So

I'm off to Valencia, don't feel like sleeping, so.  I could cancel the meeting, but it might be important.  He's not making me feel better and isn't like smart like a teacher.

Safety Net

What about "do you want to" is so bad?  You think I can't be who I want?  What's wrong, something about how I look?

Question

Do you want ***y people to talk to 1 another if they are older than you?  Why be so gay about it?  I know what you're thinking, you won't be nice.  Maybe, people just have lots of beans to spill.  That's a funny thought, find lots of attractive people or maybe 2 people you knew and see what happens if you have 2 people like that rather than like loads of success stories.  *puff of smoke fills the room*

Funny

I'm so awake from weight training.

What's wrong with seeing Ginny?  I like her.  Why do you act like she's too good for me?  Maybe, that's not the problem.  See, what are you supposed to do, anyway?  You always say it's about liking your work and doing arts in the community and moreover anyone willing to say classical is good and that most people don't even care about classical, don't even understand music, good music.  Music today is like all country isn't it?  I am fortunate to have known folk and sacred music, however, so.  Also, country music is gay.  Must be people who have a health problem.  I mean, who likes being white in that way that much?

About the internet.  There is nothing wrong with making a blog.  I mean, you should network, find the stuff you believe in and maybe see what's going on in the world.

Plan

So, I think I will go to a bar or casino, but my mom said no, so that means I might not be in the bar dancing so long so late, like after midnight.. you know?  It's a place to meet people, not to like say I don't like my parents, I'm too old, I am..I need to socialize, and that doesn't happen @ school|work.  :|  She doesn't want me home after 11.  About going to the mall, I won't take your crap that maybe you say it's okay to go to the mall but maybe it says you think you're something instead of just sitting at home doing nothing.  I'll see you not connect with anyone, at all.

And another thing, if you think you're whiter than Ellen DeGeneres is your problem.  What am I supposed to know?  I mean my mom is also not technically Caucasian or whatever.  It's the same thing.  I'm not like her.  I forget how she offended me.  Oh yes, she claims to pay attention to me and wants me to say no I don't want you to and that I can't get mad because she has to get mad at me, like for being poor.  Poor and unfortunate.  I mean, supposedly, if they know I thought it in private or something or can tell something about what I say, then they like make it their point for a long time.  Then, like, there's no one there, there's no Mickey Mouse, there's no Walt Disney.

Also, there's lots of funny ideas going on with Ginny, but I don't hurt her.  She just like expects me to be good at something else, but that's not so.... I know.  So, there are 2 or 3 problems.  She's not nice, and other people did something that caused a problem.  I don't know how you would make 4 people say something.  Also, I mean, no one is the same age, so this makes sense to me.  0;)

So-

So, you don't act like it's embarrassing for kids with younger dads and Late Boom moms to like you .. and you won't answer do they get to live like older generations, like the porn bunny MySpace gen..

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Turtleneck

Can you get 2, only $5 each, @ Target, this morning, so I may get it by Monday or possibly Wednesday and can wear it to school so I don't have to wear something else: link.

Problem

So, I was bothered, but I was thinking of how maybe Ginny cares about people who aren't good and are just racist offspring.

I just found out she doesn't give a shit.  She is offended I go to Valencia all day in anticipation of her class.

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from before 2 girl from old ballet, daughter of aunt..

Open Gym and Kids Gymnastics are fun.

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Will She-

Will Ginny ever get up again?  Maybe, she wants peo-ple-

I'm thinking of withdrawing.

From Weight Training.  I don't want to do a sport next semester, neither.  I dunno..  I did just want to stay home.  I decided not to do yoga in the morning.  I mean, it was a good experience, I just don't like the hw.  ':{  If you want to talk about it technically, it's about waking up + I don't want to do it later.  ':{  There's lots of fun things to do here in Orlando, but gotta go down the list, I guess.  I mean, I just can't take putting a lot into like more than 1 activity.  I mean, I do singing and piano, still.  I mean, I'll always probably like classical music.  I mean, I like sorta artsy music.  I'm really not a theater major.  I just am looking for teachers I like and was gonna do another activity, but you know maybe at Seminole in the Spring.  I was gonna go to college up north by my relatives for a semester, but I don't feel like it.  I was gonna go for music.  I guess I'm not ready and they don't want to see me that much, so I won't go.  I have nowhere to go and no one to see.  Maybe, I should work on being famous for something.  I like posting online.  I wanted to get in Logan's Run, a sorta under the wing project of something I like.  They claim that a star role is for anyone, but I know it's a test, now.  Also, about singing, that's what the internet's for, the classical music.  I am interested in social activism and research, but there's nothing to research.  We have the internet and can do anything.  Everything else is just formal.  I'm glad to know some people in my life who are reachable:

(1) Ginny
(2) Tim Burton
(3) *Johnny Depp*
(4) my old organ teacher|choir director, Margaret, Dr Campo
(5) my old music teachers
(6) my old theater teacher
(7) a voice professor
(8) Renée Fleming
(9) Órla Karron Fallon

There are so many nice people in Orlando.  I was just put off by someone in Slidell, where I used to live.  So, I dunno-

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Gymnastics

Do you offer anything: that I can take classes with the kids, go to an open gym that's not on Friday|Tu|Th night, or take private lessons ... age 26?  Also, if not, do you know anywhere in Orlando that offers this?  Thanks.  I took adult classes and found it wasn't very careful nor very fun.  It was also expensive.  Teen classes weren't good, neither.  I've also been following ballet here.

Issue

So, Ellen DeGeneres thinks you did something wrong and holds off.  I know I didn't do anything wrong in her book.  She'll just say I called Tim Burton's daughter the N word.  There was a reason, and the reason wasn't bad.  In fact, I am in an experiment and have an uncomfortable life, as well.  I kinda made it, though.  I'm not interested in why.  It's just not right.  Did I foul anyone seriously?  No.  Am I a bad person who always does bad things programmed?  No.  Is everyone?  Well, yea, they all tell me I'm not white, basically.  They don't know much about me, otherwise.  Then, they even get mad at me for having such a good mom.

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Problem

We're not letting you do anything because you're from Orlando and are racist against me.  Won't you just stop flubbing and let me have my thoughts in private?  I didn't mean anything to anyone by saying flubbing.  It's just involved in what's ***y.  Don't say, oh, you're mistaken, you're not from Florida.  Yes, though, I am really mad, and other people are mad about what they know.  I was mad about some thing in the future.  Just an idea..  }:]

Issue

I looked at my friend's Facebook, and she has a picture of her.  I noticed that she knew about people from California being from there being more like my brother, but my brother isn't very European, at all.  He's also not very ***y.  He fits in like where we move, all the time, I fear, though..  Oh well, I mean, who knows?  It's a complex issue.  So, she had a picture of her, and she was holding out like a gun, to someone.  Oh, um, she looked all stimulated..  I don't believe, however, that people from Florida are all like that, nor from anywhere in mainland Florida.  Is that what you think of that 1 attractive youngest girl from "The Brady Bunch?"  I really don't believe that just because a gun to pull out blackheads is like a gun that it actually was made to hurt someone.  I mean, I know all things like that don't just go to each other.  I mean, it's something we don't know.  However, I do believe it is put off and not made for a reason.  About not being made for a reason, I mean, that might not mean anything, but it is put off, in such a fashion.  About being put of as a gun, I do fear that it was believed for that reason.  I have no idea how that would connect with anything other than a bad gun.  It did hurt me and didn't work.  I wonder where we went wrong....  All I thought of was that maybe it would make you do something specific.  Oh yea, maybe, 1 day, we'll all have guns in our home and then 1 day we'll get really mad all of a sudden and no one will be there to protect you.  Um, it doesn't have to be that way.  Who knows what else will happen.  People are pretty sensitive to using the internet.  About us having guns, I mean, I figured it would be a stretch to believe in a chain of events.

Problem

Yea, you're just a nigger.

Stop telling me I'm tacky.  See, you all just will never be smart.  You're just ditzes.  You think you're so cool, but you're just shit.  You have no reason for doing anything that's not nice.  You never say anything.  I don't give a shit about any of you.  Thanks to Tim Burton or Johnny Depp, I have no friends and have no life.  'D;

Problem

Go away, stop watching me you nigger.

Problem

My Facebook post was deleted.  I guess you're just a nigger.

Problem

I don't think my dad "was" funny..

Problem

I know you are just in here to ask me for something and to tell me about how you don't care about me and that I'm nothing and not as good as you and to tell me how good Orlando is to you.  Well, that's too bad.  Too bad I'm not going anywhere.  I was something before we moved to Altamonte Springs.  I was something from coming from Cleveland.

Not Really an Adult

Ginny isn't really an adult-  She looks up to people from up north, like the older ones.

Problem

Why are you telling me I'm like my dad?  I never did anything like him.  Um, I'm not like my brother, too..

Problem

Why should we care about Ginny?  I go to her class.  I am convinced she is hooked onto my dad..

Problem

I was in bed, and I thought I heard someone say, "Dave-id," in a tacky way.  My right side was suddenly stimulated.  I just felt there but wasn't tingled, you know?  I couldn't stop thinking of that.  Um, I thought I told you I don't want to do anything about my dad.  3|

I realized something.

When I think of something someone else thinks you realize you agree with them and not me.

Problem

I am stressed out.  I keep hearing noises in my room.  You don't deserve to rest.  I've accomplished what I've accomplished.  I didn't do my PE hw.

Problem

So, Ginny's not online.  Hm...no one posts to her but me.  ?:  She doesn't want to post on my forum.  What about my blog, though?  I wonder if I could find a way to get people to talk to me..  I know there are special sites people go to.  She doesn't comment on my YouTubes, probably doesn't care about the aARt.  Hm, so maybe she doesn't really care about being cool as a person, you know, pretends we have to use art to be serious about life and Hollywood, the point in life, supposedly..

Tired

I have to lie down.

Ugh!  ;D  I have laundry and have to clean my room-  I will make it, though, but I mean, I wonder if I would get hurt, like some organ and then people would know I know.  I already take risks with my privates.  Maybe, I'll get up and check Facebook.

I found out

That in some way you used me to m*********, like make me exist.  You know, sending signals.

Problem

So, why doesn't Tim Burton like me?  He keeps saying there might be something wrong with my parents.  I know he's afraid of older people.  What about when he meets someone nice?  They get jealous and know that something's wrong, but I mean, he did hurt me, though I got something from it-

So

What are you going to do about older dads?  I mean, I know I am smart from knowing him.

Problem

GINNY why don't you talk to me and not my parents don't hurt them you .. why do you keep thinking like everyone else when you talk to me that I'm them maybe?  Talk to me online-

Problem

Why does Ellen DeGeneres act like she's the only 1?  What the Hell is your problem with kids with older DADS!

Also, I think my mom is upset about my dad.  My dad is uncomfortable and you all should talk to us.  We are interested.  Don't go looking for England and the Middle East and Japan.

Problem

Ellen DeGeneres is messed up, but she doesn't have to admit it on her show-

Stop being mean to me and saying you want the attention of my father.

I don't have to always be in a receive mode.  I see you all don't solve problems and don't act European.

Ate

Had .. wheat bagels and Peter Pan Crunchy Peanut Butter .. and this like Angel hair spicy pasta.  My dad got a bunch with chicken but I avoid it whenever possible.  :|

Problem

So, I don't want you to get to close but am wondering why I never get an appropriate response.  You're mean, too.

Also, Ginny was worried about her dad being from Pennsylvania and took like benefits.  Now, because of me, it's some issue.  Like, I'm a cool person, and I'm a modern person.

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• Christina Barrett Why don't you consider all sides to an issue? I mean, I just realized that you find out about something and you kinda keep going, people from places like Louisiana and Pennsylvania. My mom is not from there. :{ Um, I wasn't a cute baby and need my parents to an extent. :}
  
  I just didn't know which boy was your nephew.. The girl looks mean, hurts my feelings, but maybe you don't care..sorry. I was just looking at your picture and wondered what would happen to your niece if 1 boy in the picture was her relative and the other wasn't. You'd go in, nowaday, and they'd end up totaled for some sin and figured maybe they'd get totaled like all kids do there, anyway, but not literally like they were somewhere like Miami.. Hm, guess I don't know what I'm saying. 8p
  
  So, that is a cute picture, and I enjoyed seeing a nice picture of someone's nephew from where I used to know. :}

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+ am eating.. Dad went to the store.

Problem

My dad did something to me, and I realized he was controlling what I do day by day by magically affecting me.

You know, I can be funny like someone from the NE.

Did You Ever Online

Like think of something no one will no then figure out something else like that they don't need to know and realize that will affect things?

Problem

Why do you all have a problem with my dad's relationship with me with "how good it is?"

Also, I just saw something and am worried I will think of it later.  :|

You know, I already know about Italians and Hispanics.  I guess they don't know what they're going to do.

See, my dad came in and made me feel bad and it was wrong, but he thought he had to do it to embarrass me.  He did it, I didn't do it.  :|

Your Stance

Do you make fun of life or get involved?

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How I'm Feeling

Headache but don't get bad headaches, just a sick feeling.

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Followers

So, anyone who follows him and Ellen DeGeneres can't hurt me. Don't like me, now?

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Why Wait

So, Tim Burton is mad I didn't post online right after "Charlie and the Chocolate Factory." Why is he mad and weird, now? I can post @ him bc I like him.

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Problems

I don't give a crap @ my dying Grandma. If you like my dad's younger sisters, then like her. Chloe Grace Morets is a *beep*. She will never meet Ginny.. Don't sit there and tell me oh I didn't mean that. Oh, so you have special make-believe privileges with people up north, now. Well, they're not, like, perfect.

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Ate Out

I just had Wendy's, my mom wouldn't pay me bc I wouldn't take meds. Got a spicy chicken sandwich and a medium Frosty..

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Baby Nose

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Fw: Information Request from Dance Program Web Site

------Original Message------
From: Kris Stevens
To: 'christinabarrett2012@yahoo.com'
Subject: RE: Information Request from Dance Program Web Site
Sent: Mar 20, 2013 1:19 PM

Hello Christina,
I will do my best to answer your questions. First, we require our dancers to take equal amounts of Modern and Ballet because our Associate in Arts (A.A.): Dance Performance degree is designed, primarily, to transfer to a four-year college/university and those colleges require these classes of all of their undergraduates.  In today's dance world, a dancer is expected to be well-versed in all dance forms and even major ballet companies require their dancers to have had some Modern training. We do not find that it ruins the training of anyone. Rather Modern, and especially a Graham-based technique such as we teach here at Valencia, complements and enhances Ballet training.
I am a little confused as to what your goal is here at Valencia, as you mention that you have already taken college-level classes for a college minor. If you have already received a bachelor's degree, then you cannot pursue an A.A. degree. That is not our rule, but a rule of the State of Florida. If you are not finished with your degree, and are wanting to finish an A.A. here at Valencia before transferring to a four-year college/university, then you would need to meet with an advisor to determine which of your classes will transfer. Dr. Salapa, the Chair of the Dance Department here, would then need to review your transcript for dance classes. If you would like to pursue a dance major degree, you would also need to successfully audition for the program.
Regardless of your level of training, you would still need to follow the prescribed order of classes, meaning you would need to take Ballet I and II, before potentially moving on to Intermediate Ballet. Please know, however, that simply because a class is listed as Ballet I does not mean it is a beginning level class.  As with many college classes, the "level" of the class is dependent on the level of the other students in class. We structure our classes such that the Ballet I with Dr. Salapa is designed to be much more challenging than Ballet I with myself. In this way, we are able to serve the greatest population of students.
At this time, we do only offer Intermediate Ballet for our dance majors as we do not have the studio space to offer a non-major Intermediate Ballet. Our more advanced dancers who are not dance majors find that Dr. Salapa's Ballet I/II classes are challenging enough. 
We do not teach lyrical here. Modern is not lyrical, and would be better described as Contemporary. As I mentioned, we teach a Graham-based Modern technique here, which is a classical form of Modern based on the technique of Martha Graham. 
There are many good dance studios in the area that offer classes for adult dancers of all levels. Perhaps you simply haven't found the one that fits you best.
I hope that I have answered your questions. If you have any more, please contact me.
 
Kristina Stevens
Assistant Director of Dance
Valencia College
701 N. Econlockhatchee Trail MC 3-2
Orlando, FL 32825
www.valenciacollege.edu/dance
407-582-2954
 
From: christinabarrett2012@yahoo.com [mailto:christinabarrett2012@yahoo.com]
Sent: Sunday, March 10, 2013 5:59 AM
To: Kris Stevens
Subject: Information Request from Dance Program Web Site
 
Information Request from Dance Program Web Site
FULL NAME
Christina Barrett
EMAIL
christinabarrett2012@yahoo.com
COMMENTS
I just wanted to ask why you require us to take Modern Dance. Doesn't it ruin the training and waste the time of a young, growing ballerina? I mean, I am under the pressure of deciding of taking non-major ballet lessons and after that if I can go straight into more advanced ballet levels. So, you do 2 semesters of the 1st ballet levels and then there is the 2nd advanced level, which I've already taken, + the pointe training over the summer available.. So, I guess I just want to know if I should be a dance major if I want to take Intermediate Ballet someday and if you can just take 1 semester of introductory ballet, say if you've already done ballet, also I did it as a college minor, the advanced called "repertory" level.. I came to Orlando and took ballet at 3 different places. I stopped because I felt like sleeping and felt too short. They seemed to think I had no hope in ballet compared to anyone else anywhere, that it was just too far-fetched a contest to be won. I was gonna do ballet at a studio with kids, like at Orlando City Ballet or Central Florida Ballet and hopefully later I would be accepted to a kids class at Orlando Ballet. However, I am busy in evenings, so I didn't know if I should do ballet here. I don't want to do adult classes at Central Florida Ballet so much. Plus, I'm here all day. So, the question is: (1) If I want to take Intermediate Ballet later, do I have to be a dance major, and if I take non-major Ballet now, will I have to take it as a major Ballet course again, even though they are the same class, in order to get into Intermediate Ballet, because if I am a dance major then that means I have to take modern and I don't want to take modern because I am not a lyrical dancer.. Let me know if you do not understand. Thanks. I came here hoping to dance in Orlando but found everyone very rude. I assume though that the classes are sorta known to exist. 8| I don't mean anything weird.. ,8{ I am a nice person, just have a hard time memorizing because I did do gymnastics as a child and toddler, like we were supposed to. =D I have seen your concert possibly up to 3 times. I see the teacher is talented.. I also like classical music and do music kinda a lot, so, that's why I like ballet, actually. Thanks. :| Oh ,8I and please respond.

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leaving in an hour

Guess I'll go to the bathroom, ..chance, put on makeup.. put in my contacts, get my stuff ready.  P8

A Clownface Like a Ghost

What if I had a clownface like a ghost

What if

you found out that all of a sudden I began to move?

What if I told you

I was youthful and European and very controlled like a robot?

Where aRe You?

When you say to settle down and not revel in nostalgia, where are you... helping others with their m*********** or are you there ready to like enjoy something like a music concert and being an artist yourself?

WAH!

Wah, Ginny, my mom is going to see my therapist, alone, wah!  'D;

Generations

So, you're the 1 who tied the knot?  Maybe, later generations don't listen to older 1s.  :/

f.y.i.

My dad has no relationship with me parently, that has "fad-ed away. .like the mo or niing dew"

I went to college, and my parents D-cided not to be like sorta in a relationship with me, seriously.  I was just on my own, and other adults still cared about me, like matched in personality, like they were my parents or parental units|figures.  I came back, and the rhythm of the home was forever lost-as well.  :|  I don't see why you're trying to say I'm shit because of who my parents are and then make me listen to them.  I've always done what I was supposed to, just picked on for my attitude and like how much money my family has.  By attitude I mean just the way I'm affected but contain myself but have private thoughts, as well.  Like, when you feel something and you have a reaction but didn't do anything and didn't bother anyone, just felt people were racist toward you and that they weren't really white.

u no

If you don't realize that you're not allowed to look up to some other generation to "be" the mold you will fail because those people really are there for you and what your interests are, and those who look up to you seem bound to fail.

Y

Why are you so convinced I want to be Chinese?  Also, what's so bad about "Chinese?"  ':|

Woke Up

My time in bed wasn't really great.  I *********** and as usual got up after.

I had a dream, what was it.  I remember it was something about like buying ice cream or something, I sipped up some candy animal in a cup of milkshake and had to buy it and ended up owing $30, and then he calculated about $100.  My mom was gonna pay.  There was another booth, in this dark place with hints of the idea of classical|off-classical|bizarre red-orange, like the edges, like sorta pulsing mysteriously.

My alarm clock turned off, too, but you know I knew I'd wake up, like Christmas.  I usually use 2 but was pretty tired.

So, no theater tomorrow.  I don't feel good because of the constant weird messages everywhere I go.  :{  Maybe I'll go back to bed?  x/  And cry?  I can get breakfast, might have to find my other alarm and wake up in 2 hours.  Or maybe look at some people's Facebooks?  I have to schedule an appt. for tomorrow.  Schedule the van ride.  Go to the bathroom now.  :/  I wanna get back on IMDb.  So, I did gymnastics, already.  I want to clean my room this weekend.  }:D  Maybe, make a nice settting to sing or experiment with the clean room.  Even in a small room would be fine.  The sofa would be at the computer.  I planned to get a TV, already.  I had a closet.  I just have stuff to store I'd store in the garage.  I mean, I have drawers of like things and then like a couple boxes like with bathroom supplies and some office supplies.  Then, the books and odd book things, that's all.  Then, I have some clothes I'm not using still, the 1s that don't even fit, leotards.  I have this extra desk, wanted a bunk, maybe don't need a bed on the floor, probably was worried of jumping off.

Just went to the bathroom and had some cheese crackers..  Was thinking of getting surgery to remove the tumor to increase my female cycle.  They said it wouldn't affect my nose, but they go through the nose.  I'll 1st ask to try the medicine, I think.  What should I eat?  Buffalo chicken sub?  Not sure there are more subs left.  Then, I'd toast bread.

Videos

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What Am I Gonna Do

I dunno, I'll probably try to feel good.  Any thoughts on what to think about, maybe ideas for the future?

Bed

So, I showered and am ready for bed.  xp  Charging my phone and camera for tomorrow, leaving earlier.  :|  Have PE hw and theater hw I missed for next week and something small to memorize, picked out a rhyme that suits me comfortably, something different.  }:{)

Tired

Might just go to bed, going somewhere tomorrow.

New Video of Me

More to Come

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Of Course

Headache

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Calculations

Ellen DeGeneres calculates Blogger has web version most probably to show us the background, but I knew @ how they "did it" to show the animal on a blog such as mine. )B)

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Just Remembered

Wanted to look at my blog--dog. My mom walked by the bathroom, saw a wisp, and I thought it said "Killy" in that sorta creepy, gooey way.. 8/ thinking of my dad unruined in Southern sin.

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What @ the Romance

Of Eurasians and Europe online. :/

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So

I have to do tacky inklings of 1987-1990.

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Pushy Pushy

All the non-Aryans/whites push their culture into everyone.



People push me to push them.



Why are all the older men + younger guys bald?



Also, Ginny lives the romance of kids in 1998. Good thing I followed the ***, though no 1 else did.

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Judgemental

Why would Ellen judge someone in an unfair situation. Also, did she ever meet a goody-good? ):)



Why are there so many uncool people?

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My Night

I woke up like every hour, like since 1 or 2.



Took Sinex, but I need Mucinex. Took vitamins.



Sleeping pills.. Tired but then woke up. 7 hours.

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Weird Romance

I will not take the romance that I am looking up to anyone's ***iness. I am not a slick slob$



Also, I got a gay supposedly final idea that you'd see some bubbly 1990 "precious" bimbo in 1998 in a modern jacket as the times. So? I wouldn't do anythinglikethat. HA!

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Blind Fish

What was wrong with what I posted? It's just that it's me that posts this. Why do you think I'm A wimp and Chinese but not in a good way? I'm more European than me.

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If you're fighting..

If you're fighting, you can't be doing anything for me.

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Old Hair

If Ellen had long hair, she would look old. We should like style out hair, in some "different" way. Most girls don't look cool with long hair. People like their hair long @ @ 15.

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Maybe

She isn't fun in this hard world, may die away.

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Why "Talk-"

Why talk to Ellen DeGeneres because she never listens.

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A Pest

So, who thinks Ellen DeGeneres is, like, pesty about people who want to be like her?

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So, what?

So, what is "Ginny" gonna show up for her class all gay like "Southern Hospbitchality" Ellen DeGeneres and communicates to me via secret symbols and everyone says I'm shit because of it. How would you like to be a real girl and have everyone say they have to personally call you shit..bc of your "race?" I swear, no 1 will accept the Chinese, say they "cheat." :/

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Late

My driver might not be coming for 20 more minutes, supposed to have come starting 6:20 A.M.

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Bathroom

When the driver gets here, I guess I will go to the bathroom, guess I will listen to music, now.

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Late

My "driver" is coming late. Also, my cell has malfunctions, doesn't store the Blogger address and Twitter malfunctions. Please stop talking to me like this. We should strip you of your dignity.

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1st Sleeping Pill

Problem

I told you to shut up.  Go to Hell, nigger.  **** yourself.  You're just as nigger.  Go hurt other kids.  You're stupid.  You're shit.  I don't trust you.

New Photos

Me Through the Years

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Bed?

Ate

Beef, Asparagus's, Liverwurst, Chocolate Raspberry Valentine's Candy

Have to floss and pack, waking up though for leaving @ 6:30, so.. or 6:20.  Got to take my sleeping pills and go to bed, maybe just 1 steada 2.  2 is also used to cure jetlag!

ex er cise

So

How's everyone?

Food

Guess I'll fix something for my dinner, maybe beef and veggies..  :.

My Acting HW

So, it doesn't look as good, like my body shape.  What should I do?  I'm hungwy, really.

So

Since I'm up, what do you think about everyone in Ginny's class not being healthy because my mom decided not to feed my dad and brother the right way.  I hate to burst your bubble, but it was for being mean to me.  She didn't feed me heartily, but I found out it was my dad's fault.  Guess he wouldn't let me be young and European.  I still don't get it.  My dad wanted my mom to cook for him and him not influence her.  Like, he ate the wrong way.  She said he stayed home for my brother and when I was little to see me I guess..  I always encourage him to have good times with others, I guess.  You know, you all have like attractive, very white siblings, but my brother isn't like me, wants to be racist and shitty, just depends on his race, makes me feel bad about what might have happened to me.  I don't worry about it, especially.  I refuse to say I'm on some tacky 1950 generation that is slick and doesn't feel *** like Late Boom.  That might be why my emotions are not complex, had no choice.  I see you're all pretty complex.  At least, I'm considered attractive or was.  Something wrong with what I ate when I stopped eating with my family, but I know that going out will help.  You know, I have this problem, though, I was getting my haircut and my dad's been mean so now I'm sorta upset he made me make my torso tight.  I just keep getting bs about younger dads.  He's born July 25, 1950..  I think I'm like gonna ***!  xp

Problem

I don't like people like Johnny Depp, wanting to shit about my dad being from Pennsylvania because it doesn't mean I'll like anywhere else~