Real Racism

Don't even tell me there's no such thing as racism.  I experience people spewing real hatred and telling me I'm not what I think and seem and like.  They think it's just a farce to me.

The world claims racism does not exist in their mind's eye.  It's a heavy leadership point.  I know colored people are very interested in race, but people are never comfortable to accept I am ½ white.

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Problems

Some people advertise themselves trashily..

I don't really give any pity for you Jews and your precious blonde kids..


Yea, you can't get away with it, whatever the 1st thing I said was.  They just assume things, I know.

As for the Jews, why should I pity those who consider myself an animal in a bad way?  Look at those little blonde kiddos.  :|  They're 1 in the same.  What am I?  I'm shit because I have black hair.  I don't want black hair.  I still was a good girl.

Cursing

That's where it goes, and I have anger to release.  It comes out in worse ways?

Cuz

You got 1 ugly family and are 1 ugly person.

Problem

Wow, you good-for-nothing niggers are out calculating suggestions cuz you're stupid and not worth l**ing.. thinking there's some suggestions within my family, cuz my mom is not Caucasian and is Chinese.  We had a nice house, now give me yours!  No questions asked.

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I just thought of the stupidest thing.

I am a very good person.  You all won't admit you have just been attacking me, and I don't even say, "I'm gonna *** you," and said that stuff is stuck in my head from my peers growing up.  I'm saying I'm just fine, you don't have to punish someone like me.. but you're so messed up you're worried @ my behavior when I could be out having a life.  Somehow, someone always gets to me.  It's frequent and brought upon by my parents.  People are also spying on me in private and talk to me through things like clicks and the timing of my page on my computer loading.  -NOBODY- should have to go through this.  You don't get it.  All the things that are wrong are me being attacked.  I never start anything, even.  You all are like criminals and devils surrounding me at all times.  I have no life!  You'll argue that famous people know me, but they all in the end cause bad experiences because of some problem they have, unfortunately to do with Tim Burton and Johnny Depp.  They just can't seem to smile at anything.  Maybe, there needs to be more attention away from me and to not really but like the failures of others.

Problem

Did I just lose my relationships?  Like Ellen, in a way?  I mean, I was the 1 being attacked, and the person wouldn't stop when I got upset, like I don't matter, and I didn't mean it nor believe what was said, apparently won't do it again after something like that, freaky, don't like it, think it's wrong.  You all are treating me like a brat and prattling at me like other people I've seen who won't shut up and do or say what they're supposed to.  Ya'll are always at my tail like this.  You think I'm in the program!  HA, not before Tim Burton's influence.  At least Johnny Depp has an okay daughter.  You can't come up to me like burning Hell every time you see me.  They think they need to confront me even when I walk in the "G** dang" room!

Upset

I don't wish I were dead.  I feel I'm being pushed not to enjoy life.  Like, Ellen is like hissy @ it.  My joy in having nice hair, things like that, like oh it doesn't matter to you.  My life is something, I mean.  I feel pushed by others @ this but not by most everyone.

Also

I don't have anyone to put me in the right mindset.  I can complain online and not have it based on my dad and mom knowing, though I'd like for them to see..  I just am trying things to keep me happy.  The history made me feel good, I think, but may go back to sleep.  You know, I did wake up with my heel and foot partially hurting again.

I fell asleep to war on the channel.

In my dream, there were 2 people in my life, maybe ghosts.  I kept fearing the 2nd 1's inevitable death.  "The were found at Burger King in the morning."  I followed in a pretend fehicle througoug my Gramma's house.  I was so concerned @ the person dying.  It had the vibe of the live war records which have been on all night.  It was quite moving yet puppety.

TV

Bible again

He HeHe

I think the people in New Orleans were excited @ the belief that there are in fact enough cute, well-treated boys out there that they each get 1, like a machine of life.

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Nu Song List

Let Me Entertain You - Gypsy
Baby June and Her Farm Boys - Gypsy
Tomorrow - Annie

The Ash Grove - Welsh Folk Song
Simple Gifts - American Quaker Folk Song
O Waly Waly - Irish Folk Song
Both Sides Now - Irish Song

TV

Ice Age gear researching

Who knows anything..

@ Germans if they are mostly Jew stock, like Hitler, too?

Issues!

Once you get rid of 1 issue, what happens after you solve another and not the 1st??

I have to say..

My dad is more Saxon than Anglo .. don't know maybe more Eastern than British

Sarah Brightman might be Anglo-Saxon.  Some English are not.  I'm more maybe English-Far Eastern.  I might have different genes passed on, certain preferences....

TV

I was watching "The Voice" and "Dancing With the Stars."  Now, there's a Bible history show.  I like this.  }:]

Good-for-Nothing

You Europeans sure are lazy, want to knock out those with racial complications.. like you act like some things don't matter but plan to wake up later.

Actually I got this idea off of TV..

You're gay. That's all I HAVE to say.

If you think Ellen's not a mother to you..

Watching the Bible

The people in Slidell were mean and selfish and lazy..hogging the Catholic education system..

A Better Blog

WHY is her blog better than mine?

She's back! She's back!

http://lilydepp.blogspot.com

Question

Ellen, anyone can waddle their butt into New Orleans like your "Mama.." and become as important as she is to the city.  Why don't you talk @ it more if you keep thinking @ it..

Hmph

1 less blog, Lily Rose blocks everyone but her friends, so I can't look up her post on "The Ellen DeGeneres Show.."  Not the 1st time I ran across a blog with a video from it.

Disrespectful

Hm..  Why is Ellen acting like it's weird to wanna watch her show?  I wanted to talk to other fans online, but I blog @ it.

I'm just as interested..

..Ellen @ finding people who have old-fashioned heritage from Southeastern primarily Florida.  It's very different to be from a place like that.

Wow Ellen

Lots of love to your spicy New O'leans Mamma!

New Videos

New Videos of Me Playing Organ on Keyboard

Hmph!

Baby Boom gets enough attention.

Well

I'm not mad at Ellen DeGeneres's mom, really, just felt attacked and in the process didn't mean it.  I don't want to hear what Ellen has to say about it.  I am being treated like I'm a brat and worse, and I am always so nice.  I can't stand it.  I have dark thoughts.

Dessert

Chocolate Milk  :|

You never had the right..

..to hurt other people I talk to!

That's Funny

I thought Ellen loved her mother so much, what could be wrong?  She watches her show, every day!  3I

Recap

Ellen is upset, thinks her mother is hard on her, itches and takes it out on me and makes me mad at her mom in crossfire.

You're very wrong.

Ellen's mom doesn't give a fuck @ her daughter and other people who want New Orleans heritage.  I don't care how much her mom hates her or is hard on her..

Wow

You never give my mom a hard time.

Mark of Record

If you do Sweeney Todd again, I wanna be Johanna..

TV

Nice show today, Ellen..  I liked Anna Ferris.  I just didn't get to see her "undyed" hair.

from..BOTH..sides now

I remember wandering around a big city with some shopping stores.  I remember a guy with a mainckan.  Before I was trying to emulate in my dream me flipping in a summersault onto some pillows, but with holding something,  I remember I was scared and wanted Mom with me, but she was leaving.  She was to be back, but it's terribly hard communicating my social needs to her.  There were voices on an intercom, like of my little brother as a toddler or very young child.  I didn't like that at all.

The title is a song Orla Fallon likes a lot and Hayley Westenra.

Sorry!

Wow, Ellen, I'm so sorry.  I was feeling kinda schizo.. I missed my meds.  Are you okay?

The Prayer

So, how is everything going with Ellen's mom? Why did you say she was hurting me? I didn't say anything back, just had the idea in my head. Yea, I was already really, really mad, at her.. I did miss my pill 1 day.

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Serenity

I feel calmer.

Mobile Soon

may or may not post

Wah ah!

It's getting better, my leg + foot, but it made the muscle on the bottom 1/2 of my leg tight but not like it won't get better.

@ Me

I'm nice and follow the rules.. why all of a sudden am I the opposite to you?  The effect of Tim Burton!  You think I'm not in the program, but I was, I just was told to take a break from college.

How do you feel or what is your belief

@ the pressure put on my to do something I don't really mean and compared to others??

Please pray for

Ellen's mom, people are pretending she thinks these different things.  I was in the room with my parents eating and like I said what came came, I couldn't think of an alternative because I don't trust there will always be a manufactured reason in the end.  I left, and I was able to think as I wanted.  I ended up hurting myself by accident, just a cut and a hurt bone area, my heel.  Other things continued to bother me, but I ended up feeling the pressure and not hitting anything.

Also, what is the strange feeling that something will happen anyway?  I don't wanna be the message bearer, and I don't believe it should have happened..  So, maybe it wouldn't have?  My dad is just so cooky, it gets me apparently in such a bad mood.  Supposedly, it would affect my future babies's lives.  He thinks the young girl should be like the boy to him, but he's lucky already I want my grandson to know him or wait his..  I didn't really wanna hurt anyone, but I didn't know.. maybe I would have gotten mad later.  I don't do this Orlando shit.  I mean, that's something they do here..  I was just already really, really mad, and I just had to get my thoughts straight, but I felt so agitated by being in the room.  I finally left, as I said.  Yes, someone did something, though.  If she didn't do it, of course it wouldn't apply.  If she did, I still don't really mean it.  I just was mad and finally was time to leave.  It seemed okay to do to anyone, but I know people are watching me.  If they weren't, I WOULDN'T DO IT!

I'm so thankful..

..I m.. thanks to Ellen and only once.

Cutie!

Looks like Kate Middleton was a cute kid, looks how I'm destined to look for all time.

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Caught Up

I think I'm mostly recently caught up with Renee Fleming + Julie Andrews & Tim Burton..

Nitey

Might fall asleep.

FAME!

I know what's wrong with being famous, but what's wrong with wanting to meet someone who has gotten out through fame, already?..

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What Happened

The Colored people showcased the epitome of their existence in the mid-late 1990s, and there's nothing left for you selfish, greedy, Caucasoids.

Pure Moods

Problem

This person on my list said something @ underwear, and how would they know I have this issue now.  I didn't hurt anyone, fuck off.

Problem

This person made a topic.

STOP

I just kissed someone on IMDb.

Problem

They associated a word with touching and something else.. but a future son.. don't want this to come up.

Note

Bella Thorne is meeting Christian Bale today.  I wonder why.  Should be fun for her..

Stop

I fear they are m************ me..  It affected me.

Annoyed

I don't wanna be "punished" with stupid things at age 27..  I didn't really do anything wrong, you did, think you can, all the time..  What don't you get!

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15 Songs

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ALW

Evita
Another Suitcase Another Hall
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Fiddler on the Roof
Far from the Home I Love
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L&L

My Fair Lady
Wouldn't It Be Loverly
Show Me
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West Side Story
Tonight
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Sondheim

Sweeney Todd
Green Finch and Linnet Bird
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Les Mis
Castle on a Cloud
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The Sound of Music
Something Good
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Mary Poppins
Feed the Birds
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A Chorus Line
What I Did for Love
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Gypsy
Let Me Entertain You
Some People
Wherever We Go
You'll Never Get Away From Me
Rose's Turn
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I believe in pushing someone.

Problem

Can you just get Ellen to stop bothering me?

Don't come up to me later wondering what happened.  I didn't physically do anything.. you must be a bit loony..

Why

My imagined v******.  Maybe, that's why!  He saw Thor, yesterday.

I pride myself in patience.

TV

"The Ellen DeGeneres Show"

Thank you so much for holding those kids..

TV & Having Kids

I don't know who did what, but I didn't mean to hurt Ellen's mom, just thought I got a message I had to negate and couldn't think.

So, Ellen, I hope you have a kid.  The world will get better, and you can even adopt and be a s******** mother.  I still don't mind waiting until 40..  I have 3 white hairs growing in..

Stop

Yes, I am from Louisiana.  Put Ellen in Natchez, MS.

Problem

My mom won't shut up!

Problem

Go away, Ellen, no 1 really gives a fuck @ your mom.  Just like you.  Leave me be.

HELP

My mom swiped my future daughter as not having any hair color!

New Video

New Video of Me Playing

Okay, let's just say

You're gay
If you don't like Ellen in this way

The Rain of Tim Burton..the Great!

I'm not gonna say because I like someone I'm ""not as good as"" someone else.

I Know @ My Life

Oh, I see, you wanted me to tell you you weren't as good as me as far as race goes.

Mad

How am I in fair public eye?  Who will accept me?  That's too bad, I might be alone forever..

Problem

Why can't I reply to other commenters on YouTube?  Sometimes it messes up.  ':[

Can't Trust Anyone

Lost all my friends- don't come back to take away attention from others.

Johnny Depp - Says not to sing.

Tim Burton - Got me in trouble with his daughter and "wife."

Ellen DeGeneres - Keeps hurting me.

Sarah Brightman - Has her head in the clouds.

Stupid Questions

Ellen, have you ever picked up a banana peel?

This is final.

..Um, no I don't wanna talk @ this nonsense with you..

Wut.

SORRY ELLEN

Your mom supposedly did something to me.  I just don't wanna believe it.  I don't want anything to do with her, but I admire her and wish I could see her like on your show.

I was mad and didn't know what to think, nothing there!

Yea, I mean, I was hurt.  I don't really want to do something like that as back, but I felt it being pounded upon me, my brain.

Singing

Well, I can sing.

Still Singing?

Just because Hayley Westenra came out 1st.. I still was singing.

Hurt

I hit my hand on the table, tried to hit myself again.

Problem

I noticed Hayley Westenra is like Ellen and watches you to see if you have an adverse thought that you don't believe but for some reason think @.

That Weasel

Ellen is mad I have a cancer pin, I have been hitting and scratching..  Look can you stop investigating me as shit behind the dust?  You think everything I do is wrong..

Who Cares @ You

Sarah Brightman you're no Johnny Depp - sounds like you're the 1 telling my family to do this.

SHUT UP

My mom now thinks she's a kid.  Go away Ellen's mom, I never wanted to hurt you before.

Problem

My mom suppsoedly startled me and filled my female part with puss.

SHUT UP NIGGER

You DUM DUM

What if I can't walk again?