So, I was watching Ellen today, and I got to a commercial and drank some ice water. However, I was wondering what her followers are up to. Some people watch her every day, the way I watch Forensic Files but don't post online and most everything else if I ever watch.. animals, aliens, monsters, ghosts. But with Ellen, I HAVE TO HAVE TO post about it online. I'm very interested in her and the people on her show, but I think it needs to step up some. I mean that in a good way. Like, I wish people on her show felt even more special. I guess I can see where they're coming from now. I also wish people would use my forum.. I should have an Ellen topic or board there. :|
As far as following Ellen, I mean I just want to see the show. I did not watch the music yesterday nor the 1st ep. in full on TV.. I might have ADD or maybe Ellen has bigger fans out there who don't show. I admit I wish that like she look at my blog once a week, which isn't much. I used to e-mail and get so frustrated no one wrote back like as fast or whatever so I could think of more to say cuz I'd read an e-mail and it's like reading nothing.
So, I will still try to not make my blog as negative and see if I can avoid thinking it important to put down bad stuff. As for like if I could talk to Ellen I dunno I mean maybe I could be on the show someday like everyone's dream but not a big deal that I'd have to be, I mean, but like what if the ideal happened and more people got together, like famous stuff, like with Tim Burton etc. Like, Ellen does go to stuff. What would happen is I'd go, too, and she'd remember me and her saying hi would mean so much to me, like an arts teacher I like or something.. In the end, you realize some people aren't for you in their kinda caliber and you meet other people you see more regularly. They might be upset, but maybe you just didn't try hard enough. Like, you should do something for people that make them want you, like selling things or hosting a private forum company online, like message board forum to talk about normal stuff or anything. I think it would attract someone such as Ellen DeGeneres if I could ge the attention of other people 1st. Then, I'd have the world at my feet just by me being creative and getting a cute computer "geek" to make it for me. Like, there would be little cute things that tell you about more messages, like it could beep on your computer if you want. It'd be designed by me probably along with the computer geek and be really attractive. My favorte forum is EurasianNation.proboards.com. I think it died down. I had an account on there called PerzanKitKat05201986, and I am worried that people think I am spoofing Johnny Depp for having a French wife, like all you need is Europe and you got everything. I'm not, I just like the idea, and he happens to practice it like against us it feels, though I'm still a big fan, maybe not the biggest but who knows?? I don't hear of Johnny Depp tattoos and posters all the time.
In this way of the forum I thought of getting a teacher I like here to post. I wonder.. I don't have the money now. I'm hoping to get money from being a movie extra, which is $875/day. You know, it'd be akward and too weird if I talked to Ellen outta the blue, so I don't really wish that. I post on my blog to the world. I don't post just to her it seems. I need to learn to e-mail again, might try starting with my aunt and maybe dad, but I dunno maybe not my dad. Even though my mom is like bedridden with bone cancer, I don't think she wants to e-mail me. (She should get better in 1/2 year with pills.)
I was telling a famous young actress I hope she gets to e-mail Ellen. She seemed like she wanted something else.
It's sad, I don't think I should e-mail someone like Ellen if I e-mail no one else. I always wanted to. My blog, though. The stuff I post online always means something, like pretty much it's entertainment, stories that are deep. I have these comments based off the interests of the show.
About her thinking of me on the show. All I can say is that's something she probably wants to do with people and other people should start blogging online like me.