Sunday, August 11, 2013
Would you enjoy
most of your day feeling insulted by Ellen DeGeneres when people are testing you for being squeamish, like they're bad but are like being racist and saying you "messed up" all the time?
Did you know
people are actually threatening me to ^fall^ for Ellen's supposed ****ness? What ****ness?
JUST LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE
I don't care how safe you feel, you're all being bad to me.
My parents keep sending secret messages on the side, like Ellen says I can't do this, I'm not something forever. Ellen seems to do it. You can't give me attention just so you can be mean to me most of the time. No one in the world gives a care @ your ^^wife^^ "Portia.."
My parents keep sending secret messages on the side, like Ellen says I can't do this, I'm not something forever. Ellen seems to do it. You can't give me attention just so you can be mean to me most of the time. No one in the world gives a care @ your ^^wife^^ "Portia.."
Dream
We were visiting my aunt, and there were more people there. We had to move out to a "kitchen" rather a different place because people we were with might attack. A black girl I knew disappeared, but I saw her butt hanging out a big apartment in a city area of New Orleans. I was upset, my brother left us all, probably headed out somewhere else in the U.S. I was in a van with my parents. Suddenly, my aunt was there. I kept asking, "What about [little brother]"? I just didn't want him caught! We arrived at a place that looked like an office, a huge library in the middle of where we were staying. I think I wanted to meet Ellen, maybe it was a thing that would stretch out more than 1 little meet and skedaddle.
How I Feel
Tired, moved bw bed and couch a lot, felt a little like throwing up, again, like that hurling feel. Took a shower so feel cool. Need to recline, again. I did eat like 3 or 4 more tacos in the AM hours.
So, I noticed..
Ellen started out kinda simple. Most babies start of detailed. Like she seemed to have simple nails. Nell Burton seems to have flat-shaped toes|toenails, like a Jew, too. So, did you see Ellen's nails? I just now noticed. They were longer and seemed more like mine as an infant. Her nails seem plastered to her fingers. So cute! She has a new look, now, and she probably won't like grow them out again, necessarily. I think she was worried they'd just keep getting shorter, though. My nails after that were pretty square. I might have a lot of good attributes. I'm not quite sure what to do for my hands. They used to be short but not bit. I guess I'm getting uesd to them being more like the nails on a doll than a human being. I always wear nail polish.
I had to do it, again..
..I realized we over objectify young girls|tween girls today and that might make them feel ar*****.
Why I Have To
M*********. Well, I don't, but people are afraid to get close to me and get weird thoughts. I don't do it much, hadn't since the Tinkerbell bedspread. Had a hard day partly but not much. I saw a girl outside that made me think to tell my brother and mom something I said involving my brother. She had bright honey hair and a round-ish head, thick-looking.. I don't know if it's my generation or what, but I was just feeling like I couldn't relax. It may not be better than having a little drink.
Awake
Slept a little over an hour. Just had 3 more tacos. Having an Oreo shake..cookies and creme and want cookies.
My right ear feels like sensitive on the inside, loud noise in the bathroom at the food court at the mall. Every time I try to settle, something happens in Orlando. I have a right to live here and go about my community. Also, you "can't leave.." What p.o.s. Whoever had the umph to say that has never contributed anything to anyone in this city because they don't me, you are not whiter, you are just a nigger.
My right ear feels like sensitive on the inside, loud noise in the bathroom at the food court at the mall. Every time I try to settle, something happens in Orlando. I have a right to live here and go about my community. Also, you "can't leave.." What p.o.s. Whoever had the umph to say that has never contributed anything to anyone in this city because they don't me, you are not whiter, you are just a nigger.
Saturday, August 10, 2013
So she's not sorry?
She acts like she doesn't act the same now but used to. Why don't you go have *** with someone?
Back and Gone
Just walked the dog with my brother and mom - whew! Should go out for my jog now may get candy. A girl was acting like my brother was snobby. But she thought I was. She was a snob, Ellen! Why don't you get that? I bet you're the only 55-year-old.
Time for Supper
Gotta see if it's time for me to deep (dip) my hands in the taco shells and the oil I am gonna cook it with probably. My brother may be sevvling the meat.
I just realized something.
Going by a long shot though, Ellen DeGeneres with all her snap decisions could still be a good person. Too bad @ Nell Burton stuff where people say ooh I am LiKe Nell Burton, Tim Burton is MY dad and you can't have him, when that's not really even true..
How do you grow up a child?
Someone from a major area of Florida will just be a straightforward ocean lover. How do you get all wacky without being affected
So, what, now?
I have to brush my teeth and start cooking a supper if my mom doesn't .. fish .. bread and butter .. cooked leaves .. maybe a milkshake for dessert. Then, I need to do some floor workouts and maybe jog, too. Singing practice. I didn't wake up early enough to reserve a ride but want to bus over in the morning.
Annoyed @ People Talking to Me
My Blogger logo on my blog is a blank dotted square. I was tired today and used a weird browser that doesn't transfer double spaces. Go annoy someone else who claims to like that.
What if I told you..
..me thinking getting it out has to happen is the same that I think doing certain things in case will not help but only hurt, only hurt you. I don't want that to happen.. I mean when you think people wanna go crazy and be mean to me using people usually adults I look up to. They think it's so unlikely anyone would have a good life.
My Teacher..
Ginny has a dad from Pittsburgh, not sure the family lineage. Her mom is Californian, and she is from the San Fransico area, Santa Clara.
Monday, May 6, 2013
Facebook Post
"The Ellen DeGeneres Show"
ME I even got a book on making Facebook apps, but it was hard to come by.
Joseph Ryan Solen I hope it was available in the Philippines ...
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Sharon J. Anderson Playing "Head's Up" was the most fun my friends and I had since "Old Booth". We love, love, love it. We menopausal women laughed until we tinkled! Thank you, Ellen. We love you.
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Emilie Havelcroft This app can work in Europe ? Maybe it is a stupid question, but maybe in France this game can't work, like some DVD from US, they doesn't work in France ^^ Thx
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Yolanda Cleary I can't play because I don't have an apple device
But I do have an apple to eat and your fun program to watch at 4 pm yeah!!!
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Christina Barrett yea
Sata NsSister No way u look like ho
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Bryan Christian Hamilton Omg my friends and I love this game! It the Mobil game of 2013
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Crystal Marie Wish there was an android version
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Shelbie Green Can you make it for Android too!?
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ME I even got a book on making Facebook apps, but it was hard to come by.
Joseph Ryan Solen I hope it was available in the Philippines ...
Unlike · Reply · 1 · a few seconds ago via mobile
Sharon J. Anderson Playing "Head's Up" was the most fun my friends and I had since "Old Booth". We love, love, love it. We menopausal women laughed until we tinkled! Thank you, Ellen. We love you.
Unlike · Reply · 1 · about a minute ago
Emilie Havelcroft This app can work in Europe ? Maybe it is a stupid question, but maybe in France this game can't work, like some DVD from US, they doesn't work in France ^^ Thx
Unlike · Reply · 1 · 2 minutes ago
Yolanda Cleary I can't play because I don't have an apple device
But I do have an apple to eat and your fun program to watch at 4 pm yeah!!!
Like · Reply · a few seconds ago
Christina Barrett yea
Sata NsSister No way u look like ho
Unlike · Reply · 2 · 59 minutes ago via mobile
Bryan Christian Hamilton Omg my friends and I love this game! It the Mobil game of 2013
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Crystal Marie Wish there was an android version
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Shelbie Green Can you make it for Android too!?
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Do you find...
for some odd reason that there's something stupidly offensive to talk about "when" you feel like silly or something.. like in a more romantic way???
AH!
I am so sad. My nostalgic, developed days in the New Orleans area didn't come about until I met more people from the city when I was 16..
I am listening to the Moody Blues again.. and I just think of my dad in our new truck-car in his, "nice leather jacket
NEW ORLEANS IS A REAL PLACE
I am listening to the Moody Blues again.. and I just think of my dad in our new truck-car in his, "nice leather jacket
NEW ORLEANS IS A REAL PLACE
Facebook Post
Three classes today! Hello summer!
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- Christina Barrett Are you taking Ginny's classes in the Fall? If I feel better, I will, but I plan to pack my summer. Dying my hair again today somewhere. Going to Wet 'n Wild. Going to Disney at least 3 times or 6 or 9 if I'm lucky.. Um. Mom wanted me to get a job, not sure what she wants me to do in school if not towards a degree. I'm leaning on taking Stage Movement and maybe if I'm here next year and not doing anything new unfortunately if she does Dialects, which seems like a good thing to be exposed to. I dunno, I like to watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," before she tapers down and retires in possibly 10 or 15 years..I mean. That may be the only reason. I don't know if I will be allowed to, though. Can you help me? I wanted to take another class, too, like Weight Training, but then I'd get here early. I take a shower before her classes, it's fun, but I only have time to get here leaving early taking public transportation, take class, eat, like to jog on the track because it helps so much and I need it, shower for 2 hours and need to bring a chair maybe they can store here for me because that's why I had to stop classes this semester, then it's time for class.. I can't have my therapist appointments on Wednesdays, try for Mondays.. The seldom psychiatrist appointments are more of a joy with a Middle Eastern little cute guy or something. I would keep up, but then I also like having lots of free time while I get in shape, thinking going there helps. If I cannot return, I will have to go to Seminole. I might not feel like it. I go to her classes for myself, see, and I don't know what my issue is. Hope you can help. Are you taking a class from Ginny now?? What's she teaching in the Fall? 8I
Morning
I didn't sleep well: ear plugs, take off bra, shirt on backwards. A long bad dream and a 2nd 1 that's not so good. I finally made myself wake up. I know the bad dream was dark and dirty. Didn't shower. Gonna go have Papa Johns.. I had 2 cinnamon|apple things again last night. Also, new video of me.
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