Monday, March 18, 2013

Point

I am at Ginny's class because it is too hard to make my life better and I've already been wronged and I dunno like too often and more than once.  It had been a semester since I knew.

Time 2 Eat

Going Out-  B]

Oh, gotsa reserve my rides fer the week now.

More

I guess I may take Opera & Music Theatre Workshop later.. interested in Ginny's Speech and Voice and Articulation classes at the other CC.  Seems they don't offer the Voice Performance class any longer unless it's just the Spring.

[and] Another Thing

"Pilates/Body Condtning Fitness" is overlapping Ginny's schedule Thursday evenings.

Another Problem

A class above it, called, Honors Speech, is cancelled.  Ginny teaches at the other college, and I can get in honors there-  }:)

Hey

Sel Topics in Speech is full.  What if Ginny is teaching it?  That's why it's full, isn't it?  Why do you know about this?  You shouldn't, you're nobody, in any way, shape, nor form.  :|  You already said what you said.

More

Lots of Fundamentals of Speech sections and randomly were cancelled.  That's rather insulting.  I don't know what you're looking for.  *** and go to Hell.  You're a nigger.  }8D  Ha ha ha ) ) )

Something Funny

A tech class or somesuch got cancelled I think just now yes and I noticed another tech class between her classes already have the teachers listed.

Oh Well

Apparently, she may be taking a break between classes.  Not sure what I will be doing.  :(  Maybe, I'll post on my blog.

Hm

I don't care about Ginny that much.  She seems to do things in order to like make them seem stimulating, when you find a problem later.

Know What. 3I

You know what Ginny did?  She met me in the hall to send me to the counselor and wrote me a note for it and came to class.  Um, no, I do not know of your opinion on writing.  (Do not do it)Do not do it in school.

Problem

I am Floridian, and Ginny is like killing Orlando because her dad is from Pennsylvania.

So

I found that Ginny is teaching Acting 1 twice in a row over the summer + in the fall also doubled up and is teaching Dialects early and later, with Stage Movement in between.  Do you know why?  =}  You know, it's not my fault but has to do with me.  :|  That's not really okay, you know??  On all sides of the issue.  =}  Well, maybe it was her flipping it in French, to hurt me, you know.  Also, Chloë Grace Moretz, Retweeted 2 things.  Hm, I just figured why I was excited to say that and supposedly that's another allusion to my wanting to be talented in many things.

So

You prevented me from being attractive to your kids and living my childhood.

What I Know

Tell me now!  ;0'  Do you know more about race than fate?

What I Want

I want Ginny to pick me up, not go cross-eyed like that fool Kate Bush.  Also, the clicks in my room were fueled by her, and she's like Renée Fleming.  I know I shouldn't have said it, but I'm literally "getting 'it' out."  8'|

So, you think picking me up would make me feel less cross-eyed?  =}  Do tell.

OK, I have a problem-

I don't give a damn about Kate Bush's fancies.

I think Ginny will do it to drop the other shoe, as in to make it big, rather than to just take 1 bit of pain and move on.

What do you think...

About Kate Bush being part Irish?  I thought part Irish people "didn't do it."  Why is she so perverted with her mom?  That was because her dad was English, maybe?  I don't want to be Kate Bush.  :|  I want to experience the best feelings.  8|  There is a reason she is bad.  I think it was that she was worse than us.  Why don't we hurt those sarcastic, white blonde, Italian kids in Orlando?  }:]  You know, I can say whatever I want on my blog.  I didn't say anything to you.  You're not my world, really.  I like people who respect me, who appreciate me.  I'm not a nigger.  You must have fun being a nigger.  Ha, ha, ha.  You know, Italians don't like people who are .. "too nice."  The Germans are always acting mimicy to part Asians who think they are white.  That's your sin.  You have to stop that, and I'll seem nice.  I don't need people telling me what's wrong with me.  Oh, and the reason I am in Ginny's class is because the semester at home was crap.  I know that's so.  I am already ready in every other way to go to Ginny's class.  I also want to go, and that's okay.  If you ruin my life, I will plow through.  You made me curse on my blog last semester.  Something else would happen to me, it always has.  I cannot rest at home with my dad alternating like a maniac, even when I stayed in my room.  If you don't care, then go away.  I'm not here to drop it on your show.  If you want me to watch you, then stop acting like you can't take it.  You're not gonna talk to me.  You don't do anything with anyone in public that is true.  You should just stop listening to my dad.  It will work, like pooing.  See, I just touched every point.  I can't like figure out the sequence of events, like making a necklace.  I didn't make no necklaces.  Look, I just accomplished something.  There is a reason for every hardship, a bounce back off every suffering.  Just don't think of something like being a giant tub of lard.  Sometimes, you've seen drawrings.  :|

Something Suddenly Came Up-

What is it with people from FL & Ca. born in the Boom being less beachy than 1s born in the 80s?  What about the kids born here, today?

So, I didn't see the sorta morality in saying it's precious to have my "broken" but not torn in 2 leg ... What else ... Ah, yes, your body is important, things like that breaking.  I just want to know why.  I thought, at 1st, well, better start slowly because that's what life is about.  I mean, Ginny is a nice voice instructor and also does other things.  She does have a mistaken belief in her life that speaking is the only thing.  She just thinks about that feeling.  There must be a reason I broke my leg, though.  I got up and told you because I know you'd want to know.  I was lying on my couch, and it felt like it would fall off.  Luckily, though, my back felt very bony, like a dinosaur, and that's how my leg felt.  I left my dumbbells, out, too.  The bad part is that I was there and the man working there did something wrong, figured someone told him though and just forgot, and he looked at me and sorta made me fall then, watching Mary Poppins, guessing that's why.  I don't know how it helped.  It was fun using a crutch, but now I pull more.  I wouldn't do that.  What made it hurt was walking with my mom and her making me hit it.  People think my dad is crap being too old, but that's not true, they think older men aren't crap, they think the 1950's aren't friendly enough.  It's hard to talk about, so I don't know if you realize what I mean.  Some things must be hard to talk about.  That's kinda funny.  I guess the goal is to find out.  All I can say is I didn't do anything wrong.  I waited a semester, and I was tortured at home, maybe shoulda stayed but wanted to go last semester, also stayed maybe to get to know Ginny online, though.  Also, I felt a bit funny and tired, for some reason, just got off medication, as well.  That must be why.  }8]  Why is that stupid?  Can you just shut up you nigger Generation Z daughter of the age of Ginny, Late Boom?  Why should Late Boom and Generation Z constantly be doing this, you know?  Why do I have to tell you!  So, you're trying to tell me that there's more to life than solving my broken leg?  I'm afraid you're very wrong here in Florida.  :|

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tap

There's this sad, slow song on trumpet for the military @ death called taps.

Did you find out-

If I'm European, maybe you are too-  I think I've heard of that feeling a long time ago very much.  :]

So

Do you want to use things on me that you use to say I'm not white to make excuses for white people, like things in their life they don't really want?  8I

What

You think Ginny is white and has excuses and look for stupid things in the water to say no one likes me?  I don't really believe you.

Rule of Thumb

If you have good morals, you are free to say anything.

Edit

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"I Know What You Did Last Summer"-

What was I gona say?  Oh, yes, I can agree that the moral of thinking of a swan is that it isn't a duck-  You just wanted to hurt people in Miami, er, from there.  Like, as a kid.  }8}

Agree to Kid

Did you ever get Ellen DeGeneres was kidding and agree?

What I Do

I really do believe white hair is the same correlation as a white duck compared to a green duck maybe with the spots..  }=]

What Color

A white duck is a goose, a goose that ducks.  =>

So

You think Early Boom will treat Late Boom like they're better than ther kids.  "Ther" sounds like a combo of Western, English, and minority English.

Get her off her morals.

When Ginny admits something she can't say it ain't so when it's so and the issue..  *sips nice tea with nice spicy food*  3]

Pills

Earlier today, O tioo NiQuil + Sinex NiQuil.

If you're flawed

That's your problem and I'm owed a lot.  What else did I just think?

Um, also, if you're not nice, you can't be with others, that's final.  I'm nicer than you in the way of my mom than my dad.  What's the jig?

So

You care more about kids of bad parents having a reason for living because of their parents being mean to everyone about their kids?  You're gay and no one likes you.  Stop telling me what you want to think I'm doing in some way.  I didn't do it.  3|

If you believe

some people can be better than their parents, then so be it.  3|

Y

is my dad such a pain.  It was because of the world, nothing to live for, but he got off and sprayed it..

0|0

making a hamburger

So

Don't think all Pennsylvanians are withdrawn niggers like my dad.  I mean, you talk to people from Pennsylvania, in some way.

Problem

I am attractive, I am good, I can do whatever I want.

Problem

Stop pretending I'm 5 years old.

Problem

My parents are niggers.  My mom left something out, turned the music up.. and something else

Left out something for a long time - LOOK SHUT UP YOU *BEEP* NIGGER I NEVER DID ANYTHING TO YOU

Problem

Ginny does things head on.  8^|

Something Funny

Do you just find Ginny tacky?

Eureka! I have found it! 8^]

Ginny can't say your mom is too young, your dad is too old, there's only 1.

Thought of Something

Ellen DeGeneres is wasting time trying to pretend to hurt Lily Rose.  Like, I'll say something, and she'll like me, but then she'll like realize that she's trying to hurt her for good.  Why do these adults just want us to be ready for what we're ready for for I'm ready and I know it.  Also, I didn't do anything perverted, wrong to someone, so, watcha talkin' 'bout?  8|

Also

Maybe she's trying to fuck Ginny up because they moved to Rochester when they got it, and Ginny's dad is from Pittsburgh.  :|  So..  Watcha want?

Issue

If Ellen DeGeneres "wants" people to be black, then she should be black, not anyone else.  We can do whatever we want-

Question

So, I thought of Ginny's last name and what it means but was wondering why people keep questioning my success, like maybe if I would have been more extraverted I wouldn't have accomplished as much-  8|

Did you ever think of

Ginny's name sounding like Gin?  My aunt gave my cousin a dog named GiGi when she was about 7.  It's that little white dog, a Maltese.  They went all into it, of course, the way I go all into things.  What other ways do you go into things?  3I

So

What if we took kids born in 1991, 1992, 1993, 1994, whatever, 1990, 1989, and gave them to Ginny .. for, they want what they want.

Cool Stimulation B]

Ellen DeGeneres doesn't believe in stimulation yet doesn't believe in being cool.

Can anyone explain to me

Why Tim Burton believes in European brown eyes in this day and age?

So

You think that we had to have ugly ancestors, at 1 point, with these specific Jewish-German features?  That doesn't make the Chinese today not white.  8/

Shopping Round

Look at the diagram.

Wow, you can tell when you see a real artist.  What do you think?  Would make for a good movie..  :|

Scroll down. - Link

x0 (old lady - *pirate dies* sound like falling in water|ocean)

White Superiority Complex

Why can't I like decide between black and grey?  They come with another color, light gray|almost white or gold with black.

I just found out.

I'm not as Asian as Asians.  I saw this 2-piece dress-outfit, and I wanted the 1 with peach on black and not turquoise on black-  :|

Clothes I Like

It seems more like minority countries.

Hey, guess what I found?

I found a tight shirt with a lose jumper over it.  Maybe, in NYC, I'd wear a plaid dress.  Ginny wouldn't.

Problem

It also keeps displaying sports. team. shirts..

Slovakia

I am not finding Czech clothes.  x|

Got Back Up

So, I just realized some way I can't stimulate myself.  It made me feel like I was someone else's parent.

What else.. I forget, now.  Wanted.  Oh yes, I've been going around stomping my foot and stuff, at least 3 times this week.

New Videos of Me

Eating on Saturday Night

YouTube

Woke Up

I think I had a dream, something about Ginny, I don't remember.. I think I was imagining her putting her arm around me and my mom saw in the mist.  Then, I thought that Ellen DeGeneres was there, with other sorta Hellenistic people, and instead of Ginny, she was picking me up.  I kinda imagined it a lot, but it didn't seem like it was real, so much.  Like a few times, she'd pick me up.  Like, I was feeling bad, and other people were there.  It was just the situation with the people.  It was like her being my mom, a nice dream to dream of.  It's funny, I was lying on my couch with the 3-spotlight lamp on, 1 of the lights, and a ponytail.  I think it was like I imagined she might be in the classroom later where I'd sit on her lap, like going to the past, like the Titanic.  It is most creepy that the dream seemed forumlated from a variety of signs.  The signs didn't mean anything at all to me put together.  I mean, maybe, you'd expect I might dream of something like it.  Too bad I don't remember the situation.  I guess the lady seemed like a ghost.

Czech Site

So, there's a bra with light, bright blue ruffles.

How I'm Feeling

I'm tired, maybe should lie down, not turn on any music, maybe since it's all so annoying.

What I Think

I don't think each state is shit, and I think Pennsylvania has nice, big farms, that is all, seems very European spirited but a bit racist.  So, I never imposed Pennsylvania's dorkiness on anyone, just my insults of it.

Problem

So, I didn't shave my face, and I have some crusty blackheads on my nose, may try to use a pore strip when I'm feeling better.  It should work since I haven't used 1 in a long time.  Maybe after my next shower.  Also, I want my dad to trim my hair when I'm awake when he's awake and I take a shower.  I think my bangs need to be trimmed.  I was gonna cut it, but I liked how it looked highlighted like a blonde.

Jog

I feel like pooing so may wait, not sure, just washed my face and put cream on my pimples, need new Kleenex and soap from the house..

I just had 2 Buffalo chicken subs, but the chicken was frozen.  I was having frozen tender-nuggets my dad gets.  I also had blue cheese and put more buffalo sauce on the 2nd sandwich.  I had a little cake and ice cream, my 1st white cake I remember with 2 cans of frosting and Breyer's vanilla ice cream, which I know tastes good.  xp  Means I grew up on Blue Bell, not sure before maybe the Publix brand or something.  Publix is supposedly the big Florida grocery store, and in most places it says "Where Shopping is a Pleasure" all along the side of the building, which is huge there.  Orlando sucks and is gay.

Shopping

I'm looking @ Czech dresses.

Another Complication-

I am not gonna hold out because I know other people will show me off.  I know that you're just kidding!  ';0

Shopping

So, it's nice to find a dress that's just the right shape, has a nice, tight-looking waist, and a sort of flare but not too loose-goose.

Idea

I will get a juniors dress if they have 34" waist, which sometimes might be 32", and tie a sash or those long things they sell like at the mall around it.  Then, I will need leggings and thigh socks.

R***

I just got an idea, was browsing dresses, which had some £|₤ symbols, and I noticed the toddler dresses looked like old people in old New Orleans.. kinda big and puffy.  I mean, they must have gotten thin thorough r***.  No more Mister Nice Guy.  '8|

Shopping

Shopping

I'm picking out a dress, and it seems to say it'd be an insult to Ginny because it'd say I'm better than other people.  So, I looked for dresses with bows for kids.

Shopping

I still haven't picked out a lunchbox.  Maybe, I should order 1 online.  I also want to find new clothes, don't know what I want to wear to school..

How I'm Doing

I didn't shower awhile .. have been washing my face more, showered last night.  I have a pimple on my nose and a greasy nose, cleaned my ears but feel like stuffed.

Supper! 8p

So, more buffalo chicken subs with bleu cheese?  =x  Or how abouts a burger?  :/  No hot dog..  :/  It's chicken..  I forgot to ask for baby carrots, maybe asparagus after the sammich.  I also have cake and ice cream.

Oh, yesterday, when I left the gymnastics gym, the kids, who were guiltily eating pizza, I went in and was like I ate pizza don't worry about eating other stuff, I walked by and they seemed to be tearing the lady teacher up, who was gonna let me in.  I can take class there Tuesday after class.  So, I ate pizza and had a huge milkshake as I walked along something like a highway, which reminds me of biking with a friend and her mom in the nation's oldest contuing city, Saint Augustine, under a major city in NE FL, on a new road just that 1 time, like maybe 2 days or even a day after being finished, and I couldn't finish this shake.  It was like almost as big as a table lamp stand.  I walked the wrong way so was walking awhile.  Interesting, yes?  Had to document it.  I was mostly thinking about the kids with the pizza.

Sunday, March 17, 2013

Another Saint Patrick's Day Hymn

from before YouTube 8|

Problem

Ginny thinks she "understands" what I'm really saying, but that's what I'm really saying.

Rest

I need to lie down.  3)

I Know-You Know

I know before someone tells me to do something they don't want me to - that I will sound tacky..what crime is that?  B|

Surprise!

I messaged my friend from San Fransisco to come to Theater if she's coming to Orlando, and I saw her online for the 1st time recently, though she erased stuff on her Wall.

So

You don't want some people to participate in certain cultures at their own will?

New Facebook Cover

Problem

Ginny, I already wanted to be different from my dad.  Maybe, there is an ending to their toenail fungus.  Maybe, it's not really my ultimate dream.  Maybe, it's cute, though, but what's that to anyone!  :0

Point

I made some kind of point that Ellen DeGeneres really has no ♥ for younger people with parents born just some culture before her..maybe a significant difference, 1950.  Isn't that something like the next generation?  Also, why are people born in between so wacky and careless?  Like, I guess there's some cutoff age, like 1955.  I still like older people, too.  Also, my dad was only 34 when he had me, I think.  :|  35.  I think a lot of girls my age have dads born around 1950, but a lot of them have dads who were 40 when they were born.  They aren't weird, but they are fun.  It's just that other generations practice different things, and you want to talk to other people, anyway.  I really don't spend much time with my family.  :|  I don't get you, you're gay.  I mean, I like my family, but I see you fight with them.  Why would I want to talk about something I don't really know about?  ,:|  It sounds like you've talked about shit like this..  It seems like it means something that you don't have it written in a nice article.  I did not know that this stuff was revealed on TV, actually, or maybe I would have thought I even needed to know.  :|  ;0

Problem

I have this creepy feeling that Orlando is shit and plants itself in the shit of your relations.

Waiting

Gonna eat when my parents are in bed.  Also don't have the Travel Channel just yet.  Have to find the TV guide in my room but don't think I have it.  I e-mailed my dad back OK.

Schedule

So, Tuesday, I have a lot of homework due but not like a lot compared to most school situations.  So, I mean, I should watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" by Wednesday, no Theater Thursday.  I think she has her show cancelled next week, postponed her trip to Aussie for the week after.  So, I might not watch, unless I am sure they are new episodes because I'd have seen them.  I mean, I don't think they rerun old episodes..

So

If you think about my last post's point, Ellen DeGeneres is mean to people who are nice to her who have a blog linked to their Twitter and who post on major public forums, like the Tim Burton board on IMDb.

So

You want to be mean to ugly Asians .. but you think something else complicated and related that attractive part-Asian families should be ousted for trying to be attractive.  Um, I'm sorry if they bump into all the wrong people.  :|

Issue

Ellen DeGeneres won't allow women in their home to think the right things with their daughters.

Issue

So, why do people here keep like surrounding and snapping at me?  What do you think I've done?  Come to solve it online.  You're just wondering about my race and being more attractive than you because I'm mixed.

Problem

Why am I getting attacking messages from Ginny in private?  What about my homework?  Why did I get these messages last semester from Ellen DeGeneres?  You're not getting away with it.  I had problems, I never felt good at home.  I had to leave.  Also, there was that 1 week my fault I just got hamburgers and I got off my workout routine doing an advanced ballet-Pilates video with a nice picture of a girl from Colorado.  That's the reasons I'm fat again and I still have that same look.