Wednesday, February 4, 2015
Tuesday, February 3, 2015
Karaoke Dispute
Do you find it wrong/unexpected for easy going, understanding adults to get mad at you for posting karaoke online? Like it probably is illegal. You know, it gets taken down if it's illegal. It's not a sin. It's allowed.
Facebook - Dr. Phil
No, I don't fall in love using the internet..
..I gone and done been on it 7 years consuming the smorgasboard of time I possess with no real friends on or off! (Save for the ones I made on it! Acquaintence posters on IMDb -plus there are some such others..)
I think love can happen on the internet.
I love the internet! <3 <3
And yes I had some real friends/"friends."
..I gone and done been on it 7 years consuming the smorgasboard of time I possess with no real friends on or off! (Save for the ones I made on it! Acquaintence posters on IMDb -plus there are some such others..)
I think love can happen on the internet.
I love the internet! <3 <3
And yes I had some real friends/"friends."
Schedule
I plan to take 2 courses in the summer and 3 at a time during the year. I will graduate I bet by next summer when I turn 30.
I still wanna watch Dr. Phil as of now, goes by quickly. I can put Ellen on when I post online. Sorry Ellen, maybe I will be able to watch 2 shows, tho. Seems you've moved on, in a way.. I love yer show, hope you have fun on it.
I still wanna watch Dr. Phil as of now, goes by quickly. I can put Ellen on when I post online. Sorry Ellen, maybe I will be able to watch 2 shows, tho. Seems you've moved on, in a way.. I love yer show, hope you have fun on it.
Change of Plans
Musc Theory is too early to get there by bus easily, so I decided an AA in General Studies would be better. I am not so sure about the Student Work. I think I wanna focus on school and getting it done cuz it's a lotta work. I know I have no credit in math and science. I need 2 classes each. Also, a speech or communications course, English II, and if my other Liberal GS courses don't work. I might do english and math in the summer. I did 2 summer courses in high school. These courses are not as much on memorizing and probably aren't as hard.. like their writing. They tend to just adjust your writing as pleasured. Will be nice to get it over with with a good B. I will try A, tho, of course. Also, this is supposedly the more academic community college.
FAFSA
I submitted it! I will supposedly get about $15,000 for each summer and spring. I did sign up for Work Study, but we'll see if I'll last, like if they have part time work.
Summer, will probably take 2 ed courses for Summer A.. We'll see about that, tho. 1 is online, and the other is 3 1/2 hours 2 days a week I think. I'm very interested in the live class course. Maybe, I will just take that Summer A. I need 15 classroom hours in early June, I think.
Summer, will probably take 2 ed courses for Summer A.. We'll see about that, tho. 1 is online, and the other is 3 1/2 hours 2 days a week I think. I'm very interested in the live class course. Maybe, I will just take that Summer A. I need 15 classroom hours in early June, I think.
Community College
The one I will take 2 Ed courses in the summer at and in the fall and spring music has an athletics thing you can check in and work out at tho. Beats the stress of a graded class? I bet there was ill will behind this particular cancelation, however. I wanted to be able to do ballet. Like to be safe. My dad kept telling me I have to practice if ballet is a big dream. It does take practice. Don't want him driving me in old age like that, tho.
Interesting Analyzation
I see Ellen on TV and she just says something easy and everyone claps and smiles. Her job altogether is hard, tho, I feel. I'm just saying the nature of it. Like, she doesn't have to say something that wouldn't be entertaining if someone else said it. She is entertaining, I mean. I'm just talking about "what" she has to do, not much, cuz she's Ellen. They are only laughing cuz -she- said it.
If I say something cool it's nothing and cuza race and worthless intelligence.
If I say something cool it's nothing and cuza race and worthless intelligence.
Monday, February 2, 2015
Dr. Phil - Facebook
Whoever killed her obviously most likely knew her, and whoever was involved knew somebody.
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Sense out criminals before they commit the crime. How? If you pay attention, you might sense things.
Why would the dad think he'd be in his daughter's will? That cannot be a possibe motive for someone. Someone at work could have done it. Anyone fill in her position?
If the dad hired someone to do it, I dunno, it didn't make sense to me at 1st. Did they get DNA?
Do they know who the dad knows? You can't just go up to someone and tell them to do this.
It reminds me of the case of Jon Benet Ramsy. :( The parents did not seem dangerous. My parents get upset at me I feel for no reason and it comes a time they need me to make social and emotional sacrifices for them to "feel good," while I wait in punishment and they work out the kinks. The only thing I can say that explains my case is that they think "the real world" will be worse on me. I think my Gramma thought that my mom would be killed by the people in Orlando with the stress of cancer. When I thought things she did not like, she made annoying noises that pinpointed my mom's cancer. That can't be good. I'd get in secret trouble. My relatives are at me, I feel. I got upset at my gramma. If I had to blame anyone for my mom's death would be herself, my dad, and famous people, but in that order of suspect of what really did it and what was out of control. My dad boasts almost killing his sister. I'd like to see that get on national television. I was conscious at 3 years old, too. I guess he just had hate. I think my dad wants more of a relationship with me before I get old and leave home and the rest of his life is different. Okay, so if I die we blame the burgers, but it was done with variety. I don't know what got into me. I wasn't finished growing up. The diet I was on sustained me thru much of my young adult life. I just was tired, don't cook, and was under the impression to leave the table. I don't turn over thoughts of inappropriate behavior. I'm GONE!
I wonder if the dad has any known friends like himself who would do it. I also care if he didn't do it, but this could prove him innocent.
I hope my post is okay.
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Sense out criminals before they commit the crime. How? If you pay attention, you might sense things.
Why would the dad think he'd be in his daughter's will? That cannot be a possibe motive for someone. Someone at work could have done it. Anyone fill in her position?
If the dad hired someone to do it, I dunno, it didn't make sense to me at 1st. Did they get DNA?
Do they know who the dad knows? You can't just go up to someone and tell them to do this.
It reminds me of the case of Jon Benet Ramsy. :( The parents did not seem dangerous. My parents get upset at me I feel for no reason and it comes a time they need me to make social and emotional sacrifices for them to "feel good," while I wait in punishment and they work out the kinks. The only thing I can say that explains my case is that they think "the real world" will be worse on me. I think my Gramma thought that my mom would be killed by the people in Orlando with the stress of cancer. When I thought things she did not like, she made annoying noises that pinpointed my mom's cancer. That can't be good. I'd get in secret trouble. My relatives are at me, I feel. I got upset at my gramma. If I had to blame anyone for my mom's death would be herself, my dad, and famous people, but in that order of suspect of what really did it and what was out of control. My dad boasts almost killing his sister. I'd like to see that get on national television. I was conscious at 3 years old, too. I guess he just had hate. I think my dad wants more of a relationship with me before I get old and leave home and the rest of his life is different. Okay, so if I die we blame the burgers, but it was done with variety. I don't know what got into me. I wasn't finished growing up. The diet I was on sustained me thru much of my young adult life. I just was tired, don't cook, and was under the impression to leave the table. I don't turn over thoughts of inappropriate behavior. I'm GONE!
I wonder if the dad has any known friends like himself who would do it. I also care if he didn't do it, but this could prove him innocent.
I hope my post is okay.
Chances in Life Stored Away
Seeing as I am a social critter and my chances are high, I don't want the members of this experiment to be able to blow it. I do not play the game, if I say something I don't like it has to happen. You won't get far along. And you are not my boss over me. What do I speak of? Making a good impression on people who really like me.
Psychologically Well
I don't really claim to have ever had a problem simply by the fact that someone other than me is getting attention. I a psychologically well, IMO (in my opinion.)
I had something interesting to say but forget - ah, yes, if it's to punish me for cursing about noises in my room I get mad. If it's that I'm in trouble every time I walk into the room or do/say something, I get mad.
They want me to look bad like others. It might sound crazy, but if it weren't so then they wouldn't feel guilty reading this and do something to offend me or hurt my feelings just to make themselves feel better that they are right.
I know there are people out there who do this. Who, I don't seem to know. Well, I'm not afraid to point my finger.
I had something interesting to say but forget - ah, yes, if it's to punish me for cursing about noises in my room I get mad. If it's that I'm in trouble every time I walk into the room or do/say something, I get mad.
They want me to look bad like others. It might sound crazy, but if it weren't so then they wouldn't feel guilty reading this and do something to offend me or hurt my feelings just to make themselves feel better that they are right.
I know there are people out there who do this. Who, I don't seem to know. Well, I'm not afraid to point my finger.
I'm worthless!
Did you know people tell me I am not worth it to my face in my place? A ha ha! Imagine if all you were told that. }:) A ha ha! Fine! It must be race.
No, I am thankful to have anything and daunted by its authority over mine. I do not really get the peace I deserve, tho. I was great. I dunno what's not in it in other folks. Jokes.
Don't go dig into my life and take it the wrong way. I had my turn, but I never get what I wanted. I just didn't know that I should not take a lotta courses in college. It's not as important as passing..
No, I am thankful to have anything and daunted by its authority over mine. I do not really get the peace I deserve, tho. I was great. I dunno what's not in it in other folks. Jokes.
Don't go dig into my life and take it the wrong way. I had my turn, but I never get what I wanted. I just didn't know that I should not take a lotta courses in college. It's not as important as passing..
What goes on in my life now is pretty bad. I do things, right, on my blog, but what is allowed to go on around me is preposterous. People tackle me as soon as I enter the room. My relationships are severed and beaten at. I can't even reign free thought without some pip squeak of a reaction emitting from some far reach of this universe. "It's all 'related.'" No, it wasn't. I just said I couldn't even think about anything social in my life without running into a road block that seems to lead to more road blocks.
Sunday, February 1, 2015
Recollections
I remember forgotten periods of time in PreK after peeling the skin off my finger and it just stung to be that way so much.
Football
I should start watching football more often.
Post by Seattle Seahawks.
Congratulations to the #SB49 champion @Patriots. Great game. #NEvsSEA #SB49 pic.twitter.com/UBQkQdr0df
— Seattle Seahawks (@Seahawks) February 2, 2015
How Bad Can It Get??
This is the worst it could get. I'm not really alone, I can't go about the house freely without feeling m*****ed or something. I want company, and it's not exactly an arm's length away. I have to walk thru the stone castle and bump into armor along the way.
Dr. Phil - Facebook
Australia, wow! Women over there have it good in certain ways not shared with people in the US really. Yet, I think there are a lotta equally good women here.
Dr. Phil - Facebook
response to fan
I would say that people in Scandinavia and other European countries are upheld over others of mixed races. Then, it would be the girls as the weaker side and the men as the caregiving side in other ways. Women are more sympathetic, tho. America is abnormal and spoils its youth. Dr. Phil's show is something like watching Forensic Files, Jail, Campus PD, etc. The flip side of concern is that they will spoil teenagers over young adults, for example, not always just al the girls over all the boys.
Being Native American
I was thinking about being indian and that no one seems to innately know more than others about sorta lining the issues up about people with indian. They would just pick like a baby doll as like a car model to shout out orders. Like with me, people go in and say what you expect them to say about me. No one ever has anything to offer me as a person. They just know I'm related to an indian father and Dutch Chinese-Indonesian mother. I'd have to say my mom is more white than my dad except that my dad possesses actual European traits from a Caucasian race. I wonder if his mom had problems. With her, the indian came from her dad, also, and none from her mom, tho her mom also had Ashkenazi Jewish I think. I don't know why my dad has a harder time being indian than my mom has being Chinese, except I know it's easier to be all one ethnicity, like it's more attractive. I bet a lotta mixed ethnicities without minor European ethnicities are part Native American indian or like Ashkenazi Jewish.
Dr. Phil - Facebook
to fan
A word we learned when I was young was "thug." He does help more model-type girls in abuse stories recently but also involving different kinds of guys. I felt he was rather masculine like say 1/2 the time. The boys don't seem to have as many problems and probably don't write in as much. I'd like to get on there myself.
A word we learned when I was young was "thug." He does help more model-type girls in abuse stories recently but also involving different kinds of guys. I felt he was rather masculine like say 1/2 the time. The boys don't seem to have as many problems and probably don't write in as much. I'd like to get on there myself.
M***********
I discovered something. You can do it more than once, and you think you only need to do it once.. but do it more and it could become addictive, like smoking and drinking.
What You're Forgetting
If you wanna look like Marilyn Monroe, it's not about looking like her technically but capturing the same electrifying spirit.
I'm saving up.
I can get a great $600 computer in March. It even is a touch screen PC! I was gonna get a laptop but was recommended this.
The Key Differences of the New vs. Before Ellen
She is more strict today in the messages she sends or how she acts. Before, she was in some ways more warm and fuzzy. I haven't really watched her before that much.
Song
"It's My Life" by No Doubt
"caught in the crowd" all dreamy and romantic in life - not dreamy as in tired or sleepy..
So, I tried hard to make myself and myself in my environment good and good socially and exciting and right. I didn't whine and complain. Why am I suffering more now? It's like people chickened out in morality. Like, I'm good but I can like get upset to myself then you supposedly "nice" people all nod that I'm bad? What do I have left to turn to? The bad guys?
"caught in the crowd" all dreamy and romantic in life - not dreamy as in tired or sleepy..
So, I tried hard to make myself and myself in my environment good and good socially and exciting and right. I didn't whine and complain. Why am I suffering more now? It's like people chickened out in morality. Like, I'm good but I can like get upset to myself then you supposedly "nice" people all nod that I'm bad? What do I have left to turn to? The bad guys?
Dr. Phil - Facebook
(daughter blaming dad for homicide)
I wonder if it will peak over the level of accusations I've held against others.
I wonder if it will peak over the level of accusations I've held against others.
Eating Too Much or Too Little
I don't know what that means, but I don't know how much nutrition you need tho I take vitamins.
Growing Up
I'm listening to "It's My Life" by No Doubt. I missed things like Barney and people my age were listening to them, a restricted band. People depreciated them, even during school.
Football
I used to play ball with my dad, and I was respected as a kid but not now, like I finally don't matter. That's what we did as kids, we had to get up and throw the ball back and forth to each other, like the highlight of visiting with my younger girl cousin etc.
Happy Girl
I saw a girl who looked so happy in Orlando, she was skinny with nice colorful hair but not like reddish too much and bouncing along feeling all approved of cuz she's in shape like I was as a kid.
Yes, I realize we could easily get in shape and be happy like her. We just have to turn on Jillian Michaels for 10 minutes a day? (+ I jog for an hour a day usually, unless I'm busy/out.)
Yes, I realize we could easily get in shape and be happy like her. We just have to turn on Jillian Michaels for 10 minutes a day? (+ I jog for an hour a day usually, unless I'm busy/out.)
Romanticism can be black.
They have that cartoon of Langston Hughes, a jazz writer I think, and he looks "white" racially. Anyway, I see his skinny hands at the typewriter. He is romanticized as being supportive of the "heart" of New Orleans, as black people provide for others.
Racial Decision
Black people carry the burden of providing the world with their intelligence. They don't have the Asian genes and have the more Caucasian look with their noses not being infantile in structure/size/ability to be how they are. Lotta Europe mixed with China. However, they have mixed emotions about being black. :| I take pride in my tan, but I try to keep it fair. I don't do it with "drugs." I use sunblock. I'm stil strong.
Popular/Cool Kids
I remember when I was in my 1st year of junior hi, 6th grade, age 11/12, I was working the cotton candy stand for the 1st time I volunteered, like a grown-up, and I saw the most popular girl singing with a group of kids from performance school Beauty and the Beast. I sorta made fun of it but not very outwardly, just like I was surprised. I lived in the nation's oldest continuing city, in Northeastern Florida, just under the major city.
Also, I did a cute science project on sustaining cut flowers. My 2 best friends who USED to be my best friend won along with the most cool girl who just moved from LA maybe.
I must add that the 1st had honey hair and the 2nd had white hair.
Also, I did a cute science project on sustaining cut flowers. My 2 best friends who USED to be my best friend won along with the most cool girl who just moved from LA maybe.
I must add that the 1st had honey hair and the 2nd had white hair.
A New Purpose
Remember in the 2000s when people were all futuristic and believing in what they did? Supportive and took stances of leadership? We were treated with grace and glory for whatever we did, be it little and small?
Battery of Emotion
Younger people need a battery of emotion in younger age so they can carry on when they are older and lead the younger generations.
@RobinRevelation Relationships can be carefree/monotonous, affected/unaffected by outside sources, too little/much, approved or not..
— Christina Barrett (@Christina4333) February 1, 2015
National Anthem @ Super Bowl
Idina Menzel, the Queen in Frozen
I'm slightly sad I won't be seeing it.
I'm slightly sad I won't be seeing it.
Dr. Phil - Twitter
Good things to think about: "your worth and your value."
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to fan
The other 2 daughters were pretty sweet..
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to fan
Maybe, that girl wants a more mature mom.
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to fan
The other 2 daughters were pretty sweet..
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to fan
Maybe, that girl wants a more mature mom.
Dr. Phil - Facebook
That's very smart. Too many people forget their "self-worth."
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(mother with teens posting pix of her in bikinis I think as a teen on her Facebook)
It is rather a matter of consequence.
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(mother with teens posting pix of her in bikinis I think as a teen on her Facebook)
It is rather a matter of consequence.
IMDb - The Soapbox
Re: Street fights are illegal. So this is what I will do. I will put up
LOL Dr. Phil wants to talk face to face with the criminal to save his soul.
My Place
I found I was more of a Cindy Brady girl than the ever stimulating Jan Brady with Marcia Brady. I feel like I'm taking a course. I love people who have moms who are the same age as a Brady child..
I looked at the extras in Angels in the Outfield and I know it's just people in LA trying to hang a string of toys over the heads of people in Florida. They made it all seem like some big scene, but they were mean people. Like, they make it, and the somehow know I'm 1/2 Chinese + the part Native American indian.
Weird Experience
Child Fund, pay for a child, I jotted that down.
I see all these Spanish kids and it's like they're better off than me. 8|
I see all these Spanish kids and it's like they're better off than me. 8|
Let's just say.
I'm a good guy.
If I'm bad, I'm still not a bad guy. It's something like an accident, really. Or yer wrong.
If I'm bad, I'm still not a bad guy. It's something like an accident, really. Or yer wrong.
*SIGH*
It does not matter if someone born in the 1940s cares lovingly about you. Do you want the only people old enough to be your parents be LATE Boomers? YOU WANT THE WHOLE PACKAGE!
"Kids Today"
Those people who are about 17. We had things like Angels in the Outfied and Finding Nemo. It was special then. Now, it's work cut out. But not for the 17-year-olds who make fun of us. They think they are more grown up but they don't do nothing. They talk and they fall back and are supported by all the facts of life, no meddling leadership pranks. Saying like to us, no saying this to them.. oh all this leadership, we're not there for you.
Angels in the Outfield (movie)
Before, they encouraged people who simply did what was told and respected dads born around 1950. That's what the dads/men from 1960 said.
Also, it was like supposedly genius to have an angel make the baseball bounce around at its own will. Reminds me of a moment that is popular with like Ellen, that it makes a statement against people like me who can't say they are something cuz they ain't born around 1960. Ellen can do whatever she wants and get away with thinking anything. That would hurt a lotta people's feelings to read this. Like, ooh look you are a boring person and I think it's funny that we see a baseball bounce around cuz it means it's what's to smile about in ba'eball. That can't even happen. Why not be happy about what else we were doing at the moment? Ha ha. I'm so sorry. I would prefer not to mention her name, but I didn't know how else to make my point..my point. ;o
Also, it was like supposedly genius to have an angel make the baseball bounce around at its own will. Reminds me of a moment that is popular with like Ellen, that it makes a statement against people like me who can't say they are something cuz they ain't born around 1960. Ellen can do whatever she wants and get away with thinking anything. That would hurt a lotta people's feelings to read this. Like, ooh look you are a boring person and I think it's funny that we see a baseball bounce around cuz it means it's what's to smile about in ba'eball. That can't even happen. Why not be happy about what else we were doing at the moment? Ha ha. I'm so sorry. I would prefer not to mention her name, but I didn't know how else to make my point..my point. ;o
Aliens
So, they found little pellets inside people with faint memories of being abducted by aliens. They are skinnier than Barbies and all gray with slanted eyes. They left a residue of fat and protien. It was a pink powder on one lady's dress. People get abducted outside probably after midnight or real late. One lady asked where they were from, and they presented a map. About 10 years later, they discovered this star system and it was the same.
It's clear
babies with parents born around 1950 are in love with people born around 1960, like Ellen DeGeneres. What's in the minds of teens today, tho?
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