Sunday, February 22, 2015

White Trash

Would it be untrue to say someone wasn't mean to me?  Why are these boys bothering me?  Other things, too.  No one gets about how annoying and unnecessary this is.

If you are offended by what I said funny you think I shouldn't be offended myself.

Also, why think I am white trash?
I want to see it come to an end.
What right does any dad have to speak of what they want for their child being incompetent themselves?  They will forget about the needs of the other person.
No one can care about how I'm like my mom.  Then, I can't be compared to my dad.
How is my dad bad?  You just have to find his button and hit it.  I don't have to do that tho.  If you wanna push me to do it, what about suffering yourself?
I don't need someone else famous to lean on.
Some people have nothing to say.  Sometimes.
Why are boys bothering me?  The ones I like don't.
How do you do something that would make me mad if someone did it normally and not really offer explanation??  Too busy.
I am trying to put a finger on the kinds of boys who expect me to talk to them but in a disappointed way.  They just mess with me, don't talk about anything, have no reserve like most guys with me.

New Audios of Me Singing

This one sounds good.



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It is important to branch out relationships.  I have a funny feeling there's no one out there for me who can keep me going and keep me impressed.  I try to act like a different generation.  I am interested in girls my age but not sexually.
I can't help you if you're dishonest.  Like if you lie about what you need if you need anything..
I know you're just scanning my thoughts and letting others live.
Well, if it ends well, then..
Why's your world so boring and meaningless for others?
I am not a servant of Ellen DeGeneres.
Oh, yea?  Well, what if I have a problem with what you do?  I don't go and tinkle on someone else's property.

It's supposed to be a joke not directed at someone in that way.  The denouement follows the 1st joke.  It's actually not a made-up joke altogether.  Sorry, if you found offense, still.  Not sure what else to say.
Why would one person deserve respect and not anyone else?  OK, so you know what should have come up.  You people in LA are bo-ring.  All you do it show off.  You don't fix any problems.
Do you m*********?  Some relationships aren't real relationships.  Some adults are still a child.
Bella's mom could be made up to be like Orla Fallon using race, but my mom can't cuz she's Chinese.  What I mean by made up is yes you can do something, and so can others, but I don't really believe it to be the same.  Who knows?  They might be forced to say it was in their pocket all along.

Look at the last picture of Bella..

She looks like she likes Tim Burton and Ellen DeGeneres better than Johnny Depp.  She looks better when she's not posing.

My Oscar Nominees

My designated friends resoluted for the Oscars this year are Bella Thorne and for her Orla Karron Fallon, a beautiful Irish singer with a French last name.

Orla Fallon




Bella Thorne (Latin American paternally and Italian and Irish maternally)

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Bella Thorne's dad may be a male like my dad and not exactly like her mom cuz she's a woman but it's something good that my dad doesn't have and she can be taken care of feeling good about things like that.  I do not feel good about being from my dad for the very reason.

I would not imply anything about her parents, but I'm saying they're better in some ways than mine.  They have differences, so this is something positive to think about that they already have going for them.
Why was the importance of my life taken when I was about 12 for the new babies that were born that generation, but you didn't see their life end at 12, neither, nor ever that they will.  Aha!  I gotchu now!

Saturday, February 21, 2015

New Makeover

The other is the one that says she's the only one and allowed to do more for being younger.
Being "it" must be a bad thing.

IMDb - The DUFF (2015)

Re: hope this becomes a huge cult/sleeper hit

Yes, the main character seemed to have a special spark. She was a good actor. The other was kinda shy.
I see that Bella Thorne is like I was and I'm supposedly trash.  Like, if someone attractive walks in, we look at Bella Thorne.  Everyone seems to ask why.  Well, I hope her being against me isn't fueling your supersized ego.  It would be mean of me to say.

IMDb - Johnny Depp

Re: I think the last movie was The Secret Window.

You know what I think it is? What I was trying to say the other day. I think it's.. life has changed so much and the culture has changed that when I see a Johnny Depp movie now, it doesn't have the same effect. I kinda miss the 90's and the early 2000's. I won't even mention how sacred the 80's were to me.

I'd like to see another movie like The Ninth Gate with him in it though. Or The Secret Window.

Re: I think the last movie was The Secret Window.

I agree. People all blame others for what they can do and probably what they can't really do.

We need things like before 2005 when Charlie and the Chocolate Factory came at us. We must march in to the dawn of a truly competent era, with all ages and sizes onboard!

🌈 🎶

Dr. Phil - Facebook

Just jealous of kids from Florida? We all had the same homework. I agree not all of us were created there, tho. We can't control that, and I don't care much about it.

New Makeover of Me

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Race - NW Chinese

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  • Francine Stanley You are dressed like teenager, what's with that?
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  • Aya Olive Teenager nowadays don't dress like this, majority of them wear a lot less.
    Stop being so jealous.
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  • Lidia Alberto She is young in heart, what's wrong with the way she is dressed? If I had that body I would to at 56
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  • Kelleah Gossett St Claire Classic style is for every age group!!!! I'm in my late 40's....and I'd wear it in a heart beat!!!!
  • Christina Barrett I actually like flower patterned clothes.

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  • Kerrie Foleni Stop doing stuff to ya face ya eyebrows are yuk and eyes..im n nz and so we see old episodes of doctor phil i dnt watch it all the time but when i did i was like nice face but to much work
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    Christina Barrett It is a bit overplayed. That's LA today.
    I just realized we all used to be skinny or attractive like Bella Thorne, so it's like watching our funeral, hope that phrase doesn't scare you nor imply anything negative.

    Robin McGraw - Facebook

    Red shoes used to be the radar of the 80s. I mean like popular but in a hidden way it seemed to me. I used to often wear a light blue dress with white lace and red shoes. There wasn't anything else that exciting to wear. I know that I was born too late to be a Generation X and too early to be a Millennial. Nice picture! :)

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    response to fan

    I am my own person, as well. They think that of my cousin compared to my aunts.

    New Online Virtual Makeover of Me

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    I was inspired to rather than simply putting my possible future daughter in ballet that doing gymnastics was just as beneficial.  It teaches balance and physicality.  I wanted to start off a son in football and/or baseball but still am wondering if it'd be better to dance and sing like a girl.  I was not introduced to singing very very young, but I'm quite obsessed with it.  I missed some years of ballet, and people are in the disposition I can't even dance.  Sure, there are benefits, but I didn't chose to be who I wanted.  I mean, come on, wanting to sing at 5 is a young enough age for someone like me.  I was afraid of ballet cuz I thought I would not be a good gymnast.  I found that ballet is a strong source of exercise, however.  I was a hard-working ballerina and got big leg muscles from it, if it wasn't fat, which I don't believe it was.  These are just some thoughts I had about raising a kid, the things I had and the things I had not.  My parents were actually very encouraging to me in doing art, tho, even at age 2.  I started and I just kept going and gained the muscular strength.  I won 1st place in like all the coloring contests and some drawing ones.  I got to where I coul reproduce a detailed image easily when I tried at age 6.  I did a portrait of my mom that looked more becoming of her than she looked herself, like more details that spelled out who she was.  I don't think she liked it, tho.

    I was thinking of having my kids raised without an activity and just having fun, but even my cousin who was like that got into ice skating and some dance.  See, skating was very popular when I was young, but I didn't do it, tho I do have strong legs and good balance.  I think daycare is important just as an activity, as well.  I don't want to be a weird mom who goes everywhere with the kid only.  I don't plan on having kids anytime soon, tho.  I need to 1st better myself and become more a successful independent.

    I hope my post explains some of my thoughts on what's important in raising kids, things I haven't quite solved. :)

    What to do? What do I do?

    Back in bed, catch some eps of the Brady Bunch?

    I want to get my books early for college, but my financial aid has not even processed.  I'm waiting for my transcript to get mailed, too.
    You must be so full of yourself.  You think I'm bad and deserve to be mistreated.  You look for what you look for, and you find it: I'm bad.  People say I'm really good, so why the sudden change?  You're not allowed to do that.  So what if I thought my life was an experiment and was traumatized?  I flunked out of college.  That doesn't mean you can be mean to me.  Sure, I took care of my health still rather than studying all the time.  Whatever the case, I deserve to have the means to remain healthy.  I'm not a little bug to be squashed nor machine to be set up for labor.
    Even if the other % is different, I am still % of what I am % of, like 60% German, the other %40 who cares if it's Neanderthal..it's still 60% German.
    Just an excuse not to accept me so that you don't look bad.

    Ha ha ha

    I laugh at people who give in to the bad ones.
    So, these other people deserve a peaceful and fun-filled life?

    Do you find me..

    ..worthless?

    I'm sorry.

    Maybe you're not "from Florida," but I find the prejudice I face unbecoming because I am "from Florida."
    Some people, like in LA, find themselves at a dead end.  They just want people off their back so they can be alone but don't know how to say it.

    Worthless?

    People in Orlando keep trying to injure me to say I'm not all that.  Someone programmed the side of my head not to retract like before if I thought of something.

    IMDb - Johnny Depp

    Re: I think the last movie was The Secret Window.

    What was it .. .. .. .. Mortdecai. I almost became an extra in it. I hate catching movies of people like him and Bella Thorne. I like them but not the rest of the movie. 

    IMDb - Johnny Depp

    Re: What is the deal?

    Is there a reason they feel the same about Tim Burton? 
    There's black hair and there's hair with brown/color.
    Someone's relationship with others is so important but me no.

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    I edited the spelling of a tag in my last post.

    Epic Fail - Disney?

    They want more and more from these other people like Bella Thorne, Chloe Grace moretz.

    With me, I feel they don't care what I've done for them.

    IMDb - The DUFF

    Re: Was anyone else surprised to see who the hot girls were in this movi

    They seem to be very caring about Bella Thorne, the redhead. I can see them copy the culture of the generation prior which was fond with things like Pirates of the Caribbean. I think they are just copying and fabricating a truth that they can believe in. You know, 1st she was in that movie as a younger teen going on a vacation. Then, there was that other movie where she played the cool girl on the side as well. She was the cool girl on the side out in theaters 3 times in a row. People leave you asking for what you believe in with this 1 chic. When people get things they didn't earn over others, it makes others sad. She's like the next Johnny Depp to die for. I said a couple days ago Johnny Depp is like Dakota Fanning, satisfying yet not all-around celebrated (not totally accepted, despite how good they are.) Bella 1st introduces herself that she does not have to be considered better than everyone else. In the end, you're being made fun of by others concerning her or by her herself being told by others to do it. Whereas, before, things were just find for some of us in ways. People used to think I was a good person, but I feel overshadowed, like maybe I'm not really exciting, when that's not true. I must add one more thing. I forget. Maybe it was this.. When people think of me, the cool ones shrug me off racially. I feel that people think Johnny Depp is their spitting image, when that's actually depressing to fathom. In judging me, they often use Bella Thorne as their spitting image racially against me. She is used as a punishment tool to a 28-year-old to say I'm not that good. I don't know where the hatred for me comes from, but they are lying to say I ever expected or made them do anything for me. Lots of people do things for others. Why keep me on the radar like that? I just don't feel special, anymore. Bella Thorne stays thin because she's in Hollywood, and people are trying to coax her against me. It's not a sin to be fat, people, and I'm not that fat and can't seem to come to terms with myself physically. In Hollywood, your metabolism gets satisfied with the right foods. Bella does have a lot going for her, but I feel in some ways I have accomplished that, as well. I feel like I'm considered a retired senior citizen whose anticipation has led up to nothing. People are always so mean to me. Well, I hope that answers some of ya'll's questions. 
    You make fun of me for wanting just to play around but let others want.
    Do you wanna follow the road of a stated deceiver?
    What do you think of someone who manages to look okay and then do something for someone to say, "Look..I'm the one."

    The opportunity is probably spoonfed like to a pretty baby.

    Mindset

    "Christina gets something, I get treated for that, too."  I was humming a song and thought of some boys.

    Raging Inside

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    I am nice to people, too!

    What happens is they doll up Bella Thorne as the lovebug of all underdogs but who herself is always most definitely has to be .. on top.  Me, they say I need to submit more.  You know who Bella is, but do you know who I am?  None of this Floridian takeover, for Johnny Depp is from Florida, and that's an even bigger topic in some ways for a lotta people.
    I might not deserve some things yet, but I do deserve something, to at least earn happiness.
    I don't need to finish every thought in talking.

    Friday, February 20, 2015

    Dr. Phil - Facebook

    We all support you! :D

    That's "the road less taken."

    A lotta people here don't like me and don't regret it. I'm quite the opposite when I find someone. I used to be someone.

    Update

    Race on sidebar, too.

    Update - Twitter Profile

    ½ Chinese • Anglo/Irish • German • French • Dutch • ✡ • Native American
    I sing on YouTube yet haven't made it big.
    New Twitter

    New Audio of Me Singing

    I feel as though, reading a good book, a musical has already been "taken" or actually given.

    IMDb - Johnny Depp

    Re: What is the deal?

    Well, he is who he is. He isn't as famous as he thinks. Who knows if he has special potential to be over others? Compare his success to the success of others. People don't respect Dakota Fanning, but she's a good actress.
    So, didn't mean to fight anyone on my Problems Blog, but how would you feel if you were in my shoes?  If you were picked on and weren't allowed to speak but told you simply have to someone?  Did I?

    I think this proves people are racist to me and just want to get ahead.  It's very funny, honestly, as well as probably very important.  It's just a simple topic I've come to terms with as a neutral topic to discuss on.

    Dr. Phil - Facebook

    In other words, you people are not always right.

    Thursday, February 19, 2015

    Dr. Phil - Facebook

    response about young daughter being touched

    If she liked the boys and they were cool it'd be better than if they aren't..

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    Kids are supposed to be in tune with life.  Too many kids wanna grow up too quickly.

    Kids need to be with it.  Childhood only lasts so long.

    It's their life, and they get caught up in the crowd.

    Want to get in Pirates 5?

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    I know what it's all about, not success nor fame, but the teenager who signs onto the WorldWideWeb.

    Edit

    I tagged my last post: Social Net.

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    It's so much safer.  People tend not to private message.  Facebook, you get the wrong people messaging you.

    Ready for School if It Comes

    I am done with my old computer and can move it somewhere else just to use to watch movies.  I'll have space to put my book by my tablet.

    New Submission to Dr. Phil

    Hi Dr. Phil Show! I made a website of all my problems for Dr. Phil Show: http://christinabarrett4.wix.com/drphil. Basically, I used to be treated with great respect, but in the past 10 years people have been acting like I was a bull. Thank you! Sincerely, Christina Barrett.

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    Lotta people seem to think it' a change of heart that is needed, attitude in general, like their addictive crimes are subdue-able.

    Exercise

    I did 10 minutes killer abs.  I also took a shower!

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    Yup!  Worked up over the baby.  *does a little dance*  These ladies seem a bit harsh, in obvious ways.  It's a wonder they need such help.

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    They're like babies, themselves, but at least they are mature enough to care.

    Decisions

    Since I almost died, I'm not going to Disney.. maybe later.

    How did I almost die?  I was so worn and torn about my back and probably all the walking around Disney.  If I wait I get stronger, tho.  I build muscles from last time.  I was in bed for 12 hours on pain killers for my back.  I ate more than usual, and it stayed and pinched at my spine, which remained in injury.

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    They all seem pretty self-satisfied.

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    They probably have something with her.

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    Family is traditionally boring.  If you don't like yours, take care of yourself and end it the right way.

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    It's always about kids these days.  Lotta peple seem to marry in a haste.

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    Life is a contest.

    Wednesday, February 18, 2015

    Psychology and Biology online in March, short semester, 2 classes needed for assistance.

    New: aid only granted for general studies.

    I can't take private lessons w/o all the requirements for music, too.

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    response to fan

    Very good.  I don't think that medications and pills like vitamins are drugs, you know "over-the-counter."  I think the daughter does like her parents and the dad has basically abandoned her but is extremely "PO'd" and the restrictions nonetheless.  If he has drugs he'll be arrested I guess if ever checked in on and caught.  Maybe, they are worried he'll do bad things otherwise, too.  He probably practices "masturbation."  No one talks about being aroused and "getting orgasms," but they should.

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    I think that children need to "spend time" more away from their parents.

    Allow me to brief you on what that encompasses.  I was always with my mom from an infant until my brother's birth at age 4 1/2 and in my 2nd year of Pre-K..  After that, I found time by myself with nothing in the house to do other than to wanna see "the baby."  It seemed life was all about "the other."  I had homework to learn, typing to do, and extracurricular lessons to take.  When I was in high school and people claimed to want me off their back, I started getting into things a developing young lady should, biding time alone and dragging on in various of school's work.  I was at a public high school and mostly before was almost always it seemed in Catholic schools.  I loved spending time outside and dreaming and doing arts/music/performing.  I even majored in music.  I was kicked out of my major of choice for being shy they said.  I ended up flunking 7 times and landed at home with parents who cannot get along with me yet claim they do.  I think most people are luckier than I was.  I'm stuck on pills that make me tired yet am planning to go back to a community college for now.  I can probably graduate in 2 years with 1 year under my belt.  I plan to get a doctorate in the end, as well as become a performer and/or researcher and wish to be famous.

    I hope this post is informative if anyone was interested in me explaining what time away from home really is.

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    I find that they think if I'm not their child that they don't have to like me as much as they would otherwise not being with children.  Many competent people bridge this with a leap of faith.  My extended family seems to have a private "agenda" with me.  My friends don't feel they have to talk to me like extened family stay with you.  Everyone seems to believe "blood is (already) thicker than water."

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    It musta taken a lot to know that there is strife in conversation starting.  I have nowhere to go.  I mean I -got no friends-.  Base relationships or a "network" of relationships take your youth and time to build.

    Tuesday, February 17, 2015

    I just wanna wake up and hide.

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    It's too bad people can't just turn on and off certain aspects of life gradually reaching that point as opposed to making up strategies that shouldn't have to be.  Everyone just fights and does illegal things.  I think drugs are not as addictive as sex/masturbation.  Masturbation is a real addiction.  Drugs, alcohol, not so much.  They already know there are rehab centers and ways to deal with these addictins.  How do you fix getting an orgasm, tho?  I hope it is okay I talked about this.  They relate to the topic, too.  You can't find a strategy out of masturbation, say depending on where you have to live and what it's liket there.  You might be facing addictions by the night.  If someone does drugs, they deserve to go to jail cuz it's illegal.  It means they are unfit as a parent.  If someone fights a lot does not mean they are not a mother.  If both parents did drugs, the disagreement would not exist in the 1st place because they both do it.  I hope this case found a happy resolution.

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    response to fan

    Dr. Phil thinks the good you do does good.  It does, but you have to keep it up, and it's not something most people do.

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    I guess both parents need help.  The child will have to go to an orphanage.  The parents I guess will have to pay, but I dunno..  Just tell the police what the father did and he'll be arrested just for having the drugs.  If someone takes care of the child, tho, it would be the mother or after her stay at a place to shape her up, whatever that may be, rehab?  Not sure what else other than those retreat homes.  I guess the little girl could find a place to be sent, as well.  I think, in the end, the mother should have the daughter back.

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    I am very sorry for my actions today.  Have fun with others who are ready to welcome your kindness.

    I did have partially a good day but got so tired for some reason.

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    The plot thickens, yet the excitement seems to be over.  They have yet to learn that life is 1% inspiration 99% "perspiration."  It's actually as simple as making a few positive -permanent- changes.

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    I've behaved my way to success my whole life, but people just want to tell me I can't be anything because I have a boring, Chinese side.  I don't linger on these things.  I identify them and then go away and live it up, so to speak, with or without public attention there!

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    I believe that the destination should be longer than the journey. :)

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    The good you do is like keeping up the good work, like staying fit and exercising.  Part of that is getting up and doing more things for yourself..  Life.. 99% perspiration 1% inspiration.  I've had enough inspiration.  I have a life of perspiration.  I don't know what lies "at the end of the rainbow."  Also, exercise is 30 minutes a day of keeping your HBM at the high altitude of your age range.  That is what is required to live an honest, healthy life.  I did that thru running outside, running on an indoor track, running on an eliptical, or doing the tredmil.  Try and do it without food and you fail.

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    People tend to know about me without having really been "friendly."  I've had boys I liked abandon me, whene everyone else used to find me very attractive and "above it all," tho I don't understand the veracity of that judgement.  And those boys are playing around whether or not they want me, some/one.  They don't talk to me.  I consider that stalking.  Following me but not talking to me like a person would.  We had some bad past, not sure if the memories are done.  The boys who talk to me in private who aren't like me but want me are getting more demanding and violent-seeming.  I feel my dad is stalking my mom but that other people are mean to him.  I mean, if I am bad, my dad privately beats at my mom..  This must have gone on for at least about 20 years.  I want them separate.  I swore it on the Johnny Depp board of IMDb.  I hope this post is helpful.  Stalking is a commmon term.  People, they are so self-righteous.  I think the girl on your show today was stalking that teacher.  Try to talk to her and see she does not open up yet begs your attention.

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    on his wife's 5 lessons in marriage

    That's wonderful!