Wednesday, March 13, 2013

Not Cold

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What I Did 4

"What" did Ginny do for me?

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Old Stereotype

I found I may be old. I don't have a stereotype. I am gonna cut my hair in layers and straighten it with serum. No bangs. Well, yea.. to the side. Not dying it brown.

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Problem

All my relationships are ruined.

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Problem

I got more annoying message.. Please stop annoying me for my health.

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Problem

Now, I can't see a picture of Lily Rose M..bc.. ? WHAT

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Something Weird

I don't have to tell you this, but actually 1 more person liked Ginny's status.



It just seems like no experience is okay.



Also, you shouldn't worry so much. Why do you?

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E-Mail

I e-mailed that girl back.

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Problem

My next therapist appt. Is in 3 weeks, and I don't actually know why but don't care about my dad's feelings. I will not stop all life and exploration bc of Tim Burton. Also, I am cold. Can't type.

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Unfinished Post

My parents are jealous of me and made my brother a nigger, my opposite. He has 0 European traits, didn't do rt

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E-Mail

OK, I am pretty sure I will see you there.. something was bothering me.. I think it was that I couldn't find my nail polish, found I did have a therapist appt. today, went to bed crying bc of Ginny but about something else, and haven't like seen if I need to repack anything, guess just my clothes.  3I  Oh yea, and I don't think I have a ride reserved for tomorrow so will depend on the bus system, which doesn't tell you when to let off.  So, you know, I just am frustrated.  I sent my dad a message to reserve a ride, but like some other things recently he just stopped and though funny still bugs me.  I guess my mom didn't check her e-mail, didn't send me a message back.  I mean, she doesn't usually, don't even know when she checks her text messages.  I mean, I just come at like 7-8, do weight training, eat lunch, jog, shower and sing in there, then I get out and do makeup, have to wear contacts to read and see faces far away, and I guess now will not be straightening my hair since it made it frizzy.  I would consider straightening it with formula, but I do believe it is permanent.  I might do it, anyway.  I don't believe when it is long that it is ever naturally straight.  I don't even know if it's thick or thin.  I need my dad to cut it, too.  It's okay curly, but I think I am going to buy straightening serum, again.  *>:) devil  Then, I might cut it moderately short with the layers..  I was gonna angle it but guess not.  Not so bad, I can grow it out, but I'd have to wait to get it back curly so am worried @ that because when I dyed it it didn't look good, I mean my black hair didn't dye well, don't even know what color to dye it..  I don't want medium brown hair..  Hm, maybe I'll get it done this weekend.  OK, so see you tomorrow..

Problem

I'm missing both my new glitter nail polish covers.

Also, I'm getting bugged again.. like I found my mouse pointer hovering over something.

I found I have my therapist appointment and haven't packed .. have to see if I have better pants for tomorrow.  Didn't practice, want to jog tomorrow.  Cooking a big, thick hunk of beef and lots of turnip greens..didn't really want turnip greens.

Problem

I asked my dad to reserve me a ride at work, like usual, and he forwarded it to my mom, but I don't think she got it.  I think it's too late.  That means I have to get on the bus, pretty sure it works..they said it doesn't work at 6 A.M..  I bet some people think it's funny.  So, what, if I said that?  Stop showing off.

The teacher said she wouldn't be here Thursday, seemed like it'd be the next Thursday, but it is next Thursday.  You know, they don't tell you where they are on the bus.  Hey, my writing just almost got erased.  I remember where I get dropped off..

Good Night

Guess I have to fall asleep, soon.

Update

2 New Text Boxes

Told Someone Something

I never really did this all these years, but I said I quit ballet and slept, went online, and didn't go back because this boy, from England, wouldn't talk to me much anymore, got sorta in a brawl but not me like being literally attacked.

It was a girl before weight training, walking on the track, said she was from NY, didn't tell her where I was from, Puerto Rican dad, I think, I told her she had such light hair so asked, was like blonde and faded.. seems familiar.  Does that mean I got those genes from my dad?  Er, I've lived in the South a long time.

New Facebook Friend

Facebook

She's the girl I talked to after class, the other partner I acted with, a ½ Puerto Rican maternally and then part black part mostly Italian I got, just realized it might be more, had to ask what kind of Caucasian .. and she wanted to go by ethnicity as I emitted excursions of my own "race.."  I know she does voices and can document more via Facebook had I the time.. see I am just enjoying myself for 8 years in a way, and I have to clean my room-  Also, I mean, like eat and stuff.  I mean, I just don't do that stuff, now..  I don't know, maybe I shouldn't go anywhere, but I can't stand just seeing my dad and mom.. 

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