Sunday, December 9, 2012

No Pro-ble-em

I don't see the problem with interacting with prominent members of the community. However, I get tired when I go out with my dad, in Orlando. First, I needed to catch up on rest. Then, I stopped going out and stayed in my room. I didn't eat right but was some confused. Then, some/thing/s happened, and he started to stimulate me, as though, all of a sudden, he was Tim Burton.

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New Minor

Religion

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Problem

I'm getting really rude treatment because of my race.  I don't care.

Eureka!

I didn't figure out how to come off a trill section.  Then, I figured I could repeat a note.

Edit

I made the Networking link into Telecommunications.

Major|Minor

Major: History
Minor: Communications Disorders (& Sciences)

Minor

Middle Eastern Studies

I think I'm going to UCF for my BA.

Look at the history courses: link.

Look at the Middle Eastern Studies: link.

I'm not interested in Jews.

Problem

Why do you think Ellen DeGeneres plays games?  Like wants other people not to care.

Problem

Famous people are mean to me.

Animation

It's a big major.

Animation

Well, I think UCF has an Animation concentration.  Yup.  It has a non-character one, too.

School

I'm thinking of taking American History to Present online next semester.  I mean, I like movies, which there aren't as many I like.  Also, this is like when people major in English to understand the world.

Going to School

What I Need to Get an A.A. in Something Online

10 General Studies Courses - 30 Credit Hours
1 Speech
1 Communications
1 English
2 Humanities
2 Math
2 Science
1 Political Science|Government

Major - 12 Credit Hours
Western Civilization I
US History to 1877
US History 1877 to Present
Western Civilization II

Total
42 of 60 Credit Hours (Electives Completed)

University of Pheonix has a pretty good Communications major, but I don't trust it.  It might be the new thing since Business.  It goes up to the Bachelor's level and may take a year to complete the A.A., I forget, but it's less than 2 years.  You may have college credit, already.  Remember all those ads for distance learning back in 2004 or somesuch to like 2010 say?

One bonus is that you can get your A.A. online and then go to a big school and have the General Studies taken care of.  It's funny they don't require Philosophy.  Instead, it's Humanities.

However, college is a big thing and can take a lot of time.  I found I could not succeed in Math and had to quit that semester.  If I quit English again, I don't get grade forgiveness.  I don't have a 4.0.  I have a 3.5.  Humanities is a bit laborious, like studying Greek.  Also, the money is a hassle and I'm not ready.

I already tried to be an actor.  I think everyone should like, if they're interesting, seriously make a consideration, like I mean it's kinda an issue, like it's a big deal that some people a lot of us wouldn't mind being actors and the world needs more people to make appearances, like online and maybe get like glamorous lives and such.  What about Ellen DeGeneres?  She has a show and has a ride up at Disney and is acclaimed like Tim Burton for categories of things.  What about fashion models, aren't they something to do with good acting??  Why is there only 1 Johnny Depp?  Didn't you ever get bored?  I'm excited to see who performs.  I mean, I do stuff for fun, and it's expected and needed.  People need to take voice and stuff like that, must be worried about ruining their voices.  What about Charlotte Church?  Start singing on your own?  Then, take lessons.

I wanted to get a job in Communications, but I need a Bachelor's degree in something.  I wanted to work for kids in Hollywood.  I was a Music Education major.  I've always liked the arts and performing.  However, nothing has happened.  My submissions were not taken into consideration.  I could consider studying a performing art, but like Ballet is not so good these days and it would like make it harder to act at this point, I know.  I like blogging online, eating, and living my life.  Then, what, theater, I already did in high school.  Then, art, I like art.  Then, there's music, which I talked about.  Charlotte Church at Christmas was really good.  She had a short-lived career, grew up quickly.  What about Celine Dion?

So, I'm already like doing these things, and people are being mean to me.  To get a job, I'd need a college degree.  I'm not sure what's so bad about me and what I do.  I feel pushed to go to college.  And get a job.  That's kinda hard.  I'm like trying to catch up on eating and stuff.  I'm trying to post on my blog.  If there was no internet, I'm not sure, but maybe I'd have had a better education.  Part of the reason I post online is to get better at talking|writing.  In and of itself, I think blogging is a good way of social networking, the basic way.  Message boards were exciting, but I had a hard time because of Johnny Depp.  It seems the world has gone stupid.  Did you know he's part black?

Problem

You're always wrong.

Problem

So, why can't I go to college, huh, huh?  I'm already interested in movies.

Problem

I got the message that we were to slave away in history outside of school and that Ellen DeGeneres is better than us.  How does that connect?

Problem

Quit being mean to me and making fun of my life and then digging into my family.

Problem

I'm gonna *beep* someone.  I had my height up, 5'3".  It said 5'2".  Now, I'm 5'4".  *Beep*  Leave me alone!  Stop getting in the way.

Problem

Why should I care about your wandering mind?  Can't I live my life?

Problem

Quit bugging me and making me more mad.

Stop these fantasies about me.  I don't think the world cares.

Problem

I got another message.  Someone needs to go back to their parents.  They're just wanting me to seem like I don't have a control over something.  What's going on?  Someone stop this!  I'm right.  They're wrong.  H*** them!  Something!  They're hurting me.  Help!  What if I want kids?

Problem

Stop saying Ellen DeGeneres is everything just because she is famous.

Also, I can't improve every time I try because people all attack me like in some surround sound way.

Look, I'm being cornered by boring people, and then other people are considered extraneous.  Stop being so perverted all day.  Leave me alone.  You're just complaining that you do this.  You think something bad will happen if I get a wrong idea because I think it was something like a click made in my room.  This used to be humane, but I think that people are being racist.  I already said I don't want to do this.  It might be complimentary to anyone, but it is a bad idea.  If I'm in an experiment, don't bother me.

So, Ellen DeGeneres can be said to and can make fun of people for what they are and trash them?

Problem

Why are people down South proud not to get snow?  In Florida, they bring stacks of snow in some areas..

People up north get tired of the "cold," I think.  You know, you can go up there and experience the snow.  I think any race can interpret the snow in its own way, even Native American indians.  I thought the Asians got snow, even Indonesia.

Why should Ellen DeGeneres be allowed to be like interested in people up north for being in the cold but mad at people down south whose parents aren't from the South?  Tim Burton has culture in the beach.  Wait, what's your message now about Tim Burton and the beach?  I don't think that means you'd have culture where you're from.  Why are you so jealous of culture in the beach, huh, huh?  Gotta problem?  Don't go up north, in that case..  Why didn't you live in California?  Look, I didn't make that up.  I got the idea.

So, I said there are some things Ellen DeGeneres doesn't know because that's what interests people.  My net just got shut off.  I already said my life was a journey.  I'm a person.  What's so funny about that?

Everyone Else

So, why is everyone else so comf and cozy?

What happened to the others, gonna ruin my life?

Problem

Go away.

I didn't say I never wanted to talk to you.  I just said you were bothering me to a large degree.

Problem

What happened?  I don't want your assertiveness.

This is all because of the n word thing.  Did you know that, huh, huh, or did it take a lot of effort?

Problem

I got another message.  I just felt something, too, not a stimulation in a bad bad way..  What is this person's problem.  Leave me alone.  I can do whatever I want.  Don't like twist what I do and like do it back.  Sometimes, when people are mean to you, you have to do something, and it's too bad if you have a problem with it.  People are always very mean to me, and I didn't do anything.  I guess you don't really think about that.

Problem

I got more misspelled words, and it's just annoying that this person is getting away with all this.  The only thing about recognizing this in a civil manner is that it could capsize.

Problems

Ellen DeGeneres, not because of how she was raised as a kid, just gets a lot of attention for not thinking.  I got a nasty message.  I don't remember.  Hm, what's so funny about that?  Like, I feel really insulted.  Anyway, isn't Tim Burton like that, too, and Chloe Moretz?  Ditzes from the South?  I met some stuck up people up north who don't really have all the answers, neither.  What does that mean?  I would have talked about this sooner or later.  They just don't want to talk about the point but they keep getting attention for your ideas.  I know people live in private and are supposedly an accumulation of intelligence.  That's hard to believe.  I'm actually worried because it's hard to talk about, I was just really really hurt often, and it's supposedly secret messages from them in an experiment.

I got another idea but forgot.  So, Ellen DeGeneres's mom's last name is Austrian-Jewish.  Maybe, that's her excuse for being so attractive, even though she's white, like you know how like black people etc. want to look overly attractive but have no brains.  Looks like everyone slipped.  They all wish they were me.  =0

Maybe, I'm spoiled, but you forgot everyone downscaled celebrities.  I guess now I'm worried about my reputation with the world.  I also thought that if like a most famous star ever read me up online and noticed me that it'd be muy importante.  I've had some interactions: Johnny Depp, Helena Bonham Carter, Alexa Vega, Nancy Sinatra several times Tweeted to me serious Tweets.  Tim Burton's people contacted me to take down my group, and I was honored, on Facebook.

It was hard to think at home, but I had other outside influences that disturbed my thinking.  I was thankful that I didn't end up sorta insecting my way up online slowly.

I'm getting the feeling people are talking to me a lot now in insulting ways and that later I will have problems.  Wait, I'm getting more bickering.  Doesn't matter, right, could happen to you, could get hurt.

So what would you say instead of just "not thinking?"  It's just a sentence.  I didn't make a point that someone really doesn't think, at all.  Oi vey.  Wait, why do I hear an echo?  Is there something wrong with having a dad born in 1950?  Why do you want juice from him?  I thought you said it was worthless.  Whatever your excuse is isn't nice and isn't right.  I guess that's all anyone wants to do with me who's like acclaimed.

Also, I got really mad at people who think being positive is outdated.

Problem

I got another taunt.  There was something soft on TV that sounded like biology.  What's that supposed dto mean?

Upset

Ellen DeGeneres really doesn't have any like "new" ideas.  I've wanted to be more European, and my dad is.  In some ways, anyone would want to be like my mom.  I just got the influence from watching her that that's an issue.

Also, I got mad my dad was up.  I got an image of him rubbing his hands like he's all that in a stimulating way across something, and then I felt stimulated.  Ellen DeGeneres has a problem.  You watch her show, and you have to interact with your parents even if you don't like to.  I didn't get that problem with Tim Burton until later, so he kinda caused it.  I was really mad my dad has been taking over me socially.  I just went in to make breakfast, and he didn't say hi, like he was smart and was going to interact with me.  He was acting racist.  Maybe, this is all just worthless.  So, I'm mad because I don't feel well and he bothered me and I thought of some words kinda but not on purpose, kinda liking it, and now, moving on, that's gonna tail me.

I just got another message, that Ellen DeGeneres is so good because she's nice to people.  I think I was just called an accident.  I don't want to get friendly with you.  Wait, I was just called a nigger.  Someone is desperate.  Why don't you just k*** me?

LOOK, LEAVE ME ALONE YOU WORTHLESS PEOPLE.  I don't feel well.

I got another message from my dad.  He "started" the TV?  What's your point?

Issue

I'm constantly getting messages with insults fit in when I didn't start anything as though it has to come out or maybe it's not really insulting.  I know people are supposedly more careful with others in a different way.  People are really crazy around me once I do something that perturbs them.

Feeling Interesting|Odd

So, I was feeling really comfortable in my bed but still feel a little like fat for now.  I didn't get up and go to the bathroom.  I feel a bit bigger but also in a way I don't like.  Tim for breakfast.  3)

Dream

I remember I was at the back of a church.

I think there was one where I was living with my parents and some others and that I had to move out on my own, in an apartment complex.

The dreams were pretty long.

Saturday, December 8, 2012

Nitey

Naptime

What People Know

So, what do you think Ellen DeGeneres doesn't know now?

I have a feeling that everyone shouldn't know everything about me.

TV

So, I know that Ellen DeGeneres and Jimmy Fallon are popular because they're younger.

I know there are lots of interesting shows but don't know much about attractive drama.

Problem

Why is Ellen DeGeneres always right?

I just got mad at her again, and I think I'm being made fun of for caring.

Problem

I am not here to listen to petty details.  I am into Tim Burton.  You just care about those other nice people who aren't half Chinese.

I just got really annoyed.  I was thinking about how History was wasted in school all my life.  Then, I got the message Ellen DeGeneres was more important than me because she was famous a long time ago, before I could be.  I will not accept it.  I will not accept that that remark means truth.  STOP.

Worried

People are letting me do what I want, but they might do something to me later.  They threatened me for a long time.  I didn't go to the grocery store, even, just wanted to stay home.

They are literally invading my privacy and controlling my environment.

Worried

I've been having a lot of problems since watching Ellen DeGeneres.

I was at home a week with burgers..

I took a walk and didn't go to the grocery store, then.

I thought I had a leftover hamburger and flavored rice.

Instead, I'm having more hot dogs.

Also, my dad got me more pizza and more subs.

I've been having beef.  And need vegetables.

History

We should learn about the history of ancient Europe.

History

So, they should make us read stuff we'll remember in junior high and high school.  That's 7 years..  You notice key points, facts like starting with who, when, and what.  I guess you could get them in a handout outlined.  I've never read much of history nor never seemed to get what I did in English.  I really don't know about memorizing words, at all.

Young People

So, do you like people who were young in the 60s, 70s, and 80s?

Problem

So, I'm trying to get back at people.

Problem

WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM?  THIS IS NOT MY DAD'S RESPONSIBILITY ALONE.

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WHY AM I SO OLD NOW?

Problem

WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU PEOPLE SINCE JOHNNY DEPP?

Problem

So, if my kids wouldn't matter does that mean I don't matter?  I guess no one cares what my kids do but what they are.

Problem

I guess people don't care about certain parts of the body and the fact that people have kids.

Problem

I guess Ellen DeGeneres's minions or her honest feelings are that certain people shouldn't have kids.  Look, I posted online about Johnny Depp, and people acted like something was wrong.

Hurt

What if we removed everyone's female parts so it wouldn't hurt, anymore?

Meds

I went to a Chinese doctor, and he relayed the message that you aren't to take meds becaue they are bad for you.

I had a Chinese doctor who died who took me off psychiatric pills.

Old People

WHO CARES ABOUT ALL YOU OLD PEOPLE?

So Excited

Ooh, wow, I bet all you tweens are so excited one day you could have a little baby girl or boy.

Excited Baby

I wonder if Nell Burton is excited that when she is a lady she'll have a baby.

IMDb

I answered some IMDb posts.

link

Philly Pop

Cherry Melon

I'm waiting for it to thaw out.

Showered

I just took a nice shower and bath.  I need facial cleanser and body lotion and maybe body gel of some sort.. among other necessities.

Lunch

2 Hot Dogs on Wheat Buns
Round Carrots & Dill Dip
Water

Weird

I just felt like the Dutch girl I follow.

Pretty Big

I used to be 156, and now I'm 161.  I should be weighing less, but I'm getting taller.  Most people hope to be 5'5" or 5'6".

Weird Fascinations

People in Florida like to examine the dimensions of their faults.

nu FB cover

FB

Generations

What do you think about younger people with older parents, like looking like their parents, like more under the bone?

Figment

Isn't it interesting @ Epcot, they list Figment twice but under something else?

link

New Ride!

PotC@MGM

link
link

Disney Ride

They list Ellen's Energy Adventure and Universe of Energy twice.  The 1st one is nearer to the top, and the 2nd one is last.

Reminiscent

The Astro Orbiter picture reminds me of Logan's Run.  There's a journal online that's been up since like 1997 or 1998, 1999.  Other things have happened.  They have I think a brunette man and an Australian.

I wonder if I have other things to do.  What happens when you become an actor?  Is it just talking about being popular?

Like, I guess I'm into certain things, certain things more than others, like I was into arts and education obviously.  I also like Tim Burton and Ellen DeGeneres and Jimmy Fallon.  I got the idea from someone or somehow that you could have shows like that and have people at booths and test their like personal worth in an upscale fashion.

I wonder if Logan's Run will come out in movie theaters.  Tim Burton is like the most popular person and so is Johnny Depp.  I'm not sure at my age who's like that.

HEAR YE HEAR YE

THE DISNEY MAIN STREET ELECTRICAL [LIGHT] PARADE is back

link

Heritage

So, everyone from certain areas of the countries have certain kinds of personalities and dispositions, but then you realize oh that's not really how it is.  That's very interesting.

College Majors

I can't figure out for the life of me why one friend with older parents majored in English and why the other flubbed in psychology.

Tired

If I was alone, I'd take a shower, but I wanna lie down.

I also have some shopping to do.

What I Wish I Did

I can't figure out if I should stay at the Catholic school, but supposedly I should.  They never had us read in history, though I heard that was common.  Thing is English was good, Literature was okay, Math was kinda on and on, maybe a good opportunity.  I was 4th in the state for Geometry, and most people were a grade older.  I had some serious problems following instructions in math, though, and like I learned it ahead.  I was in honors that year.  Well, that school was an interesting feel, but I wish I moved to the private school.  It's just I think they didn't teach science ahead, but I didn't know.

I just found to get into higher universities, you take more competitive courses, like Advanced Math.

I was hoping I'd go to school where I used to live, but my dad didn't get a job there.  I see now they even have AP 3D art and Animation Tech.

I remember a few kids from the hard school.  They seemed burned out.  So did the ones from the other junior high.  I don't know who made it into prestigious schools, otherwise.  I know I did well in my class and improved most intellectually in high school.

Year 1
1 English I G
2 Geometry G
3 Physical Science H
4 Freshman Orientation | Civics
5 Talented Theater
6 Talented Music - Singing
7 Talented Art

Year 2
1 English II G
2 Algebra II G
3 Biology I H
4 World History (H?)
5 Talented Theater
6 Talented Music - Singing
7 Talented Art

Year 3
1 English III APG
2 Biology II H
3 American History H
4 PE I
5 Talented Theater
6 Talented Music - Singing
7 Talented Art

Year 4
1 English IV APG
2 PE II | Health
3 Free Enterprise |
4 Talented Theater
5 Talented Music - Singing
6 Talented Art
7

College - Loyola University New Orleans - Vocal Music Education & Honors (Which is Much Much Easier Than Regular)

Graduate and work for Disney Junior at Burbank.

Dream

I cheered for Johnny because I thought oh this is good so we feel a little and then get some action.  He seemed downtrodden.

No!

I'm bloating from my female thing.

Getting Mad?

Do you think other people get hurt when you get mad?

Food

This week, I had fast food like 5 times.  I had dessert 4 of those times.  p=  Well, I always do.  Once, I was just having a salad and lemonade.  =|

Feeling Dirty

I just brushed my hair and felt like coughed up blood.

I realized how nasty I was and under the influence.  Maybe, I'm nothing.  I just worry about the people I meet.  I mean, they'll do something suggestive for a petty reason.  I'll get hurt seriously more, in a way, and then all of a sudden I lose it with people and it turns into something but reconcile at the way end.

My Blog

Is my blog interesting?

Or are you just interested in how I'm treated?  Well, I'm getting better, so soon my life should be something else.  :]

Breakfast

and OJ

Breakfast

I had grits and maple bacon and am having frozen mint pie.

Problem

Making sure I get an influx of bad messages and can't relay them down.

Problem

THE BEGINNING OF MY 1ST MESSAGE IS GONE.  Guess it doesn't matter.  I was saying people who talk to me have a problem.

Problem

to me, they have a problem.  Things come up, and I just got another message, like it didn't matter and then that it did matter, and I'm not free to ignore it and reject it.

Oh, why do we have so many problems since Johnny Depp became famous?  Everyone is so excited and antsy.  The world has gone to nothing.

I just wonder what went wrong at school, even before.  My whole life has been messed up, though.  So, I don't really regret it.

Dream

I was recording the part with Ellen DeGeneres and Johnny Depp.

Dream

In my dream before, there was a class and there were several white blondes with shaved heads and I know a brunette with bangs.  It was a big class with people around the edge of a room in an L.  Ellen DeGeneres was there somewhere in the back and excited.

Dream

So, a bunch of stuff happened.  I was watching TV.  I wanted to record it with my cell I dropped.  There were little hot dog like wolf cubs and one straggly on on the floor.  My grandma was with me.  Then, Johnny Depp was alone at a big bar table that was white and low.  I said, "Johnny!"  It was like he was being sentenced to death because I mean he didn't speak to me.  Then, we were waiting for Ellen DeGeneres to come on.  She did and made a big entrance, seemed like in the commercial I saw where she has really round eyes.  She kept acting, like harassing him, kinda excited.  I realized she was dressed like a man.  Then, she started to look like one, kinda fat with a big warbly face.  She was mad.  Then, I was like in a cafeteria.  She came out and said something.  Johnny Depp brought up that she wouldn't have any kids that were good because she did that and the ideas was tossed up.  She said something about not taking piano if you watch her.

Dream

I don't remember all of it, but I was in an open room with some people in it and was talking to Johnny Depp a long time and it felt good.

Later, I was like at school and it was the same people.  There was a part where my mom had a pet mouse.  Something was wrong with it.  Anyway, it had a thing where it could clasp with its mouth onto a thing at the top.  Supposedly it was my punishment, and I was punished for 10 more minutes for remarking on it.  It got fat and weighted down and was like falling on me.  My mom gave me a mushy oatmeal cookie that had more seeds in the middle.

The highlight was when I talked to Johnny Depp.  I asked why no one as on the other side of the couch.

I know there were more things, I think, before, I don't remember.

Question

I watched "Dallas Cowboys Texas Cheerleaders," and they weren't very tough.  Maybe, it's their food!  I remember going to the hotel during the hurricane, and it was pretty upscale.  I'm guessing you all inherently knew the secret.  If you're from the New Orleans area, you'd think it's too hard to handle physically but wouldn't feel like up north.  Like, you'd supposedly be an extension, like Mississippi and be like really thick and loaded, instead, even though in the New Orleans area I think you're pretty much from the middle of the country.  I noticed people there are a bit thin skinned and yellow, in a way, too, though.  Well, I saw some pictures of adults from before, and they seem really nice.  The kids are pretty "caring."  They're pretty trashy.  They're a little perverted.  Like, they wear ribbons and don't like cool stuff.  Like, I found it insulting.  ;p

Problem

So, am I in trouble for complaining for being in a lot of pain from being fat and not being as tall when we moved and me feeling so embarrassed, racially?  I think I was whining, at 1st, when we moved, for awhile, but I don't think I came out as nasty as I became.  Then, I talked to my dad about making friends for like an hour or so at night.

Bed

Well, back to bed.  Hey, I showered, why do I feel kinda metally?  I'm also getting hungry for breakfast.  I have to cook grits and heat up bacon.

A Good Girl

Supposedly, I am good because I am Chinese.  I guess my dad tries to be good, but I don't really want to be stimulated in weird ways and am not now, though it could happen, not that I'd want someone to hurt me.

Dream

I think Ellen DeGeneres was happy I thought I was a combination of 2 things I don't like.

Feeling Kinda Tested

So, I feel better after pooing.

So, I see I said something about Ellen DeGeneres kinda without explaining.  I guess it would hit.  Like, supposedly, she's not attractive to be smart.

Dream

I was scrambling with a friend to concoct a birthday card for a 2nd person a teacher.  I was outside in a grayish bluish silvery carlot.   I went over under a store, and an actor was there and he picked up a little girl.  I went back when it started to rain, and I said ow when my bottom of my leg hurt.  He put his hand on my back and it felt good.  Then, a 2nd person I sorta concocted coming over to me.  I was looking at a box with her that vibrated like it was music.  It felt good, she put her hand around my waist and put mine around hers and fell asleep, and then her body puffed up like a rock.  Then she picked me up, and I felt it lightly and didn't like see much.  I was thinking in this situation someone would, maybe an idea from her, put her hand under my crotch, like I was waiting for it..  She held me awhile, I did feel something, felt good.  She did when I waited and maybe tried to put my hand there or something and then I felt it, kinda lightly, probably just stimulated myself and she carried me back like under an umbrella.  I think there was another poit I was at a water fountain and I had been doing something, getting soap from people's heads.  I was washing my hands.  So, I was looking forward to giving this certain person a birthday card.  So, the 2nd person was pretty stimulating to 1st see especially.

So, the 1st actor was that small guy from Cowboys & Aliens.  The lady I made the card to was a lady on my Facebook.  The lady who picked me up and who was scary at 1st was supposed to be like Ellen DeGeneres, though it didn't feel like she was picking me up.  The actor who came by me was that comedian from The Santa Claus.  I guess I was anticipating being cuddled.  I think I had my back rubbed.  It was really interesting walking over with the lady and thinking she was scary like Ellen DeGeneres.  It kinda was a bit shocking, the vibrating box and all, like a thick wooden square music box.  It was funny, I put my arm around her and like totally went out, whoever this person was.  Kinda a misty person.  I wasn't thinking it was her, then.  It was funny I was rather big.  Supposedly, I was being carried for being tired, then.  Like she wouldn't put me down.  I was thinking a lady, whoever she was, was tired.  I guess I just didn't want her to put me down because I felt like scared or agitated.  It felt kinda like a cozy connection but I didn't feel much.  I think I was mostly agitated by my world.  I think I more wanted to cuddle, like I wasn't ready for this.

Problem

You're jumping to conclusions that I like had the wrong relationship with my mom.  WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU?

Pretty Tired

I'm like warbling.  My eyes like disappeared.

Oh no, I was upset last night, so sorry!  It's my blog, though, and I was being brutally attacked.  You're supposed to get it out, though, aren't you?  I wasn't really trying to be seriously mean, you know?

And what about the mom and dad thing?  I like my dad's race and like my mom's seeming whole|cleanliness, like a bonus, and plus I'm a girl.  :|  I've always sorta been granted traits from my mom, and I don't want to look like an older man, like in every way, though it's fun to in some ways.

xp

Well, I hope everything is going well with you.

My head feels sorta knocked out.

Back to Bed

3)

Problem

Okay, I think I'm being attacked, again.  I'm getting picked on for supposedly siding with one parent and for what I did most of my life.  Look, it's my blog.  Leave me alone.  You wanna talk about something, look for a breaking point when I end up saying a "word" you don't like?  Some Italian fetish?

Also, I'm not Johnny Depp, part African American and obsessed with the early 1950s.