Monday, November 4, 2013
Getting on Top
I found my dad thinks not even my job can put me in the proper position of power over others, including if he's in my life..
Failed Adults
Adults in my life always say to do something and then act like it's too late and like we aren't thinking independently, but I sure showed them what my business does.
This sounds like Jimmy Fallon. However, from him, I find perversion. :( I mean, like he thinks we need it.
This sounds like Jimmy Fallon. However, from him, I find perversion. :( I mean, like he thinks we need it.
Job Applications
I applied online for 3 jobs.
1 is in Miami, an office job. The other is an office job here for people moving, like students, in Orlando. The 3rd is an "office" job @ the Hilton. They didn't have no requirements.
1 is in Miami, an office job. The other is an office job here for people moving, like students, in Orlando. The 3rd is an "office" job @ the Hilton. They didn't have no requirements.
Workout
I got the intense core fusion workout for $10 to view online via Amazon.com. It has different sections over an hour. This 1st was more stretchy and between 5 and 10 minutes.
It's not all @ core, though, but seems to stress it. There are other cool DVDs ofit.
It's not all @ core, though, but seems to stress it. There are other cool DVDs ofit.
Problem
I said it was disgusting that my teacher kicked me outta her class with no warning. It seems everyone knows I said that and that it wasn't okay. She has lots of weird ideas, was mean to me for showering and dressing up nicely for each class, which I think is not a pleasant thing to say nor pay attention to like it's true. I exercised in the morning at the college.
Oh, the problem is I ended up with other people sending me to a mental hospital and being stuck on medicine as long as I am with my parents! I knew that could happen.
What's wrong with me saying disgusting, maybe she just feels guilty? I mean, she didn't warn me. She wanted me out that way. I was in trouble for no reason. She did annoy me a lot, and sometimes I was upset. It made me better, though, going to school there.
Oh, the problem is I ended up with other people sending me to a mental hospital and being stuck on medicine as long as I am with my parents! I knew that could happen.
What's wrong with me saying disgusting, maybe she just feels guilty? I mean, she didn't warn me. She wanted me out that way. I was in trouble for no reason. She did annoy me a lot, and sometimes I was upset. It made me better, though, going to school there.
Sunday, November 3, 2013
':{
Why is everyone m.. to the fact I can't sing as in private lessons as a child? I did sing as a child.. I was an adamant learner.
Weird?
Is Sarah Brightman's obsession with space a bit babyish, but not in an insulting way..? It's nice, though. I just saw an ad.
Huff!
I saw that smile on Ellen's face thinking I figured something wrong in NOLA.
That's so humiliating like my aunt thinking of how my life has been. So rude, too, though. She's constantly an annoyance..
That's so humiliating like my aunt thinking of how my life has been. So rude, too, though. She's constantly an annoyance..
Tis Tis
My aunt born sometime April 1960 and Ellen DeGeneres are very rude @ tween daughters. My aunt constantly.
Sorry it sounds like an insult, but maybe you see the point of the idea, too. I just had to talk @ it somehow and am busy..
Sorry it sounds like an insult, but maybe you see the point of the idea, too. I just had to talk @ it somehow and am busy..
How do things like this end up, anyway?
How do you think most people get by by like not posting online when they're mad at you?
The Flower Duet
The Flower Duet
Sous le dôme épais
Under the dome thick
Soo oo le e dawm ay ay pay
Où le blanc jasmin
Where the white jasmine
Oo lay blawn jazz mawn
À la rose s’assemble
At the rose together
Ah ah la a rose sawn blah
Sur la rive en fleurs,
About the shore in flowers
Sewr la reev ahn fleyu
Riant au matin
laughing to morning
Ree ahn too metawn
Viens, descendons ensemble.
come descend together
Vee awn dee sawn dawn sawn blah
Doucement glissons
gently floating
Doo Smo Glee Sone (S'ne)
De son flot charmant
Its risings charming
Di sone flore char mont
Suivons le courant fuyant:
Following the current fleeing:
Swee vone leh-ooh core aun fwee aunt (aun)
Dans lon de frmissante,
In lon simmering,
Done lone enduh freh mee saunt (saun)
Dune main nonchalante,
On hand nonchalant
Deeoon menoonchahlaunt
Sous le dôme épais
Under the dome thick
Soo oo le e dawm ay ay pay
Où le blanc jasmin
Where the white jasmine
Oo lay blawn jazz mawn
À la rose s’assemble
At the rose together
Ah ah la a rose sawn blah
Sur la rive en fleurs,
About the shore in flowers
Sewr la reev ahn fleyu
Riant au matin
laughing to morning
Ree ahn too metawn
Viens, descendons ensemble.
come descend together
Vee awn dee sawn dawn sawn blah
Doucement glissons
gently floating
Doo Smo Glee Sone (S'ne)
De son flot charmant
Its risings charming
Di sone flore char mont
Suivons le courant fuyant:
Following the current fleeing:
Swee vone leh-ooh core aun fwee aunt (aun)
Dans lon de frmissante,
In lon simmering,
Done lone enduh freh mee saunt (saun)
Dune main nonchalante,
On hand nonchalant
Deeoon menoonchahlaunt
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Re: Please dont
by Invincible_Darkhorse101
I'd have said it less bluntly, but yeah, agreed.
by ChristinaAnnBarrett-OrlFL1986
Katy Perry thinks she acts English because she wants to be Ms. Mary Poppins in a hopefully decided remake..
by Invincible_Darkhorse101
I'd prefer the lesser evil twin, Zooey Deschanel.
by ChristinaAnnBarrett-OrlFL1986
I guess I'd prefer to learn to be more English..
Zoey Deschanel is cute.. She has small thick fingernails. I saw on Ellen, her nails painted at the award..
by catman56
A pity she can't act.
by ChristinaAnnBarrett-OrlFL1986
[laugh]
by Invincible_Darkhorse101
I'd have said it less bluntly, but yeah, agreed.
by ChristinaAnnBarrett-OrlFL1986
Katy Perry thinks she acts English because she wants to be Ms. Mary Poppins in a hopefully decided remake..
by Invincible_Darkhorse101
I'd prefer the lesser evil twin, Zooey Deschanel.
by ChristinaAnnBarrett-OrlFL1986
I guess I'd prefer to learn to be more English..
Zoey Deschanel is cute.. She has small thick fingernails. I saw on Ellen, her nails painted at the award..
by catman56
A pity she can't act.
by ChristinaAnnBarrett-OrlFL1986
[laugh]
Watcha Think
What do you think of uselessly wasting my time or yours dwelling on something I did that wasn't that bad as anyone made it out to be?
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The Soapbox
Health
Re: Question about the definition of medical privacy
I am sorta stuck in a home, with parents. I wanna leave. My mom said I have to take psych pills "because the doctor said," but it's ultimately my decision.
The Soapbox
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.. some people experimenting on me 
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Re: If God is unchangeable (immutable)
Well, start off the way you want to be, don't wait for the end.Health
Re: Question about the definition of medical privacy
I am sorta stuck in a home, with parents. I wanna leave. My mom said I have to take psych pills "because the doctor said," but it's ultimately my decision.
Re: Weight Loss
Well, start off slowly, like instead of what you usually eat, just go 1 step down. I actually took a big step and eventually would get a salad each dinner.The Soapbox
My Gramma..
Well, I thought they wanted me to do it..--
.. some people experimenting on me ..
Waring Me Away
Why does my Gramma seem to do that? Why isn't my aunt talking to me? She might, this time. I wanted my cousin online not sending private letters, the last of which she did not respond..
but my gramma is old like she talks @ age. She thinks she has no choice but to hurt me, seems she took advantange and "is not fogir
but my gramma is old like she talks @ age. She thinks she has no choice but to hurt me, seems she took advantange and "is not fogir
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Sarah Brightman Concert
Thank you so much for posting this. The concert was just last night! Everyone was recording this, and I felt left out. This was so beautiful I watched it twice so far! I hope the views get up. This piece she sings it sounds so melodic and smooth! It is so divine and perfected. Her movements, as well, are very good. If you're interested, I'm wanting to add 1 basic ballet class to my weekly schedule. I also am a singer. Wow, I loved the effects, too. Such divine singing! :) :) :)
Sarah Brightman Concert
Thank you so much for posting this. The concert was just last night! Everyone was recording this, and I felt left out. This was so beautiful I watched it twice so far! I hope the views get up. This piece she sings it sounds so melodic and smooth! It is so divine and perfected. Her movements, as well, are very good. If you're interested, I'm wanting to add 1 basic ballet class to my weekly schedule. I also am a singer. Wow, I loved the effects, too. Such divine singing! :) :) :)
What Else Disgusts Me :@
When older people who are attractive all push away younger people like me for reasons like I told them my real race.
Makes Sense
What I hate is older people suddenly acting all psycho like I did something because of Tim Burton and Charlie and the Chocolate Factory. I give not 1 ounce of approval for these attitudes in different ways..
Letting Out My Feelings @
Sarah going into space, I just feel she has a multi-dimensional attitude @ it that she cannot seem to suppress. I wonder why she wants to go through all that.
What would you do if you were rich?? Hm, I dunno, maybe I'd get popular.
What would you do if you were rich?? Hm, I dunno, maybe I'd get popular.
Saturday, November 2, 2013
Monday, please come..
I have to call 2 schools for transcripts they never sent and call 2 schools to ask what I need to do and how to get an appeal..
Not Sure What's Wrong
My room is supposedly pretty clean, upset @ having 2 computers, still because 1 ran out of room. It still won't save stuff. I feel I need to get outta the house to make my life better, even with my room still at some level of limbo.
Speakers
I played some loud music, and I just noticed these speakers actually crackle.. It's hard for me to change it, too. I don't find this okay. What happened?
So Cute
I was right. That cool singer Hayley Westenra is loved for being cute, not more intellectual and inhibited- Oh God.
So
Kids with older parents born @ 1997 or 1998 may have older parents but are still a younger style and younger people..
What do you think of..
..Madonna's song by these girls as a "tribute??"
https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/material-girl/id356982189?i=356982203
They are sweet.
I feel like Cher when I sing it.
https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/material-girl/id356982189?i=356982203
They are sweet.
I feel like Cher when I sing it.
So
How do you wanna explain my mood? I think I got more mad when my finger was affected by someone on the phone. Like, it will never stick back. It just feels a bit different if I think @ it too much and play with it, like hurt or on a stick.
Wow, check it out.
Someone from LA already loaded some songs! What's Sarah doing now, just walking around, working out, swimming @ a star hotel?
Oh, no!
You think there's a disputable idea of me constantly looking up Sarah Brightman concerts. Well, I do need to clean my room a bit more, too. I have stuff out, but it's pretty clean. I don't do it all the time, but like I'm doing it right now cuz I'm bored. I wonder I think I'm just gonna go to Disney and try to get in the parade for now. Sing on my own or college? I might apply just in case, get transcripts sent out that weren't sent.
Shout! Shout! Let it all out!
I was wondering.. I come across so many misfortunate things in this world. All the cool celebrities I nit pick from the thorns refuse to Tweet, but Ellen DeGeneres Tweets but not no one else. It's just me and her..
So
AND THEN YOU STOP AFTER I GO SO FAR AS TO POST @ IT
Oh, sorry, now you care I said something @ my dad I didn't mean in the way you'd think..
Oh, sorry, now you care I said something @ my dad I didn't mean in the way you'd think..
STOP
I keep getting threatening noises in my house, little clicks, the subtle ways of the computer loading.
I didn't do anything, leave me alone. You're just mean all the time just about. Then you say something stupid like I'd give shit for my dad telling you to do it.
I didn't do anything, leave me alone. You're just mean all the time just about. Then you say something stupid like I'd give shit for my dad telling you to do it.
Stupid
Why did I have such a hard time after being kicked outta Music Education? I didn't know what to do with my life, not as adament.
Humph!
Wow BURTON
Just make sure I can't be a successful "a-dult" when I was a Music Education major. I am great. Everyone says so. ':|
Just make sure I can't be a successful "a-dult" when I was a Music Education major. I am great. Everyone says so. ':|
At Least
I have the support of the general people in public I'll see when I go out. Just my mom.. and whomever, like I dunno, people online like Twitter some of them.
So Sad
Who knows what this means for people who know me. To me, it just means I need to eat better food. I've been watching my sleeping since vacationing.
What else.. What else..
Oh, I -was- in a good mood before. It just means I'll lose my present type of relationships. I can even smeel the anger in me. Maybe, people thought I was stupid for not plugging the stuff in in my dad's computer, it's all ready, just didn't do it, yet.
What else.. What else..
Oh, I -was- in a good mood before. It just means I'll lose my present type of relationships. I can even smeel the anger in me. Maybe, people thought I was stupid for not plugging the stuff in in my dad's computer, it's all ready, just didn't do it, yet.
So
How much do you enjoy being the 1 everyone turns their head on in public? I have a jolly time at times, though.
More
There's a little ticking noise that's annoying sometimes from my computer screen.
Also, my mom kept yelling like I'm telling Dad.. who just says call 911. I was like why do you keep lashing out like that.
Also, my mom kept yelling like I'm telling Dad.. who just says call 911. I was like why do you keep lashing out like that.
What People Think of Me
They seem to blame the people at the pizza place. I really wasn't lashing out, cursing at them in my head, just telling myself what's what. I was upset at the people tagging me there..
I got home and violently washed my hands, though, checked the faucet to make sure it didn't "break" any. I kept telling my mom, like you're making fun of me for being upset, again. She said I was complaining overall. I don't have a normal tone of voice cuz I've no one to talk to.
I got home and violently washed my hands, though, checked the faucet to make sure it didn't "break" any. I kept telling my mom, like you're making fun of me for being upset, again. She said I was complaining overall. I don't have a normal tone of voice cuz I've no one to talk to.
Dream
It's hard to remember. I remember Ellen showing her Mama as a ghost with a pirate patch, a ghost cat. She was really small, like a cartoon, in the end.
What else? Ah. We were in a certain room doing something I remember now.
I might have to lie down, again. I need to eat breakfast later..
What else? Ah. We were in a certain room doing something I remember now.
I might have to lie down, again. I need to eat breakfast later..
Friday, November 1, 2013
Problem
Why is my dad talking again?
My parents are threatening me. They want me out but to control my life.
SHUT UP MY DAD IS BEING MEAN AGAIN
My parents are threatening me. They want me out but to control my life.
SHUT UP MY DAD IS BEING MEAN AGAIN
Problem
How I talk has been affected by a shit dad who likes speaking. I tried to say order and it got messed up by your shit good for nothing goddamn teens.
Problem
Stop telling me I did anything wrong. I deserve what I deserve, and you all just treat me like a nigger. Give me back! I didn't do anything.
What stupid thing do you wanna know?
You wanna know if I've m..? Yes. A lot in Orlando. As a kid more before I moved from Florida to the New Orleans area. What does it mean? I felt it coming as a kid. Now, I mean I had gotten addicted thinking it would send me to Heaven.
Disclaimer
The former Ellen DeGeneres, whatever that may be, is not stupid? Just mean @ the n word thing. How do you know shit @ me, anyway? I didn't make myself shit! Shape your life up? What's it like? You just don't like me?
Are you trying to ruin my life?
I was all happy, but my mom came home bothering me and then telling me I did something wrong it seemed, upset @ the people acting like I'm like my dad in a bad way Ellen thinks so it seems.. Well, I mean, I got over it, but they wouldn't quit. I felt better later, but they gave my mom the wrong order. I feel unsafe..
What is this?
What's wrong with stupid Ellen? I didn't do anything. Stupid like erratical Johnny Depp.
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