Alice Thru the Looking Glass (2016)

Great Teamwork

The characters; that's what brings this movie along and how it can be sized down.

Helena Bonham Carter as the Red Queen really sold it. She is so proper and quirky and it's very attractive. She is definitely someone you'd want to talk to.

I liked Anne Hathaway as the White Queen a lot, as well, more than ever before, even. They go well together, some people I like a lot: Anne Hathaway, Helena Bonham Carter, Julia Roberts, Meryl Streep, Jennifer Lawrence..

Johnny Depp was the reason for the season, definitely worth trying to catch.

Mia Wasikowska, the sweet Polish girl from Australia held the whole movie together all the time with her positive attitude!

Sacha Baron Cohen was a good main actor. He seems very good as a person. He is smart and an entertaining actor.

The supporting actors did a very good job, as well. I liked seeing the queens young because it was so cute and with their mother. The English are really nice in this and so is Mia Wasikowska.

I think they put a great deal of positive work into this and were successful as a sequel to the 1st movie. The art in this was fantastic and mesmerizing. It's a good sign and very uplifting! Morally, this movie touched on a lot of things, I felt. It shows actors meditating on kindness and not worrying too much about bad things.

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It seems like the most ticklish joke significantly for some people involved experimenting with me to support Ellen DeGeneres ..when she was the one hurting me telling people spying/experimenting on me to put hurtful, illegal messages in my room via and ticks in my room and how the computer loads!  I did curse about it but not at her mainly I think, tho I did at my dad just in case I did at her to prevent it cuz I was in danger of it, tho I did not curse anyone out, like in a hurtful way, just defensive ways.  It's funny, I was just a girl born in 1986 who used to get a lot of respect for doing what I was supposed to in school and not being mean to others who had a hard time.  Now, I'm being told I am things like "nothing."

Disclaimer:  I am not trying to point out nor offend anyone.  It's just the way things speak to me in general.

Prejudices

I know Late Boomers correct children born around 1998, but that's just because they care about them.  People mistake it for being something bad, and then they think, "Oh well, at least they aren't being treated too much better than I am treated."  The truth is they aren't doing anything bad to them, in this light.  They get the added bonus of feeling loved by both Late and Early Boomers and their grandparents.  People like me from Generation XY do not feel this.  We're always in trouble for no good reason.

I think one of different reasons words like "trash" come up in the vocabulary of the head of a home of Baby Boomers is because of things like people in other countries, primarily in Europe, saying we aren't all that to others because we're too American or something, tho it's in good ways as far as we seem to know.  I've encountered innate hostility in trying to connect with people from racially *seclusive ethnicities.  They can't make up their minds if they care I am 1/2 Asian or not.  Their confidence slips right thru their fingers.  The "children," or young people my generation, become somewhat innately explosive and decisive of what they decide to react by.  They act like it's really hard and sacrificial, but we don't ask much in these cases of conversing.  Europeans in Europe think these things aren't interesting, but that's because they're from Europe and it doesn't matter to them.  The English are clear they want to be friends with bad people..  The Germanic side of Europe is very self-worshiping and the one that is more *seclusive.  They probably don't mind taking to someone who is all white, who is born around 1998, or who is from Europe.

What I have to offer is that my mom has strong Dutch heritage from Indonesia for 600-700 years maybe.  She is racially Chinese/Asian.  My dad has a lot of Germanic Anglo-Irish.  He is also German, French, and Dutch and possibly Swiss Pennsylvania Dutch and Anglo-Saxon.  Our last name is Norwegian-French-Welsh-Irish.  His dad is more like a city family and his mom is from a farming family.  He also does have real Irish, but I don't know how much, only know of 1 name like that, Donahue.  If a name is very Irish, I would guess this one partly in a certain way "takes the cake," so-to-speak.  I am guessing it has a forte maybe of being hard-working in some way or very disciplined socially.  My nearest relative from Europe is the Donahue family in at least 1865.  It's a great great grandfather.  The most American is a 4x great grandfather in 1799 at least from the Work family.  If I had to identify as having strong Anglo or Germanic roots as a person, I'd say Germanic.  I guess you could also classify as being Norse/Nordic.  I don't know why, but I don't feel very Irish nor English.

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Social Networking

I support myself and my own interests as a person, as that's what people have to do.  I see that people think that some people should not do anything with others and just can be connected to the cyberworld without many people there.  So many popular people of different ages avoid the internet because they have things going for them.  I simply forgot or was too busy to figure out what the internet was for, sick of in some ways resorting only to pathetic e-mail and surfing the web some.  I'm here every day, like some people are at martial arts, the gym, dance, etc.  There's a lotta people with computer access who don't seem to do anything with it that involves being available to talk.  I saw some people like flip the world off with suggestive reasons, like to make people beg for their attention and suffer not getting much from anyone.  I know how quickly messages can go by on the internet, if only put in the proper form and place.  It's like they worship the idea but never use it and no one ever seems to get anywhere just waiting for them.

Chain Reaction

I think because I had a friend with a prominent mole, I got a small one under my eye after talking about something weird that happened to me to do with eyes.  I think it was rubbed in.  I just saw a girl on TV with a small-medium mole near the side of her eye.  It reminded me of me.  If it is of your interest, she also has frizzy medium brown hair, blue eyes, and a darker look with her eyebrows for instance.  It's "A Haunting" - "Nightmare in the Attic" - 2014.  Also, I got myself one when I had started watching The Ellen DeGeneres Show.  Other things have happened, too, something important that had happened similarly before watching.  The girl on TV is probably born around 1998 with Late Boom parents.

Being a Mother in Personality

It is sweet when someone attempts to reach out to you.  It seems people only want to think Baby Boomers have kids born in 1998.  However, even older people only see me as being like a sister who someone else has command over who is even older.

I wonder if I can even act like a mother because of all those older people acting immature.  It wouldn't make sense to anyone.  Too bad that is one of my dreams.

Not Much of a Texter

You'd imagine people'd be up on Twitter, but the posts disappear all too quickly.  I guess I got what I asked for in a blog.  Not to mention accessing things on Facebook in mass.

Recognized Appropriate Behavior

I was a good kid.  I listened to adults.  I had recognized appropriate behavior and at school usually free from marks.

Most of my relatives with kids used to always reprimand them like all the time.  I think it's affected my sense of identity and helped totally change and ruin it.

My dad seems to always feel there is something wrong with me, like under it all, and tries to treat me like my relatives, too.

Social Networking

Some people seem to say that's what Hollywood is for.

I'm starting more and more to see it as acting.

I think shows should develop that invite normal, especially attractive people to come on and talk for fun and play games and do other creative ideas.  Hopefully, this would happen sooner.  People born around 2000 are almost gone in college.  When I was in college, George Bush always prayed that we'd "come home" and no one knows what that means.

They would probably make cool websites, too.  I remember "coming home" sometimes and looking up the website for Charlie and the Chocolate Factory (2005) and finding out about Tim Burton being so cool.  Actually, I looked up the movie before when it came out, too.  A suggestion for public social companies is not to use too many social platforms as it is too much work.  Also, social platforms today do not have all options of mass media as they could, like mass distribution and hi tech organization and design etc.  May as well pay to get your own site and blog designed.

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I find myself over and over getting into trouble socially with others I see concerning my age seeming too old to be the child of a Late Boomer.

My dad is born in July 1950.  My mom's age is a secret.

I get beat by people a lot who are born in the late 1950s or early 1960s now, tho I used to get on well.

Some people with parents of that age or the parents act like I'm "not one of them."  Many are very nice, tho..

It is hard that my dad is obviously older than my mom because my mom is supported in sin against my mattering to myself.

I run into people of my generation and and above and I feel so bad and they seem so mad because their parents may be more my grandma's time.  I think it's a good thing in reality, but still, look at the world.

So, the big thing is I justify it in utmost morality saying, "Why should kids with parents born in the late 1950s and early 1960s and themselves born around 1998 get any special love but not others successfully?"

Okay, okay, I care about younger people being happy, but I was actually happy without them, too, not like I need them to be happy, not that anyone thinks that in general that I know of.

Isn't this a fun topic?  It should be solved for Generation X, like today!

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A Trick on the Violin

If you wanna sound good soft, contrast it with adjacent loud parts.

..and sometimes make it more musical then.

Classical Music - "Simply the Best"

Bach + Handel are born the same year and a favorite of mine, "hand in hand."

I think their method of being popular is similar to pop music, simply, like, "I smell sex and candy."  There are simple ways to sound cute in basic ways, like in pop music to slide the note.  You know, I'm from Slidell, partly.

Learning Music vs. Singing

I took String Class for a year in college 3 days a week for about 45 or 50 minutes, I think.  I had a trust that it would be okay.  I was kinda nervous about the difficulty I anticipated about finding the notes, some.  I have a hard time now on my own after 11 years of not touching a violin.  I took violin my 1st semester because I had to.  I stuck with it cuz I was already on it.  I wanted to play viola at times.

I was in choir for 3 years in school and later just at church.  I feel that compared to a string player as a singer that I am not as reliable because conducting singers in a choir, we all have different voices, but with string instruments there are only 4 kinds of instruments or "bodies," if you will.

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A Musical Experience

I went to an event at Rollins College performed by 2 members of the Bach Festival Society.  The conductor there said I could join the orchestra at Rollins College in the fall!  I told him I only knew 3 keys.  I don't even have to be an enrolled student to join, which I am not.

The event was a performance by 2 violinists who are married, a Chilean man and a Latvian woman.  We had tea and scones with chocolate chips or berries.  I had iced chai tea.

I talked to the violinist man after and he said 4 or 5 years I can be a good violinist.

I take violin lessons and learn things on my own, too.  It's been like a month so far and "so far so good."

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Depressed

I said bye to someone as far as wiring in saying they have to be mean to me goes, but they still made my life miserable and took another step in removing the person from my real life.  I didn't mean bye for sure.  I didn't write it.  I was under pressure too much that I'd lose it anyway, but apparently they believe that I won't.

I just want to feel that my life is in order so I can rest and do things I need to do, like laundry and hopefully schooling..again!  Even just laying down to rest or leaving my room.  I just feel all I've sacrificed gone to waste.  I stopped watching The Ellen DeGeneres Show, maybe not good for me and so I could focus on not getting on the bad side of anything.  I mean, my case is pretty legit.  I don't go off and get a Disney pass right now so I can be more holistic and buy things I need and pay for violin.

I found someone I look up to, as anyone, gave my parents an agenda on how to be mean to me, bargaining with me with a possible lie that I will never escape this kind of life.  Look, my intimidating mom is just waiting around the corner, too.

My parents are supposed to be sending me off to other people!  This was not about me getting closer and closer to my family but to others I like a lot.  Ever since I was in more trouble for no reason, they made their presence overly clear.

You know, I can't figure this out.  I just wanted to feel at peace.  Instead, I'm here doing this.

If I move away for college, I'll have General Studies courses to distract me.

I'm the one who made it.

My parents may have trashed me as a baby, but I'm a person as much as anyone.

"Did you know that?"

I am respectful to my elders.

Central Florida Garbage

I'm not garbage to Central Florida, they are garbage to me.

I feel like garbage to the world cuza them.

Asians

Do Asians just want to be popular but not smart about the truth?

What's funny?

I programmed myself that, like, no matter what happened on this here earth, I would not be mean to a certain someone I had a shot at a clean record with.  Instead, I didn't win some inner fight and now this person is supposedly/seemingly being acutely hurtful to me thru others, constantly actually, but also doing something bad big if I feel upset on the inside.  This is not good for anyone.

"What's with all the hate?"

I'm not a bad, disgusting person!

Am I so acutely targeted off?

What if we did this to you?  Do you think I was the one who ruined my life??

Like, What!

Is something seriously getting in the way in my life?  People who like me have been stifled.

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Modalities in Music

Children learn in different ways, like kinesthetic (doing,) visual, auditory, and tactual (building ideas/things maybe..)

Opportunity

I just e-mailed the church to ask if I could play violin.

I played a year in a group class in college 3 days a week.  I have been taking lessons for about a month.  College was 11 years ago.

My Supposed Place

I'm pretty sure I was ambushed from the womb that I was to be a certain somebody because my dad is the oldest and has 2 cute younger sisters.

"Getting Down"

Maybe, I will listen to adults, but I'm not someone who's badder than the rest all of a sudden.  I find I have rules by people experimenting and spying on me and manipulating my life and people in it that no one else does.

Well

I wonder about people thinking they admire me and look up to me but by finding out what I like and saying they want every one of those things for themselves but not for me too.. not for me too?  What about the saying that there's "nothing in it" to relate to me like a normal person but to take advantage of me because I don't want to sin and be mean to them.  Jesus Christ?  I'm sorry, but this is creating problems and not just involving myself, if that matters to you even..  You gotta try, try, try.  It's work.

Nah, Nah (Now, Now)

I was in Ohio and NY and I heard voices and seen a ghost!  I can totally connect to these stories on TV.

Idea

Just like voice, I was thinking of quitting and learning violin on my own rather than a 30 minute session every Saturday morning and with early bussing over 6 hours total.  I want to work at a daycare and just learn violin from the books and when I can to play in a local amateur group and maybe accompany musicals.  It would be a dream to play classical professionally but not necessarily a soloist.  I wish I could be a 1st violinist cuz I loved singing in groups, choirs, and feel like I should be given some honors because I did it so much when young.

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Anytime my mother tries to take me to task for something my Grandmother will say "Don't worry honey, when she was your age she used to do xyz" ruining my mother's lecture by pointing out some form of hypocrisy. Has anyone else gotten bailed out by a grandparent when getting lectured by a parent?






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Most people born right before the Baby Boomers seem to do that.

proud European + Eurasian // ½ Asian / Germanic / Anglo

Not Dealing With It / Forgiving / Trusting

How can I deal with, like, all these people I meet who are good being so weirdly bad to me?  They're just human but "by a large margin?"

Remember when we were told some people are good and some are not?  I think it's just a fad, but you can single some people out as especially good possibly for some reason or another.  Maybe, they are attractive.

Not Making It??

Do you all think you'll make it in life listening to my dad like he's popular more than me and I'm not?

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Latin Americans!

We need to see them as real Spanish people like Italian Americans are real people.  I might have some blood.  I'm not a person.  I'm 1/2 Asian 1/2 hairy Caucasian and proud of it.

What if..

What if people tried making me look different from someone they knew I'd run into?  So what, I'm an American and proud to be free.

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Music

I always thought it said, "I can't see you anymore.."

Music I Grew up Knowing

easy to sing to

Music

Who I Am

I feel like a record of mistakes.

Opportunity When Being Tested

When I am tested, I feel it is an opportunity to do something unnecessary and get more of what I want and need in life.

Keep Sinning, er, Smling

Do you know that people who you like a lot are popular for acting like all the wild, confusing people who seem to have such a miserable life that they let out contradictory instructions on what to do that overcome the world?  The very likable people say, "Hey, yea, that's okay, just rattling up the tight stress and making things more comfortable even tho it's like a sin.  Let's all submit to this instruction."  Do you realize what this says?  It says, "Hey, keep sinning cuz it makes life seem easier to copy from.  Maybe, this is the right way to eventually ride into death by the time one is an old man or woman.  Hey, nothing wrong with being, like, a dump truck driver, after you've dedicated to some other path, cuz hey you know it really is okay so why not give up the other dream for something else - jump on the bandwagon too?"

I'm not trying to victimize people.  I notice this desire from a lot of things I bet.  Who fits the description in your life?

Did you notice..

Did you notice people who always want you in limbo, like what you think is never right either way cuz it's supposed to hurt you?  They just wanna keep the mystery.

Just Stay Calm

I learned ways to deal with different kinds of anger of how others are to me.  I feel like I'm 5 tho and can't seem to get it coordinated.

Turning Me On

I know people can turn me on and make me mad if they can create a pretend reason, like if I feel a little guilty about my behavior (well, inner thoughts others can detect) tho it wasn't really that bad yet to a degree.

Thinking of You

Before, I felt pushed to think about someone I like when I was able to give myself down time.

Now, I feel I cannot think of them at all because of others.

Who cares..

I bet people think who cares Christina is Chinese toss her.  That's why me having a problems blog is unacceptable to others.

I understand it sounds like a regiment to go by.  I don't think I've seen the issue solved, and I don't see how it is a real issue other than to get at me.

Also, I think that most racists are just prejudiced.. obviously.  If you're white, why not just say the Chinese don't matter but should be off-ed?  You don't have any blood or anyone to care about.  It's accepted popularity-wise.

Supposedly, I am not a person just because you decided and if considered bad say it's popular.  It's not even cuz I'm Chinese but because I'm like a kid to people who don't want me to be.  We all understand that.  It's a simple problem with a simple solution, in some ways.

Elimination!

I thought you were against abortion.

Why do..

Why do Baby Boomers think they are so much better than Generation XY?

My Identity

Why do people think I am a product of my parents and that they aren't good enough for me to be who I want?  That's far off the mark.  May as well seek out a poor black kid in Africa and ask them to lead a nation.  Plus, may as well discount all the princesses.

Having Pennsylvania Blood

It feels like I'm a dog following a bone hanging from a stick attached to my head.

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Self-Centered

Problems

This is an old unpublished post.

Others having problems with others should not affect me negatively.

Belief

Everyone has to believe I'm in the wrong.

Kick Start Your Diet Today

Get all the pieces in place.

-Sufficient Exercise
-Fasting to Healthy Foods
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Wrong "Punishments"

I don't like people "punishing" me when I am the one being attacked and acting like it's a part of the circle of life.

They think they are catty and solved an issue.  Well, nope.  I don't know why people venerate others in some ways.  They are trying to look good socially, too.

I don't take being talked down upon as an assumption of who I am.  Not everyone lives life that way with that sorta threat to their personal space.  It is actually racism about my mom's genes in me.  I am a successful person, but people are listening to others/someone else who I "accidentally"/whatever spammed and beating on me that I'm nothing like there's something wrong with my parents.  I'm also on psychiatric pills I don't need, which helped result in other maladies.

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Like, hard to hold onto the thought, but like trying to abuse me more emotionally.

I don't like how this is going.

So, my parents are getting into me more.. like trying to overcome my passion for others.

Pathetic

My parents took a turn for the worse when I got interested in others and left me "in trouble."

Waiting?

So, I'm just waiting abused racially?

Schedule

I may not watch any of Ellen until my busy week is over on Sunday.

Problem

I don't believe people who think you should be a series of steps without problems coming up and if you stop and think about it you're a problem.

I don't get it.

It seems a lotta people want me d**d, a little more for everyone then, just jealous because I did it but not jealous before.

Liars

They do it to save their own hide cuz they were being s***.

I just shouldn't care about anyone.  Those older adults will be there to save their hide by being racist as an excuse.

Ruining My Stay

I've been in Orlando a long time.

People just assume I am worthless cuz I'm 1/2 Asian from my mom.

Idiots!

Why are these crazy, selfish people there trying to say I am bad?

Back Talk

Do you know people who talk to you just to negatively affect the situation?

Romping Around

Do you know people who want to wake up because of race because there are things to do to beat out the Asians from being on the human genome?

Why are..

What do you think of people messing around acting like I'm bad and then I'm good, like it's just a game and neither answer is correct?  Do they think they are better than me? as well as others?

Good Girl Gone Bad?

Think of all those fools who go by the supposition I am bad in life.

Oh, yea, that's nothing.  That's the opposite of everyone else.  Let's just flip something around and all our problems shall be solved.

Comfort Inn

Why is it "in" for kids to feel comfort?

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Female toddlers and young girls certainly are..were. And the bitches last in their brattiness until teenagers and young adults. 

Cool Kids

My dad says sometimes kids are silly when I was talking about someone as a kid then teen..

Older adults today, Baby Boomers, bank on the "people who are a bit younger than me," like 10 years younger.  They think they followed the real program and I'm toxic waste.

Do more people..

Do more pathetic people puncture you emotionally?

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Mario Lopez was a great personality!

The little strong African American boy was so good!  Good personal trainer to some of Ellen's assistants!

Ellen's Birthday!  Show tomorrow!


About Mario Lopez, I like the Spanish from living in the oldest continuing city in the US and 2nd oldest, Saint Augustine, Florida.  I feel a distance from when I moved away to where Ellen is from.  However, I still can retouch some of the magic.  I never was very much made public in my interest in the Spanish nor had a very in some way intense confrontation with the Spanish.  It was a distant "relationship."  I have a stronger connection with the French, which has to be from living in the New Orleans, Louisiana, area.

Independence

Do you feel more independent of your parents or like they've "fixed" you a lot?  Like when you're inadequate or down.

Non-White Heritage

White people need to be the best at everything any race does so much they made the protocol of non-white a part of their surrounding requirements, while they coast nonchalantly dissing the actual non-whites themselves, like they don't matter and aren't "human"/"real people.."

A Strict Thing

Why would people get mad at a "child" such as me about giving attention to someone quite a bit older?

I mean why me?  I know other kids it's impossible.

The Church is Schizophrenic.

"Is The Music really praising the Lord??"

Time

Have you ever spent too much of the wrong kind of time with someone? to the point it rubs on you and you lose your identity.  Yet, you never go out of your way to see said person?  Have you??

Being Bad

Am I bad, too?

Dysfunctional

When something goes my way, logic fails around me.

Facebook

I found out I could major in singing!

I will ask them to steer me towards my true interests and may fly to study somewhere someday for a semester or something.

Altering Nature

Do you know when people say you aren't really that great all of a sudden-

Ellen DeGeneres has turned into..

Lately or Handler

always stands for what she believes in

Do you ever feel..

Do you know that feeling when a feeling, usually physical dawns on/manifests in you and you have to fight or do something, like you can't lay still and let be?  Like an inner fight of forces in your body.

It's like..

..someone ^has^ to beat me.

"Love is around."

Everywhere around me I am surrounded by depressing people.