Good Morning

I just woke up, had liverwurst, lemon cookies, made greens with purple cooked. 3I in water, cooking large hunk of beef.  Gonna watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show."  Checking if I have some online messages.

I don't remember my dream so well, anymore, but I forgot about me, 2 things I was dropping, my mom did 4 things I remembered, said I could take 4 courses in the fall because of no pending financial aid, she supposes.

Guess then I will pack and see if I have theater homework, get my P.E. homework printed out (send my parents a note,) and see if I have theater homework other than the rehearsing, didn't get to pick the book yet..children's book, for Voice for the Actor, not sure about the reading for Acting 1, apparently isn't much of any to go over.  So..

Shower, etc.  Mm..

Argh, yes, "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," I mean I thought I was gonna maybe catch up, but it never was my responsibility to say what I would watch for sure.  I did miss like 2 weeks, though, not like 2 days, and I just started posting about it online.  :D  That's my thing, I already claim a stake that I claim no begging, ordering, whatever, and you obviously don't have to listen.  Maybe I need a new section of my blog? for announcements or like under "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" type thing..  So, like I said, don't like plan on me keeping up, but I do hope I keep up anyway not that it should matter but I mean I guess to me it does.  }:D

Shopped

I found a dress I like.. going to bed soon, though.

Dress - XL $23.44 - 28.32

So, maybe good night.  :(

Flare

Every time you are nice to me, you cannot do something wrong to me.  I just noticed that's what was happening.  Because like say there's something weird that comes up, like I don't suck up in a certain way, then the protocol is broken in Florida, socially.  Thinking before, in Florida, I'm not sure I ever actually did anything like that, here..  I mean, we wore uniforms and knew the rules clear-cut.

Thinking

I mean, the other kids in her class were bad.  She was clearly annoying me.  I mean, I wasn't trying to hurt her, even.  She shouldn't hurt me back - O MY GAWD WUTTA STUPIDE BITCH

So

Why did my teacher act like I was more vulnerable to her intolerance and testiness?  She wasn't being nice, acted like I needed her, when I made it clear that I didn't, in fact..

Question

Why are people in Pennsylvania so moral, all of a sudden?  And Boston smart.  And New Jersey nice but schizo, like Delaware.

Facebook Activity

Comment on Cherie WhoDat Ducote's Photo:
@4:26 P.M.
Wow, you know, no one's ever picked me up, maybe just with my mom.

Comment on New Profile Photo to Leah Roth (from Slidell in Orlando):
Christina Barrett Oh, thank you, so much! I miss it in New Orleans
Leah Kristen Roth im in orlando too
Christina Barrett You should take class with Ginny..privately, the speaking teacher Disney

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Wow, I've spoken to Leah Roth, but this is the 1st time I spoke to her!  ;D

Bo ring

Ellen DeGeneres battles stupidity constantly.  What if she's killing me?

Fooling With Problems

Did you think that Ellen DeGeneres fools with you just because of something she has a problem with?  Also, I don't wanna be bugged about catching up on episodes.  I'm gonna go to bed, just relaxing.  I figured I'd watch it after I pack when I wake up or while I wait for the van-  Um, can't watch it on my phone, so, guess I'll catch you later?  I mean, I am worried about the therapist appointment and coming home unwinding singing or possibly walking but probably not since I will jog at school..  :(  I have to watch her show!  *D;  I mean, I assume I will wake up soon enough.. pack.  Watch the show, go.  Get home @ 5.  :(  Go to bed and.. go.  Wednesday, I guess I will wake up, maybe watch her Tuesday night, too.  Then, I can go online and post @ it.  I will probably go back and watch Wednesday, next.

Don't Play Around

I'm being haunted with the idea Ellen DeGeneres takes up all your time playing around and then after that playing around.  80  You know, I never did that, though.  You know, I'm like the most impressive person to anyone.  I struggle with the thought, hope it's not that I'm not white because then maybe I won't accept it, at all.  Pretty much I know too I did not seem to be an innately inhibited person.

The Past

You know, I already decided I wasn't who I was in the past, a blend of all the times my hair was hippy, I guess..

I was thinking about when I was a kid, and I mean no one ever picked me up.  I was attractive sometimes, but people thought I was older because I was more assertive, when I was 7.  I was more motherly at 8 in choir and as baton leader of little kids and like sorta talented baton twirler, supposedly my best achievement of all time.  :S

Too bad, I'm pretty small now, I guess, eating healthy, 5'.  Still, I eat a lot, not eating lunch like my mom asked cause I'm going to bed.  Also, careful what I eat, don't really need to grab anything, yea did have too much so maybe don't feel like it, had a tummy ache..

My mom thought I was too big to be carried when I was 2 and in Pre-K.  I got straight hair.

It's funny, you know, I mean, I do lots of different things..

I guess I'm sorta the total person.  I've thought of lots of things in my past.  I don't know, I mean, I never wanted anyone to pick me up.  It's like a feeling.  You know, I am very interested, though.  I wish I were taller, my legs, I mean, my torso is getting smaller, I could be like a kid, I mean, but I know before I felt funny being short trying to get in movies like with Johnny Depp and Tim Burton.

Huh.. maybe something will come to me.  I dunno, I mean I'm going to a theater class, looked for a choir didn't find 1, didn't find much in way of promise for theater, not much like that here.  :(  Well, yea, I've met some interesting more feeble people..

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This is my old theater teacher, from my 1st year of high school - actually, I was just in drama club and I was in Talented Theater actually 2 years later.. was fun, and then I moved schools coincidentally..  So, I was in a play and got to play an instrumental part on keyboard.

Apparently, she is with a niece or perhaps cousin?  Dunno..

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No One Talks to Me

Thanks a lot to people like Tim Burton and Johnny Depp?  Nah.  What'd he do?  Oh yea, Sweeney Todd.

Being Cool

What if we can't be cool just because of Tim Burton?

So

What do you think about having met Ginny?  I don't want everything to be about how I'm ½ her age.  I mean, I feel I deserve it, but I feel she wants to dig into my past growing up and like maybe I would still be reserved, in the same ways.  I don't really get that, but I was able to change how I was by resting.  I know I've been different in different ways.

Being Young Enough

Can you believe that people can't take it that young people today should be treated like they are how they want?  I don't want you to say yea I do that.  ,:{  Lying can get you in trouble.  I mean, it's not even the young people who can't take that about others, that they need to feel their age, like the adults who revel in maybe being young enough to be their parents.

What can you tell-

Please, just say you can tell now, or when you want to you can't, that this girl looks stuck up.  She's with Ginny in 2000.  Like, even though she is like, what is it, unpleasing or something, unagreeable, too, I guess, she is insisting we submit to her prejudices of racism, like maybe she's really white, but she finds out she's in trouble and the world is different and decides to grow up and be a teen maybe and not take care of herself..

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How I'm Doing

Still haven't packed, going to bed soon, just sorta having fun, need to go to bed.  I can easily pack when I wake up, though..so that's what I'm doing cuz I'm tired..

Noticing

I just keep noticing Ellen DeGeneres's prejudices, like about kids with parents from the South..  I mean, if she has a point, why keep repeating it-