Civilization

I saw a black guy on Classic Joke Tuesday.  I just found out or realized that colored people didn't have advanced technology.  When comparing to the Chinese below supposed tundra Russia, er dessert up north I guess, I realized that the sorta feeling of worth wasn't in it in the Chinese's eye to invent things like the microscope.

Late Boom boasted "there was 'no technology,'" remembering that their parent generation boasted it to the utmost, nothing else left in life in this generation or world.  Not sure about like there being meaning in things other than TV, or film.

Problem

I wonder if Ellen DeGeneres is more scared of me than Tim Burton because she's a girl and my dad is so much older.  I can't really stop thinking around women younger than my dad.  I want to know about the girls with younger dads.  I know I have this 1 friend with parents younger than my dad around the same age.  I have another friend who's younger with parents the same age much older.  The other friend is a little older, born in early February.  My parents made it sound like I was supposed to be born in like December or January, maybe even early October like my grandma.  But, no, I wasn't born that early.  I wonder if they expected me to be born in March and be called Monica.  My dad's youngest sister is born in April, so.  My little brother and little girl cousin, the little girl cousin being my dad's youngest sisters's daughter, was born in November, and so was my dad's oldest of the sisters, who is younger.  Did you notice what I say sounds rebellious to you with what you think my impetus must be though it's just a fact though I'm really being like extra adamant in a good way that's more than expected, by the GI Generation or the people born before 1950, when my dad is born, in late July?

Problem

"Don't bite the hand that feeds you."  I know parents from the 40s are worked up about other people not being positive, not setting things up to work out, not believing that things are meant to work out, that you deserve the glory you've attained.