All Ellen DeGeneres does is complain and she'll tell you the wrong thing. No 1 talk to "New Orleans."
Tuesday, March 26, 2013
Problem
On Facebook, it just shows my dad and aunt all the time under Friends. Um.. how stupid is that! ;D'
Problem
You all are really sick to put your hands in my life like sickos like that and sorta hiccup up that it's about something I did wrong that you contrapted. That's kinda sick, in and of itself. I know you all are just racist and think I think I'm a good person is "just becuase I have good parents" or because you like my mom as a person and my dad doesn't like himself. I can live my own life and be as good as other people. I don't know what the fart you think you are, but no matter where we live we can do whatever we want. I don't give a fuck, I know your cultures down south were like fastforwarded to say you're better, but you don't give a shit about anything. I lived down south, and I'm not rebellious about up north being better.
More
The father of a girl who unfriended me wrote a long Easter post. He was President of the community theater. I just did youth theater there, which mostly took place in the summer those years. I wanted to do it earlier but didn't feel like it, guess I didn't get any better, didn't work out enough, martial arts once a week + an easy ballet class for modern dancers with the younger girls.
Problem
I can't access my old theater teacher's Facebook. I left some comments, yesterday. It still shows up, publicly. My old account doesn't have access. What a piece of shit. I guess she's tired of me. What the fuck is her problem, is she a nigger? Why are people slowly not talking to me. That is so stupid. You know, that is terribly mean and unheard of. I guess Ellen DeGeneres comes from a nigger town. I have so many problems with Ginny because of Tim Burton. I have problems with others because of Johnny Depp. F.Y.I., Facebook has a different layout, and I saw my dad's Facebook photo pop up and they featured Family and then slid down to movies. Why do people keep torturing me? I was having fun posting, posted a bit shorter, guess she thinks she's not a nigger or something! ,:0 **** her! I'm sorry, but you're all niggers to sit there and think I do stupid stuff, like if I have to m******** because no one talks to me!!! WTF you think I am? I have no friends. All the famous people hate me, like my achievements are jokes they care not about. I don't know WTF you are, but I'm not 17.
Monday, March 25, 2013
Exercised
Waiting for my bed to evaporate the Febreeze. Then, I make it and maybe go to bed, maybe wake up and do PE hw. Dunno, have to get ready, too, though. 11:22, waking up @ maybe what 5? Maybe..
What I'm Doing
4th layer of nail polish which is sparkles drying.
Have to wake up and pack I guess, oh yea want to do workouts but am tired but know I need to do them. More Jillian Michaels? All I've got, no money on my card, my mom took it. So, what, core, butt, chest, upper and core? xp It helps a lot, then side sit-ups. Maybe stay up and finish Weight Training 1 hw so I can get credit, couldn't do all of the last 1, really, but she said it's in order, don't think it was. I found it wasn't like a class teaching it, we just look up words in a book. It's okay but I mean might take an hour. 10:27 P.M.
Have to wake up and pack I guess, oh yea want to do workouts but am tired but know I need to do them. More Jillian Michaels? All I've got, no money on my card, my mom took it. So, what, core, butt, chest, upper and core? xp It helps a lot, then side sit-ups. Maybe stay up and finish Weight Training 1 hw so I can get credit, couldn't do all of the last 1, really, but she said it's in order, don't think it was. I found it wasn't like a class teaching it, we just look up words in a book. It's okay but I mean might take an hour. 10:27 P.M.
Tacky
Why do people like my mom think I'm tacky because my dad is born in Pennsylvania + how he's born in 1950?
Also
There are videos in Australia of her saying Aussies are exceedingly attractive and she could buy a house there. There were so many of those videos at the end.
Ate
Sushi
Rump Roast and Old Beef *BLEH*
Cooked Italian Greens, this time didn't have so much. :|
the rest of the white cake and extra vanilla frosting and Breyer's vanilla ice cream
nighttime quelling tea, more hot water on stove
Rump Roast and Old Beef *BLEH*
Cooked Italian Greens, this time didn't have so much. :|
the rest of the white cake and extra vanilla frosting and Breyer's vanilla ice cream
nighttime quelling tea, more hot water on stove
TV
So, "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" isn't showing? She's away. It said she'd do the show there. Also, she was sick 2 weeks ago. I don't think she did the show, last week.
Late Mid-Term 4 Acting 1
1. So, far, about the class, I feel it's just an opportunity to come in and act, like when I did singing you just come in and sing.
I think I'm doing well, for a 1st try. I feel I can correct myself.
I think my performance is refined and just find it as a practicing opportunity. I just don't really know about my age and past experience.
My concentration is pretty good, but I find the class is just a fun class but not fun about acting, really. I should probably be able to explain more, but that's all I think. It's not really important. I wouldn't like the other acting classes, anyway.
My ability to take direction is fine.
I work well with others, but they can tell I have problems, like with my race and health. However, I find they think I think I deserve too much.
I try to compare with other people, but I mean they seem kinda racist, like maybe they look more like a movie star than me, you know like a child starlet or like if there were some big, tall supermodel.
I am just frustrated, really just came in to have a good time because you never know what will happen in your life. Actually, I would have came last semester, stayed home to get better, but I wasn't sure I would. However, things just went downhill. I had to stop calling my grandma. I figured, if I didn't go, then I'd get mad. It was a miserable time at home. If I didn't know about your class, I'd just wait and look for something else.
2. What do you mean taking direction without defensiveness?? I cannot say you are unoffensive, and I mean if someone told me I was offensive I'd take it in stride..
I think my voice is stronger than most people's. It's just not as specific, like as thin-worn.
My diction is appealing and unappaling. However, I have a hard time with German sounds.
My movement seems pretty spot-on because I've always been like self-conscious.
My dance is probably better than most actors since I'm also a ballerina and did gymnastics and athletics..
My facial expression is getting better. The nose strip really helped, but I know you can't use them all the time.
My flexibility is like weird, like I can't seem to bend over the right way, like I'm not European, like I'm a poor, thin Asian man.
My concentration seems better than most people's. I mean, I know like having sparkly, blue eyes is good.
My memorization is very good. I don't feel as fuzzy on it and am not as nervous about forgetting. However, I guess since I cleaned my room maybe my life will be less strenuous. I have my camera set up now so I can post it on YouTube and wait and see if anyone will ever comment, not hard to record.
My discipline to work hard is not under the par.
Taking direction carefully is something I care about immensely.
I take direction without defensiveness. I guess some people are just worried about who they are, like their lifestyle, should get a blog.
My creativity seems to be more fervent than others's passion for impressing others for attention.
My improv skills seem pretty stale and raw, but I'm getting there, by and by.
Other things are maybe I just need more time reading drama, but I mean I find I'm made fun of for a lotta c*** I read. I mostly blog and read blogs and even have blogs with my own stories I made during a time I just stayed home, last semester, and took walks and watched the TV show "The Ellen DeGeneres Show." I like "Cats" fanfic, but I did that when it came out, the DVD, in 1998. I guess I need to get healthier. I noticed my skills digressing, as well. Like, sometimes, when I act, it's not really as stellar, like because I'm in the process of preparing for something else in my life. So, it might be like when I started singing, and I have interesting emotional moments, weird ways of pronouncing things in American English and ***y gestures.
3. Distracting physical habits may include my hair. I've already tried dying it, actually, and went bald. That may have been the cause of my problems. Maybe, I didn't like my bangs. Maybe, I didn't like the hair gloss. It was supposed to wash out, you know. So, I just was worried it really is too expensive to get a perm at my age and stature. I mean, it's not blonde, so I don't know how to dye it. People expect it to be black because my mom is Asian. I guess with Middle Easterners, it must be a different situation. I'm gonna look at the hair products and see if I can fluff it up and thicken it. I've already been using Sheer Blonde for so long but had it dark recently. It was brown before but like looked black sometimes, so. It just seems like kinda spuddy and maybe Eurasian. I don't see anything good about it. I mean, shiny hair is good, but if it's always black it doesn't really count. I can't do anything about my ancestors, but my mom is not very dark. I guess I also didn't dye it because I realized that no color would blend in, at my age. I'm not from up north, and I don't know any Eurasians from there. I see lots of people dye their hair, so maybe I want to be different. I mean, I wouldn't make it very red, though it used to be red. It's just that black undertone, I'm trying to make it naturally better.
I used to always touch my thick, fluffy hair. When it was less fluffy, I would touch my nose, though. Now, I tend to get irritated from an embarrassing thing "online." I think getting up and going to Valencia helped. That's really my problem now. I have to say Tim Burton ruined my life. I was a big fan and still am. I mean, I couldn't improve at home, as a result of the hardships of being a fan. Johnny Depp made me m*********. I mean, I did that when I was 7-10 and not as often until my life became an experiment. I don't know what's wrong with it, but like weird thoughts make you do it. I just don't like how people make you feel all at once and you can't live your dream and be like a Flower Child. That's always been frowned upon. I think now we understand things better and could make life better for kids today. It's just like maybe something's not there. I firmly believe in the environment. So, what this does for my acting is like I mean I've always tried to be like stellar and quick, and I know some people, like strict people, are like that very much so, and you have to dig in and find out about it. I have subtle wrinkles of the face from being a thinner, gaunt, but not too thin person.
4. My greatest strengths as an actor so far are probably just like I mean I've been at home working on meditating myself but being unable to see anyone. I just post online and post myself singing, but I don't get comments so much at all. I think that's helped me the most. I just feel you didn't say like oh you're supposed to know about feeling good or I will help you refine yourself or oh this class is just for fun and like reading plays or me writing anything is not an option. I mean, you could at least like interpret something, but I mean maybe I missed something. I just don't know the benchmarks. I come in and do it and it feels funny getting credit hours for this, I mean, but I mean it's probably okay since I've done ballet. I do believe in your creed. I just don't come in submitting to s*** like about scripts. I know on IMDb they think it's about scripts, and I think that killed me. I've delved into something, and I didn't get something out of it. No one acknowledges how I can go into a movie, a musical, something I know about and something I care about. It's like an assignment, but no one cares. It's some thing that no one cares about because I'm the 1 who said it.
I think I'm doing well, for a 1st try. I feel I can correct myself.
I think my performance is refined and just find it as a practicing opportunity. I just don't really know about my age and past experience.
My concentration is pretty good, but I find the class is just a fun class but not fun about acting, really. I should probably be able to explain more, but that's all I think. It's not really important. I wouldn't like the other acting classes, anyway.
My ability to take direction is fine.
I work well with others, but they can tell I have problems, like with my race and health. However, I find they think I think I deserve too much.
I try to compare with other people, but I mean they seem kinda racist, like maybe they look more like a movie star than me, you know like a child starlet or like if there were some big, tall supermodel.
I am just frustrated, really just came in to have a good time because you never know what will happen in your life. Actually, I would have came last semester, stayed home to get better, but I wasn't sure I would. However, things just went downhill. I had to stop calling my grandma. I figured, if I didn't go, then I'd get mad. It was a miserable time at home. If I didn't know about your class, I'd just wait and look for something else.
2. What do you mean taking direction without defensiveness?? I cannot say you are unoffensive, and I mean if someone told me I was offensive I'd take it in stride..
I think my voice is stronger than most people's. It's just not as specific, like as thin-worn.
My diction is appealing and unappaling. However, I have a hard time with German sounds.
My movement seems pretty spot-on because I've always been like self-conscious.
My dance is probably better than most actors since I'm also a ballerina and did gymnastics and athletics..
My facial expression is getting better. The nose strip really helped, but I know you can't use them all the time.
My flexibility is like weird, like I can't seem to bend over the right way, like I'm not European, like I'm a poor, thin Asian man.
My concentration seems better than most people's. I mean, I know like having sparkly, blue eyes is good.
My memorization is very good. I don't feel as fuzzy on it and am not as nervous about forgetting. However, I guess since I cleaned my room maybe my life will be less strenuous. I have my camera set up now so I can post it on YouTube and wait and see if anyone will ever comment, not hard to record.
My discipline to work hard is not under the par.
Taking direction carefully is something I care about immensely.
I take direction without defensiveness. I guess some people are just worried about who they are, like their lifestyle, should get a blog.
My creativity seems to be more fervent than others's passion for impressing others for attention.
My improv skills seem pretty stale and raw, but I'm getting there, by and by.
Other things are maybe I just need more time reading drama, but I mean I find I'm made fun of for a lotta c*** I read. I mostly blog and read blogs and even have blogs with my own stories I made during a time I just stayed home, last semester, and took walks and watched the TV show "The Ellen DeGeneres Show." I like "Cats" fanfic, but I did that when it came out, the DVD, in 1998. I guess I need to get healthier. I noticed my skills digressing, as well. Like, sometimes, when I act, it's not really as stellar, like because I'm in the process of preparing for something else in my life. So, it might be like when I started singing, and I have interesting emotional moments, weird ways of pronouncing things in American English and ***y gestures.
3. Distracting physical habits may include my hair. I've already tried dying it, actually, and went bald. That may have been the cause of my problems. Maybe, I didn't like my bangs. Maybe, I didn't like the hair gloss. It was supposed to wash out, you know. So, I just was worried it really is too expensive to get a perm at my age and stature. I mean, it's not blonde, so I don't know how to dye it. People expect it to be black because my mom is Asian. I guess with Middle Easterners, it must be a different situation. I'm gonna look at the hair products and see if I can fluff it up and thicken it. I've already been using Sheer Blonde for so long but had it dark recently. It was brown before but like looked black sometimes, so. It just seems like kinda spuddy and maybe Eurasian. I don't see anything good about it. I mean, shiny hair is good, but if it's always black it doesn't really count. I can't do anything about my ancestors, but my mom is not very dark. I guess I also didn't dye it because I realized that no color would blend in, at my age. I'm not from up north, and I don't know any Eurasians from there. I see lots of people dye their hair, so maybe I want to be different. I mean, I wouldn't make it very red, though it used to be red. It's just that black undertone, I'm trying to make it naturally better.
I used to always touch my thick, fluffy hair. When it was less fluffy, I would touch my nose, though. Now, I tend to get irritated from an embarrassing thing "online." I think getting up and going to Valencia helped. That's really my problem now. I have to say Tim Burton ruined my life. I was a big fan and still am. I mean, I couldn't improve at home, as a result of the hardships of being a fan. Johnny Depp made me m*********. I mean, I did that when I was 7-10 and not as often until my life became an experiment. I don't know what's wrong with it, but like weird thoughts make you do it. I just don't like how people make you feel all at once and you can't live your dream and be like a Flower Child. That's always been frowned upon. I think now we understand things better and could make life better for kids today. It's just like maybe something's not there. I firmly believe in the environment. So, what this does for my acting is like I mean I've always tried to be like stellar and quick, and I know some people, like strict people, are like that very much so, and you have to dig in and find out about it. I have subtle wrinkles of the face from being a thinner, gaunt, but not too thin person.
4. My greatest strengths as an actor so far are probably just like I mean I've been at home working on meditating myself but being unable to see anyone. I just post online and post myself singing, but I don't get comments so much at all. I think that's helped me the most. I just feel you didn't say like oh you're supposed to know about feeling good or I will help you refine yourself or oh this class is just for fun and like reading plays or me writing anything is not an option. I mean, you could at least like interpret something, but I mean maybe I missed something. I just don't know the benchmarks. I come in and do it and it feels funny getting credit hours for this, I mean, but I mean it's probably okay since I've done ballet. I do believe in your creed. I just don't come in submitting to s*** like about scripts. I know on IMDb they think it's about scripts, and I think that killed me. I've delved into something, and I didn't get something out of it. No one acknowledges how I can go into a movie, a musical, something I know about and something I care about. It's like an assignment, but no one cares. It's some thing that no one cares about because I'm the 1 who said it.
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UCF Valencia West
Building 11 Room 115
Date:
Tuesday, March 26
Time:
Pre-Health at 1:00-2:00
Pre-Law at 2:30-3:30
What I'm Doing
I did my laundry and am washing my bedding, took a nice shower-bath but no fancy gel. What else? Did my face.. Combed my hair or brushed. Hm..cooking. Plan to do my theater midterm, memorize, and PE hw. Get ready and go to bed. Maybe watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" when I wake up, unless I'm catching the bus, in which case I can watch it on my cell, at school.
Dream
I met like 4 girls who looked the same, some taller enough, sleek, thick, reddish blonde haire, bangs, freckles, English, with an accent like me that lumps to American speakers. We were in a big camp class. They were nice to me. I told them about Ginny. I think we were in a big auditorium with her, and she was sitting in it. She got up and told us about the assignment, but there was only a slice of me there, I really couldn't soak anything in. Then, I got out and spoke with some people, I think a mellow, cute boy who helped. I was reveling the whole time in the average hight being 5'2", wanting to connect that.. So, anyway, then, for some reason, I thought about Ellen DeGeneres, and I was feeling bad, like a bird or baby pony, I found when I woke up like because I was simply being attacked, and so, like I was posting what if I was a kid, so I imagined like I was a kid and she picked me up, though it didn't feel too real, just made me feel like recognized, and I said, "mom!" and barely recognize how that happened nor any feeling with it, you know, and I guess I imagined person said for whatever reason, "Okay," and like you do to a kid I learned from observing my environment.. she put my head down and then I thought ha what if my back was being rubbed because I was nervous I guess and that lasted a bit and then she quickly went around to the room of the meeting and since we knew Ginny must be there + my parents we went back out and I had to change and come back in and for some reason she just showed up and left after a bit. Well, she was there when I cursed about the medicine and stuff repeatedly. My high school principal, who retired, was there. Funny. I remember saying, "Shit." I might post more about it, later.
Not Sappy
Why do people keep picking on me? OMG Tim Burton. I mean, I'm not a bad person. I'm so sorry to break it to you. I didn't prevent anyone from living their life, and I'm not gay and sappy.
Problem
I saw these ads and it's irritating me. WTF is this? OMG you niggers go away. WTF you think I am.
Problem
I am very annoyed and want to select my company. I feel like people who are more like menial than me want me to feel menial. You know, like younger people thinking I must be a nigger and looking into me. Look, I'm not gonna sit there and fuck my life is shit because I didn't fuck it up.
A Great Depression
When people think @ Ginny, what do they think? I mean, each person is different. I saw her husband, and he seems Jewish. I mean, they seem to say well she's big and sweet but not too fat and pretty mobile. I think I was thinking about the nostalgia of the world, moreover her images she presents online that I know she for some reason cannot follow through on, which depresses me greatly..
The Opposite "Dream-"
Why if I'm supposed to be cute would the theory be I'm more like my brother as far as wanting to be European when he's a jokester? The thing is he's not really a jokester, any longer.. ..
Dirty
My pimples are dirty, have pimple cream on them. A big puss-filled 1 peeled off in like 3 days. I feel the other 1 pulsing, haven't felt that recently. I know the road is dirty and maybe not good for me, my eyesight seems affected, too. I feel like an earplug is still in my ear. I lay in the bathtub. So, I might go to bed, soon, just because. Ugh, recorded some videos taking awhile to load, 3 that are about 12 minutes long. YouTube. xp, Oh, I have to watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," tomorrow. I think I have a therapist meeting Wednesday, maybe should skip but maybe not, may not be safe. Hm, just won't do my hw? I mean it's just looking up stuff. I see I seem sick from my tan. I have little thin hairs sticking out. I have a Theater journal I forgot, well didn't realize about, was gonna do it now. Seems I may get a C. I will pass the class and move on. Not sure about the Weight Training, might not even be worth it, too hard. We'll see how I feel, I'll have to ask if it's too late since I was out, but it probably is. I don't wanna make up a class but may just figure it out. We have 1 more workbook assignment not sure what else. I just will be so stressed unless I pack when I wake up, did more laundry for the bras.
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Corrine Nagim Is a 19 year old considred a youth? You know your girl would audition. I'd even consider singing with my retainer in.
Do something for yourself.
I go to Ginny's class, an adventure, and she acts like she sorta is in my life, like why don't you do something for yourself?
Something Really Funny
So, why in Slidell has it come about that like it's still recognized by any living soul to wear a colorful shirt? I mean, there's more to life than the color of a kind of shirt.
My Experience
So, if I can dance so well, does that mean my mom dances better? She is more basic. She did gymnastics as a teen. I kinda benefited from 4 different schools as a "young adult." None were good. I had that gymnastics base as a child. My mom wanted to be an ice skater, and my mom wanted her to sing. Her sister is a piano teacher. So, maybe she's a good dancer, too. I just don't know. I mean, I'm from Florida, and I always pay attention to how I move. In the New Orleans area, I always tried to move around like a ballerina.
You're not something.
You just want to make fun of me for the N word thing and don't give a crap about the Earth.
Problem
CAN YOU NIGGERS STOP BITCHING AT ME (like via clicks and glitches) ABOUT MY BENEFITS AND WHO I AM BECAUSE OF WHERE I'VE LIVED AND IF I LIVED THERE SINCE BIRTH
Taunting
You know what makes me really mad? When people taunt me. What happened to my face in my sleep? All of a sudden it was totally slammed and I'm awake and now it looks like that. Why do you want to get me to make a fool of myself and say I dreamed like I was a kid and someone was like holding me in their arms? D: Well, I accepted it but think it was weird. It seemed like a "change" from what I'd been eating, but I found it was all concocted. It's probably a lesson to help me with. Hey, why do you keep whining every time I sit there and try to think of something and check over myself? You think I'm "not something" racially? You think I'm IMMORAL
Facebook Post
Ginny Kopf Please talk to me personally about this comment about me, rather than posting it on Facebook. It is neither accurate nor appropriate to share on Facebook.
Christina Barrett OK, sorry, I guess I'll see what happens tomorrow and probably be in class this week so I don't miss anything, guess I won't be withdrawing, this semester..
Sunday, March 24, 2013
Ate
So, yesterday, I had a hot burrito and vegetable juice.
I came home and had most of a pack of sushi, think crab and cheese.
I also had 2 Hot Pockets.
I came home and had most of a pack of sushi, think crab and cheese.
I also had 2 Hot Pockets.
Not Anymore
So, Ginny is not something, therefore Orlando is not something. I mean it, whether or not you already sorta settled on this a long time ago.
Feeling White
I guess I had to learn to react. I'm just wondering if there's anyone who didn't marry a nigger to program me who stimulated me. I saw my mom's cousin, and I felt European and stuff around her.
Who're you on about?
Okay, I've seen **** boys from New Orleans. I just know they think the world is modern and they care more about you as a person. It's kinda like about personality and stuff. I fear though that there are Italians and Jews leading the ring. The ring isn't Italian and Jewish. I've seen cool boys here, too. :| You know, my brother existed when I was almost 4. I had problems at 2, as well, and, apparently, 3. I mean, we should be nice to him, but I mean, it's like he shouldn't have been born. I mean, I got fat when my mom started to ignore me and I saw she was pregnant and my neat hair was cut. I looked cute sometimes. I didn't always feel European. I was like a mold. I was like healthy and good, but I mean my parents thought we were poor. I mean, what? My mom even had time to open a raw chicken but not anymore. What would they have fed me? Why no like cabbage? Normal stuff. I wonder how I grew. I mean, I was a growing girl. I don't feel healthy. I'm always hungry. I know being busy also makes you small, and I want long legs. I mean, I was wondering what a normal hight was, and it is 5'2".
Rich Dads
Funny how dads up north are really country. Think of a rich Southern gentleman from a major city, like New Orleans, except I know of no one.
My choir director I realized .. forgot she wasn't rich, before. Well, Ellen DeGeneres has a cool brother, and they seem to be Jewish but not like very Jewish. So, the husband is Italian. He seems very European but not like English and ****.
My choir director I realized .. forgot she wasn't rich, before. Well, Ellen DeGeneres has a cool brother, and they seem to be Jewish but not like very Jewish. So, the husband is Italian. He seems very European but not like English and ****.
Passed Them Up U..U
So, how fastforwarded are adults in California? What about the adults in Pennsylvania? I must have passed them up.
Casual
I just realized that Southern PA supposedly is more strict and not as casual. Casual was a big thing for me in the New Orleans area.
Disinterest
Why does it seem like Southern states fast forward and have no interest in you? You know, like what **** Pennsylvania? I mean, Renée Fleming is born in 1959 and from southern PA and upstate NY. That's too bad because it's nice in the country. I just know my dad also lived on the East Coast. D-8
Making up Stuff
What do you think of Órla Karron Fallon? Why does Ginny care? She already doesn't care about me. You all act like I'm gay, like I'm the shit of my dad, like what he doesn't have to do to get your attention. What is she making up? She's not modern. Who's gonna care? She isn't cool.
Contradiction
So, does Ellen DeGeneres get mad at you for being tacky but want to say she's the tackier 1 to be nice?
What I Wish I Did
Junior High
•have a blog and post on forums
•piano
High School
Year 1
1 English II G
2 Geometry H
3 World Geography
4 Biology I H
5 Career Orientation | Civics
6 PE I
7 Art I
Year 2
1 English III APG
2 Algebra II G
3 World History (H?)
4 Chemistry I H
5 PE II | Health
6 Spanish I
7 Art II
Year 3
1 English IV APG
2 Adv Math APG
3 American History H
4 Physics I H
5 Spanish II
6 Free Enterprise |
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College: Political Science Pre-Law
Passion: Working With Kids on Stage
You know, in high school there wasn't much to do with performing. Talented Theater centered on interpreting plays and not on interpreting people. I don't know where I'd go to college, might want to stay home or study in the city and seems I would get in if I got the same grades I started with. Loyola is nice. It's by Tulane, so you can eat there, and Tulane has football. I couldn't really succeed in the non-honors courses, but the school is nice. I would probably go to Delgado, the CC. Maybe, that would prep me like to go to UNO. The funny thing is I was always good. I don't really see any smart kids, but they all get in college.
•have a blog and post on forums
•piano
High School
Year 1
1 English II G
2 Geometry H
3 World Geography
4 Biology I H
5 Career Orientation | Civics
6 PE I
7 Art I
Year 2
1 English III APG
2 Algebra II G
3 World History (H?)
4 Chemistry I H
5 PE II | Health
6 Spanish I
7 Art II
Year 3
1 English IV APG
2 Adv Math APG
3 American History H
4 Physics I H
5 Spanish II
6 Free Enterprise |
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College: Political Science Pre-Law
Passion: Working With Kids on Stage
You know, in high school there wasn't much to do with performing. Talented Theater centered on interpreting plays and not on interpreting people. I don't know where I'd go to college, might want to stay home or study in the city and seems I would get in if I got the same grades I started with. Loyola is nice. It's by Tulane, so you can eat there, and Tulane has football. I couldn't really succeed in the non-honors courses, but the school is nice. I would probably go to Delgado, the CC. Maybe, that would prep me like to go to UNO. The funny thing is I was always good. I don't really see any smart kids, but they all get in college.
Y O Y
Why did I get the idea Ellen DeGeneres blew a horn of hysteria that I thought someone on IMDb was following me?
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Indonesia may be something like Pakistan. I am guessing that maybe every Asian country but Burma is like China, even Nepal. I just don't understand the European connection except that they are connected to Europe, the only thing being supposedly that it's just influence and not prior assimilation. I mean, maybe they're more like the Sundanese, who are descended from the Thai in the Middle Ages than the Africans, which maybe the Africans are the most mysterious and connected to the Earth, more than the Native American indians in South America. Remember, their colonies which look like the formation of our culture we brought here, the lines of like Spanish-looking houses with the clay pots and stuff? What if it's the northern indians who are Mongoloid? I mean, maybe not, but you never know. That's probably my bet. I mean, what about the Eskimos? Maybe, bad living conditions equal dark skin. What will that say for the Middle East? People are convinced Indonesians are European, but maybe none of them are that light. I mean, they leave and they don't know what to do. ~ ~ ~ So, why are Africans more connected to the earth? I mean, it's a good place, but they aren't white. The mystery seems to lie in the people. The black people here are nice, but I mean they seem so American. They just don't like their jobs. They need to be in other jobs, marketing or working with the Latin Americans in factories. I mean, I would work with Latin Americans. I didn't enjoy my teacher with a Latin American dad. I guess maybe different people would want to drive buses, but I'm guessing they want subways and trollies on tracks. You know, in New Orleans, they're always debating if it's right for citizens to take the trollies. I know there's no bus to the city. They could be business psychologists. I mean, that seems like their fiel'. They do well in successful things, like the President, what else? Why not any singers? Maybe, they need to do something like children's music. They're good at folk music in productions. Ah, I failed to make any point but had a lot to say. 
Y O Y
Why do I feel Ellen DeGeneres reads my crappy blog? I mean, it's not offensive. I don't seem to have anything to share with anyone her age.
What I Said
I just said that Ellen DeGeneres isn't nice and that her mom is, and I'm not like my parents.
Proof
Can anyone just explain why Ellen DeGeneres is mad or even antsy that I think my eyes looking like my parents's is like Lily-Rose looking like hers? See it's that N word thing, and I'm not gonna take that. I'm a tough, serious, moral person, and you're not, I found. Have fun having *** with someone and finding that you're not good.
Comments
Comment 1
You know, I'm actually from Florida. Your dad isn't. He doesn't even care about the beach. He cares @ his pirate tattoos. I have no clue about Tim Burton. I mean, no offense to anything good. I mean, you're like telling me about Florida in the 70s? You're overly sensitive and probably don't speak English very well. I mean, I'm not like not European or anything. You know, if you want any attention then come and get it cause no one's gonna wait. I just noticed my post seemed to match yours. See, I didn't say anything that seems like what you're not supposed to say, it's just that people these days tend to avoid facts. [3 You know, just because you like those country guys, I mean it might be a good idea, but I mean some people have their own music they actually promote and no one like responds. I mean, even the bands in England are kinda annoying, nowadays, really. You might have to try Germany. What happened to Miley Cyrus? She's from Nashville. Memphis seems more like New Orleans. Taylor Swift is kinda funny. If you've seen Girl Authority, they're from Boston, just some normal girls making an odd group. Kentucky seems to be a good place, it's up north, except there's this funny thing about people from Southern Pennsylvania and anywhere but the middle center of Ohio. I found someone online, though, I like. I don't really know anyone very European from the NE, though. So, I mean, that's pretty cool. I hope you still have a good relationship with your dad.. It seems like the Jonas Brothers were the last beat of the drum. So, nice blog post @ a band. =>
Reply 1
It's great to be online. I would have gotten a blog and found a forum sooner, stored videos and photos. Too bad I was concerned about other things, like piano. I just needed something to do.
You know, I'm actually from Florida. Your dad isn't. He doesn't even care about the beach. He cares @ his pirate tattoos. I have no clue about Tim Burton. I mean, no offense to anything good. I mean, you're like telling me about Florida in the 70s? You're overly sensitive and probably don't speak English very well. I mean, I'm not like not European or anything. You know, if you want any attention then come and get it cause no one's gonna wait. I just noticed my post seemed to match yours. See, I didn't say anything that seems like what you're not supposed to say, it's just that people these days tend to avoid facts. [3 You know, just because you like those country guys, I mean it might be a good idea, but I mean some people have their own music they actually promote and no one like responds. I mean, even the bands in England are kinda annoying, nowadays, really. You might have to try Germany. What happened to Miley Cyrus? She's from Nashville. Memphis seems more like New Orleans. Taylor Swift is kinda funny. If you've seen Girl Authority, they're from Boston, just some normal girls making an odd group. Kentucky seems to be a good place, it's up north, except there's this funny thing about people from Southern Pennsylvania and anywhere but the middle center of Ohio. I found someone online, though, I like. I don't really know anyone very European from the NE, though. So, I mean, that's pretty cool. I hope you still have a good relationship with your dad.. It seems like the Jonas Brothers were the last beat of the drum. So, nice blog post @ a band. =>
Reply 1
It's great to be online. I would have gotten a blog and found a forum sooner, stored videos and photos. Too bad I was concerned about other things, like piano. I just needed something to do.
Watcha Thinkin'?
What do you think about American men? Like, I know that people from the Northeast other than Pennsylvania and aspects of NY are European. I think people in places like Wisconsin and Ohio are funky like Germany. Same with like Minnesota. The rest is probably more like the country, maybe upstanding country houses and not pounding pounding. It seems that there must be people in the great West or whatever who are normal. In Orlando, they're homey, and I mean the culture may be nothing, but there are mysteries like Ginny. It's fun to walk by the cars. The people are different, kinda funny. I mean, I haven't done much.
Problem
I was wondering why my brother wasn't shaped like a ball, and I just for no reason felt like my private was shaped like him. You know why that upsets me? Because I had to deal with CRAP. Also, my dad left the TV on, stuff my brother and I like about cooking, stuff they're proud of. Why does he care about Pennsylvania shit? Isn't he from there? His dad's from by NYC. I mean, I find him kinda like a gay boy. I mean, he like gets in the way of my social life, somehow. I understand everyone has this problem, though, for some reason. It was funny, I looked different ways when I was little and didn't really enjoy it, but like then I was presentable at certain times. Ellen DeGeneres seemed to have an uninteresting life. She seems programmed to feel for shit, like inklings of dorky kids with dorky parents. I mean, I just feel she isn't impressed with me, "Oh, you had a good mom." THEN SHUT THE HELL UP. She just wasn't a good kid, too, I think. Most kids seem that way. I was a good kid. You'll say, no, it was just your mom or her race. Okay, but I thought white people were attractive. I don't give a crap about my grandma acting niggerish for nigger Ginny. She's nothing.
and anotha thing ) ) )
When I turned off the recorder, I thought it was turned off in time, same with a light. Why is Ginny going for stupid people with older parents? Why can't kids with dads born in 1950 live their dreams? Why do you care about SHIT! Oh, so, I just talk to all the tacky people in the tacky way, I see, just because of my dad's age. Watcha gonna do when you find out that you talk to other people like that?
Also, I was walking and got mad at a professor and acted like he was shit. I was sad he looked shorter. A fat professor outside of class was mean to me like I did something, and I didn't really care because I'm 26. Oh, if you wanted to know, I did it in a reluctant way, just because people push me to think of curse words. What can I do? So, I didn't mean to hurt him. I felt sorry for him, like the teachers at Valencia....
Also, I was walking and got mad at a professor and acted like he was shit. I was sad he looked shorter. A fat professor outside of class was mean to me like I did something, and I didn't really care because I'm 26. Oh, if you wanted to know, I did it in a reluctant way, just because people push me to think of curse words. What can I do? So, I didn't mean to hurt him. I felt sorry for him, like the teachers at Valencia....
Problems
Every time I open Firefox, I think of this friend with parents 45 years older born in 1941, the dad older by I don't know how much but with the same birthday as me. Poor friend, but I use Firefox all the time. Learn to think about what's important. I mean, if it matters to me, then it matters. I'm the 1 being wronged.
Also, I feel my right sack + left sack. My right sack feels like it's being tugged at. Um, I didn't do anything. Is this because of CRAPPY TIM BURTON?
Also, I feel my right sack + left sack. My right sack feels like it's being tugged at. Um, I didn't do anything. Is this because of CRAPPY TIM BURTON?
Saturday, March 23, 2013
A Feeling From a Thought
I had a feeling from a thought of barking New Orleans thinking I couldn't be thin and attractive because my dad chose to be fat like other guys but not very fat.
Racial Finale
I don't like nigger races who start out attractive and end up bitchy. So, Ginny isn't white?
The Rise of the **** People
So, now, people are going into the homes of normal, European people and telling them they can't let out a fart in their own restrum.
Realization
I realized your problem was you didn't think I could go along and live my life happily, that I couldn't really appear nice to you like my parents, who are older than you.
Tree Things
I realized 2 important facts from listening. I was jogging, and my PE coach inspired me that I should have, like the shit in Florida online, been in Logan's Run, I saw this picture on a Facebook like of blocks showing the scene and a cat crouching there. So, it's like you just sorta see the world not like a fantasy, and it seems kinda nostalgic and even like it escapes you, like it's magic in that sense, in that way. I was listening to Les Miserables, and I thought I could do something with people from England or Europe and be recognized as white and break the frontier of living this way. Also, being 1/2 Caucasian or whatever I would be more attractive than a Middle Eastern, maybe if you thought about the possibility, like why would I be more Asian, from having an unattractive father, and that Middle Easterners I just realized such up to whites because they say Asians are bad and that Jews aren't "harder" physically.. than Asians and Middle Easterners. Ellen DeGeneres just posted a picture of her by a tree..
Kno' what I'm sayin'?
Why does Ellen DeGeneres think I made it thinking it was right my parents made my brother unattractive for me? Maybe, he is. He just isn't that European, know what I'm sayin'?
Something suddenly came up.
I was thinking Ellen DeGeneres got mad at my mom. I guess she has no need to share anything because she know she will be accepted for whatever she does. She also wonders about my brother. I just didn't agree with the fact that he was better than my mom. The reason was not that I dislike my dad. Also, I feel that people are mad because they think they figured something out and that I should be with them and worship others.
Ah!
I just folded my laundry, drying more, washing towels, hung up laundry, have more to iron. I have 2 full loads more to wash, actually. We ran out of towels, for some reason. I almost threw up. I had 4 Pizza Pockets (pepperoni) and most of my buffalo chicken sub with blue cheese.
I figured it out.
The problem with my cousin supposed at life's end is that she presents to me that she blames me for all her problems because she does not look as healthy as her mom. My aunt isn't really nice to me and presents me with her daughter. It affects other people, and it matters if it affects me. Oops, people don't care about you, they don't want to talk to me. Hm, it might take you awhile to make another excuse. The answer already was a contradiction. So, why not let it be at that? Why is my cousin so different from her mom? Why blame me? Why would my dad bow down to her? If I had a bad mom, dunno, but I don't plan to be any worse a person.
So, I have a nose pore strip on for the 1st time in like maybe over a year.
So, I have a nose pore strip on for the 1st time in like maybe over a year.
Your Fantasies
So, I started watching Renée Fleming and went back to see what I did since her last interview, and I listened to my rendition of Die Forelle and heard me say Lang and thought of how the Lang in New Orleans died.
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