Claims

Why am I getting this bs about not being from Florida?  I'm not gonna be shit for your world.  WTF are you, some mistake?

Who got mad?

Sorry for asking, but it came up and for some reason I can't seem to shrug off any good idea ... whose idea was it persay to be mad about the n word thing? Sounds like Tim Burton.

Something Soo Funny

I told my mom about Tai Chi in theater, and I remembered all the feel for the positions but told my mom if she did it I might not remember and said she didn't do it.

Something Interesting

So, I had something in the bathtub that made me pulse in my crotch in a sorta morose way.  Once, I thought that air was flowing out of there and making me fly, when I was up north in Cleveland during the hurricane.  That was 2005, 7 years ago.  When I moved here, I used to go around with my mom to the health clubs where she used to teach.  The magic died down, eventually, when I came back from New Orleans and gained more weight.  She also used to teach little kids.  She did that in the New Orleans area, too, and I went.  I used to connect with her online.  I don't know anyone who takes class from her, anymore.  It was just something I would do.  I'm not really sure how to keep her out of danger.  I mean, someone in Orlando could find out about her who know me.  About a chance of someone from out-of-town, not really sure what that means.  I mean, it's people you know who hurt you the most.  I just figured that she'd put her website up and maybe well did include me before so I guess it's okay.  Not sure what she does getting out of the car since we moved to a house with a sealed garage, for some reason.  I don't believe I was every totally comfortable here.

Problem

GINNY KOPF YOU LIAR GET OUTTA HERE AND LEAVE MY PARENTS ALONE YOU WTF R U A BAG OF CURSE WORDS I think you hurt my mom's feelings.  I don't care about stupid theater courses.  You just care about some other person.  You're not perfect.

How Long I Was Crying

I was probably shaking uncontrollably in segments, like huffing and puffing or like when my hamster died and its teeth were gone ... I glared at the priest and now there's a black priest there so *i** them ... oh yea he knew so you're a nigger if you think that means nothing because I know you would have done that (said that) ... for like maybe 15 minutes.  I sorta shrugged off any sentiments for this instructor.  I wasn't mad at her.  8|  I wasn't feeling very soft, and I don't like to feel soft and don't want to know why someone would.  I don't do it to be funny, act weak like I don't use my energy for shit.

What I Want and What I Don't Want

... So ... I froze in the water.  For a long time, like 10 minutes.  I must have showered for like 1½ hours.  I tried watching "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," but the TV wasn't working and I didn't feel well today and have to go to sleep for school and am gonna sing while my nails dry.  I'm not sure if my mom can take me.  If not, I'm there all day and finding someone to talk to, hopefully not the Office of Student Services where I met with the dean and listened well and she seemed so earnest to help, more than this fancy puffy black lady.

I thought of lots of things.  It is important that if a professor offers more than 1 course that you consider taking them, especially if it's part of a major or program you like.  So, I've lived in Florida a long time.  I wish I could take these courses right away.  Probably, moving here, even with the hurricane, I'd be able to sign up for some classes.  The only other thing I can say is that yes I'd like to get out as much as I can.  I've been patient here a long time.  My biggest gripe is not wanting to take her Voice for the Actor class later, but at least you know.  See, I'll be over ½ her age.

Working Out

For some reason, I can't complete my new workout DVDs from online, so it's back to Jillian Michaels with the small workouts in 1 pack.  I have another DVD of hers.  I didn't get into it all that much.  I got tired.

Imperfection

It seems like they think a person can be perfect for awhile and then not be so robotic.  Then, they get at you.

Doesn't Matter, Anymore..

Why should I care about the expense of people from up north how they wanted to be comfortable and now I never am and my life well doesn't matter anymore?

Calling Me Out All the Time

Why when I think of a really good idea does someone call me a nigger?  I can't even think of the word nigger in the presence of shit.

Problem

My page wouldn't load to underline and I forgot what I was gonna say.  *BEEP* this person.

Problem

Oh wow, you think you are so important you can revel in shit.  You already support shit.

Problem

ALL I DO IS POST BS FROM MY DAD.

I heard a loud noise.  I got another bad idea.  They won't shut up.  GO TO HELL YOU NIGGER.  I don't care about your fancy pants stupidity.  You're nothing.  No one even cares about you.  Stop bothering me.

I asked my parents what the noise was, and they said, "What noise?"  Just go slap them and go home and see if the fucking police care about shit.  Just send them to Hell now.  LOOK I SAID LEAVE ME ALONE YOU PIECES OF SHIT.

Look my parents want to get me out.  They are GODDAMN THINKING OF LAKESIDE.

Facebook Post

Since I was already in it, there's more chance I'd be put back in but for no reason I see it's full now and another class isn't.

Problems With Late Boom

People really believe they gave an opportunity to people in the past, like in the 20s, 40s, 60s|70s..  Now, Tim Burton and my dad are out to make sure people with older fathers don't have a good life, not let them do it themselves.  That goes against nature.  It just says that you don't deserve anything you have.

Who cares about the inklings of Kate Bush, like her whiny, raspy submissions to her Irish-English mother?

Problem

Why is Ginny Kopf's Voice for the Actor class full now?  Also I have to call about transportation now.

The office is closed.  That means I'm gonna be there doing nothing for ½ day, 12½ hours.  For some reason, I thought they closed or something at 4.  By the time the Voice for the Actor class comes, maybe I'll just lurk outside or something.  I don't really wanna be around the kids all day.  I'll try to nap|rest.  I'll go on the computer.  I wanna go out and eat now but wonder if I should sleep.  I just texted my mom.  I have to e-mail my dad about if I can readd Voice for the Actor, but Valencia will just say it isn't fair.  Since I was already in it, they might readd me with more chance.  :|

Problem

So can you basically just answer this bs since I thought in the experiment they wanted me to call Tim Burton's daughter the n word and no one really cares about her Tim Burton stopped being social online and the posters I talked with didn't seem like him anymore and being around my dad at home I started to look different whereas before racists on the Johnny Depp board in general, specifically not really that mad at any 1 of those people, made me mad and not in an annoying way punched my wall and made a hole and my family heard.  My mom took me to get my blackheads removed, and it ruined my forehead.

Facebook Post

Now I remember that they'd want you to sit in a class to prep, but it would cost you.

Facebook Post

http://www.facebook.com/ginny.kopf

So maybe I can get back in but probably not, unless Valencia changes the rules for people on financial aid?