Useless

What is the use of people like Ellen DeGeneres with things like this:
http://twitter.com/iDory
http://twitter.com/itsDorry

She says teens today have someone her age and style as a mom, and it's the best and cuddly and juicy and attempts to trump people my age's parents typically are.

To disclaim any rude interpretations, I am being serious.  I am not worthless as a person.  This says just that.  I didn't say, "Ellen is useless.."  I know some people are too old to have her as a mom and forget @ thinking like that.  Why should anyone bask in her pleasure?  It seems we tossed out the fact that other kids grew up learning no to this age and that people of this particular generation would have kids at some point, just the way we have parents and friends.  Why let kids today do it?  They aren't ready.  I mean, yea, I'd do it the way I'd do it at any era in time.  In another way, I don't approve of it though want it to happen, while I complain to myself or rather on my blog.  Sometimes, I feel people want to say I can be like that just a little, but then it makes me mad because there's no excuse for all the problems and all the suffering people whose parents aren't all that and they don't slow down to think about what they believe in life.  So, I'm just using the word, not giving a concrete statement with your definition of the word.  I'm just talking @ the topic and found that as a way to say.

Like People Lacking Communication Skills LOL =[

Ellen's mom seems to have given her lots of opportunity in the New Orleans area.  I mean, she thinks she has something in store for us but that we're not good enough.  I go around online finding creepy messages by feminists.  She is like the little 1 biting onto older people with thoughts in mind of hating younger ones together.  Why the hate for younger ones who prove as her equals aesthetically and authentically?

The 2nd Wave of Boomers

Late Boomers

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Nov 2, 2011 - A site for the Real Baby Boom -- Second Wave Boomers, Trailing Edge Boomers, call us what you will, who were the punks, folkies, freaks, and ...

There is a 2nd wave of boomers also called Late Boom|Late Boomers.  Everyone knows there was a lot of excitement in 1950, but they pampered kids more begining as when 1960 was approaching, then the excitement was really over.  Funny, we all thought it was @ people born in the 1960s, but it really ends at 1960|1961.  It makes me question why Ellen can complain to us @ making us feel warm and fuzzy, like a chore she's addicted to having with her in receiving mode "too much."  I'm not saying as a person she is like this, but this is like how things in the world are.

In fact, they completely bash kids of Early Boomers and say only Late Boomers matter.  Likewise, they like people with older parents but not at like 1950, I mean like 1940 and 1935..  All the juice and smiles is for the Late Boomers.  Plus, think of the comparison of attention the average young person gets from a Late Boomer, without question nor struggle from the outside world, to how much attention LATE BOOMERS GET.

Pushing Me Away

Everyone isn't really pushing me away, but my teacher Ginny and Ellen DeGeneres are for other people, probably younger teens.  I know Ellen made me mad at a bad time in a bad way @ her pretend mom.  How can I react that well that quickly the 1st time someone does that to me??  So, let's look at Tim Burton, Ellen DeGeneres, and Ginny Kopf.  I feel insults from them all in secret.  They have always been racist to me.  I know they did it cuz they wanted to.  They wanted to make me look bad 1st to help them.  I think Ellen is like, "Okay, Christina was mean to me."  She put the noises and weird page loading thing and glitches and major events on me, so that is completely false.  She is trying easy street.  I liked to read her on Twitter and thought her show was fun.

I see Amand Seyfried just posted a picture of her with a Chinese.  I didn't say what I would have wanted to say, but I believe she would have a flip reason for posting herself with an Asian.  Why would someone as rebellious as her "say" something of that nature?

I mean, Ellen is nice, but I just wanted to say I felt I was being pushed away, more by Ginny and with a hint from Tim Burton.  I feel if she wants to be popular, Tim will make things worse and she will rise her status.  People already can see that she wants me to look up to her show and her fans attached to it as though I'm too old to watch it.  I was an artist, had too much homework too.  (Not just a visual artist.)  Why am I not in a proper category?  How do these other people get to watch her show with school.  They knew better than me or just wanted to watch TV?  TV was considered bad.

Ellen DeGeneres

Do you get jealous of her talking to all the famous people who go to events and dress up in pretty gowns and prom dresses?  Do you realize those people are so messed up they have no chance of being one of the next Portias.  They don't even know how to sign on to the internet!  They think 1 day they'll be able to steal all the attention but are very wrong..

She seems to have an ideology that you have to be famous to talk to her much at all or be in a menial position financially.  I guess she does what she does on purpose.  I feel rather that it's weird she's been with the young Portia for so long.  I don't have jealousy.  I'm just talking about it.  It seems a bit insulting and suggestive that she brushes all others aside for her.  I wonder if she wants that.  I just feel that she thinks she's "saying something."  I don't have anything against her.  I just don't understand how things in life can be so unfair and asymmetrical.

1 Direction

I heard from my dad that their famous song is that killing them more makes them feel good.  I was like, "Ugh!"

I realized the reason they did it was to, as people say, show themselves off to Ellen DeGeneres with the suggestion they "hail" from England.  They want to say this is it, you can't understand why, we want it all @ Ellen and it's never gonna be about anyone else and you're gonna cheer her on like you're in a stupor or 1 of those dystopias.

This is not to say at all that being nice to Ellen could in some way be played with as being a bad thing.  What's so good about showing off hurting yourself?  There is nothing in it we know about today.

My point is they did it to be suggestive and untruthful to other people in the world who are just as good as Ellen.  They want the "good" stuff which is I mean the bad stuff.  Ellen admits she's a bit hasty and tricky, and they think it's funny rather than serious and like a journey to get it out and feel good.

Now, how can you change any individual human being, which exists.., and turn them into something bad because you're jealous and want attention?  Here is my warning to you, 1 Direction, and all you people who meditate on this!  I am with the force of Johnny Depp and certainly not afraid to attack nor am I incapable of doing it..  I will put it off.

Being Civil

Ellen DeGeneres really believes other people are more civil in good ways.  She'll say she doesn't, but she'll still be vying for that among others, somehow, and seems to trail off on it, quite seriously or in a way that needs attention or fixing...

I'm tired of your playing with me because my mom is not White|Caucasian.  Isn't this my whole life?  When I try to overcome it, I get ambushed.

Look, stop those messages that are bad.  Stop wasting my time.  I haven't had much, it seems, or maybe just not enough money.

Look, I don't have a problem.  You guys are just being mean and not like making sense.  I know, I saw.  You think I just have an inherent problem.  You're hurting me.  STOP!  HELP!

Problems

I don't know why people are digging into my life in private in insulting, dirty ways, thinking I want to really, privately, secretly want to be stimulated in a perverted fashion.

The theme has been going ... elaborate plans have been made to carefully control and monitor things in my life that I can't control.  To relay messages that others I know are now more worthy than me, people who have been uncontrollably snide|rude|snippy|hurtful with me.

Also, no one cares if I'm not comfortable.

I better spill the beans.  I dropped my Wal-Mart card, somehow.  I got 2 coats at the mall.  I lost my credit card, and I'm guessing someone in my home took it.  I guess I have to keep my cards where I can see them or keep track of them.  So, I got some pink pants, and now I can't find them.  I had given them to my mom to get hemmed, and the lady was out for awhile.  I am pretty sure I got them back last week.  I just did my laundry, and I don't see them, anywhere.

I've grown up wanting privacy, but I feel people have acted like they know more than me and that means I'm worthless.  I've also been unhappy, like I wanted a more expensive life.

Also, yesterday, I thought I folded pink pants with a hook, but now I see I have pink pants with a button.

I realized that successful people may cause jealousy, but I don't really believe that.  Even people who try to live life like others and not just live out their dreams.

Another problem is I'm feeling smooth parts of my body go into pieces like glitter.

So, I am upset that people are telling me they are the one with hidden strengths.  They are getting mad at me for not knowing or something like that.  I'm sorry if they've seen twilight or whatever.  I hope they get better.  They certainly close their wound up from people like me.  So, why like cut into me for it?

I'm tired of people saying they are so smart and know everything.  They don't even know how to be happy.

I feel kinda like my eyes popped out looking for the pants.  My head feels a bit blown up.

I don't have to listen to Helena Bonham Carter and what people think of her towards me now because she is with Tim Burton, who is testing us about maybe he'll marry her and be more disconnected from us.

I was just settling in, and now people are distracting me.  What if they distracted you?  I don't feel well, quit bothering me just because I haven't showered, yet, today.  I'm still tired!  Quit bothering me!!!  You keep annoying me!

Please stop acting like your so good, even when someone makes a point, like you understand it.

I'm tired of the drama with Ellen DeGerenes punishing me, for nothing.  See how you like it?  Hm?  Oh, she already has that on her show.  Still the same thing.  '}:{

Look, GIVE A COHERENT ANSWER AND QUIT!  Stop complaining about me not living a comfortable life.

I could at any moment have anything jump at me, have some noise in the background that warbles...  I'm tired of people with concocted lives taking over everything.  They must have some racial problems.

Oh, and you've pretty much let other people seem to make statements of others and threaten to hurt them.  Racial statements.

I thought my life was getting better.  So, you're complaining about your problems and thrashing my successes like fate.  Being picky about my needs.

Behavior

I've always been really nice, it seemed, and somewhat sacrificial yet not overly helping in extraneous matters.

Funny, it seems the likes of Ellen DeGeneres has been infused as though she'd have calculated the answers to concocting a successful family, like your needs are no longer important, since the world has gone so crazy...

Problem

Ever since I started watching "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" again, this season, I've been getting weird messages via the way things on my computer work and noises I hear usually in my house, even with earplugs and a noisemaker on to block out other noises.

Trusting in God

Does it seem that Ellen DeGeneres likes to make up stuff to make you feel guilty and like you can listen to other people and trust what you do because of them?  Like, things seem okay, but, then, they're not, for instance.

Bad Idea

Something I will not do that Ellen DeGeneres holds at high stake is agree that people before being mean is okay, like in the late 80s and earlier 90s, and that me having problems now feeling okay means I'm bad...

LOOK

I'm just really mad at Tim Burton and Ellen DeGeneres for being nice and then suddenly turning into nothing!  :0  Please don't give them any attention.

Ellen

I can't keep up a website!  No good programs.

Look, is Ellen basically just defending Tim Burton?

Ellen

I guess Ellen DeGeneres is sensitive about her Jewish traits.  Look, don't bother my dad.  Or whoever is encouraging these feelings of relief.

Ellen DeGeneres

Why does Ellen DeGeneres like to punish people?  Because she was the youngest in her family...

Except, I feel that she agrees to do it without warning and to be really mean.

Look, I already hear it.  Leave me alone!

Random Blogs

So, are we supposed to let out anything that comes to our mind that isn't too offensive because we've not let it out previously online?

I was wondering if my mom and I deserved to be changed in a way we don't want to be to be like her sister and her sister's daughter.  I'm sure that idea is going around in their heads.  I don't mean literally.  ':|

I'm getting funny signals at funny times, while I'm on my computer, like supposedly people thinking they're my grandma stimulating up this boy, over in England.  I guess they thought they'd use non-Caucasian people as an excuse to say they made them seem not European in America.  Well, the truth is that they're different.

Listen.  I am being attacked at random at any given moment, ideas shoved in my head to pop up when I'm enjoying myself, later.  I can't rest with my parents in the house.  It's my dad's fault.  He doesn't want me to succeed.  In the world.

I don't want to unwind with you and I don't have to.  Anything bad people do will be excused as it will happen anyway and I'm softening the blow when something happens I don't agree with and I refuse to sit and unravel and think it out like everyone else.

So, my mom thinks I "have to be" as bad as my dad.

Apparently, my grandma doesn't want me to succeed, neither.  I'm tired of hearing her attacks.

Why is Ellen like messing with the strata of my family life?  I don't mean directly.  Her minions cause it.  Right?

STOP RUINING MY LIFE.  YOU ARE NOT QUALIFIED TO TALK TO ME.  QUIT MESSING UP MY COMPUTER.

ATTACK

Look, can you stop trying to impress mean people, to me?

My dad is like changing how he acts and not being presentable in the end.  Ya'll, quit listening to him!  ':0

So, why is my dad humoring suggestive feelings to the likes of Tim Burton and Ellen DeGeneres?  Maybe, we should just forget these people.  Thanks a lot for ruining my life with the n word thing.  I blame my dad and maybe this boy I talk to, but I don't really know, for sure, though.  It's too bad my life was so cooped up, before.

Worried

My dad is worried about my brother because he thinks it represents him.  He expects my mom to do everything for him.  He also ruined my life thinking I had to be like him.  It seems Ellen never had to feel what it's like to have a younger sibling, but she probably beats certain people around with that logic.  Why is everything about Ellen?  Ellen Ellen Ellen.

Also, you shouldn't get caught up in some things.  Perhaps, you ought to leave me alone.  I mean, people are always like this, they just don't post it on a blog.

How important is my dad's to what he dubs it so seems his sistress with all her suggestions?  These|Some people really have an explosive problem and think they're better than everyone else, or should I just flat out say that that's how my dad's sister is being made out to be by him?  Come on, help, leave me alone!  If you're jealous, get your own blog.  I can say whatever I want.  Leave me alone!  Even if I moved away, this would haunt me.  ':{

End Morality

So, Ellen doesn't really care about the end morality.

So, what, just not listen and say I deserve it?  I know you don't punch it in every person in the world.

Whoever's Winning

So, Ellen just goes along with whoever's winning and has no explanation.