Friday, September 4, 2015

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It's been too long since Charlie and the Chocolate Factory (2005.)

Thursday, September 3, 2015

I had to stop singing.

I was getting slo-ppy.

Help?

I'm having a hard time falling into sleep.

Old Saying

"I'll __________ if it's the last thing I do."

or

"I'll get you for this, if it's the last thing I do!"

Record Deal

I didn't get a response, yet.

I wanna make a Charlie and the Chocolate Factory..

..getting dancers and singers to do the Oompa Loompas!

So, you have to be a good singer or dancer and you can then learn to sing and dance on the show!

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I used to be like that. I sorta opened up and broke down when I was called to the counselor for seeming withdrawn, probably for losing my 4.0 being calculated at that time. It was American History AP/G. I never had a lecture class like that with such hard reading..

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Yea, I want to be famous and feed the poor.

...

It would be prestigious to take people from poor countries and put them on TV. People are more concerned with what they can do in private and no one else makes it on TV nor online somehow.

1 Thing I Like @ the IMDb Message Boards

I can connect about Tim Burton and Johnny Depp.. Charlie and the Chocolate Factory and Pirates of the Caribbean, which people like for it's old-fashioned nostalgic quality.

Trying to Sleep, Favorite Movie

big day

Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory (1971)

The beginning shows the nostalgic machinery making chocolates!  I never realized how long the beginning credits were.

I see I've done "what" kids then did being strong in personality and stance.

America's Got Talent Auditions

starts February

•O Waly Waly (The Water Is Wide / There Is a Ship)
•Memory - from Cats
•Matchmaker - from Fiddler on the Roof

Question

How can you tell I am Asian?  Most people think something else.

So what?

I didn't look Asian.  Doesn't hurt to tell that I am, tho.

The World Gone Wrong

People are going on and on about how bad I am not to take voice lessons, like it was all my fault.

You should be reprimanding the way the world does not give you what you are expected to deal with.

Story

There was a girl named Crystal who was 20 years old.  She had gold hair and aqua eyes.  Her skin was most fair..

She loved wearing her lovely dresses with petticoats and panties.

She had a room combined with another girl.  There was a ramp up to her area.  A little girl named Chloe lived under with a sweet little gray cat.  Crystal had a filtered tank with a fish where she could look out and see outside.  Chloe was 10 years old.

There was another girl named Avery who was 5 years old.  She lived with her mother, Ruby, who was 35.  They lived in pink, rose, and red colored room.

There were a lotta older women who were witches but dressed like Classical age women.  They would gather downstairs every night to have a party.  There was a piano.

There were males in the world, too.

One day, they were all to travel to a carnival.  They went on a caravan.  They all slept with fires lit around them to ward off wild animals.  A little girl named Tess who was 4 looked out and saw the animal with red eyes and dark hair.  Crystal comforted her.

Finally, they arrived at the planned destination.  A little girl named Happy age 3 said, "Wow, this is fun!"  She jumped up and down.  Her light gold hair was bouncing and greenish eyes twinkling brightly.  Crystal tended to her.

Crystal went with Chloe and Happy on the Tunnel of Love!  It was spectacularly designed.

Crystal went with some friends on the ferriswheel, which she used not to be afraid of at all, but people were so jittery.  At least, it was enclosed.  She was so glad to get off.

They returned home.

One day, Crystal went outside in a fair green dress.  Yellow was her favorite, tho.  She sat on the bank as the day arrayed by, the younger girls hanging out.

Later, she changed into a dark indigo dress as they waited on the bay.  Everyone was there waiting to go on a boat.  Crystal gave Happy a hug and talked to her.

Ruby put her arm around Happy's shoulder and told her to be a good girl.

Crystal finally spotted the boat in the distance.

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Did anyone notice the dynamics of posters here?

Some slap the other's cheek when appropriate. Others seem to go underground. (Maybe, there's some "secret society" here, and we don't know it. A little cave with lights.) 

Costume

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"This Is Halloween, This Is Halloween"

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I'm good, but thanks to Tim Burton and Johnny Depp..

..I feel upset around people I know or live with

They all follow Tim Burton and Johnny Depp to live a little and be mean to me.  They have these crazed concepts on how to be mean to me and would flip and say they had a reason.

If you were against certain births..

..don't punish the innocent person being born.  At least, direct your anger at the people who did it, instead, and not be completely stupid.

Problem

People are getting at me for what I do when I go in private and am able to rest.  They don't want me to rest.

Good Looking Asian

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Problem

I see people at their wit's end trying to make it seem like I said something bad.

No Incidents

I'm not doing anything bad in a landmark manner now, according to anyone's standards, but they keep bothering me and not bothering others.  You can't take away my title of perfection for misunderstandings.  "How cheap!"

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Do you feel like you're walking on eggshells on IMDb?

I was haunted by unfair admins at 1st.

I wasn't really bad.

Socially, this also applies. You all are asleep waiting for the next day. That's called "procrastination." 

Obsessed

Some people are a little obsessed over the whole generation and age thing.

"I wish, I wish, I wish in vein.."

I wish people would stop just obsessing over me, but I would like to click when I'm there with another person.

Why

Because it's "spoiling me."

Not Taken Aback

People banned together so they don't feel aback by me when they are mean to me.

Aha!

Latinos love the US!

Sick

A teacher influenced the experiment to make my fingernails different and those of people born around 1997-1998 ideal.  What a baby.

Anger Management

How do you manage to get your way?  It seems like people take care of your real anger issues for you.

A Good Person

I was already a good person.  You don't just "go bad" and not good.

People find me very bad, these days, being *beep* making excuses.  It's when I feel sad that someone is mean to me that they say I have an attitude and am bad a lot!

How You Can Tell If Someone Is Neat

Teenagers these days, they have a certain look about them.

They have their hair pulled back neatly.

They have nice makeup on, maybe more defined from a distance.

Their clothes are nice and worn neatly.

Teenagers Being Positive

Teenagers today think it's all about being positive and never having a variety of moods.  However, they have the most negative, annoying air about them.

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Re: I have a question for Britishers on this board?

For instance, the Dutch took over Indonesia, and it was a benefit for the Chinese-Indonesians, who were 2nd class, and the natives were 3rd class. The natives are ancient immigrants from Taiwan. The Chinese-Indonesians I read on Wikipedia are some considered more Dutch than the Dutch. I hope you know what that means, the way Dutch people act and their "air." It's true, other Europeans find it unfair that the Chinese got it and they didn't, but you'd look at how silly that sounds.. anyway I might be all Chinese, but my blood is mostly considered "Southeast Asian."

💮

As an added bonus, culturally, they only speak Indonesian. So, they aren't stuck feeling Asian all the time, which is a neglected race.. 

Why does that war picture..

..look like Alice in Wonderland (2010?)  (It's a movie by Tim Burton.)

If I had to chose..

Finland or Russia, I'd chose Finland.

I don't even know if Norway is necessarily above and beyond.

Is Finland the best??  Is it really above in ranks?  What could be better?  Sweden is highly connected and also good.  The kids I've seen are weird, tho.

More War

It looks like a life's privilege to be in the heydey of history, too bad they were murdered, even people from where I'm related like Poland, Austria, Asia?


It's like wanting to see what it's like in Jail cuz it serves free food and is all organized.

I wanted to check myself back in to a mental hospital, but for some reason not the best idea.
Audrey Hepburn
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Anne Frank + Little Sister
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Nostalgic

This looks mightly nostalgic, from an IMDb Message Boards Quiz.

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Poll: WWII War Heroes


  1. Vote!

    Alec Guinness and Sessue Hayakawa in The Bridge on the River Kwai (1957)

    Colonel Nicholson (left) from The Bridge on the River Kwai (1957)

Makeover

Everyone should feel comfortable making over themselves without feeling threatened about feeling their best with others.

Honing in on Annoying Just Me?

I notice other people going off happy about their lives thinking they deserve it.

If you're wondering, I'm watching  TV.

Nice Gifts

I'm incredibly happy of having about $150 of stuff in the mail coming, but I wish I could get something that's not about whipping me into shape physically.  That's $150 that indicates I have bad news.

I can't believe I'm going for like a month without a vitamin extracting blender.

Wednesday, September 2, 2015

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Re: Why do people keep saying 'Asians are obsessed with light skin'.

Because they make it a point to sacrifice anything to be fair. 

I found a place..

..where you pay $5 to submit a song to test out to get a record deal.  $20 for critique.
SoundCloud

Slid In

I got the 21 Day Fix by Beach Body.

I also have Body Beast, which isn't as well-rounded with cardio.  It does pump you up..

I also have Try Food Lovers and ordered a Nutri Ninja.

3 of these things I am paying for in 3-6 months.


21 Day Fix has little containers that show how much veggies to eat included even!

It has 6 well-rounded 30 minute workouts.

Comparison

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Someday..

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Hot

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Tuesday, September 1, 2015

New Audio of Me Singing

Daniella Mass

I submitted myself to like

a dozen music agents

Whoops already said that.

The French

People with French last names are very gifted and talented.  :)

411

Because I did something Ellen doesn't like, I find her buzzing in my ear whining.  (I'm didn't say I was trying to be nasty in saying this! for overly sensitive readers.)

Like, I'll enjoy something to do with popularity, and I heard her whine in my ear, like, like she can say "I can't have it."

L.A./"California"

People tend to jump to conclusions imagining they're not in Kansas anymore.

Monday, August 31, 2015

Messed Up

Dr. Phil thinks feeling warm fuzzies is weakness and slated it on representation of the US.

Issue

Should I be considered on Ellen's side?  She seems to be into making people feel bad for things they did that they didn't know were so bad or just like that with me to find something to get mad about.  Why dig into someone's past as a kid, when what they did wasn't flat out wrong supposedly?  You can tell if a person is good or bad.  People expect too much of us, we're bound to mess up.  They frame you to have these things happen.. not sure how to fix it when under this influence.  If you were bad as a kid, tho, other kids will be mad.  Don't expect it to be cool with them to be treated that way still, too.

Issue

I can't see Ellen doing this to anyone else.

Problem

Why did Ellen think I would do everything Bella Thorne wants if she's wrong?

cont.

She found great fault in me.  I did things that weren't really bad, and she got really mad.

Record Deal

I just e-mailed like a dozen people in Orlando that O Waly Waly from yesterday.

Edged on in This..

Ellen hates me so much.

My dad made me a schizophrenic by accident.

He wouldn't let me have a personality where sometimes it's playing like it's bad, like sticking out my tongue at the camera, tho I do everything I'm supposed to.

Easy Street

"I'm not stupid," but I see Ellen is giving the loveable yet in a way seen as cantankerous Bella Thorne an easy time, "race, not a problem, I know she's white."  I just found it interesting.  Um, it seems like a big thing.

How would you feel if being mean to you were the thing that made this all possible?

I think Bella Thorne is an intelligent young woman.  I don't really like how things for her aren't what she would find generally ideal.  I'm not here to hog anything that seems like I'm better in a bad way from Ellen.  Ellen still seems to have feelings my way, then I'd have to admit.  It's not nil.

Ha ha, I guess this means I'm on top, compared to Ellen, don't have issues with racial diversity.  It's like she was when someone else was a little kid, having funny tantrums over race, so funny!  She is having a hard time accepting she was wrong.  She has black people on her show because black people watch, not cuz she likes them, tho I'm not saying she's KKK.

New Old Pictures of Me



What I Don't Need

to be made a paranoid schizophrenic

That's what my psych meds are for.

They are acting like I need to worry about some stuff too much.

To Be Quiet?

I don't know why you all are so picky about what I write.

I'd rather prepare for Ellen rather than not think about it.  She doesn't talk about how important it is we act but acts like she did, LOL.. acts like we should without telling us.  Tho, it's supposed to be hard, she hints with maybe no help in at least some cases.

Question

How would you like to be unaccepted by Ellen?  I'm just posing the question to prevent it from happening to others and because it's an interesting topic.

You shouldn't go out of your way to be disagreeable.  What's there to be disagreeable about?  Just acknowledge her and go.  Acknowledge her without acting like a smart aleck.  I'm just giving a general suggestion.

Twitter

I need to follow more famous people.

Helping Other People's Children

If I donated money to help children, would it still be tainted?

Younger Moms/Dads

What do you think of how minorities have younger parents?

Why?

Why wouldn't people accept me in Northern Europe?  Some game?  I'm not gonna dis Ellen, but I think that's why.  She probably told them to not.  They kinda invaded me and acted like in privacy all I did was cheap public basking.  I didn't make any advances.  What's there to say no to and unable me with while enabling others, in place tho?  That's pretty "twisted" and weird.

Pages: Me Online

Babbel

Issue

I'm not "bad" around Hollywood cuza Ellen.  *sneers*

This could cause problems.

People taking advantage of me.

Going on Twitter

watching famous people

is like wiping a sick person's butt in the hospital

you don't wanna look

IMDb - The Soapbox

Does anyone go on Twitter? All the celebs are there.

🐣 

Problem

I guess normal things make other people mad.

Why do people act like there's someone ugly behind what I write?

IMDb - The Soapbox

Re: If you were suddenly time traveled back to the year 2002?

I'd take the following classes at my public high school and graduate early:

1-English IV AP/G
2-American History H
3-Health/Free Enterprise
4-Extra: Talented Theater
5-
6-
7-
Activities- Ballet, Singing

College- Loyola University New Orleans - Singing + Ballet 

I was gonna go with okay..

..so Bella is in my life, but I know it's to be mean to me.

Testing Me

My dad is testing me trying to say I do not work to amount to anything..

Sneering at Me Constantly!

Bella is always sneering at me freely about if I get to do or do something cool.  How childish.

Why

No one else does that.

Problem

So, Northern Europe accepts Bella Thorne just to hurt me and not accept me because Ellen has issues.  She is not mean and unfair to Bella Thorne.  How can this be?  I'm already on an international dating site.  What made me really "lose out" in life??

Problem

Why are you here bothering me all the time!  You're taking all the things I live for!!

New Message

Bella Thorne is accepted and not me?  In Northern Europe?  That's not right.  I did the work and was interested.  You can't "feed" this to others.

"Attention-Getting"

Bella Thorne is turning into an "attention-getter," one of those people who invite themselves into getting attention when others aren't talking to them for some reason.  I don't care if that's what Ellen wants.  It's wrong.  That's Bella's excuse.  Ellen does it "secretly."

She can get attention, but she is like shoving people out of the way and making things linger on her.

I thought my life concerned myself, not just Bella Thorne.  "Is that so much to ask," tho??

I didn't say anything wrong, just factual things.  I guess I am wondering about the issue in general but more specifically why this is more and more for her.

I'm a good person.  It isn't really right to take from me in "sneaky" ways.

Identification as a White Person

No one has a right to identify me as not white.  Who did this??

cont.

"Sweden, Denmark, Norway and Finland"

I would like this.

(http://www.nofomaster.net)

But is it too late?

A Nordic Master of Folk Music

Misguided

I seem to have been given a life that was unaccepted.

Secretly Sneaky

I posted my photos without makeup thinking we could have fun but it seems to be the sissy excuse for me to be able to be misjudged in any facet of life without turning off.

Problem

I feel like everyone has been testing me and treating me inappropriately.

I don't see them having to do this.  I don't need to be put in place.

Issue

I can feel Ellen making fun of my singing having feeling.. and it's important.  Why should I listen to someone who does things like that to me??

I know I know

I know what Johnny Depp messed with about Florida.  He reveals the toilet.  (He doesn't let you think to settle and not look silly.)

Why..

..is Bella Thorne fighting me?  She is trying to k*** me.  Not totally unexpected.

Problem

Why do people say I suck so I get to do whatever I want to you?
International Cupid

Problem

I'm not here to fight about *beep*!