Mean

I get a bit upset, like the English, and my mom called Karen Carpenter a lesbian so I figured why not **** her bc .. I forget but it's true!  It doesn't mean anything what that person says.

Death

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Endocrine System:
The pituitary, thyroid and edrenal glands are grossly normal.

I probably got my tumor from m********ing.  I heard a girl died from m*******ing and got cancer.

She had a small but normal heart.

Why did she die?

Karen Carpenter?  Was it unexpected?  The pills she took ended up killing her, anyone could figure that out.

Also

She woke up early to have tea.

I also found..

..she died at her mom's.

I must ask..

..would Karen even matter?

I'm pretty straight.

What was I gonna say- oh not once do I totally fail to admit I am sad Karen Carpenter died for who she was in the world.  Watching a video on YouTube on what really killed her.  It was a drug unknown explained by her psychiatrist that eats away the fiber by the heart..  I almost died from 1 of those, too, but me losing my female thing was the indicator..  She also was stressed her husband wouldn't have kids.  Now, that means something to me, that it might mean something.

Something We Need to Cover

Obviously, Karen Carpenter, like Ellen is with some things, was overwhelmed @ life centered on kids.  In that 1 interview, she kept using the word "pooped."  She must have been depressed she didn't have a kid then.  She also seemed very much for mixed race, like maybe she was worried that there would be some racial issue and it wouldn't be okay to like work with the white kids.

If

Karen is offended by little things why not feel offended by death, like hurt?

However

I think Karen believed in .... MACHINES

And

Something Ellen Would Agree With

I forget but it was another thing that would make her a good President - that death isn't a joke.

What Do You Feel

@ Karen Carpenter

Do you wish she were your mom?  I don't know what I'd say @ that with anyone but I have 1..  I wish .. Well, I have a lot of love for her!  And she's dead!  At 32!

So..

..Even though I didn't like who I was, I remind myself of Karen Carpenter in some good ways~

If

Karen still exists in any form what can we do for her?  What does she think @ the responsibility of life.  It doesn't come down from the sky.  I thought she was a Protestant!!

The Lesson

Karen Carpenter finds it groovy to care for kids, but she knows in real life that's a thing we "don't do."

Just so you know..

..Ellen, if Ellen k*lled Karen Carpenter, too, it would be for the same reason Sarah Brightman seemed uncomfortable around Andrea Bocelli.. not taking kids my age as their own.

Before "We" Go On

What do you have with certain kinds of people that it's "always" better "not to say anything?"

You see, I notice that people are all being mean to me.  You act like I deserve it as a punishment.  Wasn't that 1 of the worst things you could do to someone, give them a silent even "type" of treatment??

I am much nicer than most people, or if someone were .. but you are so so mean to me and no one else gets treated like this and you think their being bad is the punishment in and of itself!  Well, being out of shape or ugly might be 1 thing.

Can I just give my opinion and testament of this experience?  Something to talk @?  I have other things to talk @.  I just had it as an afterthought as I was going to post this.  I also almost mentioned someone.  Why does that annoy you?  I know you don't think of all this weird "crap.."

Also, this is my favorite holiday, so if you think of me you'll remember it's my favorite possibly..

What do you think @ how specific this stuff is and how other people think it's wrong?

I do have something to contribute @ Ellen DeGeneres.  She is acting like she is younger than me, like Karen Carpenter who is passed away.  Like, it bites that I can't think of her as a parental aged figure at all times.  I almost can sense her sneer.  I shouldn't be thinking @ this.  I should have my own Ellen DeGeneres to talk to or whoever.  I didn't just go eat with my mom and brother because I really felt they were in a fighting mood holding a grudge against me.  I came back and had to think of people I care being hurt.  I saw a cute guy today, and he didn't wanna touch me.  What makes him so special?  He was that specific stereotype with light brown hair in a bowl cut swept away|back..  Kinda more reddish|rich-colored hair.  I have same interests as him.  What do you have to say @ that?  What do you think @ sneers?  Is that tabboo to you just @ Ellen?  If so, she probably uses it to play with your mind.  I just constantly feel an undertone of how Ellen is seen.  What perplexes me is the fact that she would think I am in trouble so that she flips me off when I'm trying to live my life!  Like, I mean my daily life.  That level of comfort.  It's hard to explain.  She seems so deathly and ultimately hungry for power, like Maleficent or something.  I know no one agrees with her but that her studio audience knows she caters to a certain kind of issue.  What really made me mad was her acting like I can't think her age is a mom to me!  She's not the baby when the 2 of us are in the sentence.  It's not, I'm the mature baby and she's the kiddy teenager.  She must be a mother figure.  I mean, someone born in 1970 or something I'd marry.  I don't force her to like be that way in my mind.  I just mean she can't always be sneering at me like that, I mean I like it, too, but I'm saying what it's like.  It's not so much that she's getting by as I think the audience finds this funny.

Should she..

..have tried to sustain her life or focus on performance after performance of not eating enough nutrition?  Karen Carpenter.

Also, why does she seem so over kids?  She died to never meet that many.  Will she be resurrected when the sophomores this year turn 16??  Do tell.

Singer

Do you think Karen Carpenter was not mature enough to get married?  My dad is born in 1950 and didn't meet my mom as a Chinese pen pal until he was 32.  Same thing, I'd wager.  I was born when he was 35.

Also, think about the way she said "hanging around" in "Rainy Days and Mondays."  She said "nothing to do" sarcastically like she knew she could die.  If you heard her sing at Carnegie Hall, it sounds in the end like she wasn't gonna die, but she was just getting away with it.

Also, as to her having kids, she made it sound like everything would go to her future son or whatever she imagined it be like having a daughter.  Like, she didn't care about other people if they were younger.  Anyway, she acted like she had to make her son not be as glamorous you might say so people wouldn't pick on them.  I can see how she seemed sarcastic that she'd not really like her husband as much as others.  I could just say my dad is assimilated into the same class year as her and therefore I am more like her daughter.  That would work for me.  So, why would she spend more time with her own kids?  I don't mean to say I wish I grew up as her daughter.  I just mean that sometimes people without kids are more open.  At the moment, I don't plan to seek out marriage.  I'm 27.

Would..

..Karen Carpenter make a good mom?  She'd make a good big sister.  Or role model.