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But Gimme Gimme Mo'r

People in Orlando think Ginny is more than Ellen DeGeneres, but Ellen DeGeneres will only play with me against her.

Problem

What dp you think of all these sarcastic messages seeping through that we think were put there physically because of Ellen DeGeneres?

That's what I'm talking about.  Before I watched her, I never thought she was a bad person.  Well, since things like the N word thing.

Problem

I just posted my entry, and my YouTube video froze.  I was thinking about how my mom thinks the right thing and Ellen DeGeneres doesn't.

Back to Innocence 3|

Why does Ellen DeGeneres critique you for doing things that people don't do if you just did something in a good way and won't let you be cool?  I'm talking about style.  '}:D

Stupidity

Ellen DeGeneres, Ginny, etc., don't see things from all sides of an issue like a normal person and are mean to people with those intelligences as well as their attractive blessings.

What People Know

My mom and dad are critical of Ginny, like they say her decisions are results of her flaws.  I just think well no I know that you're just upset because we aren't gonna accept cheating since Tim Burton.

As for my mom's race, I mean when you do something wrong you can't make an excuse or you will have to like sorta deal with someone else of another race you don't like.  I know you're just complaining, and you think I complain about shit and everybody does and you won't let me because you're a jealous Caucasian.

Several Points

Most importantly, if you want every living piece of crap to be able to clone me, then why don't you want me to be ac-ceptable?  3[

Then, another point.. oh yea, I know you're like following me telling me if someone comes up and I make a point it must be a mistake because it's too uptight, but I mean you don't really seem to have made the right decisions and display jeaousy.

What was the other thing?

Oh yes, being from Florida, is more like NY in advancement than PA, so I know that there are many like feels to an issue, not just "what."

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Also, my cousin posted something on my Wall, before.

Is she German or Asian?  You don't know?  You know I had a dream my face was reshaped by Ellen DeGeneres last night.  I don't find that funny.  Why did you Like this?  Now, I'm posting it on my Facebook.  I know you're thinking that might be like me in some flippin' way.

Problem

I'm being made fun of and cornered for wanting to feel good and attractive myself.  Like, I'm sensitive.  My mom slammed the car door at a certain time, and it like made my eye muscle stick in my head.

News

A New Orleans Asian, who is 50+, like Ginny, who does theater, died from a heart attack last night.

Her name is Charlotte Lang and I plan to post more.

News

Problem

My face is greasy but I'm too irritated to take a shower, my dad is home..

Problem

Stop the STUPID FART messages from Ellen DeGeneres.

Problem

**** my dad.  He made my grandma say that because I was mad at people hurting my daughter - what a selfish, worthless, racist nigger fart - that my daughter would singularly get older 1 day - what a stupid idiot.  He says, "That's that," and you listen to him and don't k*** him.

Problem

Why is Ginny so cynical.  Like, she might look at my photo on Flickr and say ooh Christina looks like her mother ½ her age.  I DON'T KID AND MOST PEOPLE DO SO LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE.  I wonder if Tim Burton is really for kids from Florida.  I wonder if he thinks like the further south the more from Florida.

Dream

I remember being in Renée Fleming's class and Ginny's at nights.  Her was around 11 AM.  I had been to a class and she gave me a lock and I locked myself in a desk and she had a huge wrench to get it out.  I remember going to the cafe and there was like maybe 3 or 4 different lines of food.  They had like mushy beef today, so I got it, with a bunch of other stuff.  A shorter, fat lady with p**** hair told me to get more in another plate, like beans and rice and macaroni and cheese which seemed mostly mushy with stuff infiltrated in.  Renée Fleming told me to ... wait I was eating all this candy, like a few candy corns for awhile and thought I had tootsie rolls.  It turned out I had candy corns with little beads and kept eating them, that she said to eat, like because . So, then I went to the bathroom with a student who was probably bigger or supposedly older.  The bathroom was like big and complex, like such a complex thing, very dark and blueish green and shiney.  I finally locked myself in and ate the candy corns, locked myself in safely as a girl passed.  I guess I left and was in the car with my dad.  I probably almost went back to class.  I was in the car with 2 other girls like my Facebook photo kinda.  I imagined sitting in the car as I'd imagined supposedly, nostalgically looking by, with a sash tied around my waist, a big sash, like with a dress, like maybe a colored sash and a less-colored dress.  Supposedly, we were in the nation's oldest continuing city, and I said to go to the oldest (wooden) school house and then my school, of the oldest parish.  It turned out it was night, and there was a walking cat wearing dark glasses so as not to hypnotize anyone, a black and white cat in like 80s pin sorta black and maybe grey glasses sitting on its nose as it hopped up skipping many steps.  I forget now, oh yes, me not being all white it was still alive from around 1700 ready to get me in the school there.  There were other creepy things.  My dad went along like he was a flying piece of art and sang and missed certain peak notes that I would get and so did the cat.  Earlier, I remember I was on another adventure, like a water slide.  I guess I was stuck there.  I thought .. well there was this disgusting like hot dog with fuzz around it punching something in its ear that caused a hole of blood.  It kept putting the device in and out.  It was talking to Ellen DeGeneres.  Something happened to me that wasn't as bad with blood, but it bothered me.  Then I imagined she was really a spirit on my body, like she really was and she was plastic surgery-ing my face to look like those blue men.  It felt good just to talk to her.  It's like my face was too puffy from the cold.  So, I was with another girl when I was done.  I guess the most interesting part was the old cat.  You know, I posted on IMDb, "Would you want Johnny Depp to insult you just to talk to you?"  The thing is when he talks to you he can be insulting even if you are just being nice.  What else?  Also, I had some pictures of me where I looked more like I was from New Orleans, and for some reason I looked that way after talking to my grandma.  Some people go in there and are successful, but the people from there may not be very nice.  Also, my mom affected 1 of my eyes to seem more Asian but not look as European as her.  I didn't follow suit.  So, I mean, it was just a mistake.  I was recently thinking it was annoying Italian people from the South wanted to transform my dad.  I just realized how crappy that is.  I just know that Italians are treated differently and that if I were Italian I wouldn't do what they do.  Why do I feel I got a message at the end of this?  Why would you do what an Italian does?  You don't.  That's a topic.  We don't know.  Who all did that to my face?  Etc.  Renée Fleming?  I wouldn't do that.  I mean, I wasn't doing anything before.  You're really just seeing things.  We should do something like that to you.  I'm sorry if you're mad at yourself..  If you have a problem, you're not allowed to.  Leave my family alone.  You're gay.  You can't hurt them.  I'm not my family.  You can talk to me.  I don't hurt you.  I don't make fun of you.  It seems there's more to say, but I don't know what to say.  I know my head was changing from skipping school.  It was getting bigger and poofier.  Um, my face does not affect you.  I am not from Pennnsylvania.  Please, stop hurting me and misinterpreting me.  I'm not a Care Bear.

How I'm Feeling

I should have shaved.  I feel kinda beat, maybe the gymnastics, not going back, no good teachers..

I have to lie down, I guess, tired of the music?  Maybe turn it on.

Watcha think @

What do you think about adults, like do you think (hey I just realized something about comfort) that being from the South makes you feel submissive to people from up north because I don't.

Facebook Comment

So, Ellen DeGeneres is in Sydney.  She's with Portia.  Apparently, she hasn't eaten enough, as most people, you know?  It looks like she saw the pictures I loaded or knew I was loading them or something or maybe I just look like her something.  I'm not sure what it was.  It also reminds me of my brother in another way from before how I looked like him when I was mad, had nothing to live for.  Hm, I just coughed and felt something in my left brain rumble, like a wound.  I wonder if Ginny expects something for all the shit she does.  I thought she was a person.  She's gay.  The kids in her class are shit.

Problem

I will get you in Hell for the shit you're doing to me.  Ginny, I don't need to get over anything.  I have no problems.  I did nothing wrong.  Why don't you get something spread about you?

Problem

I told you to shut up, NIGGER.

I told you so.

Ginny, I already told you you were mean.  You aren't accepting kids who are nice to you.  You pretend they are all good.  Stop flippin' around like you're someone.

Problem

Stop M***********, you nigger.

Problem

I told you to stop.  Stop feeding me your bullcrap fantasies.

How I'm Feeling

I didn't put on moisturizer, didn't have a nice towel, and didn't shave.  I might do the moisturizer.

Problem

I told you to stop.

Stop telling me I'm whining, you nigger.

Problem

Stop sitting there like Ellen DeGeneres telling me I'm not impressive and don't do anything for older people.  I go to click a button, and some memory comes rushing back.

Done

I feel like a bandaid.  Yea, I'm having my female thing, light.  I contacted to get an appointment with a female doctor since it's not coming back.  I told my psychiatrist.  Going to bed soon.  My dad will be back at noon.  He was visiting his mom at his oldest sister's house, who is younger.

Showertime

Not Bad

I'm not a bad person from Pennsylvania.  I'm not from there.

The Reason

Why does Ginny teach there?  She thinks I can't take it.

Solution

Ginny doesn't want me in her class at VaLencia bc she teaches privately.

I see what's being done.

Stop getting me to admit submission at will.  Why?  Because it's wrong.  What it does it's just like not the point.  It's like you're nothing, not even a celestial being.

Oon a Distant Shore

Maybe I should just **** you.  You keep telling me I'm shit for the way I was treated in the distant past and that today that means the same thing.

Afraid to Have ***

Ellen DeGeneres and Ginny from "Dawn South" are afraid to have ***.

The Romance

Did you ever think of the romance of the Chinese|Asians, the Spanish, and the Jews in the early 1900s?

Meanies

Why do you Late Boom women act tacky in a mean way to kids like Early Boom men?

Problem

Stop telling me you're there for ***.  That's gay.  I think I know what I'm doing.  Stop telling me I "did something" because I'm here to tell you "I did not."  Hm, I did do something, I didn't "do" something.  I'm not 1 of those many bad kids.  WHAT THE FUCK WAS YOUR PROBLEM.  Hey, are you telling me you did something for me?  Oh, you mean like maybe you read my blog..and..didn't talk to me..sent me insults.  Torture me.

Problem

I keep getting weird messages.  Ginny seems really mean.  She won't let me live my life.

I know all about her.  Don't even try to tell me, "This is Florida."  Stop fuckin' flippin'.  I know you lack.  You are not a total person.  You're telling me anything I've done isn't good enough for me.  Um, I communicate not via clicks and the way my page loads.  I'm used to pointing to these ideas 1st in writing on the computer.

The European Choice

I already chose to be an attractive European.  Where were you?

The Problem

I thought of what upset me.  I mean, I don't want to do PE next semester and might stay in Weight Training but may need to sleep so may Audit it.  Anyway, other than that, I was wondering because Ginny is starting to teach Dialects twice, for some reason, and the same people won't be in the same class, twice.  Hmph, she doesn't like me.  Also, it's that she comes fresh and then turns off.  The 1st day of class, I saw a girl with curly hair talking to her and she thought the girl did something wrong.  GINNY YOU HAVE TO HAVE A SIGN UP.  That girl wouldn't know something stupid like that.  I mean, I know it wasn't wrong, but it's what made you upset.  Well, okay, you know.  Why does she think I'm nothing!!!!

Every Point I've Made

Every time I make a point, Ginny says I'm not white, but she's always ratting on -about- my parents.

D-8

You mean, you see in someone from Europe, some young girl, the same thing you see in "what" you expect?

Do you really find my calculations disrespectful?  Why just "not talk" to me?  I don't mean to burst anyone's bubble.  I just mean that pretty much everyone else is makin' up excuses.

Look-Alikes

If you want to look like Audrey Hepburn in the Dutch + refined English way, then why don't you like give up useless pleasures, though I'd know where you're coming from.  Maybe, that'll be you 1 day.  What about her kids?

Meanies

I thought I figured out that adults in Florida were mean to kids here.  Tim Burton didn't know.

Y O Y

Why do I have to get up and pee so much?

Anything you can do I can do better

Yes, my obsession happens to be getting attention from adults for some reason.

Anyway, why would Ginny think about my Grandma doing something to my dad for hurting her?  I guess that it was part of the process.

You know what

Why would out of nowhere some tween calculate some shit like oh Christina must have a young mom

BALL GO DOWN THE HOOOOOLE

Issue

I just saw my cousin post a status.  NOBODY GIVES A FUCK ABOUT HER EVEN EXISTING PUT HER DOWN THE HOLE

Problem

You niggers acting like your mom stop telling me I'm my bastard dad or like my shit cousins.

Problem

Send Ellen DeGeneres to Virginia?

I don't have to

have *** with anyone.

Problem

Don't tell me shit.

I didn't do anything wrong.

Why does Ginny act like I did something wrong?

Problem

QUIT ACTING LIKE YOU'RE GONNA HURT MY DAUGHTER YOU GODDAMN NIGGERS GO TO HELL YOU WORTHLESS PIECES OF SHIT

Having *** in Mississippi

I'm listening to the original "Terms of Endearment" theme.  1983, I'm pretty sure.  It's going down in steps and bounces.  It reminds me of that movie ONJ was in that I like that has those songs by ELO, "I'm Alive" and the skate dance, "Xanadu.." "A million lights are dancing and there you are, a shooting star."  Then, what else?  They have someone on a tight rope and a spinner.  The person just spins on a blanket or hook..

A Night In

My mom said not to go out and now I'm listening to Pa Pa Pa Palavas from Les Triplets de Belleville, a cartoon.  [|:]-

Update

Picture, on the Left

Do you know about singing like you're

rich and live in a human home and not in Pennsylvania

That's What It's All @

All problems equate 2 piano.

All *** equates to classical singing or opera.

A Way to Enjoy Singing

Sway

My Opera Voice

is HIGH

Told My Mom

@ the dream, and like now I don't feel like singing

Age

It's like I'm the right age to be a popstar like in 1998.

Song

Mummer's Dance - iTunes

Song

Embassy Waltz

Cutting Deals =|-

Why do people keep "cutting deals?"