I hope Ginny is doing well.
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Saturday, December 21, 2013
Something struck a nerve in me..
..and I dropped the last little bit of my remaining hot dog.. Karen carpenter might not be healthy as in eating enough nutrition and getting plenty of exercise.
Problem
My initial memory of thinking of Karen Carpenter literally with the word mom was thinking of my therapist saying she didn't know the carpenters.. I know something like this has happened. Things like that don't come up.. :|
I also feel threatened for telling @ it. I know it's because people are groggily flipping between thinking I'm not perfect and the N word incident.
I also feel threatened for telling @ it. I know it's because people are groggily flipping between thinking I'm not perfect and the N word incident.
Supernatural Activity or High Technology
I was walking home and felt a solid object fall down my back. I don't know if it went down my shirt or disappeaered. I was thinking of Karen Carpenter.
Friday, December 20, 2013
Question
Why do you keep bringing up Ginny @ my daughter? I thought the real Ginny was different.
I want things how they were! I can talk. Don't threaten me, chickens. Nothing wrong with what I said.
I want things how they were! I can talk. Don't threaten me, chickens. Nothing wrong with what I said.
I also..
..made sure no one cared @ me dying and knew I could regenerate.. you'll find Karen Carpenter doesn't exist!
What I've Taken To
People think since she is not cremated, Karen Carpenter may be alive. My belief is she never died.
TV
I just watched "The Ellen DeGeneres Show."
I liked the football guy from La. The dancing looked fun.
The Swedish girls were cute.
Ellen makes LA her home..
I liked the football guy from La. The dancing looked fun.
The Swedish girls were cute.
Ellen makes LA her home..
What do you think of..
..Ellen today? Wasn't a baby before. She seems a bit worn and like something's wrong with her. Maybe, it's the shitty people in the room. A ha a a.
A Question Keeps Coming Up
I hve to suspect they are playing around with if they do something with if I did something bad or not, and I just get upset am not mean. Is it right? Like, changing Twitter if I don't do something right? I can't seem to think beyond this other than it doesn't matter.
Sick
What do you think of the spirit of thingsin 2003 if yous saw Zoey Deschanel in Elf like the feel that school didn't work out and it's about being counseled and on medication? Can you admit anything or we won't get anywhere and I'm being threatened, and I don't care whether or not I tell you.. I just am talking @ it.
I got some other calls..
..I'm just concentrating on this, now.
I heard I have to contact the person on the sheet music to record it and pay musicians. This extra money will let me buy more music.
I heard I have to contact the person on the sheet music to record it and pay musicians. This extra money will let me buy more music.
A Call
I got a call to be an extra in Mordecai which is Disney as an extra with Johnny Depp! He said hi to me on Twitter. I will get him a gift and ask for his autograph, maybe a stuffed animal and chocolate and flowers.
O blessed day, what do I have in store herein?
O blessed day, what do I have in store herein?
Problem
Ellen, why do we care @ your well-being and you don't care if things are nicely set for me from day to day? I mean, I didn't do anything to Ginny @ my daughter and I found a charicature of her sitting on my future daughter like she thinks I can't be a mom and now the fact this was brought up does not work for me. I did see no one trusts her now. I don't know how I worded it but meant no harm. I mean, you get annoyed if I get annoyed things aren't set up just right. I can talk @ something safely if my daughter is involved because otherwise would not work out. Why is the air thing in my room so funny sounding? It could hurt me. It would hurt anyone. Why don't you do it?
Thursday, December 19, 2013
The Point in the Matter
is Karen fasted several times but really was eating. I think there's really more to this.
Killing Yourself
If I never went on a haywire fast and diet, I would have been able to sustain functioning in school, but it was that hard history course. I had huge breakfasts.
So Sad
It seems Karen didn't live the life she wanted, maybe was hard to have an exciting life and focused more on her brother and music and found she liked other good things, too, like living a normal life.
Problems
So, Karen Carpenter probably was made to feel really good being born in 1950. She really took away a beautiful body and person from this world while other people lived on and toiled this earth.
link
I also think that people with older moms or who had moms who were more older than them are mad that I like her, too.
What -do- you do about something when you like it? I will go and post online and not think that life is reserved for the alive, my dear.. only to find I am too late to life.
link
I also think that people with older moms or who had moms who were more older than them are mad that I like her, too.
What -do- you do about something when you like it? I will go and post online and not think that life is reserved for the alive, my dear.. only to find I am too late to life.
What do you think @..
..like my dad not wanting other people to affect me? I'm certainly not his. That's not really allowed. I know he does get involved sometimes.
Question
Why do people joke around about how I'd feel about being picked up? I said do it to a 15-year-old, then you "won't really do it."
I told you @ a dream that came, but they don't come now.
Also, I was actually wondering @ Ellen is she annoyed @ kids, she has to heave a sigh and then she smiles?
I told you @ a dream that came, but they don't come now.
Also, I was actually wondering @ Ellen is she annoyed @ kids, she has to heave a sigh and then she smiles?
I leave stuff..
..worried someone will chose to break into my house and kill me.. or something.. and hoping younger generations can take what they find from me and fix their life, same with older peoples..
TV
If I'm up in 3 hours time Imma watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," maybe set an alarm, I'm depressed.
Pestered
Why do you like not saying anything? Ginny made me uncomfortable @ my nose, and now I think it's coming to its end. She's not in my life.
TV
"The Ellen DeGeneres Show" was really cool.
I loved the boy dancing on his crutches and doing gymnastics. His mom cared for him very much, but he got rough and tough. Good boy, though.
What else was there? Oh, yes, the nice Irish guy playing Mr. Banks! from Mary Poppins. I find him very nice in a British way. A nice thing to notice in them. They are shyer than Irish Americans.
I loved the boy dancing on his crutches and doing gymnastics. His mom cared for him very much, but he got rough and tough. Good boy, though.
What else was there? Oh, yes, the nice Irish guy playing Mr. Banks! from Mary Poppins. I find him very nice in a British way. A nice thing to notice in them. They are shyer than Irish Americans.
So..
..now no one believes in doing something bad to make sure the thoughts don't get worse, like think of a word like shit and then stop thinking.
If..
If Nell Burton is now born, why diminish other young adults's reputation?
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Well, sorry.
I didn't call Ellen anything outright. Others, I was mad at my dad, but it was like as I was feeling the pain or something. I don't do it, now. It's too bad things ended up this crappy?
Annoying People
They all just want an excuse to be mean.
Why does Ellen DeGeneres keep insisting she's right to be mean to someone? I didn't do anything, and she hurts me and my feelings if I'm mean.
Why does Ellen DeGeneres keep insisting she's right to be mean to someone? I didn't do anything, and she hurts me and my feelings if I'm mean.
Problems
Ellen DeGeneres is hands on and cares not for feelings- at times. I find it rather.. disheartening.. I didn't do anything. If someone is mean to me, I am mean back sometimes. I never try to really hurt them. Oh, yea, she wants me to feel guilty, and she's like oh it's too late - what is? You made up what it is I do. You mix the ideas and think I care about giving you guys some crazy contrapted message.
Let me get this straight.
I am pushed to be with Bethenny Frankel a talk show host, and the kids Peyton List doesn't say where in Florida she lived though Bella is shrugging me off.
Race & Parents
Ellen isn't Chinese, so the world accepted her. My parents seemed inhibited but not me.
Old Bone to Pick With You
I did not believe humans could live up to some robotic expectation of being "perfect" and I have beliefs that you have to curse if you find it funny when other people are on the spot, but I'll try not to lose my temper and take anger pills.
Dream
I don't remember much. I probably had thoughs in my subconcious @ Karen Carpenter, again.. nothing wrong|funny @ that? I remember being with my old friend in Florida. She felt a little stimulated and a little silly. I was like holding her in front of me, was told to or something. I know it was like a trip. There was probably this 1 big thing. Maybe, it was like The Hobbit. I don't even remember what I was like.
Wednesday, December 18, 2013
Commutity Service
link - didn't look at it
It would be nice to make a habit of donating some pennies to charities, no money on my card, now..
I think I want to be there for kids in high school as they go through things, like a celebrity.
I wonder where most of the population is who are starving. ..Africa? It's interesting to know to donate pennies. Why do they need our pennies? I guess the government don't do it..
It would be nice to make a habit of donating some pennies to charities, no money on my card, now..
I think I want to be there for kids in high school as they go through things, like a celebrity.
I wonder where most of the population is who are starving. ..Africa? It's interesting to know to donate pennies. Why do they need our pennies? I guess the government don't do it..
Problem
I don't care if I said my brother just got back when you made me mad and it's important. You're not more important. My dad gave a bad intro. and our time was *beep*
Was Upset
I said shut up at the mall food court and hey you almost touched my bag to a janitor.. they were making annoying noises.
STOP IT
LEAVE ME ALONE
THE THING IN OUR HOUSE HAS A PATTERN NOW - AIR THING, IT'S SWIRLING! THEY MIGHT BE DOING IT, THOUGHT IT DID IT BEFORE BUT DUNNO
THE THING IN OUR HOUSE HAS A PATTERN NOW - AIR THING, IT'S SWIRLING! THEY MIGHT BE DOING IT, THOUGHT IT DID IT BEFORE BUT DUNNO
Tuesday, December 17, 2013
Another Trick?
I swear, I feel the presence of Karen Carpenter because I recognize it. I awoke yesterday to a green light on the tip of the door I swear but I know someone put it there.
Excuse me..
..but I couldn't figure out if I should just keep quiet but is Sharon Osbourne attacking my mom? Fine, don't play with me.
GO AWAY
I am me and special you can't say I'm just like everyone else. Don't make me into shit by shitting at me all the time.
Problem
If you did it Ellen kidding around with me emotionally and messing with me in private like this then why should I have to respect you??
Problem
Now Blogger doesn't tell me if I posted with Captchas on this browser, too. It happened on an odd day in relation to things and what I just had the right to say.
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