A kid is watching a movie on a laptop.. Looks like a tunnel video game thing, "Aladdin."
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Saturday, March 16, 2013
Stream/Sequence of Thoughts
So, 1st you say it's about being thin, then about your dad being any older than your mom.
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Stuff
When I moved to Winter Park, I sat on the floor and watched a cartoon/animation of a piece of goo that eventually fell from a c
Coca-Cola bottle, to Bolero, and it marched along, and I know eventually there was an ape going wild with fire and probably a crusade of others.. It reminds me of my morning schedule offer but that the cute ballet boys weren't there and my new, private idea that I could teach Die Forelle and a cascade of others on Fridays @ 4, in a room in the main library or somewhere else. I had up a recording from Kultur from my old college in New Orleans of a brunette as Clara in "The Nutcracker" in the Royal Ballet School.
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Coca-Cola bottle, to Bolero, and it marched along, and I know eventually there was an ape going wild with fire and probably a crusade of others.. It reminds me of my morning schedule offer but that the cute ballet boys weren't there and my new, private idea that I could teach Die Forelle and a cascade of others on Fridays @ 4, in a room in the main library or somewhere else. I had up a recording from Kultur from my old college in New Orleans of a brunette as Clara in "The Nutcracker" in the Royal Ballet School.
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Let Me Live My Life
I used to stay up talking to my dad in 7th and some of 8th maybe grade. Why not let me live my life?
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Trip Down Memory Lane
Here I am, at the bus station, where I 1st waited to go to school, memorizing my lines, to practice with the girls..
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Giving
Quit flipping shit in French, do you have a problem .. like when you talk to someone? Or like stimulate them? I don't. I mean, the other people don't always need to be by you, and I know it's also a racial issue. Maybe, it takes practice, like being stimulated. Because I was thinking of how I moved to the New Orleans area from SE and NE Florida. Ellen DeGeneres, which I found everyone in the New Orleans area beastly and rather grotesque in a bad way, moved to L.A., which is moving to the beach culture.. So. She seems to want to be on top, but all she does is say she's entertaining you by stimulating you. She wants the non-modern mold to get the shit out as L.A. She cares about bad people, all the time. She's so obsessed with people if they watched her show, pretty much. Ugh! Then don't say ooh I'm so scared the whole world knows me. How would we know about that?
Problem
Ginny, I really disapprove of you. You don't have to go against Ellen because I like Ellen, too.. What, you just like Tim Burton? I don't approve of how you think that Orlando is good..
Something Funny
Chloë Grace Moretz is protected by Ellen, how lame. She thinks that it's a gay stereotype to fantasize to people on 1 side that it's Early Boom men from the NE like non-NE|NJ that are like the 1s who are like weird in this way I forgot, like not that exciting..and that it's women from the South that are.. ;D Not always so, but do you know any .. 8) Norwegian women? Hey, why do you have a cycle of getting mad after I've said something about you that you won't attest to, like no Christina isn't a nigger but she used to be shy and probably has a very withdrawn part of her.. and I know a lot of feelings or have had from the past on personality that have sorta shaped these sorta intricate ways I enjoy things, you know like the racial things people preserve.. xp Ah, my left hand is sweaty, need to wipe keyboard, watching videos. Grease. Maybe, when I go to the bathroom or soon.. x| Wonder if I'm going to gymnastics-
Problem
So, I'm being told the things that come to me are things I shouldn't even do. Quit treating me like a nigger when I talk about race, you nigger!
2 Clarify
which I don't need to for someone like Ginny, but for fun, I am treated like a nigger because I am constantly told I have to be told that ... of course my ideas are never developed|flowered.. constantly it's me being bullied and beat down to not enjoy anything in life, like that's "what" life is for the lowly.. 'D;,
Presentation
Ellen and Ginny are gay ... laterally speaking niggers because they aren't what in real life and pretend they are. Ginny thinks she's a split of 2 people and no one else is, what a nigger, does that offend you? because I feel you just treat me like 1 24/7.
I don't need to say this-
I don't need to say this, but it seems my whole life has inadvertently revolved around my youngest aunt on my dad's side and her daughter.. maybe about the likes of my mom's sister and her oldest child, her only girl. My aunt thinks she's attractive, but her voice is often like squeezed out and sickly and annoying. I can't say much for her voice. I don't know.. I just can't. I mean, maybe she is pretty, like my mom. I know what that's like. Maybe, their looks can kill. So, like she thinks her daughter is like better than me when she's rebellious about being ugly, pushing in my face how she looks as my flaws. She's directly mean. For some reason, I don't think about it.. I am always nice to them, but this is how I feel about other people in their wanting me to think of them..
The Attractive 1
I guess I am the good, attractive 1.
I ate at Starbucks @ B&N, and they took away the tomato sandwich. It was because Ginny's mom is from California and mine is from out-of-the-U.S. I got mad, not sure what I thought, then I imagined her maybe imagining being hurt. I said she "didn't do it." I don't know, though, I mean, what do you think of fighting someone from California? It seems like there are people there with families from Canada and Pennsylvania.
Why do you think me doing something cool is an insult to you? Yea, I'm younger than you, much younger, what's it to you? Everyone else is and wants to be mean to you but pretends not to take any of your time nor interest..
I ate at Starbucks @ B&N, and they took away the tomato sandwich. It was because Ginny's mom is from California and mine is from out-of-the-U.S. I got mad, not sure what I thought, then I imagined her maybe imagining being hurt. I said she "didn't do it." I don't know, though, I mean, what do you think of fighting someone from California? It seems like there are people there with families from Canada and Pennsylvania.
Why do you think me doing something cool is an insult to you? Yea, I'm younger than you, much younger, what's it to you? Everyone else is and wants to be mean to you but pretends not to take any of your time nor interest..
Problem
I am getting the clear message that if I do something someone else gets hurt. I mean, little things. Like, on my blog, I just linked something twice.. It was to be cute, but I thought of other reasons, mainly that it would make you not think too much.
Noticed Something
So, people from up north, born there, 1st existed there, don't need to know about up north. So, they come to Florida and are fine and don't want to go back. I do want to go back, but I mean I guess it's nice to feel something different..
Noticed Something
Pennsylvanians with light hair look fat with curly hair or thin with straight hair. They weren't stimulated culturally to be cool. That is a sin. They just fetch from Europe. I'm pretty sure I've been European but that my parents had me like .. don't remember. Why can't I be cool like people from other areas? If you like Pennsylvania, that is okay. It is too bad for the bad people. Maybe their lives just seem more European.
Something Funny
So, you think people in northern U.S. have fair features, but down South they get to be cool because it's hot. I'm sorry, but I'm from the South. I just know people from up north. Chloë Grace Moretz has Southern pride. Also, it seems that Southerners are gay about their parenthood. Northern people with light hair are ugly.
Further Thoughts
So, why do people in the NE coast program themselves to think certain things and never experience funny things in the world? You know, mistakes and curse words. Hey, they do that on the outside. What about the SE tip of the U.S.? So, Norway is not cool? Mm. What about the typically thought of strong Georgia? What's the big idea?
Places
It seems that people get more stimulated in more physical places and that like say the culture in Wisconsin is more exciting. So, what about Eastern Pennsylvania?
My Eligibility
It seems in Slidell, LA, people didn't like me because I was Irish.
It seems in Florida, people don't like me because I'm Chinese.
It seems in Florida, people don't like me because I'm Chinese.
Facebook Post
I have bangs because my hair was greasy. I parted them to the side. A good haircut would be to have layers chopped on the side.
Question
What do you "need?" that isn't precious? I hope you won't say "YOUR DAD-" bc I lived with my dad my whole life.
Friday, March 15, 2013
"Statistics Prove"
I saw the statistics of Eurasians, same as mulattos or part black part whites, though other mixes receive more rain. Also, I realizewd like a music schizo that sometimes you don't have to figure out a complex issue.
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Skinny Offbeats ):D
There's these skinny offbeats outside the store with a cute stuffed mouse.
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Problem
I threw my backpack on the floor, last night, when the guy was mean, and my cell camera doesn't turn off, right away. It's new.
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Classic Background
Why when you hear a classic beat does a raspy mucus-filled French voice pipe in?
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Ate
the Leftover Pizza xp and Noodle Soup with some Hot Spice
had Oriental chicken noodle soup, yesterday..
had Oriental chicken noodle soup, yesterday..
Sick
Ellen DeGeneres is sick. She is postponing a trip to Australia to film her show. :( Oh well, at least she's not going.
To: Girl I worked with from Cali, blonde with curly hair, English
Re: Ginny
Sent: 12:51:??
I told the counselor I post online for philosophy. I actually do it to network, now.
You should get a website and a Twitter account. That's how I started out, kinda. On Twitter, I mean you just post a little, but then you can network through it. You can link longer posts, but it isn't fun. My thing was actually about the dates, but I mean I guess that's not what it's about. I mean, I see you want to post more but don't, so that's why Twitter is good. I sorta rail on about my past life and things sometimes on my blog, in a good way, or funny things that come up, lots on problems, wondering about things like where you live and different countries. I post my social networking there, have fun with tags.
Yea, I wish we knew, like Miss Ginny is going to the concert, and then we all go to the big concert that everyone in the area should go to, as well.. I would take her class again if it were adults.. I mean I will in the Fall, though. I'm gonna have a fun summer off, anyway, I hopes.
Hot Florida fun! 
We'll find some way to network to Ginny, as well has how to network with the other people in the area, like that. 
Oh boy, food at the end of the semester of this class. This class is so annoying. I wonder if Ginny teaches group classes.
I mean, there are lots of things to do, make yourself healthy, make your own clothes, become a famous postmodern ballerina, learn to play other instruments. I am not sure what people do, eat, have fun I hope, lots of eating.. Talking to you before it's to late-
Yes, I like the other kids, but I feel uncomfortable, but I know what you mean. This is a good class. I have been to classes very much am a grown-up already and plan to make my life more and more exciting all the time.
I don't have anything good to say about her teaching in college. It just is a good way financially, but she should select who can be in her classes. It was so funny when she said Acting 2, and I thought of something else, of course.. Why doesn't she get in the here and now? I mean, I dunno, I am not gonna be a college professor at a community college. The best I know of is 2 people, Renée Fleming and Órla Karron Fallon. The 1st has operatic singing teacher parents and the 2nd sang since she could remember, has a French last name, from Ireland, and played harp through college as a religion major, was a member of Celtic Woman in Ireland an on TV. I met her through YouTube and dreamed I met Renée Fleming, thought up north she came to my bed and put her hands on my shoulders and said, "Hello, there!" in such a jubilant voice that said she was fun to be with. I see that Tim Burton was only able to be famous once, for Charlie and the Chocolate Factory and upheld the world of animation.
The classmates are interesting but do nothing for themselves. I see it is hard to change. I know, my weight is always changing. I guess I just am not myself, anymore!
I'm into postmodern and experimental art! '8D What about My Fair Lady and Mary Poppins- I know much more about the standards given to us from Europe in the arts. 
The gift bags are fun, indeed. I mean, I just brought in simple stuff, mostly liked Mordi Gwaa @ Valencia.
Well, okay, maybe we can hang out, in the summer, go out for ice cream and walk somewhere, for example, Orlando, Winter Park, or Altamonte Springs. I probably won't keep seeing Caroline, the girl who's taken class from her 3 semesters in a row. So have others, I see. That's so cute|cool. I know, people usually notice me when I do something a lot, I feel. However, I cannot pinpoint situations exactly like this. It kinda feels like how I suck up to teachers, in general. I wonder if Ginny is a big figure in Orlando culturally and historically, like programs for the young people here. Everyone would want her.
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May the Lord be with you!
C'A'Joanna
Re: Ginny
Sent: 12:51:??
I told the counselor I post online for philosophy. I actually do it to network, now.
You should get a website and a Twitter account. That's how I started out, kinda. On Twitter, I mean you just post a little, but then you can network through it. You can link longer posts, but it isn't fun. My thing was actually about the dates, but I mean I guess that's not what it's about. I mean, I see you want to post more but don't, so that's why Twitter is good. I sorta rail on about my past life and things sometimes on my blog, in a good way, or funny things that come up, lots on problems, wondering about things like where you live and different countries. I post my social networking there, have fun with tags.
Yea, I wish we knew, like Miss Ginny is going to the concert, and then we all go to the big concert that everyone in the area should go to, as well.. I would take her class again if it were adults.. I mean I will in the Fall, though. I'm gonna have a fun summer off, anyway, I hopes.
Hot Florida fun! We'll find some way to network to Ginny, as well has how to network with the other people in the area, like that. Oh boy, food at the end of the semester of this class. This class is so annoying. I wonder if Ginny teaches group classes.
I mean, there are lots of things to do, make yourself healthy, make your own clothes, become a famous postmodern ballerina, learn to play other instruments. I am not sure what people do, eat, have fun I hope, lots of eating..
Talking to you before it's to late-Yes, I like the other kids, but I feel uncomfortable, but I know what you mean. This is a good class. I have been to classes very much am a grown-up already and plan to make my life more and more exciting all the time.
I don't have anything good to say about her teaching in college. It just is a good way financially, but she should select who can be in her classes. It was so funny when she said Acting 2, and I thought of something else, of course.. Why doesn't she get in the here and now? I mean, I dunno, I am not gonna be a college professor at a community college. The best I know of is 2 people, Renée Fleming and Órla Karron Fallon. The 1st has operatic singing teacher parents and the 2nd sang since she could remember, has a French last name, from Ireland, and played harp through college as a religion major, was a member of Celtic Woman in Ireland an on TV. I met her through YouTube and dreamed I met Renée Fleming, thought up north she came to my bed and put her hands on my shoulders and said, "Hello, there!" in such a jubilant voice that said she was fun to be with. I see that Tim Burton was only able to be famous once, for Charlie and the Chocolate Factory and upheld the world of animation.
The classmates are interesting but do nothing for themselves. I see it is hard to change. I know, my weight is always changing. I guess I just am not myself, anymore!
I'm into postmodern and experimental art! '8D What about My Fair Lady and Mary Poppins- I know much more about the standards given to us from Europe in the arts. The gift bags are fun, indeed. I mean, I just brought in simple stuff, mostly liked Mordi Gwaa @ Valencia.
Well, okay, maybe we can hang out, in the summer, go out for ice cream and walk somewhere, for example, Orlando, Winter Park, or Altamonte Springs. I probably won't keep seeing Caroline, the girl who's taken class from her 3 semesters in a row. So have others, I see. That's so cute|cool. I know, people usually notice me when I do something a lot, I feel. However, I cannot pinpoint situations exactly like this. It kinda feels like how I suck up to teachers, in general. I wonder if Ginny is a big figure in Orlando culturally and historically, like programs for the young people here. Everyone would want her.
Please, look at my blog and post on my for'm. 3I
May the Lord be with you!
C'A'Joanna
Problem
STOP BOMBARDING ME WITH INSULTS. I CAN'T KEEP TRACK OF THEM. GO BOTHER SOMEONE ELSE YOU NIGGER GO TO HELL.
Music in St. Augustine
It reminds me ... of like the grandeur of the museums there. My parents had me listen to classical music when I started piano. It is Christmasy, as well. It's the Pomp and Circumstance mvt. 4 I think. Also, I like the recording I had of The Great Gate at|of Keiv .. on piano .. sounds like New Orleans. You think of all the classical stuff, how old it is. You think of the art and the culture that is represented there, as well, but moreover of the times it was saved, when the city was founded, 500 years ago. That's a very long time. Even if you're old, you know that it has been a very long time! D; Why wouldn't you know that? You just remember that, and then you remember that as time goes on the years go on. You think of nature in the state of Florida and how disconnected it is from the rest of the country. The country is a big deal to me, but I assume others don't like it. You think of the wars and prewar history and before technology.
So, I hope you all stay at a hotel in St. Augustine. Maybe, 1 day I will be there to greet you at the organ or in the balconies of the church as an angel singing. We will walk along the shore and the little shops and have a good time forever and learn the wonders of the oceanside and hope for the future, the will to live, even though you don't live in a white state. It's hot. Maybe, it's white in a way, but it seems to be because it's in the East. Still, it's worth it for what is there. I'm not sure how good the other places are, barren countrysides, reminds you of Ireland in being wild, though, so probably stuff to do there like the country. My parents think I was spoiled. Well, yes, I am very fortunate and lucky for an unusual experience I appreciate in my personality more than any others very much so that no 1 does openly but just enjoys it for what it might be maybe. The little shops.. I just didn't know how to appreciate real life from age 9-11, but I guess you can get something out of it from me. I mean, the old-fashioned participation girls there are neat, too, and the home-schoolers. I don't know why I didn't do that, not the right age. Most people live on the island across the little Lions Bridge. Then, many people live far away. We went downtown a lot, not my dad. Yes, we lived close to the downtown, I mean it must have been very small. I used to stroll along the streets thinking of like olden days you dream on forever of art paintings. I had just gotten into the old-fashioned books, Little House Books, American Girl, ...
I guess that's enough for now, also just got an e-mail. Want to post something else, too.
So, I hope you all stay at a hotel in St. Augustine. Maybe, 1 day I will be there to greet you at the organ or in the balconies of the church as an angel singing. We will walk along the shore and the little shops and have a good time forever and learn the wonders of the oceanside and hope for the future, the will to live, even though you don't live in a white state. It's hot. Maybe, it's white in a way, but it seems to be because it's in the East. Still, it's worth it for what is there. I'm not sure how good the other places are, barren countrysides, reminds you of Ireland in being wild, though, so probably stuff to do there like the country. My parents think I was spoiled. Well, yes, I am very fortunate and lucky for an unusual experience I appreciate in my personality more than any others very much so that no 1 does openly but just enjoys it for what it might be maybe. The little shops.. I just didn't know how to appreciate real life from age 9-11, but I guess you can get something out of it from me. I mean, the old-fashioned participation girls there are neat, too, and the home-schoolers. I don't know why I didn't do that, not the right age. Most people live on the island across the little Lions Bridge. Then, many people live far away. We went downtown a lot, not my dad. Yes, we lived close to the downtown, I mean it must have been very small. I used to stroll along the streets thinking of like olden days you dream on forever of art paintings. I had just gotten into the old-fashioned books, Little House Books, American Girl, ...
I guess that's enough for now, also just got an e-mail. Want to post something else, too.
Ate
really good crackers, wheat and cheese, didn't realize they were so good, have sparklies in taste, and the pb 1s
Yesterday, I had chicken quesedilla, the salad with seafood (little processed white and pinks stuff) with oil and the extra cup of oil as always (also water chestnuts I think, sprouts, little black olives,) piña colada ... need 2 extra cups of white sauce stuff, had some red sauce, too, rather hot. Otherwise, I get the buffalo chicken wrap.
Yesterday, I had chicken quesedilla, the salad with seafood (little processed white and pinks stuff) with oil and the extra cup of oil as always (also water chestnuts I think, sprouts, little black olives,) piña colada ... need 2 extra cups of white sauce stuff, had some red sauce, too, rather hot. Otherwise, I get the buffalo chicken wrap.
Dream
I dreamed that I went to Helena Bonham Carter, who was rather lanky, and she like picked me up, maybe kinda leaning on something, and caressed me.
Dream
I remember the end where like I was thinking of jumping in this big mass of water with like slopes that go into deeper water, sorta dirty light blue water. I was with a 2nd group, wanted to jump in. I saw Julie Andrews and her toes revealed, looked kinda milky and tanned. I asked how she was doing. I think I said bye to someone like Ginny with a bunch of bags and explained what I was doing as I was leaving. I think I went up to hug her and the dream ended. It was a long dream. It was like either my mom was with me or I was in Australia. I think in my sleep, Ginny was wondering in words why I thought she was my mom. Er, I guess it's just different knowing someone where you live. So, mostly, I was in the water, like a dolphin at a hotel. I was with more older, plumper girls the 2nd time. Before, I was with I think more thin, tall, athletic girls but for some reason had to leave, like I couldn't do it.
Thursday, March 14, 2013
Problem
A guy told me to sit inside and suggested things, that iI shouldn't go up to Ginny and that me almost breaking my ankle hurt her.
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Late Ride
My ride will be here 30 to 45 minutes late.
No bathroom. They had come early, mischeduled my ride. I have on tight gym shorts. I will probably **** you all for keeping me from relaxing.
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Problem
I was in the bathroom, and this black worker thought I wasn't white and that was what mattered, getting more Ellen bs..no 1 cares what she feels, let's just all like k**** -her- out. You're gonna hurt my teacher for being nice, no 1 cares you worthless Orlando niggers.
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The Voice of the Children
Does anyone know about wanting to hear the sound of the voice of your children?
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Fish Bulb - Bulb Fish
I just thought of a dancing bulb singing the fish song.
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Classical Outbreakings
Kids with young dads honk(-fart) classical outbreakings.
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To Others Aren't
I won't listen that kids with a Late Boom mom are priority bc to others aren't.
The 80's were free and aquatic and probably oceanic.
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The 80's were free and aquatic and probably oceanic.
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It's so cold.
For the 1st time, I'm wearing my medium coat and my puffy, white coat with a like plastic snap buckle. My jands weren't too cold but have gloves.
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Message
From: Christina Ann (Joanna) Barrett - student @ Valencia since 2006. :) - 1st full semester on campus =}
E-Mail: christinabarrett2012@yahoo.com
Message: If you want to meet in the mornings at Valencia, like in the front, you know, like anywhere 5-8AM, to talk about IMDb|movies, do a little ballet, maybe practice bridges and hope you go to the gym and do flips. Guess we would need like jazz or dance team shoes, eventually..
Website: cab1986orlfl#.blogspot.com or later (#=21 as of 2013/03/14)Something I Don't Do
I don't act like a dying cat about being a programmed woman.
Also, you know that Ellen DeGeneres will agree with Kate Bush, so don't trust her lies.
Also, you know that Ellen DeGeneres will agree with Kate Bush, so don't trust her lies.
Eat
Maybe, I should eat. My mom just left. Oh yea, I'm gonna plan to meet in the mornings at Valencia to talk about movies and do ballet. Going to go in the ballet studio in the morning today and give out invites or maybe .. dunno, don't have cards.. what will I do? I have notecards but not enough. I have lots of typing paper. I have to pay to print, though. Yea, I need to print them out maybe. Maybe, cut strips of invites.. have to figure it out.
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Interesting Things
Attractive people are unsuccessful compared to me, so what hope do you have?
Also, why feel sorry for someone like Ellen DeGeneres for thinking Twitter is cool..
Also, why feel sorry for someone like Ellen DeGeneres for thinking Twitter is cool..
Sobbing
When I sobbed, my blankets suctioned around my top and felt like incessantly magic. I felt that at 1st in college up north and sometimes here when I could.. :| It felt sorta celestial, actually.
Facebook Post
To: girl in Voice for the Actor & Acting 1 - ½ Puetro Rican (maternally) ½ part black and white|mostly Italian
Yea, I mean, I just look at it and wonder. It seems very European, but I mean it seems kinda overrated, you know like sorta the style. It would be funny if that were your profile picture. Ginny would like it. You should post with her on Facebook. I wonder why Ginny does voiceovers for movies.. Maybe, we should start like an IMDb and movie club in Orlando. I wanted to do ballet in the mornings, but I mean, that would mean we'd want to take a shower after but you know not necessarily. We could do it like 6-6:45 A.M. We could just come hang out and do balletse, like any day MTWR. Then, I guess we go to work, school, or sleep. It's just I also stay late so am not sure of that. Just see who can show up. Maybe, we can just make it a club interested in popular needs, IMDb|movies + ballet|gymnastics. I want to do trapeze, too, so I wonder what we can do about that. You know they have ribbon and maybe hoop, not sure if they had something else, know maybe group ribbon. I go to the gymnastics place and run and do a somersault onto a soft mat and have no problem jumping up when I do it and recorded it and put it on YouTube. I don't know of a place with both a gymnastics gym and ballet studio|classroom. I don't think I'd substitute with ice skating but was considering it for over the summer, as well, but I might go to Disney, instead, possibly both, dunno. I would go to water parks and also the swimming pools in a yellow bikini. Gymnastics is a way to engage the connection of muscles in your body, obviously. I can do cartwheels easily in a row, also there being this kind where you like put your legs together in the air. Well, okay, guess I will wind down again and go back to bed, see you tomorrow! ;D
Yea, I mean, I just look at it and wonder. It seems very European, but I mean it seems kinda overrated, you know like sorta the style. It would be funny if that were your profile picture. Ginny would like it. You should post with her on Facebook. I wonder why Ginny does voiceovers for movies.. Maybe, we should start like an IMDb and movie club in Orlando. I wanted to do ballet in the mornings, but I mean, that would mean we'd want to take a shower after but you know not necessarily. We could do it like 6-6:45 A.M. We could just come hang out and do balletse, like any day MTWR. Then, I guess we go to work, school, or sleep. It's just I also stay late so am not sure of that. Just see who can show up. Maybe, we can just make it a club interested in popular needs, IMDb|movies + ballet|gymnastics. I want to do trapeze, too, so I wonder what we can do about that. You know they have ribbon and maybe hoop, not sure if they had something else, know maybe group ribbon. I go to the gymnastics place and run and do a somersault onto a soft mat and have no problem jumping up when I do it and recorded it and put it on YouTube. I don't know of a place with both a gymnastics gym and ballet studio|classroom. I don't think I'd substitute with ice skating but was considering it for over the summer, as well, but I might go to Disney, instead, possibly both, dunno. I would go to water parks and also the swimming pools in a yellow bikini. Gymnastics is a way to engage the connection of muscles in your body, obviously. I can do cartwheels easily in a row, also there being this kind where you like put your legs together in the air. Well, okay, guess I will wind down again and go back to bed, see you tomorrow! ;D
Re: B4 Class
Sent @ 2:55:38 A.M.
I told her in class to add my on my new Facebook, near the beginning of the year, maybe even 1st class. She didn't. Then, she didn't e-mail me back after telling me to e-mail her. Amy Daniels, my partner in Acting 1, the really polite girl with curly, pretty light blonde hair, from California somewhere, on my YouTube acting and me watching her singing class, said Ginny said she doesn't check her e-mail but she had said to e-mail her, I think.. I talked about it with her and the black girl we worked with, who's on my Facebook and YouTube. I talked to her until 8:45 P.M. Then, she closed her Facebook until like 2 A.M.
What I was sobbing about was how I went to Lakeside, the mental institute for the misbehaved and mostly mixed people of Orlando, and it is a poor quality institute with papers in the middle office closing like every 5-15 seconds. There is a small space for females and like 15 rows of couches for males. I can't sleep there, I know, now. I was there a long time, 1st, only a month, and a night the 2nd time, just had to present myself and hadn't like gone there much. I risk going back, but I don't corner my mom, in her room and stuff, guess my dad doesn't want me to, neither, will tell me to move out he said, if I do. I mean, I don't do so much, but I just get feisty, like mad, don't like punch the walls. Try not to get mad, maybe will just learn to ignore my parents, but I felt really hurt, didn't know what to do, knew no one cared, that people were all going crazy around me imprinting me with memories about my future kids and husband. *D;
So, I was so sad because the 1st time, I had thought I was in an experiment and had to call Tim Burton's daughter the N word ("nigger..") because it would come up and to make it seem like not as bad, and I was really confused. My dad wasn't as nice to me anymore. When I punched my wall not so bad when the people on the Johnny Depp board, bless them, racistly discluded me, ..once more.., my mom took me to get my blackheads removed from this lady at her home and later at a spa. She put suctions on my forehead, and I couldn't think as well, anymore, it seemed that chords were plugging to the front of my head, in a good way, though I've sensed a good time ago that that is a bad thing. I still feel my face swirling somewhat uncontrollably most of the time, though. So, what made me mad was when I went there, there was this black, sorta lighter almost tan guy, who later I saw had clear sorta holes in his nose filled with puss dirt, not really sure why.., went and I watched TV, and it seemed suddenly everyone in Orlando and eventually the world knew about it, and the people at the hospital were ever so much more racist once they found out. This has been since December 2009 when it happened. I was there like April-May 2010.. So, no one is nice to me, but they also hurt me more before in public, because in the experiment I flunked out of and was kicked out of college, my major in music education and taking singing. I originally wanted to do singing and composition, mostly, at 1st, but I got in the 3rd audition. I think I will go to a Catholic school up north near where my relatives live and take singing, didn't have it before. I will go in Spring 2014, if my audition goes through and my non-failing semesters work.. Maybe, I can transfer to singing at Rollins. If I go to UCF, I mean that would be cool, too. I would probably live at home and take the shuttle. I mean, when I get back, maybe I'll take Ginny's Speech and Voice and Articulation classes at Seminole, was gonna go there for singing. I went there to audition, but I guess I am not ready. Maybe, I will do some things I know and like, if they are the right variety.. So, I stopped when I almost threw up a little and I guess just tried to feel good.
Also, I wonder if it was Ginny's choice for messing herself up ..like everyone else. That's what people think in communities who are successful and uninhibited citizens.
Well, okay..
Sent @ 2:55:38 A.M.
I told her in class to add my on my new Facebook, near the beginning of the year, maybe even 1st class. She didn't. Then, she didn't e-mail me back after telling me to e-mail her. Amy Daniels, my partner in Acting 1, the really polite girl with curly, pretty light blonde hair, from California somewhere, on my YouTube acting and me watching her singing class, said Ginny said she doesn't check her e-mail but she had said to e-mail her, I think.. I talked about it with her and the black girl we worked with, who's on my Facebook and YouTube. I talked to her until 8:45 P.M. Then, she closed her Facebook until like 2 A.M.
What I was sobbing about was how I went to Lakeside, the mental institute for the misbehaved and mostly mixed people of Orlando, and it is a poor quality institute with papers in the middle office closing like every 5-15 seconds. There is a small space for females and like 15 rows of couches for males. I can't sleep there, I know, now. I was there a long time, 1st, only a month, and a night the 2nd time, just had to present myself and hadn't like gone there much. I risk going back, but I don't corner my mom, in her room and stuff, guess my dad doesn't want me to, neither, will tell me to move out he said, if I do. I mean, I don't do so much, but I just get feisty, like mad, don't like punch the walls. Try not to get mad, maybe will just learn to ignore my parents, but I felt really hurt, didn't know what to do, knew no one cared, that people were all going crazy around me imprinting me with memories about my future kids and husband. *D;
So, I was so sad because the 1st time, I had thought I was in an experiment and had to call Tim Burton's daughter the N word ("nigger..") because it would come up and to make it seem like not as bad, and I was really confused. My dad wasn't as nice to me anymore. When I punched my wall not so bad when the people on the Johnny Depp board, bless them, racistly discluded me, ..once more.., my mom took me to get my blackheads removed from this lady at her home and later at a spa. She put suctions on my forehead, and I couldn't think as well, anymore, it seemed that chords were plugging to the front of my head, in a good way, though I've sensed a good time ago that that is a bad thing. I still feel my face swirling somewhat uncontrollably most of the time, though. So, what made me mad was when I went there, there was this black, sorta lighter almost tan guy, who later I saw had clear sorta holes in his nose filled with puss dirt, not really sure why.., went and I watched TV, and it seemed suddenly everyone in Orlando and eventually the world knew about it, and the people at the hospital were ever so much more racist once they found out. This has been since December 2009 when it happened. I was there like April-May 2010.. So, no one is nice to me, but they also hurt me more before in public, because in the experiment I flunked out of and was kicked out of college, my major in music education and taking singing. I originally wanted to do singing and composition, mostly, at 1st, but I got in the 3rd audition. I think I will go to a Catholic school up north near where my relatives live and take singing, didn't have it before. I will go in Spring 2014, if my audition goes through and my non-failing semesters work.. Maybe, I can transfer to singing at Rollins. If I go to UCF, I mean that would be cool, too. I would probably live at home and take the shuttle. I mean, when I get back, maybe I'll take Ginny's Speech and Voice and Articulation classes at Seminole, was gonna go there for singing. I went there to audition, but I guess I am not ready. Maybe, I will do some things I know and like, if they are the right variety.. So, I stopped when I almost threw up a little and I guess just tried to feel good.
Also, I wonder if it was Ginny's choice for messing herself up ..like everyone else. That's what people think in communities who are successful and uninhibited citizens.
Well, okay..
Better
I had the herbal quelling tea and a few lemon cookies, lemon tea. Don't have plain oatmeal. Probably getting it, this weekend. Also, my dad doesn't seem to get my healthy bread-like crackers, anymore. I'm also getting a new lunchbox.
Just Woke Up
I was feeling good, at 1st, and then woke up it seemed like in an hour, then at midnight, and now @ 2.
I just went to the bathroom. I'm making tea. I was gonna have hot chocolate. I'll probably have lemon cookies with lemon tea. We don't have hot chocolate.
I guess I'll just blog, not feeling so hot.
This should have been posted 5 minutes, ago.
I just went to the bathroom. I'm making tea. I was gonna have hot chocolate. I'll probably have lemon cookies with lemon tea. We don't have hot chocolate.
I guess I'll just blog, not feeling so hot.
This should have been posted 5 minutes, ago.
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