Tuesday, August 23, 2016
Bad Kids
I can tell everyone wants to get in trouble cuz they encourage and bully me into insane thoughts.
Racial Complaints
Do people ever complain about things to another race that isn't really that much of an issue?
Problem
Ellen DeGeneres is making sure I don't meet anyone I like I would have met otherwise, like on caliber of herself or "Johnny Depp" so they say.
I cursed on my blog about hurtful, illegal noises in my room she put there.
I may contact the police. I think she's intimidating people who like me.
They also really are trying to inappropriately stimulate the people I like a lot who I look up to. I also saw my dad did something like that.
I just wanted to go on and not say anything. I know what floats people's boats. They think if I curse by accident in my head that I should lose a relationship, or get upset in public because of mean people or hit my sofa when mad etc.
There must be more to say on life's problems, but at least here's a starting point making a space on my BlogSpot.
Maybe, they think relationships aren't important, like long-term ones that happen. They're just digging the hole deeper. I don't mind if someone doesn't actually like me, but I won't let anyone get in the way if someone accepts me that I like if possible.
I think they're creating more problems for me as I speak.
I cursed on my blog about hurtful, illegal noises in my room she put there.
I may contact the police. I think she's intimidating people who like me.
They also really are trying to inappropriately stimulate the people I like a lot who I look up to. I also saw my dad did something like that.
I just wanted to go on and not say anything. I know what floats people's boats. They think if I curse by accident in my head that I should lose a relationship, or get upset in public because of mean people or hit my sofa when mad etc.
There must be more to say on life's problems, but at least here's a starting point making a space on my BlogSpot.
Maybe, they think relationships aren't important, like long-term ones that happen. They're just digging the hole deeper. I don't mind if someone doesn't actually like me, but I won't let anyone get in the way if someone accepts me that I like if possible.
I think they're creating more problems for me as I speak.
Asians and Blacks
People should explain why they despise Asians and blacks.
I know the Middle East may be out of Africa sooner than Europeans or that Europeans come from the Middle East, and I've heard different stories.
The mystery will only come from cultures like East Asia. In the end, you'll find it's something they're still working on and something you don't have neither.
Egypt, Arabia, Iraq.. those are not East Asia. Even India.
I know the Middle East may be out of Africa sooner than Europeans or that Europeans come from the Middle East, and I've heard different stories.
The mystery will only come from cultures like East Asia. In the end, you'll find it's something they're still working on and something you don't have neither.
Egypt, Arabia, Iraq.. those are not East Asia. Even India.
Monday, August 22, 2016
Unacceptable!
If you think you can tell I don't accept something, duh, see if you would accept it yourself.
Subdued Negative Judgment
I feel like people think I am trash and I'm automatically out in their subconscious because I didn't start violin early enough.
That they focused on one thing comfortably makes them feel elevated personality-wise over others.
That doesn't sound very American.
Think of how much it crushes me. It's like a poor black boy in Africa growing up wanting to win a beauty pageant.
I did wanna play flute. I can feel some faint memory of interest in violin stifled and never seeing it performed especially interestingly.
I wanted to sing 1st, so I moved on there. I did know what a piano was, too.
That they focused on one thing comfortably makes them feel elevated personality-wise over others.
That doesn't sound very American.
Think of how much it crushes me. It's like a poor black boy in Africa growing up wanting to win a beauty pageant.
I did wanna play flute. I can feel some faint memory of interest in violin stifled and never seeing it performed especially interestingly.
I wanted to sing 1st, so I moved on there. I did know what a piano was, too.
A Man with a Plan
I plan to play violin in the Rollins String Orchestra and take lessons there from a teacher who usually teaches little kids, like a prep program.
I hope to get into Rollins next year. I had the 2nd highest scholarship at Loyola. I hope I can get a transfer scholarship, on top of financial aid and loans.
I am partially excited and chose Rollins because it has a nice program in German.
Part of the reason I am in orchestra so soon, having asked and found out about this, and want to take German is so I can learn with other people guiding me so I don't slack off.
Rollins offers a BA in Music. I did want a BM, but I'm not really a virtuoso anyway and have not had much violin yet. I do think I progressed quickly. I do have problems, like hitting other strings and getting tired of finding the notes from physical fatigue. Also, UCF does not have German. I think Rollins has a good foreign language department.
Also, I am reading a Music Theory AP book and a Music History book with pictures and 2 big pages for each period or event in music.
I need to be concerned about General Studies.
I eventually would like also an MM and DMA in Violin Performance.
It is depressing I am starting this at 30, but imagine if this never happened in my life.
1st Song:
4:40
I hope to get into Rollins next year. I had the 2nd highest scholarship at Loyola. I hope I can get a transfer scholarship, on top of financial aid and loans.
I am partially excited and chose Rollins because it has a nice program in German.
Part of the reason I am in orchestra so soon, having asked and found out about this, and want to take German is so I can learn with other people guiding me so I don't slack off.
Rollins offers a BA in Music. I did want a BM, but I'm not really a virtuoso anyway and have not had much violin yet. I do think I progressed quickly. I do have problems, like hitting other strings and getting tired of finding the notes from physical fatigue. Also, UCF does not have German. I think Rollins has a good foreign language department.
Also, I am reading a Music Theory AP book and a Music History book with pictures and 2 big pages for each period or event in music.
I need to be concerned about General Studies.
I eventually would like also an MM and DMA in Violin Performance.
It is depressing I am starting this at 30, but imagine if this never happened in my life.
1st Song:
4:40
Helpful Means in My Life
I can attend mass any day of the week, 7 AM every day!
It's so nice to be led by a holy man and be among other people with a similar experience.
It's so nice to be led by a holy man and be among other people with a similar experience.
A Mad Pursuit
Do you know anyone so mad that if you justified yourself from them they'd come and attack you?
Parental Relations
Some mothers lust over their children because they love their husband and find him alluring.
Some mothers treat their children like DNA garbage, even if they are..more attractive!
Some mothers treat their children like DNA garbage, even if they are..more attractive!
Aliya Mustafina - Rio Russia 3rd - Gymnastics
Her dad was a gymnast and a Tatar (European/Asian people.)
She did gymnastics in the Olympics last time and was also 3rd then.
She got a 15.9/16 on this event.
She did gymnastics in the Olympics last time and was also 3rd then.
She got a 15.9/16 on this event.
Sunday, August 21, 2016
Can you believe it?
People say when my dad lets me explore the word, just for me cuza mixed race I have to just talk to him.
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