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"The Ellen DeGeneres Show"

It was very good.  I totally appreciated her having the puppets out for everyone..

I remember 1st Harry Potter.  He is nice and smart, and I strive to be like him..

The girl from Scandal was so cool!  Cutie!  Would love to get on her good side..

The guy with Olaf was nice, dressed as Christoff.  So sweet.  He won the game!  He got an answer I slipped.. that the African American lady happened not to remember the answer to a math-related question.

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"The Ellen DeGeneres Show"

I watched it earlier this evening.  My stomach hurt.

Anyway, so, I remember the little redhead from Pennsylvania.  He was cute at the Texas State Fair.

The people on were kinda nice, but the one from Australia seemed concerned about race.  I think I heard there are Germans without Jewish, but are they without the ancient Chinese?  That and being Native American are all too common.  It's the mixed Asians etc. to look out for.  Now, that's "different."

The finding audience with stuff in their pockets was interesting.

The 2 ladies, Marla and Carla? were very nice.  They remind me of the 2 ladies from Pennsylvania who have Ellen DeGeneres taped up at work from like 2 years ago.

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The Ellen DeGeneres Show

I forgot I loved that animation speaker yesterday about the shell with one eye with a black piece of dust like a poodle.

Today, the 1st guy I remember coming on was so astute and it's amazing.  I wonder how he prioritizes.

I liked the singers and the guest singer lady with short spiky darkish hair.  The drummer/s really knew how to pep it up!!  I had some issues, but they seemed to lighten up, as people do, I guess..

The cross country girls were cool.  One of the carried a hurt one.  Now, I did cross country, too!  I should scan a pic or something.  I saw the benefits I got of doing cross country my 1st year as opposed to people who started the next.  We were warned about our time and that nothing will come back.  I didn't do it my 3rd year, 16, and just did adult ballet.  I went back to everything at 17.  Funny I flunked that semester.  Not enough time to myself.  I did do theater in the summers mostly.  I visited people I missed away from my old homes.

The girl at the end throwing was good.  It reminds me of me at Disney trying to win such a cute stuffed animal.  I wanna get there earlier next time and win.  I already got the bear for the Food and Wine celebration at Epcot!!  It's Duffy the new Disney bear.  It's so perfect, I got it the next time I went.

Today, Ellen seems okay.  I want it to be more about her and like people who fit in with her that she likes a lot.  I know there's a thing actually if you deny someone liking you tho, too, so I need to figure out what that is..  I tried making like that Twitter account to post things that would interest her, famous people, at twitter.com/Ellen3.  I also have Ellen4 as things for her fans.  I'm not pushing her into people, neither.  I just want to disperse myself and feel that my life is a failure.  I am interested in directing and making my scripts I will turn into books and hopefully direct a movie from.  Then, I will not be a waste of space.  So, it's taking awhile.  I can do like a paragraph at a time it seems now.

Oh, the Halloween kids were so cute.  Halloween is on its merry way.  I will try to get lots of candy.  I'm trying a backpack Trick-or-Treat bag.  I have an Elsa costume that's popular on Ebay from China.  It's not the real thing, too bad, but I just got it.  It does drag along the floor and is pretty.  I just liked it, didn't realize it was from China.

About the idea of being a waste of space.  Everyone should follow their dreams and forget the things that they don't need to waste their lives doing.  People should talk to others about Ellen DeGeneres and the show, too.  I wonder if I can find fans today.  I have another Ellen account where I can Tweet stuff for her or on my regular Twitter.

I feel people are depressed about me living by Disney, like jealous, and I was upset the day before I went once and feel that it is making people superstitious.  Well, it's almost Halloween, Friday the 31st, 13 backwards.  It'll be great.

I think people are trying to get their lives together.  The thing is to do it gradually, working out, if they can get slightly more healthy things.  Do it once in awhile or for how long it feels natural to do what.  I bumped up and felt like a longer break and am not incredibly fat.  I do take walks most days of the week, though, for over an hour.

I think people need blogs so they can be discovered.  Their reasons for not are forgetting why they wanted one.  It's hard to like get people to talk to.  My comments are not always approved, and I don't really do that that much.  It's fun to, though.  I don't know what I'm getting myself caught up in.  My blogging taught me what's wrong with me and reminding me how to write.  You should also record yourself talking..

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"The Ellen DeGeneres Show"

That guy, Steve Harvey?, was so so funny.  He made it on Ellen.  He was just so funny about being black and connecting black for all ages..

The girl was very nice, as well.

Ellen had sorta a hard time.  She looks stressed.  She is being good and nice.

The singer keyboardist girl was outta this world.  I saw her play a few notes.  I can only play a few songs..  :|  She should be known somehow.  I used to listen to Hit List all the time, but it's so repetitive.

I loved seeing all the cancer patients.

What I gather from her shows is she brings agreeable people on who have a quaintly acute sense of humor.  She brings on stars.  If I get on the show, I hope if it's as a guest it will be as a star.  Johnny Depp got to go on her show twice.  I honestly am not the Ellen fan I wanna be.  I wanted to watch before but didn't.  I thought I was too late and not ready and busy with other things that mattered or not.  I think people should seek out any opportunity to like improve having acquaintence relationships, like meeting people at Disney or talking online.

I think about myself and how I pucker up and give Ellen a kiss like a fish online when I drop these little notes of love.  However, I feel I didn't "do the work" and that my parents don't really love me because they don't let me do what they want me to do even that would be better.

About Steve Harvey, it's like he was eying his own son the whole time.  He is so kind and on the ball.  We all know what he's thinking.

That girl was so celestial.  She deserves a lot for what she does.  She was sweet and pretty.  She's just a nice person.

OK, I've been up and about and am gonna post this.

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Taylor on Ellen

I have so many feelings for this girl all about the same thing, her pride in her heritage she carried with her to Tennessee.  I feel more open about different cultures, honestly.

I liked her performance so much.  I think I know 5 some form of blonde haired blue eyed people from Pennsylvania who are singers, the only oldest one being non-white blonde maybe.

She's such a pioneer.  I admire her so much for just doing that.

She looks good.  I feel she is still developing, but she is so tall and her heels were so tall, too.  I liked to see Ellen hugging her.  I feel she's broken some barriers by sitting in a chair with a fan and hugging her.  Taylor.

I fell in love with the Tennessee bear at Country Bear Jamboree.  I didn't do Pirates of the Caribbean nor the Haunted Mansion today, but I did see this mainly for the Tennessee bear's what sparked an interest.

It is interesting to see how Taylor cares so much, maybe made to care too much, and she turns off.  I don't think I turned off up north.  I think she's just like that.  I don't think it's a good Pennsylvanian trait, no offense.  It's probably confusing to her.  Maybe, it was inflicted via fame.

I think that she needs to recognize there are other people out there.  She seems like she's from the country big time, though.  I wonder if she wants to live somewhere else.  She is a singer, after all.  LA she probably already is there.  You know, she reminds me of Britney Spears being proud of where she's lived and what she can do.

She seemed annoyed at things people from Pennsylvania get annoyed at.  Like, if someone wants attention, they just get so mad.  They don't know how to get attention.

She's too to sweet.  I just really connect.  I'd be honored to get to like talk to her about my experiences being Pennsylvanian and not living there.  I also sing.  It would be cool if she hired me to do something with her.  I don't know about touring a year, though, I have other goals and aspirations, now.  Film.  It's pretty serious.  I need to start.  I was thinking of Full Sail, the big nationwide film school.

So, good job!  I love this!  It was a good warmup/icebreaker together.

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I watched "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" today.

Fergie was interesting.

The next girl was nice.

The guests seemed good at the beginning.

I had a bit of a discomfort.  I don't really accept nor remember to stop not accepting when people say "half" to me.  I wonder why she said it, though.  It doesn't bother me in and of itself, I guess, but if she does it she does it.  I'm still wondering about it in general.  She said "half" to Fergie, maybe thinking about how her baby is half her mom's and half her dad's.  She was the one to say on the show that having a baby was hard timewise.  She disappeared from the social scene.

Oh, and the young minority boy dancer was very skilled.  He looks Asian, but his parents are fat and look Latin American.

A Great Deed Doer

I think what Ellen does is great, airs a program hoping to infuse the current population with an hour of "laughing."  You know, like "the people" she shows, poor black kids usually who feel stuck in the dirt.

My Thoughts

(1) Why do we watch every day?  How do we have time?  I haven't happened to meet anyone online who seemed like they watched as often as they probably do.  Part of the point is to meet other watchers.  I try to be out there and link to my blog.  There's a forum where you can talk to me, even about the show.  You could get your own blog and talk about it.  It seems Ellen has different opinions on her show.  Maybe, she thinks the parents appreciate it.

(2) I forget now.  Should I be watching the show?  I dunno.  What should I be doing instead?  I can't get a good job that I know of.  Maybe at Disney, but no car.

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Well, I'm on the Wednesday episode, and I saw Ellen in the Nikki Minaj video.. and I'm like wow she's so hot and whatever that is is too good for me and not something like I should be the 1 dealing with.  Maybe, I can be hot, too.. but I mean I'm like wow this woman is amazing.  Look at all she's put into this.  I hope that this is going out to people and that she has fun more in whatever ways are right.  I mean, this is like precious, Ellen dancing out in shorts to a girly girl music vid?

Okay, okay.. ?

Also, I love Nikki Minaj's shirt.  It's like the 1 I wore to my 1st dance when I was 11 in 1997.  It, however, had a zipper at the top with the collar-like thing hanging out.  So, it's long sleeves and white.  The long sleeves are supposed to be *** inducing, in fact, and the zipper is supposed to make it for the day and age.  It's almost like the way old times fell apart, like farms and all the healthy food that kept them going so much.

So, people, please watch precious Ellen.  She only comes around once.  Get your daughters to watch and sometimes your sons.  I'm hooked every day.  I record it and you can fast-forward through the commercials.  Part of it is just a band, so I mean you don't have to watch that.  I mean, you could or should, but like I dunno the show just seems so long and like I wanna play.  I do like watching it, I mean, but I mean I'm not saying I like watching it more.  This is just a tip if you don't like zonking out to TV for too long in things that might make you feel shocked, like.  Not sure what most people watch on the TV.  So, the total time skipping commercials may be around 45 minutes.  Minus the band might be 40 minutes.  That's pretty good.  I just, tho, have this feeling I need to move on in my life, as well.  I want to accomplish something before I die.  I mean, the show is good, but I want to be a performer, as I have my whole life.  I've done performing things and still want to perform in the classical arts.  I don't have the money to take private ballet and stuff, but I do sing now.  I need my body in shape before I do ballet, probably, and I'm getting there.  I use my money to go to Disney about each week, tho, and if not I use extra money to get necessities at the store.

So, I love lounging around and catching the show, too, but it'd be great not to be at home doing "nothing."  But I've been posting online this whole time, too.  I'd like to work or go to school.  I'm gonna just stay home and try to get in shape for acting.  My hair is still short from being shaved.  I like it curly, too.  If I dyed my hair, it'd look fake and the roots I'd have to deal with.  I am gonna try to go out in the sun or something.  Maybe, soak in the bath.  Right now there's a spider, though.  :(

So, plan your life well.  Be able to do things like catch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show."  Post about it online.  I know it seems like old news, but you don't see how important it is for you and how we all hold up for you cuz it's made for you.  If you post online, the show will be even better.

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So, I was watching Ellen today, and I got to a commercial and drank some ice water.  However, I was wondering what her followers are up to.  Some people watch her every day, the way I watch Forensic Files but don't post online and most everything else if I ever watch.. animals, aliens, monsters, ghosts.  But with Ellen, I HAVE TO HAVE TO post about it online.  I'm very interested in her and the people on her show, but I think it needs to step up some.  I mean that in a good way.  Like, I wish people on her show felt even more special.  I guess I can see where they're coming from now.  I also wish people would use my forum.. I should have an Ellen topic or board there.  :|

As far as following Ellen, I mean I just want to see the show.  I did not watch the music yesterday nor the 1st ep. in full on TV..  I might have ADD or maybe Ellen has bigger fans out there who don't show.  I admit I wish that like she look at my blog once a week, which isn't much.  I used to e-mail and get so frustrated no one wrote back like as fast or whatever so I could think of more to say cuz I'd read an e-mail and it's like reading nothing.

So, I will still try to not make my blog as negative and see if I can avoid thinking it important to put down bad stuff.  As for like if I could talk to Ellen I dunno I mean maybe I could be on the show someday like everyone's dream but not a big deal that I'd have to be, I mean, but like what if the ideal happened and more people got together, like famous stuff, like with Tim Burton etc.  Like, Ellen does go to stuff.  What would happen is I'd go, too, and she'd remember me and her saying hi would mean so much to me, like an arts teacher I like or something..  In the end, you realize some people aren't for you in their kinda caliber and you meet other people you see more regularly.  They might be upset, but maybe you just didn't try hard enough.  Like, you should do something for people that make them want you, like selling things or hosting a private forum company online, like message board forum to talk about normal stuff or anything.  I think it would attract someone such as Ellen DeGeneres if I could ge the attention of other people 1st.  Then, I'd have the world at my feet just by me being creative and getting a cute computer "geek" to make it for me.  Like, there would be little cute things that tell you about more messages, like it could beep on your computer if you want.  It'd be designed by me probably along with the computer geek and be really attractive.  My favorte forum is EurasianNation.proboards.com.  I think it died down.  I had an account on there called PerzanKitKat05201986, and I am worried that people think I am spoofing Johnny Depp for having a French wife, like all you need is Europe and you got everything.  I'm not, I just like the idea, and he happens to practice it like against us it feels, though I'm still a big fan, maybe not the biggest but who knows??  I don't hear of Johnny Depp tattoos and posters all the time.

In this way of the forum I thought of getting a teacher I like here to post.  I wonder.. I don't have the money now.  I'm hoping to get money from being a movie extra, which is $875/day.  You know, it'd be akward and too weird if I talked to Ellen outta the blue, so I don't really wish that.  I post on my blog to the world.  I don't post just to her it seems.  I need to learn to e-mail again, might try starting with my aunt and maybe dad, but I dunno maybe not my dad.  Even though my mom is like bedridden with bone cancer, I don't think she wants to e-mail me.  (She should get better in 1/2 year with pills.)

I was telling a famous young actress I hope she gets to e-mail Ellen.  She seemed like she wanted something else.

It's sad, I don't think I should e-mail someone like Ellen if I e-mail no one else.  I always wanted to.  My blog, though.  The stuff I post online always means something, like pretty much it's entertainment, stories that are deep.  I have these comments based off the interests of the show.

About her thinking of me on the show.  All I can say is that's something she probably wants to do with people and other people should start blogging online like me.

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I watched "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" and it was the 2nd episode of the season.

I thought Kim Kardashian needs to find something more specifically about herself to talk about with Ellen.