A Feelings Person

I actually like feelings a lot, but I was deprived while watching The Ellen DeGeneres Show too much.

The Way of No Warning

Do you know people who get mad at you without warning at things that don't make sense?  They claim to be friendly, but you know better.

Running Away From Problems

Did you notice people run away from helping those in need in the least of God's people?

Being Cute

So, what's not precious about me being born after Ellen and being able to do the cool things she does or did?  What about the younger kids?

The Stuff

My oldest aunt seems to have the stuff because she puts effort into what she does, but everyone falls for the blonde.

Autistic Asian

I may be part Asian, but I am not autistic.

Does that mean other people who hate me must or might obviously be Autistic as a probability?

Maybe, I'm just artistic.

Autism as a Saving Grace

They label kids autistic so they don't get on pills.  That way, they have roped off the problem by recognizing early on that there is one, so it doesn't grow.

Bad Kids

I can tell everyone wants to get in trouble cuz they encourage and bully me into insane thoughts.

Asians and Blacks

People should explain why they despise Asians and blacks.

I know the Middle East may be out of Africa sooner than Europeans or that Europeans come from the Middle East, and I've heard different stories.

The mystery will only come from cultures like East Asia.  In the end, you'll find it's something they're still working on and something you don't have neither.

Egypt, Arabia, Iraq.. those are not East Asia.  Even India.

What People Think of My Race

People think I'm trash but not Asian because I act European.

Subdued Negative Judgment

I feel like people think I am trash and I'm automatically out in their subconscious because I didn't start violin early enough.

That they focused on one thing comfortably makes them feel elevated personality-wise over others.

That doesn't sound very American.

Think of how much it crushes me.  It's like a poor black boy in Africa growing up wanting to win a beauty pageant.

I did wanna play flute.  I can feel some faint memory of interest in violin stifled and never seeing it performed especially interestingly.

I wanted to sing 1st, so I moved on there.  I did know what a piano was, too.

Parental Relations

Some mothers lust over their children because they love their husband and find him alluring.

Some mothers treat their children like DNA garbage, even if they are..more attractive!