Um, already done it, not much in the classes. 8I
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Wednesday, March 13, 2013
Being Right
What if no one was ever right? "Then leave them alone, and they'll go home...". What about Ellen's feelings-
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"Rock Bottom"
What do you think of Ellen being wrong, like that the world hoped Asians would not have a European face unless they tried hard? Why not just like people for what they were able to achieve in life? You have hit rock bottom.
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Ride
I got 2 annoying messages. My mom is looking, and my dad is coming, ride's here. 8I
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Problem
My Dad did something for a long time. He's also picking at me for no reason.
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Problem
So, Ellen won't take something good twice. I know her attitude is incorrect.
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Problem
More messages. Don't need them, don't like this shit. Don't wish to go through shit alone.
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Plan
I didn't get a call @ my ride. Don't have the new special #. Will get home by 9 or 10. Eat, shower.. Bed? 11 or 12. Wake up 5 or pack .. no? Wake up @ 5:30.
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Old Stereotype
I found I may be old. I don't have a stereotype. I am gonna cut my hair in layers and straighten it with serum. No bangs. Well, yea.. to the side. Not dying it brown.
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Problem
I got more annoying message.. Please stop annoying me for my health.
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Something Weird
I don't have to tell you this, but actually 1 more person liked Ginny's status.
It just seems like no experience is okay.
Also, you shouldn't worry so much. Why do you?
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It just seems like no experience is okay.
Also, you shouldn't worry so much. Why do you?
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Problem
My next therapist appt. Is in 3 weeks, and I don't actually know why but don't care about my dad's feelings. I will not stop all life and exploration bc of Tim Burton. Also, I am cold. Can't type.
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Unfinished Post
My parents are jealous of me and made my brother a nigger, my opposite. He has 0 European traits, didn't do rt
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OK, I am pretty sure I will see you there.. something was bothering me.. I think it was that I couldn't find my nail polish, found I did have a therapist appt. today, went to bed crying bc of Ginny but about something else, and haven't like seen if I need to repack anything, guess just my clothes. 3I Oh yea, and I don't think I have a ride reserved for tomorrow so will depend on the bus system, which doesn't tell you when to let off. So, you know, I just am frustrated. I sent my dad a message to reserve a ride, but like some other things recently he just stopped and though funny still bugs me. I guess my mom didn't check her e-mail, didn't send me a message back. I mean, she doesn't usually, don't even know when she checks her text messages. I mean, I just come at like 7-8, do weight training, eat lunch, jog, shower and sing in there, then I get out and do makeup, have to wear contacts to read and see faces far away, and I guess now will not be straightening my hair since it made it frizzy. I would consider straightening it with formula, but I do believe it is permanent. I might do it, anyway. I don't believe when it is long that it is ever naturally straight. I don't even know if it's thick or thin. I need my dad to cut it, too. It's okay curly, but I think I am going to buy straightening serum, again. 
Then, I might cut it moderately short with the layers.. I was gonna angle it but guess not. Not so bad, I can grow it out, but I'd have to wait to get it back curly so am worried @ that because when I dyed it it didn't look good, I mean my black hair didn't dye well, don't even know what color to dye it.. I don't want medium brown hair.. Hm, maybe I'll get it done this weekend. OK, so see you tomorrow..
Then, I might cut it moderately short with the layers.. I was gonna angle it but guess not. Not so bad, I can grow it out, but I'd have to wait to get it back curly so am worried @ that because when I dyed it it didn't look good, I mean my black hair didn't dye well, don't even know what color to dye it.. I don't want medium brown hair.. Hm, maybe I'll get it done this weekend. OK, so see you tomorrow..Problem
I'm missing both my new glitter nail polish covers.
Also, I'm getting bugged again.. like I found my mouse pointer hovering over something.
I found I have my therapist appointment and haven't packed .. have to see if I have better pants for tomorrow. Didn't practice, want to jog tomorrow. Cooking a big, thick hunk of beef and lots of turnip greens..didn't really want turnip greens.
Problem
I asked my dad to reserve me a ride at work, like usual, and he forwarded it to my mom, but I don't think she got it. I think it's too late. That means I have to get on the bus, pretty sure it works..they said it doesn't work at 6 A.M.. I bet some people think it's funny. So, what, if I said that? Stop showing off.
The teacher said she wouldn't be here Thursday, seemed like it'd be the next Thursday, but it is next Thursday. You know, they don't tell you where they are on the bus. Hey, my writing just almost got erased. I remember where I get dropped off..
The teacher said she wouldn't be here Thursday, seemed like it'd be the next Thursday, but it is next Thursday. You know, they don't tell you where they are on the bus. Hey, my writing just almost got erased. I remember where I get dropped off..
Told Someone Something
I never really did this all these years, but I said I quit ballet and slept, went online, and didn't go back because this boy, from England, wouldn't talk to me much anymore, got sorta in a brawl but not me like being literally attacked.
It was a girl before weight training, walking on the track, said she was from NY, didn't tell her where I was from, Puerto Rican dad, I think, I told her she had such light hair so asked, was like blonde and faded.. seems familiar. Does that mean I got those genes from my dad? Er, I've lived in the South a long time.
It was a girl before weight training, walking on the track, said she was from NY, didn't tell her where I was from, Puerto Rican dad, I think, I told her she had such light hair so asked, was like blonde and faded.. seems familiar. Does that mean I got those genes from my dad? Er, I've lived in the South a long time.
New Facebook Friend
Facebook
She's the girl I talked to after class, the other partner I acted with, a ½ Puerto Rican maternally and then part black part mostly Italian I got, just realized it might be more, had to ask what kind of Caucasian .. and she wanted to go by ethnicity as I emitted excursions of my own "race.." I know she does voices and can document more via Facebook had I the time.. see I am just enjoying myself for 8 years in a way, and I have to clean my room- Also, I mean, like eat and stuff. I mean, I just don't do that stuff, now.. I don't know, maybe I shouldn't go anywhere, but I can't stand just seeing my dad and mom..
She's the girl I talked to after class, the other partner I acted with, a ½ Puerto Rican maternally and then part black part mostly Italian I got, just realized it might be more, had to ask what kind of Caucasian .. and she wanted to go by ethnicity as I emitted excursions of my own "race.." I know she does voices and can document more via Facebook had I the time.. see I am just enjoying myself for 8 years in a way, and I have to clean my room- Also, I mean, like eat and stuff. I mean, I just don't do that stuff, now.. I don't know, maybe I shouldn't go anywhere, but I can't stand just seeing my dad and mom..
Ginny
Ginny doesn't post her Facebook to the public now and apparently, though I am still friend with her, has blocked me. Search me. What could I have done? I don't think I called her a nigger, threatened her. I don't remember. I'll look through my blog.. Okay, I see in my 2nd Facebook post to a friend's photo that I spelled out some words with *'s and later said p.o.s., so don't know. They think it's pleasurable to see me do it, but I didn't actually say she was like that when she was nice. She didn't respond to my e-mail. You told me she just doesn't use it for that. Okay.. I don't know why, but I am guessing it's not a real reason.
[Sh]it Happens
It seems Ellen DeGeneres wants to recreate people. Um, I had a hard time feeling okay psychiatrically about myself, shit happens.
Questioned
So, I was always considered very well-behaved, why say then I don't deserve anything? You just said that -it- was an unfair advantage.
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B4 Class
If anyone is free before class, do ya'll wanna hang out? We could meet @ 3:30 P.M. I find with 1 person, I talk a long time, though.
After Class Next Tuesday
Does anyone wanna hang out? I could have hung out longer but hung out a long time with a girl after class, til our rides came at 8:45 P.M. I just like hollared to her and the other girl in the group about what Ginny does, doesn't Facebook me, now.
After Class This Thursday..
Anyone wanna hang out? We could stay until midnight.
B4 Class
If anyone is free before class, do ya'll wanna hang out? We could meet @ 3:30 P.M. I find with 1 person, I talk a long time, though.
After Class Next Tuesday
Does anyone wanna hang out? I could have hung out longer but hung out a long time with a girl after class, til our rides came at 8:45 P.M. I just like hollared to her and the other girl in the group about what Ginny does, doesn't Facebook me, now.
After Class This Thursday..
Anyone wanna hang out? We could stay until midnight.
Attacked
So, I was let out on that like something like weird about talking to Ginny, but I mean I don't find her weird..
Problem
Why are people making fun of me for thinking I can live forever? What do you think? I mean, you could do lots of things.
Problem
Look, what did I do? I did nothing. I didn't attack her on her Facebook. What should I do now? Put talk to me if you're mad? Why would she block me? She has no point. She's not even a person|human. She would then go forward and claim it's something about for my own good, I mean, like .. why can't I see her Facebook! For my own good I thought of some new thing, I meant like there seemed to be a reason, and you know there is no reason. She also thinks it's to protect me from her friends. How insulting. They didn't talk to me. You know, see if you can get someone to have a good time like me and not be killed. I gotchu now. Look, why would there be all these points? Stop telling me I didn't work in class or some shit.
Problem
So, what do you think about being blocked by someone? I mean, it seems like this kind of thing happens. I sometimes think like with family I have too many advantages. Sometimes, I worry they will be friends with someone else, instead, and I guess that they aren't real people. Then, I don't really believe anyone "is real." The problem is that we are expected to read certain things, and anyone can get in. I will be held at stake. I think people will just feel sorry for me and know I'm open. They won't trust her. You can't read her posts anywhere, though. Um, I never said, yea it's cool Facebook should do that. I just mean, like, say, what if Tim Burton just didn't like you, or Ellen DeGeneres? What if both of them didn't? Wouldn't you hve like a combined problem? I don't know, I mean admit it don't you like play a game? I mean, I guess you'll have to just say like everyone is going for something, and if they know someone let you down, they won't do what they did instead. You know, you feel sad. So, they won't say, yes this person is talking to you. It'll say, no, this person is putting you off. I like reading her Facebook and want to in the summer. What will I do? She doesn't talk to me. Wah. WTF is this? I'm gonna talk about it to the people in my class, probably. I said I'd e-mail and see who all wants to talk I guess after Acting I or Improv. I mean, why can't I see her Facebook like everyone else? I mean, not everyone in the world will friend her. I mean, WTF is everyone's problem! She really is being mean. I mean why did she do it? Just to send a message? Isn't that like shitty? I mean, come one, what do you think? It's like she's afraid of me. She doesn't understand my frustrations. Why? What is wrong with her? I mean, maybe she's not really Californian or maybe it's just L.A. now because I'm from the South.
So
So, what, people don't like me doing other things? Like, they don't think I can think morally like them? I'm sorry, but that's not like some funny question I'm gonna joke about. What, should I just say Orlando is shit? Orlando is shit. :|
Facebook Post
He must be part French.
(Ryan Gosling is so sensitive. - TShirt saying, every time you eat bread he is sad.)
(Ryan Gosling is so sensitive. - TShirt saying, every time you eat bread he is sad.)
Problem
I really don't care for messages "when things do go wrong."
So, I went to my bed and really cried and like sobbed until I almost threw up, for some reason. xp I'm gonna * myself. I was in there, and I was made to feel good. I really don't know about like say you don't know anyone, but I mean, I need like to organize my private life and "personal needs.." whatever "personal needs" entails.
Also, what is wrong with me acting like I'm a Floridian, that's been a topic of debate. I mean, kids like Dakota Fanning think they're South Carolinian I mean seem like it but want to be Georgian. I don't know. I mean, I can't think of people with a kid born in Florida from elsewhere.
Also, what are you thinking about never talking to adults? What's wrong with talking to your teacher. I mean, I think I was social with teachers who were nice.
I'm co-o-old now. Please stop turning me off for fun. I have a feeling that you think it's smart. Why can't I be young? What is your problem? I do it, for fun. I don't talk about it for fun. Everyone tries to be young. Some people succeed. It might be from being Chinese, so better check out the Swedish. I don't give a shit if other white people thought of this bullshit. What is your problem? You just like discoveries. Well, maybe I'm not talking to just 1 person, but I mean maybe it's always to anyone. Um, I'm sure that's also been bonked off and not spoken of. You know, I don't believe in this L.A. catfood shit, I'm gonna live my life you goddamn motherfuckers. What's with all the insults all the time? I don't "want" you people. Do you want a European to "want" you? I know that's some trait you display. You just say stuff like you're shit and you don't care and stuff and think I have to be worse. Um, that's so, ain't it? You just kinda go along, and that's all I'm actually thinking about.
Also, stop hurting me with my Floridian heritage. I didn't do nothing, and that sin is a proven gay fact. You think that maybe California is different. I'm sure there are differences, but there are similarities. You know why I care, because I'm talking about myself. I'm from Florida. I'm not northern shit landed in Egypt.
Anyway, so, why do most people say hm I wonder why I didn't go online or something, like I'm looking at the webcam.. Why don't you like record yourself or something? Talk to the people you know. I mean, you have to practice. If you don't, then you'll have to catch up, later. That's cute, so catch up later for fun if you didn't already, but sorta go through what you go through now I guess. Oh, I didn't realize to say that I was looking at the logo that seemed to pop up. I didn't post it in my original thought because you wouldn't know I was correcting it. I could say so but maybe am too tired. I dunno, I just don't feel like thinking about it. I mean, it would be nice, but I mean this has already happened to me, 2 rights make a wrong. Or something of that sorta spirit..
So, I went to my bed and really cried and like sobbed until I almost threw up, for some reason. xp I'm gonna * myself. I was in there, and I was made to feel good. I really don't know about like say you don't know anyone, but I mean, I need like to organize my private life and "personal needs.." whatever "personal needs" entails.
Also, what is wrong with me acting like I'm a Floridian, that's been a topic of debate. I mean, kids like Dakota Fanning think they're South Carolinian I mean seem like it but want to be Georgian. I don't know. I mean, I can't think of people with a kid born in Florida from elsewhere.
Also, what are you thinking about never talking to adults? What's wrong with talking to your teacher. I mean, I think I was social with teachers who were nice.
I'm co-o-old now. Please stop turning me off for fun. I have a feeling that you think it's smart. Why can't I be young? What is your problem? I do it, for fun. I don't talk about it for fun. Everyone tries to be young. Some people succeed. It might be from being Chinese, so better check out the Swedish. I don't give a shit if other white people thought of this bullshit. What is your problem? You just like discoveries. Well, maybe I'm not talking to just 1 person, but I mean maybe it's always to anyone. Um, I'm sure that's also been bonked off and not spoken of. You know, I don't believe in this L.A. catfood shit, I'm gonna live my life you goddamn motherfuckers. What's with all the insults all the time? I don't "want" you people. Do you want a European to "want" you? I know that's some trait you display. You just say stuff like you're shit and you don't care and stuff and think I have to be worse. Um, that's so, ain't it? You just kinda go along, and that's all I'm actually thinking about.
Also, stop hurting me with my Floridian heritage. I didn't do nothing, and that sin is a proven gay fact. You think that maybe California is different. I'm sure there are differences, but there are similarities. You know why I care, because I'm talking about myself. I'm from Florida. I'm not northern shit landed in Egypt.
Anyway, so, why do most people say hm I wonder why I didn't go online or something, like I'm looking at the webcam.. Why don't you like record yourself or something? Talk to the people you know. I mean, you have to practice. If you don't, then you'll have to catch up, later. That's cute, so catch up later for fun if you didn't already, but sorta go through what you go through now I guess. Oh, I didn't realize to say that I was looking at the logo that seemed to pop up. I didn't post it in my original thought because you wouldn't know I was correcting it. I could say so but maybe am too tired. I dunno, I just don't feel like thinking about it. I mean, it would be nice, but I mean this has already happened to me, 2 rights make a wrong. Or something of that sorta spirit..
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College Path:
•Singing + Ballet @ UCF
•or @ a Franciscan U in Allegany
Fall 2013:
•Dialects & Stage Movement
College Path:
•Singing + Ballet @ UCF
•or @ a Franciscan U in Allegany
Fall 2013:
•Dialects & Stage Movement
Problem
I am very mad because everyone is boring into me that maybe Ginny should block me and that's just a fact. No one really cares. They don't get it. They just say like this isn't related to anybody else not talking to me nor like maybe any sort of reaction to like say you know some thing that bothers you or like I dunno. I mean, it is hard to get over, just no, find someone else to talk to. Like, something stupid comes up to me, maybe I don't like Pennsylvanians or maybe she's gay. Well, I think I was unaccepted in my former habitat. I'm sure I am right.
Problem
Just stop going out of your way thinking I'm a bad person. I'm gonna sit here and attack you all to submission, thinking I could have gotten younger.
Problem
I am being treated like nothing both in my experiment and with people and like I have to connect to my dad and grandma in thought. They have a problem. They are mean to me, and so are you. I'm sorry if you didn't meet my grandma as a baby.. Maybe, I strive to be a better version of her, but I mean I'm not gay. My dad honks on about how bad his mom is in thought. It's some thing, everyone thought about it, thoughts above your head, suggestions about what you deserve..
Problem
Why do you keep saying I did stuff I didn't? Like, I was just thinking of a baby picture, like mostly why my skin was tan. Um, how was I supposed to be accepted as a strong person and left alone with light skin? Yea, I am jealous of the assets of having light skin. I guess I would make myself tanner and tanner. Please, stop telling me I am the only 1 who is my dad, in a bad way..I think you'll find my dad isn't who you say, and you'll find he's done weird things with his health that don't involve me. I don't think any kid has the health their parents had or have, what will that say? Hm. I don't really get it, they said it was a lost dream and then their kids had problems. What about me? Does that mean you can bastardize me? Why are you getting all gay about it? Why are you acting like I'm chasing you? I don't wanna just chase black people and niggers.
Problem
So, why are people so mean to me that I've met so far? Let's see, I can count.. 1 2 3 4 probably more. You think I'm programmed to do things. Um, well, I don't seem to have much else to do.
Tuesday, March 12, 2013
No Networking
Supposedly, people go to school, teach .. they thought that it wasn't some cool thing to think of it as just getting together and networking. I'm sorry, but that's what it is. You think this is something for Ginny and you just help out unattractive professors. Um, that's not so.
Problem
Um, why are you making fun of how I say Ginny, to begin with? You thought I was sarcastic? I didn't see me do that. I didn't seem like it hurt, and I mean, I'm not set up to feel a different way that would work better. If it hurt, I mean what, just don't do anything? I thought you said that didn't exist. I don't get it. It just seems like your sorta pimply outbursts of anger, something you're not supposed to do. Let's not like make this like something to last the rest of my life.
What I Know
I know Ginny's friends are fakes because they said they would be nice and thought supposedly if I didn't have any sorta low and dirty traits that I'd be coo'.
Problem
Why won't anyone attractive talk to me? I mean, I am attractive and do the right things. They act as though they shouldn't be attractive. Um, that has no relation to how I want to be. Why do you think that people have to fit like puzzle pieces with their opportunities? I swear, I did that, already, and I don't remember it. I figured that I didn't want to be them. I figured that I could make different ideas of me.
Problem
I didn't do anything wrong, you didn't tell me I did. Stop doing this. I don't care about your fantasies, some people have better ideas and aren't messed up.
Problem
Look, you just were gay and told me not to feel anything, at all. Leave me alone. Hm, except I don't want to talk to someone unattractive. WTF are you? You know, I will not accept what you thought about what I just typed..
Problem-Solver
I can solve my problems how to feel good, I guess, but I mean I don't do it by hurting people. So, what, I can't see Ginny's Facebook? She did it for a bad reason, though. LOOK I AM A PERSON DON'T TAKE AWAY WHAT I HAVE.
Problem
Why do you go against modern culture yet go against old-fashioned culture? You'll get there, someday, though, but I can do whatever I want..
Problem
So, what make Ginny talk to like every person in the world, because she won't go on Facebook?
Problem
I won't take your bullshit.. the 2 girls I worked with managed to think. Supposedly, people are closing off, like no one has time, but they want time. I know people with time. I guess some people don't want time. What's wrong with that? Well, also that says something interesting if you think about it, not a protocol, but I mean like "what's" in their life? Why is Ellen DeGeneres erasing New Orleans, that weirdo? It was right. She seems to fantasize, aha ha ha. What's wrong with that? We didn't claim to hurt anyone. I don't want to just do what your mom did, you didn't even do that. What does it mean? Isn't that still right? I mean, I guess you can look at it another way. I mean, wait a second, why don't we have the good qualities of before, too? What are you afraid of, like slowly dying? Probably. You know, no one cares since Tim Burton. I know it changed the way the world worked..
Problem
So, why does everyone hate me? You used to like me. You're a nigger. I call everyone a nigger. Good bye. Wait until someone else like calls your friend a nigger.
Problem
YOU KNOW, I REALLY DON'T DO WEIRD THINGS LIKE UNFRIEND PEOPLE FOR NO REASON I CAN REMEMBER BUT BEING WEIRD I THINK.. DON'T KNOW WHAT.
I was having what seemed the proportion of a screaming match about why Ginny didn't e-mail me with the 2 girls I used to work with. We're not doing it anymore. She said maybe the e-mail didn't work.. Um. You know about the assignment that my partner had to give and remind me, too? My e-mail didn't work. I don't think I even knew what she said. I guess I didn't catch that it was something, as I do, since people won't talk to me about anything since Tim Burton with Charlie and the Chocolate Factory. Why doesn't he talk to people? He could perform and it would show that you are ***y.
I was having what seemed the proportion of a screaming match about why Ginny didn't e-mail me with the 2 girls I used to work with. We're not doing it anymore. She said maybe the e-mail didn't work.. Um. You know about the assignment that my partner had to give and remind me, too? My e-mail didn't work. I don't think I even knew what she said. I guess I didn't catch that it was something, as I do, since people won't talk to me about anything since Tim Burton with Charlie and the Chocolate Factory. Why doesn't he talk to people? He could perform and it would show that you are ***y.
Facebook Post
Jamaicans seem to have a less wild culture than Indonesians. I'm guessing Indonesians = black because they are not Asian. Polynesians look like Jamaicans. Indonesia is famous for being volcanic. It excites me.. I guess we all grew up differently and are open to change and living as before.
Facebook Post
Torture exists, but Hell artistically works. It depends on who exists. Do you mean be the devil?
Wondering
So, I mean you can hurt people or just pretend things you don't mean. If someone is always suggestive racially and such, you do something. I just felt some issue.
Being Nice
If Ellen DeGeneres wants to be nice, then she can be nice, it is legal to touch on all sides of an issue. Did anyone ever think of this and then not think of this?
Problem
HEY SHUT UP FOREVER
Ellen DeGeneres thinks I think I'm something I not about the age of my dad. Ginny thinks I think I'm a race I'm not. Why do you think I am my parents and you're not? That WILL NOT WORK YOU BASTARDS.
Ellen DeGeneres thinks I think I'm something I not about the age of my dad. Ginny thinks I think I'm a race I'm not. Why do you think I am my parents and you're not? That WILL NOT WORK YOU BASTARDS.
Problem
Why are you hurting me? You think you can control everything you do, but you don't do anything and aren't happy with what you're supposed to say and stuff. I mean, it's the little things I'm thinking about. Like, what do I think of Ellen DeGeneres? I think that people have perverted fantasies about who she likes.
Noticed Something
You let younger kids do bad things and when older people have bad thoughts you hurt them. If you want kids, then just accept what they are compared to others who are older.
Noticing the Problem
So, notice there is a problem, like that kids are being mean, and it's a real thing, or you can think of different ways of a thing that is hard to describe.
Problem
You claimed you wanted your kids to have what you have, but they don't. I do. So? What? What did you do? Don't you know why you have what you have? Why are you different, it's not old-fashioned..
Problem
Now, there's a webcam at the bottom of my screen..why? It did feel like I clicked something, but there's nothing to click.
I'm afraid someone wants to stimulate an egg sack..I mean I didn't do anything to it, but people made me uncomfortable, and I don't give a shit about you. That says nothing, I don't mean I want you to just like hurt someone..I mean I guess if I got drunk I would, but I don't want to drink. I don't have to. Not everyone does. My mom had me sign something and was mean. I hit her with the door by accident. Will you shut up? I said you're a piece of shit. Stop fueling this person. You can't just keep stimulating me like that. What do you think happens? You have no social situation. You don't, I said it. It's too bad, you can't have everything.
I don't need to feel literal shit, I don't give a shit. You can't just change the direction of what I'm going in. Stop these people! I'm in an experiment. I want to meet people maybe. I found a way to feel that life was everlasting, and no one did it for me, unless it was maybe someone like Tim Burton or Johnny Depp, the power. My teacher seemed to like my French beret, too. I can have fun. WTF is your problem you piece of shit?
Why do you have abstract shit? I know exactly why Ginny and everyone else attractive I have met so far has been mean, and then I see others and they feel sorry and help me.
Stop telling me I'm bad. You're talking to me. No one cares maybe my dad really is trying to hurt me. We have to stop him.
I'm afraid someone wants to stimulate an egg sack..I mean I didn't do anything to it, but people made me uncomfortable, and I don't give a shit about you. That says nothing, I don't mean I want you to just like hurt someone..I mean I guess if I got drunk I would, but I don't want to drink. I don't have to. Not everyone does. My mom had me sign something and was mean. I hit her with the door by accident. Will you shut up? I said you're a piece of shit. Stop fueling this person. You can't just keep stimulating me like that. What do you think happens? You have no social situation. You don't, I said it. It's too bad, you can't have everything.
I don't need to feel literal shit, I don't give a shit. You can't just change the direction of what I'm going in. Stop these people! I'm in an experiment. I want to meet people maybe. I found a way to feel that life was everlasting, and no one did it for me, unless it was maybe someone like Tim Burton or Johnny Depp, the power. My teacher seemed to like my French beret, too. I can have fun. WTF is your problem you piece of shit?
Why do you have abstract shit? I know exactly why Ginny and everyone else attractive I have met so far has been mean, and then I see others and they feel sorry and help me.
Stop telling me I'm bad. You're talking to me. No one cares maybe my dad really is trying to hurt me. We have to stop him.
Accepting Weird Things
You should accept you are not just 1 parent. You are now making me uncomfortable about weird things.
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Good Age to Have Kids
A good age to have kids is like 26 or maybe 28. I don't really know, 40 is fine with me.
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Not Talking..
So, why are people not talking to me in some thought up fantasy but interested in others who fuck them up, like thinking bad thoughts and also then racist thoughts is good? You realize some feeling racially, and you already knew the fact, guess you go and care about some other person of another race. Also, you should network online and talk to people you live with, maybe once and for all. I mean, Orlando might have something to offer to nice, young people. Why are you like pretending I'm something I'm not - also, why get mad at me for not withdrawing when I failed? You think I didn't care. I moved schools. Also, I noticed some people don't notice everything at once, don't realize their situation where they are, like they just might care about young people in the area. People in class get mad for a long time. Why do you think I'm Chinese American? I'm not that culture, anymore, I adapted. Why do you help people who revel on just being Irish? What about people who aren't both smart and artistic?
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Unaccepted
Ginny will not accept people who are not white. She just wants to be in on pretending you don't have to be white. Why are you telling me I am weird? I mean, do you think she is worth something? The kids feel the need to attack her. Ellen DeGeneres also pretends to be "something she's not." Why are older people so mad. About new me's? Them. I mean, how much do you like just Tim Burton? He is not the only object in the world. Why don't you try to post attractive artists from California and Florida? Maybe not Western Florida. If you can't, then why not just focus on him? What about people who are interested in the attractive parts as the attractive feature? I'm mostly mad about people never accepting the new me. I change what I want, and I am able to do lots of things. I am a good person, and you should care. Why does Tim Burton think his kids get to be a certain style that surpasses kids who are just a little older? Why did we change beasts of the world to worry about like how good someone is? They want to learn to listen to people from the Flower Age. Look, I don't give a shit. Why do parents care about bad kids? Their kids were in trouble. They care about younger kids. They can know other people. Why do they think they need to accept Olivia Newton-John? I mean, she's not the basic stick person. Let's just make the end happy. Your parents already said they don't take your shit. Why is she so bossy? Why don't you change?
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How I'm Feeling
So, yea, I slept for 6 hours. However, I woke up at 10PM. I mean, I came home .. did stuff .. ate .. packed .. went to bed. I should pack like on Wednesday afternoon. so, I cook and watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" and am looking for like those complex game shows, like with little things like cards maybe or like they sit there and calculate.. :| Also, I need to set to record "Ghost Adventures," but I kinda .. just there to see th relics. :/
My hands are cracking a bit, and I have a cut on my pinky I had to alcohol. :p Not bad.. Dunno. I just feel like I am in my bedroom late at night, you know? I did have breakfast .. 2 bagels with butter, but I couldn't find the little bowl this time which is not often. Wheat bagels. I had all my vitamins. Last night, I took sore throat and sinus pills.
My hands are cracking a bit, and I have a cut on my pinky I had to alcohol. :p Not bad.. Dunno. I just feel like I am in my bedroom late at night, you know? I did have breakfast .. 2 bagels with butter, but I couldn't find the little bowl this time which is not often. Wheat bagels. I had all my vitamins. Last night, I took sore throat and sinus pills.
Edit
I took down this tExT~bOx
College Path:
•Business Administration (BABA)
•Military Science
•Spanish
College Sport:
•Cross Country
•Track+Field (Sprint|Long Run)
College Path:
•Dance (Performance & Pedagogy)
••article
Fall 2013:
•Dialects & Stage Movement TR
•Ballet 1 for "Pre-Majors" TR 1
•Modern Dance 1 for "Pre-Majors" MW 1
•Dance Composition & Improv. 1: Pre-Majors MW 3
•Jazz Dance 1 MW 2
•Tap 1 TR 2
•Pilates|Body Conditioning W 2
•Performance Ensemble: Valencia Dance Theatre F 1
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12 + 4|5 = 16|17
College Path:
•Business Administration (BABA)
•Military Science
•Spanish
College Sport:
•Cross Country
•Track+Field (Sprint|Long Run)
College Path:
•Dance (Performance & Pedagogy)
••article
Fall 2013:
•Dialects & Stage Movement TR
•Ballet 1 for "Pre-Majors" TR 1
•Modern Dance 1 for "Pre-Majors" MW 1
•Dance Composition & Improv. 1: Pre-Majors MW 3
•Jazz Dance 1 MW 2
•Tap 1 TR 2
•Pilates|Body Conditioning W 2
•Performance Ensemble: Valencia Dance Theatre F 1
___
12 + 4|5 = 16|17
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I found why I was so mad, am not healthy, don't like have the right stuff you know?
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