French and Spanish

Did you know French and Spanish are similar?  They are darker in the Americas.  The words resemble one another.  Therefore, I saw the cultures can feed off each other.  They even share physical trait patterns.

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Brittany Snow

She's been interviewed by Ellen DeGeneres at least 3 times, once when she was still probably like 12. I'm more impressed with what happened with her on the show than how it went for others, even Brittany Spears, who comes from the same culture as Ellen!

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The Ellen DeGeneres Show

Posted by The Ellen DeGeneres Show on Friday, June 12, 2015

Look at Ellen on Twitter, not at that!  Nice guy, tho.

We..

We are the enablers.

New Me Online

Eurasian Nation

New IMDb Profile!

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Update

I added my chosen name to the left side.

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The new page is up - Me Online.

Asian

If you were Asian, would you try to say Asians are bad and so are you compared to whites, for the greater good?

Question

Do you all care about what you used to care about?  Do you still hold the same standards?  I hope people did not reach a "dead" point.

I do feel older myself but not "old."

Benefits and Looks

I just realized who has benefits.  People in Europe who are of an supposedly unfavorable generation still have that pure European blood.  Who cares if they've been out of country??  It shouldn't be about the Asians.  It's about the Europeans.  Asians have less benefits.  The only good thing is that they are a little more innocent in some ways..  Who'd marry for that?  How can being Asian benefit a white American?  They'll get told they only look good so they can fit in with whites.  Whites don't look good to make sure nonwhites can't be the same and confused non-Whites that way.  Asians cannot look good by looking bad, tho..  So, anyway, how would you feel if all the "good" people, whites, looked ugly just because you existed?  What if you weren't the kind of person?  It isn't a decision.  We were blindfolded long ago.  Our ancestors tried the best they could.  We're all from blacks and then Middle Easterners possibly I guess.  If you care about blacks, you can't hurt Asians.  I'm part Asian, and people can tell it feels sometimes, unless it's my best picture or something.

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New Page - Me Online

Worshipping?

Is there a reason you all worship someone prying into me saying I feel any emotions is a tacky connotation?

New Audios of Me Singing

People can be..

People can be good like they want something, but then they don't have to be.

What's the answer?  What's "good?"  Huh?  Huh?  Do you wanna decrease/deplete the happiness of the surplus population?  Just tell us and we'll be good so we can win the prize!!

Happy..

I'm just happy and innocent, and these people keep bugging me and telling me I'm wrong to be upset at them and therefore bad..

What's It Worth?

I had like 2 birthday wishes.  1 specifically was for Tim Burton's new movie, Dumbo.  I am proud I am still in on what's good.

A Taste of Your Own Medicine

How about if you're bad you don't get to "feel good?"  You wouldn't like it.

Pathetic

No one is haphazardly in charge of me.  We do not rub in my age like I can only be around oldest middle aged folk.

cont.

I thought I already said I don't wanna be in trouble for being upset when someone hurts me feelings OR that people respect me like before OR that things not be helter-skelter.

Releasing Anger

I was thinking of calling the police to ask if hitting a pillow was illegal to release anger in private.

Do you release anger?

Disney Channel Summer Movie

Descendants

kids of villains

Anyone watching?

Getting Ready for My Life

I submitted myself to an acting etc. agency and am calling back about voice lessons.

The Day

I thought it was over in 1997-1998.

I am watching Liz McGuire from 2002.  She's a year/grade younger than me.

Where did that come from?

Whites automatically get all the "services" they want, and everyone else is the slave and gets bad things?

Problem-Solving?

You don't create problems, you find them.

Comparing Race

Compare whites and Asians without blacks because you already separate Whites from other races.

US Immigration

You think deciding to migrate to the US somehow compares with chosing your race?

What You're Born With

I was watching a diagram on race.  Now, you are born with race.  You are not born with a special orientation on liking girls and boys.

So, people get discriminated for things they didn't do in race, and people with the special orientation get spoiled by society.

Full Asian Loftiness

So many full Asians want to be considered separate from Whites only when talking to Eurasians, people who are both White and Asian or hapas, people who are mixed with Asian.

Different Races

Your race is different.  What do you do better or not?

Human genes are like 99.9% the same interracially.

Let's quickly respond to the request of blacks to take them out of the picture..

No Hard Feelings

I'm not spazzing.  I simply noticed my dad's technical unyielding wishes.

The Points

He hangs his head in possession over me and racially like I've made a statement is bad cuz I'm not white.  I disagree and would talk to the police about this.

This is worse than the Middle East cuz there everyone is the same race at least.  They aren't below Asians, neither, now.

Trapped Feelings

Yes, you are in my business.  My dad needs to know I am not a part of his life, the way he hangs his head over my declaration to be treated white.  I'm not for him to wrap and cage up.  What if you were stuck with someone you could not get along with? or who kept you?  He seems to respect people outside of his family and won't accept me racially in my desires in the world.

Cheating on Me

If it wasn't too late, I could have relaxed for once.  If it was, my butt'd be OUTTA HE'E!

"There's a place for everything and

and everything in its desired place in time."

Using Me

I wasn't put here to stay.

Ehehehehehehehehehehehe

Ellen looks at the world.  She says it's about losers born later than me who like a little boogy.  So that's why we dance.  It's a way of controlling us and say you're leading us.  It didn't mean anything it could've.  It's the one man band!  She dances, and the world turns.  I do want something special for her.  She is precious.  It's funny.  Watching her every day she gets predictable in her dance moves.  We're just sheep.  Our talents do not make it.  Do not sit there and tell me a dancer has never been in her audience.  It's like holding a bone over our head.

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I reorganized my Tags.

Covering Up?

Ladies in Hollywood in their 30s and 40s are being ridiculed for wearing revealing clothes, maybe by a fashion expert or designer/s.  It had long sleeves but holes throughout.  They said to "leave a little mystery in life."  BUT- I see Bella Thorne always dressed like that.  She's about 18 I think.  She's also a symbol for innocence in a sea of supposed (untrue) guilt.  I think also that Hollywood does not know what to do.  They need something to believe in and know what's for them and sadly "what's" not.  I wouldn't say I was impolite.  I just did some things I didn't know others "knew" were wrong.  In a way I knew it wouldn't help in a way.  People are criminally shutting down my life, tho.  Why did you all say it's time to be more flexible or casual/laid back?  I can just hear/see the rush.  I can almost count the years.  I never tried to hurt anyone nor hinder their life.  I never started a fight.

Dishonesty

People who go by what you see must lack something in their depth.  They are afraid to spill the beans.  I just come and say what seems right or popular.  I'm not worried about hiding anything other than this.

Not Sure, Tired

Not sure I should watch the week of Ellen's favorite moments in past shows.  It was a little weird.

Race

Black/White/Asian

Native American indians are Asian.  Actually, they are also black.  It's Australoid.

New Audio of Me Singing

TV

On The Ellen DeGeneres Show today, I enjoyed watching her favorite moments.  She is such a sweet, kind lady.  I'd hate for something bad to happen, something affecting her.

Out of the moments, I really liked "Funk You Up.."

..I guess with Bruno Mars saying the "Funk You Up" part with all the black people supporting him was funny.  It made him look interesting.  He looks really good.  It's interesting he got so popular.  It's hard.  Some people can't just press a button sometimes.  We get old, and life passes us by.

Stereotypes

I guess people who are dark and shy and not Asian/Middle Eastern are considered "different."

Adults

Adults are worthless cuz they are only there to punish you as adults but otherwise behave as uncontrollable brats.  The thing is it's just a robotic distribution of false guilt.  Some just wanna be popular or aren't made of anything else.  I don't mean to call anyone specific worthless.  It's a worthless cause.

New Audios of Me Singing

Complex Decisions

Don't you hate when people say every little thing counts and there's too many things tugging at you?

Invaded

Why am I being affected by my parents at any possible moment?

And I did good in school so deserve anything I want.

Feeling Bad

I feel like my dad treats me like "OK, Christina is a possession of mine."  Like I did something to deserve it.  He won't stop.  This is pretty much illegal.  You wanna be treated like that..  Why do I feel I am being laughed at significantly?

Crazy

People think I can't make a CD cuz too many people without vocal training would.  That's kinda what we want.

Secret Hatred

It seems someone has gotten away with making people feel bad and then getting them in trouble for it, for them hurting their feelings and their inner reaction, like it matters.  You think this has been justified, but it's secret hatred.

Lies

If something makes someone unhappy, they will blame me, too, not just someone else.  They think they did it and I'm someone I'm not.

Ruined Reputations

I've seen more than 1 person make a fool of themselves because of a certain famous person, not trying to make a statement but noticed.  1 person is now on the IMDb Soapbox.  The other is an actress.

Weird Decisions

2 celebs seem to have married in spite of me, anyone would say, tho I don't wish to make a statement of it.  They are the hugest celebs in the world.  ..But, just to say I did something and they want nothing to do with me like as a person.  It might be untrue, tho, but it seems like it, too.  Just saying.  Don't make a statement of it.  Some people might be interested, other people.

Feeling Lazy on Psychotic Meds

I also have cholesterol and diabetes pills.

I can't work nor am I functioning in school.  I might take private voice lessons, tho.  My mom cooks, and I help with the cleaning.  I have this 1 dish I like, tho, I've made a few times in the past.  Beef bourguinon (sp?)  It's beef with noodles, wine, mushrooms, bacon..

Evil

My brother thinks good things are bad because it means I get it and he doesn't.  It seems I've gotten into a lotta trouble unfairly.

Convenience

They don't want people treating me like their sweetheart.  It's because they think I deserve to be punished.  They are coocoo.

What a Laughing Stock!

I worry about certain people but who cares in another way.  A ha ha ha.  One of them gets mad if one "does something sacrificial" for me.  They don't realize that they'd do something like that anyway.  They don't care if others sacrifice for them.  They would never hurt themselves.  Those other people are the ones that hurt them.  Also, while you're at it, forget the saints and cancel all religions.

TV

I just watched The Ellen DeGeneres Show.  It was mostly rerun clips.

I mostly liked the African American lady and her daughter who danced.  It's people like her mom who seem to be above me racially, a beautiful lady from back in the day with an adorable daughter.

The little boy from Pennsylvania who hates L.A. pizza was cute.  The girl who knew about Presidents was also darling.  The little ethnic boy who liked Bruno Mars was very nice.

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Late Boomers's kids are comfortable with Dad.  I've seen it.  It's their time to shine.  They're also not too late to make it.

I didn't see it justified.

..that you can act like a brat and get all the welcome attention you want while we just sit here and suffer, Late Boomers and their comfortable kids, not my fault if they resemble the Leaning Tower of Piza.  It looks like the crime has been enforced..

With Immature People

Why?

You go straight for what you shouldn't be thinking, "rub it in," and make it so I will never have a chance at something others do and for what reason do only others?

1 Chance

I feel I am too old to make it online, like I got one shot and it was g**.  I was 21.  I am 29.

I just came online to talk and forgot about getting a blog for some reason.  I was on message boards where hardly anyone liked me.  I didn't have a thing going.  Maybe, it just took what it took.  I had problems eating with family and got on psychotic meds, too.  I slept more and am not myself.  My mom won't let me stop, but I am not required to take them.  I told my parents that they send me mean secret messages, but they ended up threatening to throw me out!  I'm not the one who wanted to quit school!  I did sorta to be with my parents, tho, is all.  If independence is another issue, then I guess it is now.  Maybe, I was too young before.

School is cool.

If you have school, you have been loved..

What..

What would have happened to me if I was on dance team?  Would someone ruin it?

A "Case"

I am just a "case" to most people because I can't do anything I want to do.  I want to dance AND sing.  I have no car and can't drive much here!

"Tis tis tis"

Just always in a stupor over girls who either have dark hair older or who had darker hair younger.

"Kids Today"

These days, they will feature kids doing more acrobatic dance like of course, but with me, my parents or I would be stared down.  I wanted to sing, too.

Do you know people..

..who don't tell you when you have to stop doing something or else they won't be your friend?

Do you know people..

Do you know people look for every little thing you do to make up a politically popular excuse for you being wrong/bad?

"Now, you're telling me!"

Did anyone ever tell you that you won't have friends only if your hair is black/dark brown..?

Prejudices

Full House, Olsen twins.

People will make fun of any white person who has that slick look if they are born our time, which is 1986.   They think we're little bugs.  They are just wild and crazy period about being obnoxious or highty tighty, ugh!  We should all just look as European as possible.  They just don't care.

Age-ism

I'm not saying you gotta be weird, but isn't it age-ist to say I'm waiting for the girl born in 1997-1998?  Sometimes, it doesn't work that way.

What now?

How violently in private do people think L.A. has it over people who are very European from other places in the US?  Maybe in L.A. they made it, but they still seem to have made it thru time.

Racists

People who only find something to waste their time talking about with other people just want to waste their breath telling me I’m not white because they are ashamed they themselves have problems racially, like they’re hair is brown or something.  I was watching it on Full House, and I just felt I was being pushed to “not even try” to look white if I listened to her intently at all.  What can you do to avoid a fight?  Is this what divides us all to make a select group content?  The ones who don't need to fight stay happy.  We can't seem to fix anything for the people in the middle, the ones who are ethnically not Caucasoid but look whiter than others who are not Caucasoid.  They hold up the racial "middle class" just to make the lower class happy, while the upper class stays as it is lazily or gets better naturally.  When I go out, I'm not gonna accept anyone pushing me away from anyone for race.  I don't hurt anyone racially, tho, I mean, if you wanna try and do that to me.  I can say what I want, too, and know what I mean and not have someone fight me, not debate, fight.  Fighting sometimes has no reason.  Debate should.  I'm just saying!  I was kinda joking around.  But yea something like that.

Eating - Important

I chugged down a plate of shrimp after supper, and I feel I pumped in fuel of brain power.  xp  Whoops, it just went down again.

Saving Up

Allowance.. for a real computer!

I just got a Google Chromebook.

It wasn't much money!  :D

Hair

Does short hair make you look like an adult?

Movie

They need a new ET with me as the eldest child.

Boy!

Things sure have changed for the Late Boomers's kids.

Nice Kids

It's nice to see kids have fun in a movie.

Nice Moments

Nice moments from the 80s, no existing to be in trouble for existing.  I want to delve into this, but the world is so against that.

I might be unable to do it.  Maybe, I should appreciate the 2010s.

Radar

There was a cute blonde young lady in the background part.

ET

It is cool, but it seems like a side show for little boys to watch who have nothing to do.  Bye bye 80s.

Irish

They are not a lost cause.  There are meager boys and lotsa hot girls.

I was thinking of rivalry among silly Americans, different kinds of heritage from Ireland, all uptight.

I had this fantasy that the Irish were hopeless to being as particular as their English cousins.  America speaks English.  The English conquered a lot linguistically.  No one seems to like the Irish.

Generations

Is Early Boom and Generation X social slaves?

The Joke Goes Both Ways

You'd say a Late Boomer is worth more than a Generation X because they were there successfully 1st, but I know people'd say "make one" to a Generation X concerning children of Late Boomers as Generation Z.  So, you can change the fact and say when it means certain people it's about how young you are and others it's about how old?

Me Singing

Ellen

I'm glad I got to catch up with today so far.

The 2 people playing the game at the beginning looked cool to me.  They were so happy to be there.  They were both brunettes, kinda big.

Howie Mandel was beyond funny.  He did some jigging on the show and sat there in humor with Ellen at the audience!  I didn't catch all that was happening.

Lonnie Love? was nice, too.  She was in fairy school and was a fairy for little kids's party.  She was so funny!

The couple at the end had a nice new house interior design.  It was so nice.  I'm glad they like it so much.  It was inspirational, esp. the little purple room..

I think Ellen is a great person.  Everyone has their ups and downs, but in the end you just gotta have a "good" time..  (I know life throws things at you and for some things happening on their lives have happened.  Some things maybe can't be thought out and are indeed H***.  That's a life lesson learned.  Social situations aren't really that complicated these days.)

Messed Up

Exhibit A seems sloppier with their kid/s yet does not get as beat for it as someone who is doing mostly what they are supposed to on some level yet gets people angry at them for the weirdness of the end result partly.

Also, they flop around the identity of their child, like, "Oh 'wife' you did such and such and that means our child did it, too."  It doesn't.

Unaccepted

Even in Facebook fanpages, people judge you by if you went online or to a certain site soon enough.

Cheaters

You know how people act so weird and letting it lose in public like only they mean anything?  Well, then, they see someone strict and such like Ellen and say it was all that.  What liars!  Where's our chance?  What happened?

So

Are people only mean to me cuz my dad threatens to hurt me if they aren't?  He needs to be taken away from me by the police, and I'd need money to take care of myself.

Ellen

I think the reason we like to go online to normal people is cuz we know or thought we knew that they wouldn't get us into trouble.  It gives us a sense of relaxation.  I feel so in trouble with some people.

It is rewarding to also see Ellen.

The beginning Epic or Fail, seems redundant recurring on the show but an interesting idea to get together.  I got at least 1/2 right as Fail.  Most or all seemed to be Fail, and I don't remember guessing Epic.

The lady who did comedy was funny.  She had a dark ponytail.  She seemed genuinely friendly yet a bit aloofly insulting.

I think everyone liked the dancer from the Ukraine.  He was tall and good-looking with a long nose with fair, light brown hair.  He did a ballet dance in a naked costume.

It was nice to see Ellen's #1 college fan.  She did well in the game.  I could have put 10 layers of clothing on faster and knew the name of Ellen's dancer faster after her hint.

So, about what I said at 1st, when we go online we just feel so open and settled and safer than how I usually feel around people I know and also insulting famous people.  Ellen is a good girl, tho, but sometimes she does what most talk show hosts do, go into this strange established way of doing negative comedy.  I mean, I go to a restaurant and the losers there are fine with me.  I used to be considered all that, and now when I try to meet someone prestigious people lose it.

Website Update

I had updated the Problems site to delete the 1st page.

Annie (1999)

I watched this whole thing to see a little girl sing "Tomorrow" in red curls and that never happens.  I don't remember the other 2.  There is another Annie sequel tho I don't feel like alotting my money to that.

What I'm up To

I just bought a fox and the Amazon Instant Video Annie (1999.)