What do you have with certain kinds of people that it's "always" better "not to say anything?"
You see, I notice that people are all being mean to me. You act like I deserve it as a punishment. Wasn't that 1 of the worst things you could do to someone, give them a silent even "type" of treatment??
I am much nicer than most people, or if someone were .. but you are so so mean to me and no one else gets treated like this and you think their being bad is the punishment in and of itself! Well, being out of shape or ugly might be 1 thing.
Can I just give my opinion and testament of this experience? Something to talk @? I have other things to talk @. I just had it as an afterthought as I was going to post this. I also almost mentioned someone. Why does that annoy you? I know you don't think of all this weird "crap.."
Also, this is my favorite holiday, so if you think of me you'll remember it's my favorite possibly..
What do you think @ how specific this stuff is and how other people think it's wrong?
I do have something to contribute @ Ellen DeGeneres. She is acting like she is younger than me, like Karen Carpenter who is passed away. Like, it bites that I can't think of her as a parental aged figure at all times. I almost can sense her sneer. I shouldn't be thinking @ this. I should have my own Ellen DeGeneres to talk to or whoever. I didn't just go eat with my mom and brother because I really felt they were in a fighting mood holding a grudge against me. I came back and had to think of people I care being hurt. I saw a cute guy today, and he didn't wanna touch me. What makes him so special? He was that specific stereotype with light brown hair in a bowl cut swept away|back.. Kinda more reddish|rich-colored hair. I have same interests as him. What do you have to say @ that? What do you think @ sneers? Is that tabboo to you just @ Ellen? If so, she probably uses it to play with your mind. I just constantly feel an undertone of how Ellen is seen. What perplexes me is the fact that she would think I am in trouble so that she flips me off when I'm trying to live my life! Like, I mean my daily life. That level of comfort. It's hard to explain. She seems so deathly and ultimately hungry for power, like Maleficent or something. I know no one agrees with her but that her studio audience knows she caters to a certain kind of issue. What really made me mad was her acting like I can't think her age is a mom to me! She's not the baby when the 2 of us are in the sentence. It's not, I'm the mature baby and she's the kiddy teenager. She must be a mother figure. I mean, someone born in 1970 or something I'd marry. I don't force her to like be that way in my mind. I just mean she can't always be sneering at me like that, I mean I like it, too, but I'm saying what it's like. It's not so much that she's getting by as I think the audience finds this funny.
Tuesday, December 31, 2013
Problem
Thanks to Tim Burton, I can't seem to go anywhere in peace. Why can other people?
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You know what else is nice about a new blog?
I can start over my posting pattern.. How am I gonna accommodate for when I switch like which posts can have comments? Just make new tags? And will I ever get a new blog?? Maybe I can pay someone to make me a fancier 1.
Should she..
..have tried to sustain her life or focus on performance after performance of not eating enough nutrition? Karen Carpenter.
Also, why does she seem so over kids? She died to never meet that many. Will she be resurrected when the sophomores this year turn 16?? Do tell.
Also, why does she seem so over kids? She died to never meet that many. Will she be resurrected when the sophomores this year turn 16?? Do tell.
Singer
Do you think Karen Carpenter was not mature enough to get married? My dad is born in 1950 and didn't meet my mom as a Chinese pen pal until he was 32. Same thing, I'd wager. I was born when he was 35.
Also, think about the way she said "hanging around" in "Rainy Days and Mondays." She said "nothing to do" sarcastically like she knew she could die. If you heard her sing at Carnegie Hall, it sounds in the end like she wasn't gonna die, but she was just getting away with it.
Also, as to her having kids, she made it sound like everything would go to her future son or whatever she imagined it be like having a daughter. Like, she didn't care about other people if they were younger. Anyway, she acted like she had to make her son not be as glamorous you might say so people wouldn't pick on them. I can see how she seemed sarcastic that she'd not really like her husband as much as others. I could just say my dad is assimilated into the same class year as her and therefore I am more like her daughter. That would work for me. So, why would she spend more time with her own kids? I don't mean to say I wish I grew up as her daughter. I just mean that sometimes people without kids are more open. At the moment, I don't plan to seek out marriage. I'm 27.
Also, think about the way she said "hanging around" in "Rainy Days and Mondays." She said "nothing to do" sarcastically like she knew she could die. If you heard her sing at Carnegie Hall, it sounds in the end like she wasn't gonna die, but she was just getting away with it.
Also, as to her having kids, she made it sound like everything would go to her future son or whatever she imagined it be like having a daughter. Like, she didn't care about other people if they were younger. Anyway, she acted like she had to make her son not be as glamorous you might say so people wouldn't pick on them. I can see how she seemed sarcastic that she'd not really like her husband as much as others. I could just say my dad is assimilated into the same class year as her and therefore I am more like her daughter. That would work for me. So, why would she spend more time with her own kids? I don't mean to say I wish I grew up as her daughter. I just mean that sometimes people without kids are more open. At the moment, I don't plan to seek out marriage. I'm 27.
Monday, December 30, 2013
WOW
My Indian doctor paused for the moment and the owl sanitizer key chain tumbled down my backpack.
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My Research
My mind may be deceitful.
Karen Carpenter should not be dead of old age like with me.
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Karen Carpenter should not be dead of old age like with me.
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I'm reading a psychology book where the author's daughter said I thought at 1st that it was senseless for the daughter to worry.. the daughter was worried and the author-dad knew it was senseless to worry.. He made the daughter carry a brick @ all day + in her backpack. He thought the funny thing was the friend asking why. He was like wow just imagine that. I don't find this well.. It's not a big deal like that.
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We all adjust hair and things from when we started.
I need to reduce stress. And take out my contacts.
@ Disney is annoying kids taking away from the experience.
People thing I'm a snot for wanting to be perfect or good. Then, they complain @ it.
The theaters are annoying during break.
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I need to reduce stress. And take out my contacts.
@ Disney is annoying kids taking away from the experience.
People thing I'm a snot for wanting to be perfect or good. Then, they complain @ it.
The theaters are annoying during break.
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Found Out
I was so upset last night that a Soapboxer was mean to me trying to make me feel bad about what I said @ Ellen .. that I didn't wanna have to watch her show each day not sure what her day really means .. and you get the picture, the picture I hope.
Something sad @ that is I never really pictured anything like it so much but year like I said.
Something sad @ that is I never really pictured anything like it so much but year like I said.
Sunday, December 29, 2013
Religious Personality Types
(1) Devouted Lamb - Always pleasant and celestial.
(2) Dangerous Devil - You are always onto people telling them they need to be punished.
(3) Messenger Dove - You let people know what's going on and what's not and always find a way to be safe afterwards.
(4) Innocent Child - To you life is important and you intend to grow into a perfect adult like Jesus and keep track of how you act like a saint.
(5) Divine Redeemer - You are a saint and live a life serving Christ and others.
Traits
(1) Shy
(2) Bossy or In Charge
(1) Concerned With Worldly Things
(2) Concerned With the Bible
(1) Believe in Human Consciousness
(2) Believe in Stupidity, That Humans Don't Care @ Human Life
(1) Believe in Having Fun
(2) Believe That Fun Was Never Meant to Come
I am a Devouted Lamb and a 2111.
(2) Dangerous Devil - You are always onto people telling them they need to be punished.
(3) Messenger Dove - You let people know what's going on and what's not and always find a way to be safe afterwards.
(4) Innocent Child - To you life is important and you intend to grow into a perfect adult like Jesus and keep track of how you act like a saint.
(5) Divine Redeemer - You are a saint and live a life serving Christ and others.
Traits
(1) Shy
(2) Bossy or In Charge
(1) Concerned With Worldly Things
(2) Concerned With the Bible
(1) Believe in Human Consciousness
(2) Believe in Stupidity, That Humans Don't Care @ Human Life
(1) Believe in Having Fun
(2) Believe That Fun Was Never Meant to Come
I am a Devouted Lamb and a 2111.
What Happened.
.I thought a joke @ "Ginny's Daughter" and my mom and I went somewhere. She was mean the whole time and held in that she thought I misbehaved and instead planned trips for Christmas and this weekend that were not choice picks in this light.. My parents need to stop being in my life because before we moved to Orlando they weren't. I don't mean altogether literally, but they are really repulsive in how they treat me.
Ghost
I woke up really upset and I usually see clear ripples, but this time it was a big black ripple that went past my legs, and a few other things.
Saturday, December 28, 2013
Heard a Voice
I think it was a little voice of Karen Carpenter, by the garage door. I was laying on my sofa.
Ghosts
I had some chocolate from my brother with fruit and nuts, dark, and in the shower I saw 2 swirling little black things, also saw a ghost leave like this up north.
Question
Why has everyone been both so goody 2 shoes but mean to me since Charlie and the Chocolate Factory? People gave me my personal space before. See, it's not right in their heart, IT'S NOT!
Dream 2
I think it was more @ people who are like 21 kid based.
I took off my headphones, and it sounded like Karen from afar.
Also, I stared at a blinking clock which seemed to stand still @ 10:00.
I took off my headphones, and it sounded like Karen from afar.
Also, I stared at a blinking clock which seemed to stand still @ 10:00.
Like My Mother
I was listening to me sing, and it felt like a series of noises and it didn't damage my hearing.
Woke Up
To use the bathroom.
So, in this dream, I think it was kinda creepy and like other worldly, not like Halloween themed, though. I think there were Carpenters as I thought there were a herd .. like filing outta life. Supposedly, we were looking for the main 1, in the form of the brother, like wrapped up as a mummy or maybe not, maybe boxed for something like there was otherwise cancer treatment. I was so anxioux @ never being talked to by the main 1 before even they left or died.
So, in this dream, I think it was kinda creepy and like other worldly, not like Halloween themed, though. I think there were Carpenters as I thought there were a herd .. like filing outta life. Supposedly, we were looking for the main 1, in the form of the brother, like wrapped up as a mummy or maybe not, maybe boxed for something like there was otherwise cancer treatment. I was so anxioux @ never being talked to by the main 1 before even they left or died.
Friday, December 27, 2013
The Perfect Family
There was a dude named Brian and a lady named Kerrie. They had a son named Eiffel and a younger daughter named Francie. They were English and Russian but lived in central California.
The Family's Portrait
Brian had light brown hair and blue eyes and stood in back with his wife. The son was a sportin' American. He had light brown hair and round, blue eyes. The young girl was with her mother, and she had .. oh, the mother was an attractive brunette.. The daughter had brown or green eyes (like I know about) and her hair was black or brown with a flash of light in it.
So, Francie had a friend she adored so much named Chloe. She was so happy to get a chance to hang.
Francie had another friend named Mammie, and they were like best friends.
Francie also babysitted a girl named Jackie.
1 day, Jackie fainted in Francie's lap, and she said oh somebody help! Help she got. Mamma picked her up comfortably and took her home.
There was a witch in town named Christina. She had curly black hair and brown eyes with some green in them. A guy named Pirelli was there, and the witch was already onto him. They exchanged gestures and revolved around and faced the crowd. She spoke of what lay beyond and offered her powers.
The Family's Portrait
Brian had light brown hair and blue eyes and stood in back with his wife. The son was a sportin' American. He had light brown hair and round, blue eyes. The young girl was with her mother, and she had .. oh, the mother was an attractive brunette.. The daughter had brown or green eyes (like I know about) and her hair was black or brown with a flash of light in it.
So, Francie had a friend she adored so much named Chloe. She was so happy to get a chance to hang.
Francie had another friend named Mammie, and they were like best friends.
Francie also babysitted a girl named Jackie.
1 day, Jackie fainted in Francie's lap, and she said oh somebody help! Help she got. Mamma picked her up comfortably and took her home.
There was a witch in town named Christina. She had curly black hair and brown eyes with some green in them. A guy named Pirelli was there, and the witch was already onto him. They exchanged gestures and revolved around and faced the crowd. She spoke of what lay beyond and offered her powers.
Interview
Sarah Brightman - as sweet as ever, hope for all the best for her, anyone else have a whim to wanna do something for her now?
If it's not right..
..for me to just talk @ what I don't want to talk @, what if you picked someone for something and it was all @ their shit? Like m.. them.
It seems selfish..
To want to meet Karen Carpenter. I mean, what if she died for a reason that was martyrlike, fearless as a Methodist?
Why
are men so gay? Vanessa Paradis had a nice young boy with Johnny Depp.
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More
I heard rapping from a place in the ceiling in a corner of machines in the garage, it seemed a bit louder|apparent. This was before, when I woke up before already and didn't say so.
lonely
studying Karen Carpenter bc she killed herself, she's been planning this fetish a long time, no offense
I'm getting the jist..
..though I wanted to forget @ it, Karen Carpenter's death still means something.
Thursday, December 26, 2013
TV
I saw "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" earlier this morning and thought it was so cool to see all those ladies! Martha Stewart and the 2 similar Julies. From last Wednesday.
Muusik Muuusik
Because of my sensitive hearing, I thought I heard low rapid knocks while I lay on my couch, like they were magic. If you really loved doing music seriously, it is probably possible that this could happen to you.
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