Monday, March 11, 2013

Good Night

Lying down.  Thinking of a new block for my Blogger.  Might go check Facebook, Twitter, etc.

How I'm Doing

I still feel unrest, I just realized ChloĆ« Grace Moretz was magic from the South.  Dakota Fanning isn't, and neither is Elle Fanning.  Maggie whatsername is more like me.  Who else do we know, anyone?  Oh, yea, Bella Thorne & Peyton List, I know about Bella Thorne and now Peyton List.  How do you feel about me being in on something like that?  You just don't care?  I guess she has something in her system, but you know like she's probably feeding off people not from Florida.  You know, I'm not like that, though.  I shutter to wonder about white people from SE Florida, even NE Florida, and L.A.  I have feelings about who I've met from San Fransisco, as well.  They both were movers.

Problem

Stop talking bACK YOU IDIOT - STOP SAYING I NEED YOU FOR SOMETHING YOU DID I WANNA GO TO BED AND AM GONNA * YOU

Problem

Leave me alone.  I can be okay in 2 states like you.

Problem

Ellen DeGeneres wants to know about your life when you were a kid and didn't get enough to eat or had too much junk food.  She also wants to analyze how you looked and say that now what you are isn't detailed.  Then, stop telling me I hoard in pleasure!!!!

Problem

So, people have nothing to say, but when I do want to talk, some people act like I'm not good enough, like I'm not white.  That's Ginny's problem, but what can I say?  I wasn't mad when I said that, but I am, so I dunno..  I was mad, but I didn't feel mad.  So, what do you think about Ginny saying both I'm not white and I did something wrong.  Just find someone else?  Well, I mean, I didn't find someone else.

Problem

Yo, ya'll stop saying you're better at being Floridian, mkay, and stop I think the kids in my class are worthless, did not write to me..so..I mean stop making fun of me and making me uncomfortable, stop like saying you have to keep engaging in me like you did something for me!

Problem

I watched myself on YouTube, and I see people are making things up about me just because I'm fat.

Problem

I go to Ginny's class, tired and humiliated, pressured about homework and nothing happens.

Problems

So, Ellen DeGeneres ... thinking no I have never seen anyone be ½way or maybe part, not sure, like being so ***y and stereotyped and like you know just substantial, kinda like usually bouncy, someone where people sorta sit there and not think about too much..for some reason or another..and make it seem gay and like they're more white and stuff.  Um, excuse me, but I am who I am, and you can like fix your life and maybe wish you'd have done something the right way..  Maybe, think about it, you know do something I'd do.  I'd like you know either try to eat more or work out a lot more, which is actually what it is, but too much of just physical stuff etc. does no good.  I dunno, though, I mean that's what happened to me..  Very true and important, just like that, need to put it on my website.  Anyway, I still feel bad.  What else?

Oh, yes, my dad keeps leaving little messages, like my parents aren't leaving me so much money..they are playing around, and I AM NOT MY PARENTS SO GO YOURSELF.

I have a secret.

I'm just mad Ginny is treating me badly because of the N word thing.

Problem

You piece of shit stop treating me in ways I didn't like to be treated.  I am who I am.  Stop telling me gay stuff, I need to go to bed.  I want to go to the class.  I did go for the teacher.  WTF is your problem, you stupid idiot.  Ellen DeGeneres can't tell me what to do because I am never mean.

Problem

So, why does Ginny cut corners all the time?  I just know that it's not desirable.  I don't wanna wait for someone else to talk to.  I think I just said that.  Is she just a *** toy to everyone?  Why is everyone so unattractive that I know?  It's about age, people like Late Boom.  What do you have to say about that?  See, IT DIDN'T MATTER.  So, what are you gonna do about it?  What if you sometimes have preferences?  I know it's a big deal, I think I followed the rules.  So, you think maybe you're all crap?  Well, good, then why can't I just live my life and not worry about gay stuff?  I just felt so upset because I mean what if I want to e-mail her, she will talk to OTHER KIDS!

Problem

No one cares about ugly kids with nice moms.

Problem

What about the way you think about people from Europe!

Problem

What, so am I supposed to talk to you?  I WANT TO TALK TO SOMEONE ATTRACTIVE.

Problem

You're very gay, I should be able to send an e-mail about my speaking.  I was invited but not recieved, you piece of shit.  I don't give a shit about you, go to Hell.

Problem

I was hoping to know Ginny or somebody someday..  I will never know anyone a little older.

Problem

I DON'T GIVE A SHIT WAITING FOR THESE TEACHERS TO DO SOMETHING FOR YOU

Problem

* Ginny, she's just being annoying for me.