Thursday, December 5, 2013

Pushing Me Away

Everyone isn't really pushing me away, but my teacher Ginny and Ellen DeGeneres are for other people, probably younger teens.  I know Ellen made me mad at a bad time in a bad way @ her pretend mom.  How can I react that well that quickly the 1st time someone does that to me??  So, let's look at Tim Burton, Ellen DeGeneres, and Ginny Kopf.  I feel insults from them all in secret.  They have always been racist to me.  I know they did it cuz they wanted to.  They wanted to make me look bad 1st to help them.  I think Ellen is like, "Okay, Christina was mean to me."  She put the noises and weird page loading thing and glitches and major events on me, so that is completely false.  She is trying easy street.  I liked to read her on Twitter and thought her show was fun.

I see Amand Seyfried just posted a picture of her with a Chinese.  I didn't say what I would have wanted to say, but I believe she would have a flip reason for posting herself with an Asian.  Why would someone as rebellious as her "say" something of that nature?

I mean, Ellen is nice, but I just wanted to say I felt I was being pushed away, more by Ginny and with a hint from Tim Burton.  I feel if she wants to be popular, Tim will make things worse and she will rise her status.  People already can see that she wants me to look up to her show and her fans attached to it as though I'm too old to watch it.  I was an artist, had too much homework too.  (Not just a visual artist.)  Why am I not in a proper category?  How do these other people get to watch her show with school.  They knew better than me or just wanted to watch TV?  TV was considered bad.

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Ellen could have a show on the internet and invite choice actors.

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The Chinese-Burmese on The Talk is very beautiful.. Is she in the World News, too?  I thought that was Washington.  Wow!  She is a more recent Chinese and considered Chinese.  I'm considered a nigger if I think I'm Indonesian, but with the white side I could learn other things, too..

I get upset for myself

for thinking of things I take back.

Problem

I'm tired of Asians and half or part Asians acting like my life was too privileged.

Did you notice

My singing "magically" got less magical?  I think some Early Boom scouts .. I mean LATE .. said you go and get'm to people who haven't really yet developed and found their talent, just want attention for nothing and are not embarrassed.  I know it's someone whose ass doesn't feel safe becuase Ellen DeGeneres seems to have found out about me and an incident online about Nell Burton somehow .. she's been so mean to me every day and planted people watching me in my room to torture me with noises and the page loading all day.  Fine, punish me for nothing.  I like to curse for fun but try not to as usual.  I don't wanna make Ellen look bad.  I'll just say it's something in a way everyone seems to do.  That's what I'm being held accountable for.  She even made me mad at her mom in a way that doesn't look like her mom would do to a person like me..  I have some things more in common with her than Ellen.  I'm not rebellious toward my elders.

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My dad's chair always faces another way and now he faced it at another slight angle at me.  I need to disown my dad's shitty ways, as I have, but no one wants me to..  How shitty.  He did something else earlier, too, which made me very mad.  Once, he chopped his hands for no reason on the car and my hands didn't feel as pretty.

Wednesday, December 4, 2013

It's too bad..

..I get mad.  I think there are some rules to when things like that happen, and plus some people have to make a big deal of it.  It might not be right to dwell on it and not realize there's something wrong.

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Being Thankful Just to Eat

I don't particularly have anything right now made that I like to eat, but when I go tomorrow I may be thankful just to have a boiled egg.  Some people are thankful for public restrooms for "other" reasons.

Even if you don't make a full Thanksgiving dinner some years, still you've done what's best.

I'm not thankful to m..  ...-wise, I don't know what makes me thankful.  I guess it's all @ what it's all @.

I get very respectful of what I have as far as not being injured or disabled.

Watcha Think

of the crappy clothes and crappiness I grew up with?  I wasn't at the show and in the meetings after dark.

Nice Episode

I had my citrus salad and watched "The Ellen DeGeneres Show."  She was pretty okay in some ways.  Does she hug people who come on?  I dunno, it would still be fun without hugging her.  There was an English guy on who seemed upset.  They knew all these different actors from movies, and I never knew those people.  Then, he was trying to get close to her inappropriately.  He was probably younger.  I don't know what to say @ that episode, I mean like the way they say you need to know all these actors you don't care about more than other things, like cooking, blogging, etc.  I watch some TV now and have seem some things more than once that I like.  I felt like someone was close to me inappropriately at the Apple store here in the mall.  I ended up moving away.  Oh well, must have been dizzy.  It gets busy..  Too bad, not sure what Ellen wants, maybe more people with their lives together.

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have kids Ellen for your mommy.

Also, look into ghosts and the supernatural.. I found I wouldn't ever die.  =|

Whatever It Was For

I know you just hate me.

And kindly let remind you that

You all don't torture each other for what they did.

What's to happen to me?

So, who made me mad @ Ellen's mom in pretend?  I haven't seen much of her lately, but she doesn't bother me.  You could make other people mad.  It's too bad she also isn't online.  She just took get well soon notes on Twitter over a year ago.  My Gramma just moved down south and is only 2 years older..?  She's in Florida, not the beach, with an aunt.  I wish she'd stay up north, but it seems things aren't well.  Like, in some ways she likes being here like when it's really cold.  She used to but now has a trailer.

I'm watching the show now and for some reason Ellen has a bragging affection for silly animals.  Well, I guess that's why it's on the show and online for her.

I do not at all get acting silly without settling my thoughts, too.  It doesn't seem right.  I don't know what you are accomplishing it.

I'm having health food and brush my teeth so I don't have cancer nor cavities.

Finding One's Own Way

I am from Southeastern Florida.  When my brother was born when I was in the middle of my 2nd year of preschool, I noticed my mom was no longer with me all the time, correcting my every move.  I felt in some ways from remembering at the time that my parents wanted my brother to "feel good," were concerned about that, but lack social skills.  I see these adults who look as though Mammy cradled them until they were a teenager and even guiding them after high school into young adulthood.  People go by and wonder why I'm not calculated in my every move.
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I think I can see how she functions.  She comes from a place in Southeastern Florida where "cool" is "comf."  Her singing is not especially otherwise emotional.  It's more like a rap to show you have attitude but nothing @ like just pining over whether or not your voice is angelic enough then..  It just sounds like she gets whatever she wants, + cuz she is skinny which is also cuz she's from that area..

I am from that area, as well, but it looks like she's more well-treated than me or something like being spoiled, sorry to say, privileged in ways people won't treat others same as treating someone from England or Europe better than an American.  Her dad is Spanish, so they probably think she is more "pure" in the South than someone with a North American father.  I don't even have any clue where her mom is from.

Oh well

This background matches a birthday for a kid.

How're you gonna stop this?

They were messing with me, mean @ my birthday cuz I thought of the word "nigger" in a certain way.  Wouldn't stop bugging me.  I thought of the experimenter's kids birthday party.

You all are losers|annoying..

Most people don't agree with picking on me like I'm some minority race.

Problem

Stop acting like I need to be punished and am so ugly.

Problems

Don't worry, he's just doing something ***.

I ate when I woke up, really upset @ my sleeping schedule, and so I didn't eat with my dad when he got home and this whole time it's been I should be eating alone it seemed..

Also, if you threaten him because of Tim Burton he will hurt me.  Same with his mom who just moved to Florida.. wonder who inspired this crazy idea.

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You are an excellent singer. I'm getting ready to join you. I just have to get out a CD and get on TV.

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Problems

Why do my parents go crazy thinking I did something either intangible or partially tangibly wrong?

Also, are people from England acting coy and precocious thinking they are from the U.S.?  I am from the U.S. and know what they're trying to be.  Since when was that ancient England especially?  Have they, as it says, "gone mad?"

Hello there, Mister?

You would never say Ellen DeGeneres is better than me.  If I have a problem, it's your fault.  What a joke.

Sarah Brightman or Kate Bush?

Ginny and Ellen DeGeneres are not an option.

Most people would say Sarah Brightman is essentially calm and easy going, whereas Kate Bush is like a diva in some ways herself..  That's how I feel @ another substantial opera singer.

People are trying to say silly things like maybe Sarah Brightman is actually younger than me, fragile, much better at being gentle but in a cool way..  I mean, put her up to someone else and you think she has work to do.  It's hard to see if you have a brain and if you have priorities..  :|  Seriously, I just saw idea comes out of nothing, it just is the thing that annoys Christina.

Does

Portia in fact deserve Ellen?  Every time she mentions her, she has to act a certain way..

These girls look more Chinese-Indonesian.

They are from a big city in Central China.

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The 1s more inland look very dark and rubbery from not being near water.

Why do..

..people, well I know Kate Bush, act like she's scary cuz she's Irish cuz she's not all Irish, just mama.  Fine, make fun of my Irish..

I feel

my parents or dad is preventing me from functioning socially.

Why does my dad get embarrassed like other parents now and think no she's shit.

Being Told Stuff

How do you feel @ being you and having people as though they come up telling you there's something wrong with you, even at an early age when things were good?

Problem

I don't like how the medicine makes me feel.. I don't feel like cleaning my room, going to Disney, or anything, now.  I have a hard time sleeping.

Cruel

My nose was ruined by some gesture my mom did cuz I was mad @ Ginny and I have a right to.

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More English-y Irish

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People of History

There aren't that many.  I can't believe Mark Anthony, who recently passed away but held a record for most opereas at the Met, was with Leontine Price and they supposedly had no interest in 1 another, were shooting for the stars, so-to-speak.

I bet some people had a fancy for lots of people and never bothered to show interest.  A long time ago, it was about how you prepared as a person.  If you didn't, then no one would know what to do with you.

What about this.  What if a ballerina mom had a kid with a dad who was a singer or something like that?  That would be really neat.  I don't know how I see myself mixed with my parents.  I just pull strengths, but anyway.

Why wouldn't these artists bind together other than with a spouce to have a family?  What about parental|prodigy bonds, too, on the side?  It happens.  I can't seem to make myself a success, yet, I feel fat and stuff.  I just got all these sweets for Thanksgiving and need more ingredients to make a choice meal soon.

I know like Britney Spears shuns Christina Aguilera.  Justin Timberlake seemed nice, too, of course.  He seems a bit overloaded, maybe wants to be even more popular.  I know Britney Spears really goes to Ellen DeGeneres, but Christina Aguilera is confident in herself, from Pennsylvania.  Lots of people each day pledge their being hooked to Ellen DeGeneres, but it's like their parents didn't raise them right and that's the excuse.

I know how this works.

Do you want to meet Johnny Depp?  If you are really attractive, he will date you.  He left his spouce.  You would have to be nice enough to be cool, not just be a rebellious, irresponsible human being because that will just ruin your looks in a snap, just like that.

I don't know how to enter Sarah Brightman's life..  She was with Andrew Lloyd Webber and is not gay.  She is into other people but hasn't clicked to those around her that she supports in life.

Tim Burton, I imagine you'd have to be a great, emotional artist who rises over and above.  In school, if you were like that, if you really play all your cards right, you can try to be in a relationship, send him something for his birthday, do something special for him on set, seee if you can work backstage with him cuz he likes that.

Chances

There is a chance Ellen will never meet anyone again, like let attractive teens who love her like a mom into her life.  It would be hard to meet Tim Burton for most citizens of the world.  Johnny Depp may be easy-going, but there is only 1 like him.  I think Sarah Brightman needs to be protected, but I mean if she wants to majorly meet people because of her dedication to fans online or such then I mean I would have to say yes.  I don't know who will definitely meet me, but my 2nd cousin gaped at me when I mentioned the word e-mail.  I just wanted to say I communicate in public online with people, on my forum and blogs, not via e-mail.  Is that torture?  She's @ 40.  She knows I whined about being the oldest, and this has made my life torture to this day.

Ellen DeGeneres

Do you get jealous of her talking to all the famous people who go to events and dress up in pretty gowns and prom dresses?  Do you realize those people are so messed up they have no chance of being one of the next Portias.  They don't even know how to sign on to the internet!  They think 1 day they'll be able to steal all the attention but are very wrong..

She seems to have an ideology that you have to be famous to talk to her much at all or be in a menial position financially.  I guess she does what she does on purpose.  I feel rather that it's weird she's been with the young Portia for so long.  I don't have jealousy.  I'm just talking about it.  It seems a bit insulting and suggestive that she brushes all others aside for her.  I wonder if she wants that.  I just feel that she thinks she's "saying something."  I don't have anything against her.  I just don't understand how things in life can be so unfair and asymmetrical.

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What I Think

I was wondering why my dad would dare send my mom a negative message.  I think it's just a reassurance.  My mom doesn't care to pick up after him.

So..

I woke up and am debating erasing some of on my other blog, don't know..  I am a little tired at the moment.  I don't know if it's suggestive or blatant or incorrect in a way, more inappropriate..

Tuesday, December 3, 2013

What's Out There

It seems like stars today spend so much time trying to avoid other people.  They should be ardent if in an interview with passion for what they do, a quick recoil that says they are not what you think they are if you wanna meet them so badly.  The people will come.  Before Tim Burton and Johnny Depp with Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, things were just like this.  You didn't say oh I have to meet such and such like right now.

How much is too much?  I don't know.  I'd say it's more of a depression or boredom with what the world of fame has to offer artistically.  They have all this stuff set up for kids to dream big.  In the end, all I seem able to think of for solo-based performances is singing.  I think it's important to know ballet.  Clara in The Nutcracker is spectacular, even if she is about 10 years old.  I feel as the years wore on I lost my ability to express myself and feel myself being alive.

It's like all this stuff is in the works from a very young generation, when mine was encouraged in this way and mostly seemed to chuck it.  I think it would be fun to make it.  I really wanna do a CD and don't know what songs to do.  I don't know when I want to become famous.  I like people like Sarah Brightman and Ellen DeGeneres so better hurry.

That went rather well.

Though I feel like throwing up.. I m.. well and in the end didn't want it cuz.. forget

So stressed.  It had something to do with not being a full American..

Sorry

I was upset @ my aunt, just saying what she posted.

Question

Some people upset me and I'm worried Sharon Osbourne thought I thought it was her.  I was really mad but didn't curse -at- anyone.

Who I Am

Well, you know my mom is probably young.  So, I have 3 points.  The 1st is my dad's age, and that makes me more the kid of an Early Boom dad.  The 2nd is the guess my mom is Generation X.  The 3rd is my mom's generation, which would be guessed to be Generation X.  So, I have 3 points.

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Any "Work" or "Sacrifice?"

If you think I prefer to be humiliated as I am cuddled is up to you.  I always thought we were to focus on our life, not going steady.

People play around with work and sacrifice.  It is work to not be constantly caressed..  It is a sacrifice to be introverted.

There are 2 kinds of people in this world, and I am the 1st kind, type A.  This kind is more rigid, busy, and focused on displaying a concern for more tangible results to problems.  Type B is laid back, mellow, probably inclined to cuddle..

It is said we all need positive recognition and at some point do not need anyone, like our parents.

Making [My] Dreams Come True

I know that by submitting myself to imagination and remembering to be careful eventually I will reach my dreams and they will come true.  I may not go to outer space with Sarah Brightman, but perhaps you'd possibly find doing this attractive??  Like I said before because of me everyone likes Sarah Brightman now and I don't wish to have a fight @ the occurrence.  I would be flattered, but I guess it's not "what" most people live for.

Organize Your Racial Priorities

Do people just say no I don't like Chinese but I want everything they did?  That's how I feel.  If they know you are not white, they want to know right away if it's Chinese.  I know when they find out what exactly it is they proceed to discriminating and thinking all these weird things @ what they hope their mother would say @ it.  I am listening to "Ave Maria" by Sarah Brightman, and all I can say is I know how to sing, too, now, I think.  I got that there is something special about her not being a show-off that non-Caucasians should take in stride like a god, like a stupor of a dystopia.  Some people are just more inhibited..

Identify and Label Strengths

Don't say, I wish my geographical home was divided into cold and warm, north and south.  If you are not at the very top, you will never make it.  You have to say I come with something other than hills and valleys or flat land.  Likewise, at work, though, you should strive to meet your dream and realize that you have different strengths for attaining a future goal, however big or standard that goal may be..  I've always been in sorta ratty homes.  Recognize the strengths of others and try to identify with them.  You will get more work done in that regard.  It is good to not just go around being all free and careless and happy in just that way all the time.  I mean like a blonde because not all humans can identify with and succeed in that and even hold grudges @ other people's hair as children.

What's the ***est sound you can make?

I have a grudge against all men who treat me like an old soul.

You know those really cute English-looking men with light brown hair and older 1s with the same touch and feel?  Now, that's called complimentary to a girl.  Then, you have your internet jocks who treat you like a little Chinese woman.

Some people don't like men.  Does that make me ***?  I mean, I even used to follow Johnny Depp and Tim Burton, and I think all I got was their touchy-feeliness as a gift from Mutha (mother.)

It'll go away.

It all always goes away.  I have a dream my dad is carrying me with my legs flaring out, and it makes me intensely mad in the inside but it goes away.  I feel my dad's big, chunk of a hand on my *beep* and it should also take some form of play and go away.  My dad is more a business dad, doesn't grope me throughout the week, not sure what your dad can do to you.  Just remember, any external, unnecessary, unbecoming, and undesired form of "touching" someone in any way of the word will pass and fighting but crying won't help, crying I don't know much on the subject.  I've looked into things and found that people feel an unnecessary bond to their moms, like adults.  They tend to attractively flee and escape.  In my family, I feel looking at the pictures on the wall my dad's mom had great respect for whatever her kids turned out to be and a comfortable distance with the youngest, who was cared for by the elder 2.  She turned out to be the lifetime belle and a complainer..  Why do I get in trouble for talking?  She was so tickled as a person, you know, like a positive rapport?  She looks spoiled compared to the other kids, and she probably gets good vibes.  All she has is herself.  She didn't seem inappropriately approached by my gramma, her mom.  In fact, she could sport a fun distance.
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Well, sorry..

Ginny.. but you kinda ruined my life.
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Facebook and Cyber Networking

My dad had a sadistic grin and expression about me not having Facebook on my "appropriate" blog for people at work..  I do have Twitter, and he seemed a smiley guy to see my Retweet of Ellen for Britney, "Oops! I did it again" for her B-day.

I know Facebook kick-started for older people when my aunt was on, and now a lot seems off.  It has been a twisting, dangerous experience.  I know I met my future theater teacher there.  She was a bit inappropriate, telling me off just because I talked about countries and what they're like.

I have, however, networked and got other people on it but not much.  I have a slew of accounts.
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Experimentation

In the end, you don' luuuv me.  How do you feel @ famous people honing in on me through experimentation and not finding out about me in real life, not knowing what they'd really do in the real world?  What am I?  I am not the ultimate amazing 1..  How do I know about what others my age range or generation feel @ this?

I think, if you're interested, I'll inform you I used to say a lot in whatever voice I had that I wish I had older siblings, why am I suffering as the oldest.  That makes it so I never really feel appropriate.

I think I am valuable and know people could learn from me and even earn from me--
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Sarah Brightman

She is a beautiful lady who has had successful attempts at being a well-loved, ***y singer.  I noticed that since I've been online everyone wants her.  I think some people found me online, and people are using detectors to test out who "works."  I would be more than honored to meet Britney Spears, but I am a classical singer and do like the kidsy stuff she did.  I always watched Barney when I Was like age 7, 8.  I wanted to be cheesy and corny like them about singing, which I've always had this great love for, but, like I say, I don't sacrifice everything else like schoolwork for it.  I would if I could go back, now..

What do you think about how she is going into space in frustration, which may seem selfish, to get away from kids?  She doesn't have any of her own, and it must be sensitive.  I know she is just going because it is a good idea, but these things also fall into place.

Moreover, she wasn't like Johnny Depp, Tim Burton, even Josh Groban.  Why, just because she likes me, does everyone like act so coy @ her?
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Singing

I don't believe in singing all the time as though it would make you happier than a child with candy at Christmas.

Now, singing is almost become a very important political issue to both parties, those who don't give a funny "fart" and those who say oh I'm have done Opera since like I started high school .. but I know you've already had your musical base..  :|

People are mean to me, think my magical quality should be taken away.  They think my singing is so gayly politically incorrect, like I didn't get lessons cuz I didn't submit to my parents at age 4 oh I'm a suck up of a girl who sings to demonstrate my zaniness to you!

All I can say at my numerous attempts at numerous performances, including even Asians.., has produced girls obsessed over some thing they can't do, like sing like a bot, a robot.  People like the famous, attractive opera diva babe Renee Fleming cuddle to this precocious behavior.  Well, Renee, let me, Christina age 27, tell you something.  I grew up strongly with the forcement that singing and performing is to be fun and that's like all that counts even!  If you say oh Christina is not really a Caucasian and that's how it's done, no one sings except people who can't and pay attention to stupid things and then there's the occasional nonentity like me..

1 Direction

I heard from my dad that their famous song is that killing them more makes them feel good.  I was like, "Ugh!"

I realized the reason they did it was to, as people say, show themselves off to Ellen DeGeneres with the suggestion they "hail" from England.  They want to say this is it, you can't understand why, we want it all @ Ellen and it's never gonna be about anyone else and you're gonna cheer her on like you're in a stupor or 1 of those dystopias.

This is not to say at all that being nice to Ellen could in some way be played with as being a bad thing.  What's so good about showing off hurting yourself?  There is nothing in it we know about today.

My point is they did it to be suggestive and untruthful to other people in the world who are just as good as Ellen.  They want the "good" stuff which is I mean the bad stuff.  Ellen admits she's a bit hasty and tricky, and they think it's funny rather than serious and like a journey to get it out and feel good.

Now, how can you change any individual human being, which exists.., and turn them into something bad because you're jealous and want attention?  Here is my warning to you, 1 Direction, and all you people who meditate on this!  I am with the force of Johnny Depp and certainly not afraid to attack nor am I incapable of doing it..  I will put it off.

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Why do ya'll want my parents to open up?  Is there something there you want to get over with?  What happened to Christina, anyway??  You just see that I'm pretty perfect, and most people aren't, then why are all my problems that other people have unfortunate lives and won't take the steps I wish they'd take??

Problem

How stupid does this mistake sound..  My parents are mad at my success and won't help themselves.

Mad

Ellen, you're annoying to be making fun of me with my parents being mean, I can still see you gaping at me and thinking oh wow.  Does it matter.. well, I think .. what's wrong @ that .. I forget.  WHAT HAPPENED TO MY PARENTS CUZZA TIM BURTON.  I KNOW WHAT'S WRONG.  YOU KEEP BEING MEAN LIKE YOU NEVER EVEN READ SHIT!  ANYONE.

My parents have nothing but shit to say now it seems, I'm being tortured.. what else

Oh yes, when do ya'll watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show?"  I just don't pay as much attention if I'm like at my computer blogging or ironing etc.  I used to..  Maybe, it's more for the 1s she loves, teens.  People old enough to be her mom.  I don't know what I can do for her, but I told you I wasn't boring.  I can't find anyone to talk to, so I blog what I can blog @.

Problem

My parents won't stop.  They need to stop thinking @ me.  Like that.

Problem

Why does my dad know I have to poo!  Why did he let out an animalisic grunt.  Why does he threaten to get to close?  In a bad way!

He just wants *** with skinny people who aren't me.

Problem

So what if she likes me as a young fan??

Oh, why are little girls never princesses?  It's always the mom.

What Did It

Did you ever wonder why Sarah Brightman does funny things?  Some people believe that's what it is.

That shouldn't have anything to do with me.

Problem

My Gramma is not worth the death of my life!  Quit acting different cuza her!  I can visit her wherever I like that she's lived.  She's here partly to annoy me.

Problem

I don't wanna talk to this "Kate Bush" experimenter just to have someone to talk to - this person is ballistic.

Problem

It's hard to say, but I said why do I have to put up with my Gramma moving to Florida and my dad changing coming back.  He said okay no concert.  Why?  I just asked a question!  He's ***.

Problem

My life is just fighting on this blog.  I'M NOT DOING ANYTHING FOR GINNY!  She got me on medicine and in the hospital and stranded at Salvation Army!!  Kick her outta her own sinful action!  She is mean to me for the N word thing and I'm not taking it!  I am not meeting no one!  I have no relationships, yet.  STOP SENDING ME SECRETS FROM GINNY!  She doesn't need anything, neither does "Kate Bush," nor Ellen DeGeneres, etc., etc.  Ginny is a *beep* figure who did something disgusting to me through my mom.  I thought she was nice at voice lessons but got me on a pill I have to take.

Problem

I wanna have fun, just like my aunts!  YOU *BEEP*

Problem

My aunt herself is very disobedient and visits on my birthday time to see a show.  She acts like it's punishment.  WHAT DO I HAVE TO DO TO GET YOU TO LISTEN.  I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING.

Problem

My mom and dad keep pretending I did some thing and think at 27 they can punish me.

Watch, they'll do it right after I say it!!

What I Know

I know for a fact when I get mad it is just the result of a wrong decision and then snap decision.  I just do it on impulse.

Problem

My mom is still being mean!..  Trying to be ***y doing mean things to me like I'm shit.

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my parents want to stimulate me in a bad way to be impressive

Maybe

that mean she isn't ***y now.

Problem

My mom won't stop picking on me!!  She keeps getting mad at everything!!

Problem

Why are these people on "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" making fun of my singing and being so tacky?  The Baby Boomers and Generation X..  The old lady at the end like me cracked|s.  I know I could sing good enough to be Charlotte Church....

I do care..

..so, what do you think @ it?  Annoy me if you must, but it probably hurts me.

Edit

I took away my 2nd Twitter.

Problem

Why does she keep doing mean things with reasons..?  It's her fault @ her mom, I don't care.

Watching TV

"The Ellen DeGeneres Show"

Problems

Isn't it your fault I'm so fat?

My dad left another message..

Sorry Also

Said my dad wasn't ***y?  He tries to be suggestive in negative ways all the time I meant.  Look, you're the 1 who hurt me, so you're gonna have to just back off.  Stop being so picky!  You're insane.

Welcome to my blog!

It only comes once!  I've had a share of cyber-blogging and decided to make a professional blog where people can really talk to me from the real world, where I don't use curse words, don't flat out say a certain other word even when feeling intense pain.. where people will learn to respect me as someone else, someone I was..

My main say is I think us having computers is in our blood but the best thing in the world to blog.  I was discouraged when I lost and could not refind a page at age 11 in 1998.  I just e-mailed.  My only reason for even being online now is my love of..Tim Burton and Johnny Depp, but now they've taken away that magic that the world had just for us not being perfect.

I like the TV on, like I have now, though I haven't much.  I watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" about every day when I can.

I mainly was interested to come in on anti-racism.  I am very interested in different cultures, like the Middle East..

I also before I fell was big on netiquette but had no answer and retreated to being a personal blogger.  I mostly feel bad when I curse, but I believe it's the message and not an individual word.  Stare at that word as long as you like.  Don't give people a hard time for it cuz you know you do something like that, too.  Some people wish they didn't, already!  Get the people who do the thing on purpose that you don't like!!

School was a failure and not worth it.  You have to go to a school that lets you sleep so you can come in and do magic on the test.

Monday, December 2, 2013

Auditions

Audition Details

Casting ID #
1382744
Project Type
Feature Film
Submission Type
Self Response
Location
Nationwide -
Union
SAG
Rate/Pay
$842.00 per day
Release Date
8-22-2013
Audition Date
n/a
Submission Deadline
2-20-2014
Casting Category
Feature Film - SAG
Market(s)
n/a

Audition Description

Action Adventure Feature Film Starring:

Johnny Depp (Transcendence, The Lone Ranger, Pirates of the Caribbean)

Synopsis:

The adventures of Captain Jack Sparrow(Johnny Depp), continue.

Accepting Union and Non-Union submissions!

Pay rate is $842.00 per day depending on role and experience!
  • Role #1 - Supporting Roles

    Actors needed for supporting roles.
    Seeking 10 talent(s) for this role
    Talent specs:
    Gender: Male, Female
    Ethnicity: Any
    Age: 18 - 60
  • Role #2 - Extra Roles

    Actors needed for extra roles.
    Seeking 15 talent(s) for this role
    Talent specs:
    Gender: Male, Female
    Ethnicity: Any
    Age: 5 - 70
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