Sunday, February 1, 2015

Recollections

I remember forgotten periods of time in PreK after peeling the skin off my finger and it just stung to be that way so much.

Health

10/15 minutes Killer Abs

salad - lettuce head, carrots, green and black olives, oil

I do have other veggies to add.

Football

I should start watching football more often.



New Photo of Me

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How Bad Can It Get??

This is the worst it could get.  I'm not really alone, I can't go about the house freely without feeling m*****ed or something.  I want company, and it's not exactly an arm's length away.  I have to walk thru the stone castle and bump into armor along the way.

Dr. Phil - Facebook

Australia, wow!  Women over there have it good in certain ways not shared with people in the US really.  Yet, I think there are a lotta equally good women here.

Dr. Phil - Facebook

response to fan

I would say that people in Scandinavia and other European countries are upheld over others of mixed races.  Then, it would be the girls as the weaker side and the men as the caregiving side in other ways.  Women are more sympathetic, tho.  America is abnormal and spoils its youth.  Dr. Phil's show is something like watching Forensic Files, Jail, Campus PD, etc.  The flip side of concern is that they will spoil teenagers over young adults, for example, not always just al the girls over all the boys.

Edit

I edited my list of people to put Johnny Depp's last name in, not sure what happened.

Being Native American

I was thinking about being indian and that no one seems to innately know more than others about sorta lining the issues up about people with indian.  They would just pick like a baby doll as like a car model to shout out orders.  Like with me, people go in and say what you expect them to say about me.  No one ever has anything to offer me as a person.  They just know I'm related to an indian father and Dutch Chinese-Indonesian mother.  I'd have to say my mom is more white than my dad except that my dad possesses actual European traits from a Caucasian race.  I wonder if his mom had problems.  With her, the indian came from her dad, also, and none from her mom, tho her mom also had Ashkenazi Jewish I think.  I don't know why my dad has a harder time being indian than my mom has being Chinese, except I know it's easier to be all one ethnicity, like it's more attractive.  I bet a lotta mixed ethnicities without minor European ethnicities are part Native American indian or like Ashkenazi Jewish.

Dr. Phil - Facebook

to fan

A word we learned when I was young was "thug."  He does help more model-type girls in abuse stories recently but also involving different kinds of guys.  I felt he was rather masculine like say 1/2 the time.  The boys don't seem to have as many problems and probably don't write in as much.  I'd like to get on there myself.

M***********

I discovered something.  You can do it more than once, and you think you only need to do it once.. but do it more and it could become addictive, like smoking and drinking.

Edit

I rearranged the bottom tags.

Stars
Movies
TV
Friends

Stories
Food

What You're Forgetting

If you wanna look like Marilyn Monroe, it's not about looking like her technically but capturing the same electrifying spirit.

I'm saving up.

I can get a great $600 computer in March.  It even is a touch screen PC!  I was gonna get a laptop but was recommended this.
I'm going to bed soon.

The Key Differences of the New vs. Before Ellen

She is more strict today in the messages she sends or how she acts.  Before, she was in some ways more warm and fuzzy.  I haven't really watched her before that much.

Song

"It's My Life" by No Doubt

"caught in the crowd" all dreamy and romantic in life - not dreamy as in tired or sleepy..

So, I tried hard to make myself and myself in my environment good and good socially and exciting and right.  I didn't whine and complain.  Why am I suffering more now?  It's like people chickened out in morality.  Like, I'm good but I can like get upset to myself then you supposedly "nice" people all nod that I'm bad?  What do I have left to turn to?  The bad guys?

Dr. Phil - Facebook

(daughter blaming dad for homicide)

I wonder if it will peak over the level of accusations I've held against others.

Eating Too Much or Too Little

I don't know what that means, but I don't know how much nutrition you need tho I take vitamins.

Growing Up

I'm listening to "It's My Life" by No Doubt.  I missed things like Barney and people my age were listening to them, a restricted band.  People depreciated them, even during school.