Sunday, November 3, 2013

IMDb Posts

Re: Please dont

by Invincible_Darkhorse101
I'd have said it less bluntly, but yeah, agreed.

by ChristinaAnnBarrett-OrlFL1986
Katy Perry thinks she acts English because she wants to be Ms. Mary Poppins in a hopefully decided remake..

by Invincible_Darkhorse101
I'd prefer the lesser evil twin, Zooey Deschanel.

by ChristinaAnnBarrett-OrlFL1986
I guess I'd prefer to learn to be more English..

Zoey Deschanel is cute.. She has small thick fingernails. I saw on Ellen, her nails painted at the award..

by catman56
A pity she can't act.

by ChristinaAnnBarrett-OrlFL1986
[laugh]
Do you get excited to see what you find?  Someone being mean but not really.

Watcha Think

What do you think of uselessly wasting my time or yours dwelling on something I did that wasn't that bad as anyone made it out to be?
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The Soapbox

Re: If you hate america.

No, I live htere 


Religion

Re: If God is unchangeable (immutable)

Well, start off the way you want to be, don't wait for the end.

Health 
Re: Question about the definition of medical privacy
I am sorta stuck in a home, with parents. I wanna leave. My mom said I have to take psych pills "because the doctor said," but it's ultimately my decision.

Re: Weight Loss

Well, start off slowly, like instead of what you usually eat, just go 1 step down. I actually took a big step and eventually would get a salad each dinner.

The Soapbox

My Gramma..

Well, I thought they wanted me to do it..
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.. some people experimenting on me ..

Waring Me Away

Why does my Gramma seem to do that?  Why isn't my aunt talking to me?  She might, this time.  I wanted my cousin online not sending private letters, the last of which she did not respond..

but my gramma is old like she talks @ age.  She thinks she has no choice but to hurt me, seems she took advantange and "is not fogir

Edit

I added the full names.

Twitter

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Website

Website - New Quotes Page

New Videos

New Videos of Me Singing

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YouTube Comment

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Sarah Brightman Concert

Thank you so much for posting this. The concert was just last night! Everyone was recording this, and I felt left out. This was so beautiful I watched it twice so far! I hope the views get up. This piece she sings it sounds so melodic and smooth! It is so divine and perfected. Her movements, as well, are very good. If you're interested, I'm wanting to add 1 basic ballet class to my weekly schedule. I also am a singer. Wow, I loved the effects, too. Such divine singing! :) :) :)

Edit

I fixed the link to the 1st song on my Twitter.

Website

Website - Ethnicity at the bottom of About Me
Nitey

Edit

I forgot to rate Titanic - 6/10.  The 1 I sang, the video on YouTube.
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What Else Disgusts Me :@

When older people who are attractive all push away younger people like me for reasons like I told them my real race.

Makes Sense

What I hate is older people suddenly acting all psycho like I did something because of Tim Burton and Charlie and the Chocolate Factory.  I give not 1 ounce of approval for these attitudes in different ways..

Letting Out My Feelings @

Sarah going into space, I just feel she has a multi-dimensional attitude @ it that she cannot seem to suppress.  I wonder why she wants to go through all that.

What would you do if you were rich??  Hm, I dunno, maybe I'd get popular.

Saturday, November 2, 2013

YouTube

I added a song to the public appearance part.

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New Photo

New Photo of Me

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I also made it my Twitter profile picture.

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Why are you all romancing to my mom says I'm shit?

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New Video of Me Singing

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Monday, please come..

I have to call 2 schools for transcripts they never sent and call 2 schools to ask what I need to do and how to get an appeal..

Not Sure What's Wrong

My room is supposedly pretty clean, upset @ having 2 computers, still because 1 ran out of room.  It still won't save stuff.  I feel I need to get outta the house to make my life better, even with my room still at some level of limbo.

Speakers

I played some loud music, and I just noticed these speakers actually crackle..  It's hard for me to change it, too.  I don't find this okay.  What happened?

So Cute

I was right.  That cool singer Hayley Westenra is loved for being cute, not more intellectual and inhibited- Oh God.

Update

I added the songs to my website as Music Songs, at the end.

Update

I edited the writing and added the link to Dancing Queen.

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Update

I added more to the Twitter bio.

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Twitter

I changed my bio section. }:]

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Edit

I edited my webiste on Twitter so it works, added the hyperlink thing..

Twitter

New Layout

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It's like

It's like an o.. waiting to happen.

So

Kids with older parents born @ 1997 or 1998 may have older parents but are still a younger style and younger people..

How Tippy!!!!

A HUG?

Mo' (More)

https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/girls-just-wanna-have-fun/id160721184?i=160721464

https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/dancing-queen-mini-disco-halloween/id706051116?i=706051733

https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/mickey/id330303590?i=330303701

New Videos

New Videos of Me Singing

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What do you think of..

..Madonna's song by these girls as a "tribute??"

https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/material-girl/id356982189?i=356982203

They are sweet.

I feel like Cher when I sing it.

So

Do you ever wish some lunatic would just shut up and stop going through shit?

Twitter

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So

How do you wanna explain my mood?  I think I got more mad when my finger was affected by someone on the phone.  Like, it will never stick back.  It just feels a bit different if I think @ it too much and play with it, like hurt or on a stick.

Wow, check it out.

Someone from LA already loaded some songs!  What's Sarah doing now, just walking around, working out, swimming @ a star hotel?

Oh, no!

You think there's a disputable idea of me constantly looking up Sarah Brightman concerts.  Well, I do need to clean my room a bit more, too.  I have stuff out, but it's pretty clean.  I don't do it all the time, but like I'm doing it right now cuz I'm bored.  I wonder I think I'm just gonna go to Disney and try to get in the parade for now.  Sing on my own or college?  I might apply just in case, get transcripts sent out that weren't sent.

Shout! Shout! Let it all out!

I was wondering.. I come across so many misfortunate things in this world.  All the cool celebrities I nit pick from the thorns refuse to Tweet, but Ellen DeGeneres Tweets but not no one else.  It's just me and her..

So

AND THEN YOU STOP AFTER I GO SO FAR AS TO POST @ IT

Oh, sorry, now you care I said something @ my dad I didn't mean in the way you'd think..

STOP

I keep getting threatening noises in my house, little clicks, the subtle ways of the computer loading.

I didn't do anything, leave me alone.  You're just mean all the time just about.  Then you say something stupid like I'd give shit for my dad telling you to do it.

Stupid

Why did I have such a hard time after being kicked outta Music Education?  I didn't know what to do with my life, not as adament.

Humph!

Wow BURTON

Just make sure I can't be a successful "a-dult" when I was a Music Education major.  I am great.  Everyone says so.  ':|
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Well

I'm gonna have my deLuxe pizza.. like I had a stromboli @ the mall

At Least

I have the support of the general people in public I'll see when I go out.  Just my mom.. and whomever, like I dunno, people online like Twitter some of them.

So Sad

Who knows what this means for people who know me.  To me, it just means I need to eat better food.  I've been watching my sleeping since vacationing.

What else.. What else..

Oh, I -was- in a good mood before.  It just means I'll lose my present type of relationships.  I can even smeel the anger in me.  Maybe, people thought I was stupid for not plugging the stuff in in my dad's computer, it's all ready, just didn't do it, yet.

So

How much do you enjoy being the 1 everyone turns their head on in public?  I have a jolly time at times, though.

More

There's a little ticking noise that's annoying sometimes from my computer screen.

Also, my mom kept yelling like I'm telling Dad.. who just says call 911.  I was like why do you keep lashing out like that.

What People Think of Me

They seem to blame the people at the pizza place.  I really wasn't lashing out, cursing at them in my head, just telling myself what's what.  I was upset at the people tagging me there..

I got home and violently washed my hands, though, checked the faucet to make sure it didn't "break" any.  I kept telling my mom, like you're making fun of me for being upset, again.  She said I was complaining overall.  I don't have a normal tone of voice cuz I've no one to talk to.

Dream

It's hard to remember.  I remember Ellen showing her Mama as a ghost with a pirate patch, a ghost cat.  She was really small, like a cartoon, in the end.

What else?  Ah.  We were in a certain room doing something I remember now.

I might have to lie down, again.  I need to eat breakfast later..

Friday, November 1, 2013

Problem

Why is my dad talking again?

My parents are threatening me.  They want me out but to control my life.

SHUT UP MY DAD IS BEING MEAN AGAIN

O No

Sorry Ellen I love you

So

I had even met a cute guy, today.

Problem

How I talk has been affected by a shit dad who likes speaking.  I tried to say order and it got messed up by your shit good for nothing goddamn teens.

Problem

STOP DENYING ME AND MY DAD ACTING LIKE HE GAVE ME PEOPLE IT WAS TIM BURTON

Problems

Let's see what's on Ellen today, the rest.

Problem

Stop threatening me.  I don't give a shit @ any Pennsylvanians.

Problem

Stop telling me I did anything wrong.  I deserve what I deserve, and you all just treat me like a nigger.  Give me back!  I didn't do anything.

Problem

Ellen, why do you think you get to feel all funny.  I say you don't just you.

Problem

You niggers stop making a big deal of everything.

Why did my dad just talk to me?

What stupid thing do you wanna know?

You wanna know if I've m..?  Yes.  A lot in Orlando.  As a kid more before I moved from Florida to the New Orleans area.  What does it mean?  I felt it coming as a kid.  Now, I mean I had gotten addicted thinking it would send me to Heaven.

Disclaimer

The former Ellen DeGeneres, whatever that may be, is not stupid?  Just mean @ the n word thing.  How do you know shit @ me, anyway?  I didn't make myself shit!  Shape your life up?  What's it like?  You just don't like me?

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New Video of Me Talking

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Didn't I just say to shut up?

I want my life back, stop it!

Problem

I said to stop, Ellen.

Shut up and leave me alone you stupid people!

Are you trying to ruin my life?

I was all happy, but my mom came home bothering me and then telling me I did something wrong it seemed, upset @ the people acting like I'm like my dad in a bad way Ellen thinks so it seems..  Well, I mean, I got over it, but they wouldn't quit.  I felt better later, but they gave my mom the wrong order.  I feel unsafe..

What is this?

What's wrong with stupid Ellen?  I didn't do anything.  Stupid like erratical Johnny Depp.

STOP

STOP ACTING CUTE

I SAID STOP

Wow

Ellen just craps in my life and goes on her show like nothing happened.  I mean my mom has been weird and something because of her.  Sorry, I just wanted to say crap, sissies.

SHUT UP

STOP MAKING FUN OF ME YOU'RE NOT ***Y

Soo

I didn't do anything.  Why is Ellen at such peace?  With her show?  Shitting in my life, whoever it was.. she did but I don't wanna connect the word to her.

Problem

People are addicted to hurting me when I get mad, and Ellen probably did it on purpose.
What is this shit, anyway?  You're all too dumb.  No, I am not talking @ anyone.

Problem

My "young" mom gets so mad at me.  She had an even younger mom.

Also

She was attractive.

Question

Why was my dad's youngest sister so happy??  I was never treated like her.

Wale! (Well)

My dad took me to 2 cities he grew up in in northern Pennsylvania, and we saw 2 movies in NY.

Weird

My gramma is mad at me for not seeing|talking to her as much before, but at the same time she seems not to hold any interest in me as a human being relaxed..  Why go back up and see all those watching eyeballs - hold up - THEY DID THE MASH - THEY DID THE MONSTER MASH - THEY DID THE MASH - Why'd I say that?  My gramma like kept pushing my cheek bone, all I can forgive her for for it is if she dies.

HA

My old choir director would never be in a choir, and Sarah Brightman would never sing for her.

Question

If Ellen DeGeneres would like me, why does my dad act like he's more of an accomplished human being?

What are ya'lls moms and dads like?

I know my dad is pretty ***y, esp. with young people.

My mom is considered so sweet and so nice to have had the pleasure of viewing.

YouTube Comment

Sarah Brightman - Concert - Scarborough Fair

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I loved it so much how she did it for us at ours.

New Video

New Video of Me Singing

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Update

I added titles to the photos.

New Photos

New Photos of Me

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LOL

Guess what's funny for me?  I heard a car and it sounded like a big, nice person saying, "NOW -- THERE .. IS .. !!!NO ONE!!!"  You know, the joke @ people from Florida not being as active in the brain.

So

Did my parents allow me to be raised to do anything like a normal person?  I am normal.  If I'm not, it's just their fault and other families have their own problems not caused by the existence of mine.  You should have gotten that straight.

Update

I rearranged the tags at the top, a mistake!

These Things

I do get over them, sometimes when I find out, sometimes might "feel like crying" but not do it..  Often, I get over it after my reaction..  Isn't that not as bad as otherwise?

What I Did

I just felt mad, didn't mean anything.  I ended up not cursing much, but I was cleanin and throwing stuff away.  I don't even know if I cursed nor how I avoided it precisely.  I didn't think violent thoughts.  I just was violent in my attitude in some platform.  I just felt anger, not something I made, more of a reaction than a response.  It was very much a reaction.  It seems that the medicine I'm on isn't enough for this family member or relative.

I got the message.

I'm supposed to post things that bother me rather than get mad later.  Why did my aunt fall from the sky and through our roof (no hard feelings, just joking to be witty or funny-ish..) and like seem to wreck my birthday party with my family, with whom I felt grateful to be with at the time?  It seemed to ruin our bond.

Then, my gramma is acting like this is a problem and I didn't even tell her.  My other aunt is dipping in on the issue in ways, as well, I don't wanna think @ quite so..

Movie

Ender's Game.  It was so funny when the kids were all on 1 side looking at the adults feeling so uncomfortable on the other.  People would blame me that I feel like I make fun of them.  It seems there's too much give and take with some people.

Back

I got an Elsa doll.

I wonder why I was so mad, yesterday.. what..  It just made me think weird thoughts.  That 1 thing wasn't why but the whole box office will see.  Oh well.. whatever happens happens..  I'm not really mad now.  I wonder @ when I do the dishes, like ironing something would tip me.

Wah ah ah now I got a bad blog, too.  I found that people were happy I talked @ it, I think.  Just not to get too upset @ anything.

Mobile

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