Stop bothering me just because I got a new blog!
My dad is sending me secret messages and I hit my head with some clothes really hard by accident. I hope I'm okay and know I am cuz I fell on my head on purpose at gymnastics. It's like boxing. He's infusing stupid messages in my atmosphere, a loser like all the kids out there who do tacky things to annoy you and make you feel guilty.
Thursday, January 2, 2014
Wednesday, January 1, 2014
Things I Regret|Can't Take Back
Ugh! Why must I really get ticked? I'm not better. How humiliating! May as well find someone else to talk to. I'm still here.. watching TV and posting online, listening to my singing.
Do - you - think
Tim Burton came into the world of fame to make it so young people getting attention wouldn't be a positive thing? I QUUIT
I'm pretty straight.
What was I gonna say- oh not once do I totally fail to admit I am sad Karen Carpenter died for who she was in the world. Watching a video on YouTube on what really killed her. It was a drug unknown explained by her psychiatrist that eats away the fiber by the heart.. I almost died from 1 of those, too, but me losing my female thing was the indicator.. She also was stressed her husband wouldn't have kids. Now, that means something to me, that it might mean something.
Tuesday, December 31, 2013
Something We Need to Cover
Obviously, Karen Carpenter, like Ellen is with some things, was overwhelmed @ life centered on kids. In that 1 interview, she kept using the word "pooped." She must have been depressed she didn't have a kid then. She also seemed very much for mixed race, like maybe she was worried that there would be some racial issue and it wouldn't be okay to like work with the white kids.
And
Something Ellen Would Agree With
I forget but it was another thing that would make her a good President - that death isn't a joke.
I forget but it was another thing that would make her a good President - that death isn't a joke.
What Do You Feel
@ Karen Carpenter
Do you wish she were your mom? I don't know what I'd say @ that with anyone but I have 1.. I wish .. Well, I have a lot of love for her! And she's dead! At 32!
Do you wish she were your mom? I don't know what I'd say @ that with anyone but I have 1.. I wish .. Well, I have a lot of love for her! And she's dead! At 32!
A Lesson Learned
Just because someone can do something like you .. it's just another version. No one just makes another useless.
2 People
Tim Burton and Johnny Depp - they just play it safe so everyone is special.. they want you to treat me special.
A Better Poem
I'm willing to set some time for you today.
I do it often in a very ^special^ way.
Would you like to learn a little more about me?
Things in the world that are good and are free?
Learn to compare yourself with others like you.
It's a fun and very normal thing to do!
I do it often in a very ^special^ way.
Would you like to learn a little more about me?
Things in the world that are good and are free?
Learn to compare yourself with others like you.
It's a fun and very normal thing to do!
A Poem
I'd love to communicate to you how I really feel today
I'd like to do it in a concise and special way
Do you wanna hear a little tune that I wrote
Tell me if you like it, give me a little vote
Would you like to speak to me about something in your life?
I'm in it in the flesh and blood and tears and sweat and strife
I'd like to do it in a concise and special way
Do you wanna hear a little tune that I wrote
Tell me if you like it, give me a little vote
Would you like to speak to me about something in your life?
I'm in it in the flesh and blood and tears and sweat and strife
If
Karen still exists in any form what can we do for her? What does she think @ the responsibility of life. It doesn't come down from the sky. I thought she was a Protestant!!
The Lesson
Karen Carpenter finds it groovy to care for kids, but she knows in real life that's a thing we "don't do."
Well
You may as well listen to me if you always listen to older people. I know you secretly always want to be with people who are older than you. Weren't you supposed to do something about this?
Upset
Not that it has to matter, but I think my mom imagined my daughter as a tortured pinata raveled up like ravioli.
Just so you know..
..Ellen, if Ellen k*lled Karen Carpenter, too, it would be for the same reason Sarah Brightman seemed uncomfortable around Andrea Bocelli.. not taking kids my age as their own.
Hmph!
You're messin' up my blog!
Anyway, what about all that oh boo hoo I want Ellen to run for President of the U.S. I just praised Ellen, and you were rude!
I am attractive and mean to be so! Don't you know!?
Anyway, what about all that oh boo hoo I want Ellen to run for President of the U.S. I just praised Ellen, and you were rude!
I am attractive and mean to be so! Don't you know!?
Problem?
What's wrong with my ode to Ellen? You think I was bad and don't deserve to enjoy her?!
THAT'S WHAT I WAS TALKING ABOUT. What is this? I don't have to listen. I know you just did it for fun and if I didn't just say this you'd bother me more.
THAT'S WHAT I WAS TALKING ABOUT. What is this? I don't have to listen. I know you just did it for fun and if I didn't just say this you'd bother me more.
Ode
Ode to Ellen
Glory and Praise to Our God
Who Alone Gives Light to Our Day
Many Are the Blessings He Shares
With Those Who Trust in His Ways
We the Daughters and Sons of Him
Who Built The Valleys and Plains
...
Glory and Praise to Our God
Who Alone Gives Light to Our Day
Many Are the Blessings He Shares
With Those Who Trust in His Ways
We the Daughters and Sons of Him
Who Built The Valleys and Plains
...
Before "We" Go On
What do you have with certain kinds of people that it's "always" better "not to say anything?"
You see, I notice that people are all being mean to me. You act like I deserve it as a punishment. Wasn't that 1 of the worst things you could do to someone, give them a silent even "type" of treatment??
I am much nicer than most people, or if someone were .. but you are so so mean to me and no one else gets treated like this and you think their being bad is the punishment in and of itself! Well, being out of shape or ugly might be 1 thing.
Can I just give my opinion and testament of this experience? Something to talk @? I have other things to talk @. I just had it as an afterthought as I was going to post this. I also almost mentioned someone. Why does that annoy you? I know you don't think of all this weird "crap.."
Also, this is my favorite holiday, so if you think of me you'll remember it's my favorite possibly..
What do you think @ how specific this stuff is and how other people think it's wrong?
I do have something to contribute @ Ellen DeGeneres. She is acting like she is younger than me, like Karen Carpenter who is passed away. Like, it bites that I can't think of her as a parental aged figure at all times. I almost can sense her sneer. I shouldn't be thinking @ this. I should have my own Ellen DeGeneres to talk to or whoever. I didn't just go eat with my mom and brother because I really felt they were in a fighting mood holding a grudge against me. I came back and had to think of people I care being hurt. I saw a cute guy today, and he didn't wanna touch me. What makes him so special? He was that specific stereotype with light brown hair in a bowl cut swept away|back.. Kinda more reddish|rich-colored hair. I have same interests as him. What do you have to say @ that? What do you think @ sneers? Is that tabboo to you just @ Ellen? If so, she probably uses it to play with your mind. I just constantly feel an undertone of how Ellen is seen. What perplexes me is the fact that she would think I am in trouble so that she flips me off when I'm trying to live my life! Like, I mean my daily life. That level of comfort. It's hard to explain. She seems so deathly and ultimately hungry for power, like Maleficent or something. I know no one agrees with her but that her studio audience knows she caters to a certain kind of issue. What really made me mad was her acting like I can't think her age is a mom to me! She's not the baby when the 2 of us are in the sentence. It's not, I'm the mature baby and she's the kiddy teenager. She must be a mother figure. I mean, someone born in 1970 or something I'd marry. I don't force her to like be that way in my mind. I just mean she can't always be sneering at me like that, I mean I like it, too, but I'm saying what it's like. It's not so much that she's getting by as I think the audience finds this funny.
You see, I notice that people are all being mean to me. You act like I deserve it as a punishment. Wasn't that 1 of the worst things you could do to someone, give them a silent even "type" of treatment??
I am much nicer than most people, or if someone were .. but you are so so mean to me and no one else gets treated like this and you think their being bad is the punishment in and of itself! Well, being out of shape or ugly might be 1 thing.
Can I just give my opinion and testament of this experience? Something to talk @? I have other things to talk @. I just had it as an afterthought as I was going to post this. I also almost mentioned someone. Why does that annoy you? I know you don't think of all this weird "crap.."
Also, this is my favorite holiday, so if you think of me you'll remember it's my favorite possibly..
What do you think @ how specific this stuff is and how other people think it's wrong?
I do have something to contribute @ Ellen DeGeneres. She is acting like she is younger than me, like Karen Carpenter who is passed away. Like, it bites that I can't think of her as a parental aged figure at all times. I almost can sense her sneer. I shouldn't be thinking @ this. I should have my own Ellen DeGeneres to talk to or whoever. I didn't just go eat with my mom and brother because I really felt they were in a fighting mood holding a grudge against me. I came back and had to think of people I care being hurt. I saw a cute guy today, and he didn't wanna touch me. What makes him so special? He was that specific stereotype with light brown hair in a bowl cut swept away|back.. Kinda more reddish|rich-colored hair. I have same interests as him. What do you have to say @ that? What do you think @ sneers? Is that tabboo to you just @ Ellen? If so, she probably uses it to play with your mind. I just constantly feel an undertone of how Ellen is seen. What perplexes me is the fact that she would think I am in trouble so that she flips me off when I'm trying to live my life! Like, I mean my daily life. That level of comfort. It's hard to explain. She seems so deathly and ultimately hungry for power, like Maleficent or something. I know no one agrees with her but that her studio audience knows she caters to a certain kind of issue. What really made me mad was her acting like I can't think her age is a mom to me! She's not the baby when the 2 of us are in the sentence. It's not, I'm the mature baby and she's the kiddy teenager. She must be a mother figure. I mean, someone born in 1970 or something I'd marry. I don't force her to like be that way in my mind. I just mean she can't always be sneering at me like that, I mean I like it, too, but I'm saying what it's like. It's not so much that she's getting by as I think the audience finds this funny.
Problem
Thanks to Tim Burton, I can't seem to go anywhere in peace. Why can other people?
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You know what else is nice about a new blog?
I can start over my posting pattern.. How am I gonna accommodate for when I switch like which posts can have comments? Just make new tags? And will I ever get a new blog?? Maybe I can pay someone to make me a fancier 1.
Should she..
..have tried to sustain her life or focus on performance after performance of not eating enough nutrition? Karen Carpenter.
Also, why does she seem so over kids? She died to never meet that many. Will she be resurrected when the sophomores this year turn 16?? Do tell.
Also, why does she seem so over kids? She died to never meet that many. Will she be resurrected when the sophomores this year turn 16?? Do tell.
Singer
Do you think Karen Carpenter was not mature enough to get married? My dad is born in 1950 and didn't meet my mom as a Chinese pen pal until he was 32. Same thing, I'd wager. I was born when he was 35.
Also, think about the way she said "hanging around" in "Rainy Days and Mondays." She said "nothing to do" sarcastically like she knew she could die. If you heard her sing at Carnegie Hall, it sounds in the end like she wasn't gonna die, but she was just getting away with it.
Also, as to her having kids, she made it sound like everything would go to her future son or whatever she imagined it be like having a daughter. Like, she didn't care about other people if they were younger. Anyway, she acted like she had to make her son not be as glamorous you might say so people wouldn't pick on them. I can see how she seemed sarcastic that she'd not really like her husband as much as others. I could just say my dad is assimilated into the same class year as her and therefore I am more like her daughter. That would work for me. So, why would she spend more time with her own kids? I don't mean to say I wish I grew up as her daughter. I just mean that sometimes people without kids are more open. At the moment, I don't plan to seek out marriage. I'm 27.
Also, think about the way she said "hanging around" in "Rainy Days and Mondays." She said "nothing to do" sarcastically like she knew she could die. If you heard her sing at Carnegie Hall, it sounds in the end like she wasn't gonna die, but she was just getting away with it.
Also, as to her having kids, she made it sound like everything would go to her future son or whatever she imagined it be like having a daughter. Like, she didn't care about other people if they were younger. Anyway, she acted like she had to make her son not be as glamorous you might say so people wouldn't pick on them. I can see how she seemed sarcastic that she'd not really like her husband as much as others. I could just say my dad is assimilated into the same class year as her and therefore I am more like her daughter. That would work for me. So, why would she spend more time with her own kids? I don't mean to say I wish I grew up as her daughter. I just mean that sometimes people without kids are more open. At the moment, I don't plan to seek out marriage. I'm 27.
Monday, December 30, 2013
WOW
My Indian doctor paused for the moment and the owl sanitizer key chain tumbled down my backpack.
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My Research
My mind may be deceitful.
Karen Carpenter should not be dead of old age like with me.
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Karen Carpenter should not be dead of old age like with me.
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I'm reading a psychology book where the author's daughter said I thought at 1st that it was senseless for the daughter to worry.. the daughter was worried and the author-dad knew it was senseless to worry.. He made the daughter carry a brick @ all day + in her backpack. He thought the funny thing was the friend asking why. He was like wow just imagine that. I don't find this well.. It's not a big deal like that.
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We all adjust hair and things from when we started.
I need to reduce stress. And take out my contacts.
@ Disney is annoying kids taking away from the experience.
People thing I'm a snot for wanting to be perfect or good. Then, they complain @ it.
The theaters are annoying during break.
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I need to reduce stress. And take out my contacts.
@ Disney is annoying kids taking away from the experience.
People thing I'm a snot for wanting to be perfect or good. Then, they complain @ it.
The theaters are annoying during break.
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Found Out
I was so upset last night that a Soapboxer was mean to me trying to make me feel bad about what I said @ Ellen .. that I didn't wanna have to watch her show each day not sure what her day really means .. and you get the picture, the picture I hope.
Something sad @ that is I never really pictured anything like it so much but year like I said.
Something sad @ that is I never really pictured anything like it so much but year like I said.
Sunday, December 29, 2013
Religious Personality Types
(1) Devouted Lamb - Always pleasant and celestial.
(2) Dangerous Devil - You are always onto people telling them they need to be punished.
(3) Messenger Dove - You let people know what's going on and what's not and always find a way to be safe afterwards.
(4) Innocent Child - To you life is important and you intend to grow into a perfect adult like Jesus and keep track of how you act like a saint.
(5) Divine Redeemer - You are a saint and live a life serving Christ and others.
Traits
(1) Shy
(2) Bossy or In Charge
(1) Concerned With Worldly Things
(2) Concerned With the Bible
(1) Believe in Human Consciousness
(2) Believe in Stupidity, That Humans Don't Care @ Human Life
(1) Believe in Having Fun
(2) Believe That Fun Was Never Meant to Come
I am a Devouted Lamb and a 2111.
(2) Dangerous Devil - You are always onto people telling them they need to be punished.
(3) Messenger Dove - You let people know what's going on and what's not and always find a way to be safe afterwards.
(4) Innocent Child - To you life is important and you intend to grow into a perfect adult like Jesus and keep track of how you act like a saint.
(5) Divine Redeemer - You are a saint and live a life serving Christ and others.
Traits
(1) Shy
(2) Bossy or In Charge
(1) Concerned With Worldly Things
(2) Concerned With the Bible
(1) Believe in Human Consciousness
(2) Believe in Stupidity, That Humans Don't Care @ Human Life
(1) Believe in Having Fun
(2) Believe That Fun Was Never Meant to Come
I am a Devouted Lamb and a 2111.
What Happened.
.I thought a joke @ "Ginny's Daughter" and my mom and I went somewhere. She was mean the whole time and held in that she thought I misbehaved and instead planned trips for Christmas and this weekend that were not choice picks in this light.. My parents need to stop being in my life because before we moved to Orlando they weren't. I don't mean altogether literally, but they are really repulsive in how they treat me.
Ghost
I woke up really upset and I usually see clear ripples, but this time it was a big black ripple that went past my legs, and a few other things.
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