who is she appealing to now?  She used to be with Generation X.  Now, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory changed the world.  It looks like she went through a transition stage.  What about annoying Elle Fanning?  She is born in 1998, and she made a mature impression.  However, she makes it seem like we have to be like her.  I agree she was a sweet toddler.  She became sarcastic.  She seems racist, like everyone else.

Problem

My dad seems to have gotten quite mad, forgot what he said.  Not really.  He went to see my therapist, and I stayed home.  I think she talked to him about my blog.  I already invited him to go comment.  I'm supposed to usher him to it or whatever.  He seems to be sorta boastful or what's the word, puffing out his chest, proud of his mom's antics after the n word thing, like thinking "her son" is important and he needs to hurt me since my life is getting better.

Also, why is Tim Burton such a scardy cat?  I thought cool people from L.A. were stronger.  That is so suggestive, you know?  I read, also, though, that his parents came from Canada.  You have to watch out for people from Canada and Latin America.  Sometimes, people think this of Australia or maybe like definitely the Filipins.. they went on rattled on about how it was like I forget no unreal and 3rd world.

It was a safehouse for Hispanics, I guess mixed people.  Lots of mixed people are in Australia, Texas, and L.A. and California.  NYC.  I know of at least 1 more white Asian in NYC.

I'm upset because my dad seems upset that people from Florida never liked him.  He's bad.  He treated me badly for things I did.  It wasn't anything like concrete nor blunt nor like very bad very often you'd concur from me, in the end.  It seems like my relationship with Florida went down the drain.  So, what do you think about Elle Fanning living in L.A.?  It's a safehouse for actors.  I don't know if I wanna count her, anymore.  She moved at age 1 and seems conceited about Georgian heritage but despises it just to think it's cool and now looks kinda sad.  Maybe, she'll get better.  I think she's trying to look different and has been going through too many changes.